IN LOVE WID A GHOST!! a sandhir story PART23 page90 UPDATED - Page 56

"So the ghost here threatens the girl to not fall for Him because he believes that the souls of human and ghost are unmixed and mismatched?? indeed!! You believe so, don't you??" she cried listening to him and counterclaimed disbelieving her own ears.

"I do!! I do believe you ought not to fall for someone you can't be with ever." randhir made an attempt again to let her be all ears to his fears.

"The second I realized the smoky soul in the wind was a ghost, the one who had been there for me and who could disappear at the blink of my eyes was a ghost, the one I could find almost everywhere near me at just a mere whisper was a ghost, the one who needed no air to breath, no food to live, no sleep to rest, no tears to shed was a ghost, It all went in vain randhir. It could matter if you had better harmed me rather than being there like a family, like a caretaker. It could matter if you had not held any right on me, if I had not owed you, if you had not kissed me randhir. It could matter. But now the situation remains completely opposing. I want to be cared by you forever, kissed by you every time we are together, marry you the way it goes, mother your kids, grow older with you, Die with you and remain as a ghost with you for eternity." She lowered her voice planning to not choke at the emotions she was overwhelmed with.

This made him too vulnerable to face her so he turned his back toward her in order to hide that how prone he felt to make her HIS right now. His fists stiffened to hold a control over the powers he possessed. He felt too helpless as no matter how hard he tried he could never make the tears fall from his eyes. He remained like that for minutes before turning to face her again but with a more determined aura this time.

"To think like you is the most insanely thing a human can do sanyukta. I am at fault to kiss you, I apologize for that. But time has come when I need to show, what a ghost actually is supposed to do. The time has come when I need to pull you back to reality. The thing, that you being a human need to share yourself with a human only, is the most significant thing, and you ought to understand that. For as my remaining on earth is least possible both humanly and ghostly. I was here for a purpose and not you. And now as the purpose ends with your approaching 23^rd birthday I'll have to leave you and your shade. As the day of your birthday comes you can approach for a special security that can care for both you and the Ruby. This all ends as simple as it's been said by me sanyukta. So like I said take the Nobody inside this Ghost like a NOBODY for the rest of days I stay with you." Looking sternly in her eyes he declared the most of things stiffening his jaw at times to be felt as the impertinent ghost who cared for no one except for himself.

Silence surrounded them both as the things just shared were the hardest to believe and digest. He turned back not finding himself at state to bear the stream of fine tears from his love's eyes. How badly he wanted to grab her waist and kiss her there and then. How badly he wanted to swallow her tears and pains. How badly he wished to remain with her, love her, marry her and father her kids exactly the way she wished, and exactly the way it was impossible. He took a step to move opposite when he put her ears on her words.

"You're to leave?? You cannot!! Leaving a girl befallen for you a ghost cannot leave. But..." the girl was short of words, it meant nothing. Him going back was the last thing she ever thought since their encounter so where all this suddenly comes from. This was not planned. He must be kidding but what if he said the truth?? What if he goes back leaving her torn and broken but didn't he love her?? Didn't he think to remain forever with her?? Didn't he wish to kiss her again, how could he apologize for kissing her?? How could he not pleasure the closeness they had shared in these times?? How could he not say anything like love and likeness?? Was it because he had no heart to feel?? But why did his eyes look lying then?? Why it looked he had been befooling himself by not talking about his love for her, by not saying that he had always enjoyed the intimacy and the softness in their unnamed relationship." She was engulfed with thousand queries inside her.

"Did you not love me??" if he could be this openly to her, she could surely be like him, so rather than judging his gestures she thought to face him there itself.

This brought him to see at her again, he pierced her eyes with his intense gaze at first remaining at fault to make her catch him again, the numerous things that passed in this time flashbacked before his eyes, it was him to initiate to fall for her first, much before she started. It was him to gawk at her, the sparks in her eyes at a little happiness of no significance to other human souls, the curls of her hair which could remain unaffected at the turns and twists of life, the smile she would wear was something he could admire for eternity, the softness of her skin which he loved to care in her fake attempts of being hurt, her love and care for her significant others, he loved everything about her. He got shaken at his arms by the girl sooner bringing him back to answer and thus bringing the ghost inside him waken up.

"I never did!! Not even once!!" he spat before disappearing at last, breaking the heart of no faults and flaws into pieces.