Originally posted by: MM123456
ISHVEER OS : HEALING HEARTS
Ranveer was standing near the window in his room, he could see the rain pouring like it was washing away dirt from months, and today was the day when everything was going to be clean. So much had happened in few hours, Ishani entering the wedding and talking about her rights as his wife. Ranveer really did not know what Ishani wanted with him now, she was the one who wanted divorce so now nothing made sense for him.
Whenever Ranveer tried to understand Ishani , and he felt he was close to finding out what she was thinking she would come with a shock. Sometimes she said she loved him , the other minute he was her biggest enemy. But he would not blame only on Ishani , because his action was not always smart and neither nice . He was ashamed with some of his action, he could blame it on a broken heart , but the truth was Ranveer would not do that . If he was wrong, then he will admit he was after all he is a human and he like any other human have all emotions.
Ranveer felt a hand on his shoulder and he did not need to turn around to see who was the owner , because the security , care and affection in that one touch told him who it was but all those feelings was missing for months . He had not for once felt security , care and love after Ishani had gone and now she was back . But Ranveer had no hope anymore , his heart was to broken and to shattered for it to heal once again.
" Ranveer "
This time did Ranveer turn around , he could read her eyes clearly and some might claim that Ranveer did not trust Ishani but the truth was Ranveer did not trust himself anymore . Did not trust himself with what he was reading in her eyes are true , did not trust himself with his heart.
" Then don't trust yourself , trust me with your heart " Ishani said with a beautiful smile , which wanted him to smile as well . Damn , that smile which hunted Ranveer in each of his dreams , which made Ranveer fall for her every time he looked at her .
" You were not supposed to hear that " Ranveer told her , no track of anger or pain in his voice only honesty .
" Dil ke baatein has a way to come across the ear " Ishani said gently , and went more closer to him and Ranveer did not make the effort to go backwards.
" What do you want from me , Ishani ? " Ranveer asked this time , pain and tiredness so visible.
" I want you , Ranveer " Ishani said, tears in her eyes . Ranveer did not say anything ,just turned around which broke Ishan 's heart and she looked down on her feet and more tears were running down from her eyes,
" Here " Ranveer said , and Ishani looked up to see Ranveer offering her handkerchief and a small smile appeared on her face seeing his offer. Giving her hope , that there was still hope for them.
" Thank you " Ishani said and took it , Ishani had to admit to herself that she wanted him to wipe away her tears . Small steps , she reminded herself.
" You can't have me , Ishani " she heard him say , commenting what she had told him.
Ishani 's eyes widened and she said : " And why is that ?"
" Because I don 't know if there is any Ranveer left , all I can see when I look at the mirror is a shadow of someone who once were alive " Ranveer told her , Ishani was about to answer when he stopped her by saying :
" It's late , you should sleep " after saying that he moved toward the door .
Where are you going ? " Ishani asked him unsure.
" To mom " Ranveer told Ishani , and did not wait for any answers . Ishani abrubtly followed him , and stopped and hide behind the wall and ear listened the conversation witch was happening.
" Maa , would you do something for me ?" Ishani heard Ranveer ask.
" Anything , betha " she heard Amba.
" Please stay with Ritika , I don 't want anything to go wrong with the baby and mom since Ishani is living with us from now I don 't want anyone to say anything to here. "
" But betha " Ishani heard Amba say, but Ranveer stopped her : " I want peace in my home , I don't want saas bahu drama "
" And maa , I am warning you if anyone says anything to Ishani , we won't be staying her"
" Fine " Ishani heard amba say, Ranveer walked out of his mother room and found a teary eyed Ishani.
" Why are you crying now ? " Ranveer asked , not understanding why Ishani was having tears in her eyes.
" You are not sure that Ranveer is still their , but I just saw him . " Ishani said truly , and without thinking what Ranveer would think she hugged him .
Ranveer did not push her away , just stood there as a statue not moving but his eyes closed . He was afraid to get his heart broken again, but was happy to have her back in his life.
" Ishani " Ranveer said after a while, the old kindness and softness Ishani was used from his voice was visible now.
" Would you promise me something ?" she heard him ask .
" Depends , if you are asking me to leave then I can't promise that " Ishani said with a smirk and saw that Ranveer was struggling to not smile .
" Promise me that you will always tell me truth , no more lies " he said and Ishani smiled and promised : " No more lies "
Both went quietly to their room and Ranveer took out a aid box from his cupboard and saw that Ishani looked at him questionably .
" I think you should shift the bandage , before you sleep " Ishani nodded , happy to see the caring side of Ranveer which was one of the qualities she loved the most about him.
" Would you ? " she asked kindly and Ranveer nodded before he added : " Don 't worry it will heal , all scars heals "
Ishani took a hold of his hand , and he did not protest :
" It will heal , just like the scars we have given each other will heal "
" How do you know that , when we have not healed for so many months" Ranveer said and Ishani said : " Budhu , we would have healed if we were together , now that we are together we will heal each other " she said and Ranveer nodded .
I wrote this for a celebration for 1 year of matsh , hope you all like and don't mind me shared this here as well and made a own post for the os 😉
Udne Ki Aasha
