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Darkness prevailed in the room. The moon guided the light. I sat on my bed cuddling to my pillow,Wondering about the day's event. Swayam and me were finally a couple. Its official.
The previous night I had expressed my love in front of swayam's dad. And today he did in the abandoned classroom. Well his declaration was more like a repetition as he had always told he loves me.
It was I who always denied to sense it. But I can't help either. I'm Sharon the diva. I do have the right to stay complex till I figure out my own self.
Today is supposed to be the most ecstatic day in my life and I'm sitting in a darkroom. Well that's because I'm in thought to what swayam said in the classroom.
He said there are chances of me leaving him and going away. There are chances of me getting upset with this relationship soon.
How do I make this guy understand that I'm no more the confused about my love life Sharon. I'm now the lovergirl Sharon. Woah! Wait did I just say lovergirl. Changes are shocking right? Yeah.
So when he actually said all that to me, I was really hurt. But the charmer works his charm and the princess always fall's for the prince. So what else would happen, he handled the situation.
But what ached me more that he didn't realise I actually stopped feeling bad only for him and that was on the outside. Inside I was still crying. But those tears were left unnoticed by him.
I don't blame him, it was a beautiful moment and he was surely in lala land, but still I expected, well I'm not wrong either, he has always read me so well that this time when he read me wrong I was shocked.
Accepting my love for swayam is something huge. But when I sensed he still doesn't trust me completely, I was sinking.
The guy who I love crazily, is my boyfriend, is my life admitted that I might run away from the situation any time as per my requirements.
But those words
' Is world ka sabse best boyfriend banke dikayunga'
I felt so blessed.
These were the words that calmed me down from collapsing to such a horrid thought. Now I'm determined too that I won't hurt him more and give him all the love he deserves.
I have kept him waiting too long. Now I'm all his and he's the controller of my heart and brain. A confession though,
He has always ruled my heart, but circumstances damn them.
They just make me feel like a jerk now that I was running away from such a wonderful feeling. But as they say better late than never. Ab Mein is world ki sabse best girlfriend banke dikayungi.
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Ganesh Kartikeya
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