FF Beintehaa Ishq [Zaya story with a twist]last chapter -pg106 - Page 55

Chapter 26

Da ...ek baar dekh toh lo...mere bhukhar theek hua ya nahi.

Emotions. The very thing that make us human. You can have happiness, pride, excitement, relief. Every emotion considered good. But what would you be if you didn't feel hurt, or pain, or despair? You can't have the good without the bad. There is no light without darkness. It is the vexing of the soul
A swelling of the veins waiting to explode
It's like the rushing of blood to the head
Saying things, you would rather left unsaid

Anger
I am beside myself
Tossing and frowning, I lost my head
I need to stop and find me again
a calming of the soul and tranquility within
and cease this war that rages in

Anger
let it not be said
that I unleashed the monster under my bed
anger, please stay out of my head
Control, Calm and Purpose
That's my request instead

chapter 26..

Hey Sim...

I know I am way back in replying to your lovely words...I am proud of you all..the love and appreciation touches a deep core in my heart

Dedication : This ones to two new readers...Harshika Anuraaj- a very very silent one ...she is compelled to comment thanks to the update,whenever a silent reader comments my happiness is tripled 😳, cause pulling a person out of silence means a lot ...thank you dear

Second is to Lovablegirl aka Sanjanna..who herself is a very good writer ..I love her story with double POV. Every update every word ...every praise is special sanju ..thanks a lot ..this ones for you too

Coming to the update, well from hereon we start a dark phase of zayas relationship..it will be a journey that both will traverse to test their love ..the chapters are pretty dark as I take you to the deeper insights of human emotions. It might sound crude at times..but if you trust me..trust their love then dont lose hope ..its a fan fiction and as much as Zaya is special ..this story is extra special for me. Its a draker shade of love sacrifice suffering pain smiles and a unconditional love ..the purity for which zaya stood for

I do believe a few of u might still fail to see the bigger picture till all the layers are revealed, so if you do continue to read then gear up for an emotional dip...and the journey will be worth every word that i had typed...

A special note this chapter and the next two were written in November, and were the first scenes i had thought for this FF.Its waited too long to be revealed ..and my writing has changed over the past few months, but this still are very special to me...for they were the stepping stone of BIshq

Love you all...

SIM

Chapter 28

Daura...

Aaliya was resenting her decision every day, the more she was trying to walk away, the more her heart was swaying to be owned by him. It was almost a twenty days since he had moved with Rehman and Aaliya was worried that his work at Barkat Royale would be affected.

She called up Fahad, he assured her Zain was still in contact and was remotely handling all the crisis. Aaliya felt a sigh of relief , till she heard him say the last few sentences ...

Aaliya, bhai hai who mera, tumhara mamu ka beta ...bahut pyaar karta hai tumhe, khuda ke waste usse maaf kar do, wapas ghar aa jaao...

She didn't answer, Mom bahut miss karti hai usse...

Pata hai, ek phone bhi nahi kiya hai usne Mom koh, kehkar gaya hai ...ab aakar hi baat karunga...

Chod do yeh Zid...Aaliya ...wapas aa jao ...aur Zain koh bhi wapas bhej do....

There were unsaid goodbyes as Aaliya had cut the phone, thinking if whatever she was doing was completely wrong. She was separating a son from his mom ...memories of her Mamu clouded her mind...wish those days would be back , when she and Zain were safe in his arms ...still kids...still fighting...

she remembered the Talaqh ...his first one in the grave ...she closed her eyes to let the image drizzle out ... Flashing came the image of a man who was digging a grave just to earn the respect back from his wife ...she was crying again ...

Remembering the second Talaqh, she felt her insults deep in her veins...she couldn't control her anger and then the image of him being lashed out in public ...an act that she resented ...yet he took everything standing brave ...he never fought with her ..accepting whatever came his way ...as a part of life ...

Her headache was back...she closed her eyes as her fist tightened ...she wanted to break loose ..he was not letting her do it ...he wanted to keep her in his past ...

she didn't want to remember the pain ...the accident ...how she laid on that hospital beds ...days starring out ...how she was all lone ...the feeling of being an orphan even when she had so many relationship...today she herself had separated from her loving parents ..torn between her love for them and her dad ...all because of his mistrust ...the number of pleas ...the beggings ...all her woes ...were ringing in her ear ...

She held her hands over her ears ...the voices were back...illusions that she fought everyday ...

Rhea was standing at a corner ....sobbing ...mat karo ...usse mat do dard ..mujhe takleef hoti hai ...and Aaliya the injured one from the accident ...bleeding profusely ...was begging her ...sab cheen liya mera ..sab kuch ...chod kar chala gaya ...maut se battar zindagi di ussne...kaise maaf karu ...as she started shivering ...

she remembered her Mamis face ...Fahad bhais face ...there yearn for Zain ...her mamu begging her to keep her faith ...telling her he will never be able to forgive him ...

When will he learn to respect relationships...when will he learn to listen ..how many times she has to plead him to walk away ...it was over ...why was he still troubling her ...

her dormant hatred was again fueled by these past images, the injury of her mind again flared up...

unknown to Zain that a storm was approaching towards him ...in a bout of anger she crashed her dresser throwing everything away ...

she walked down for dinner where she saw him waiting like everyday ...

Aree beta bahut der kardi, dekho toh aaj Zain ne kya banaya hai uski pasand ki cheeze banaii hai ...biryani aur sheer kurma, Rehman was beaming with pride and Zain was smiling like a kid...

Toh usse hi khilaye , jisne banyi hai , her bitter tone sealed her mood...

Kya hua Aaliya sab theek hai na...Rehman and Zain looked tensed ..her eyes were red and there was a tremor in her hands

She didn't look up and just stared at the empty plates ...she took the food angrily and started eating ...they both were looking at her till she finished the food in silence ...

the plate was overfilled and she didn't stop eating as a tensed Rehmaan and Zain looked on ...

she didn't look ok ...the furious intensity of scooping the spoon suggested ...an attack ..as Rehman observed closely ...she was disturbed

Once she had finished eating she looked up ...both of their faces were blank ...

Zain was still starring at her, unable to judge why she had flared up her anger again for him ...

Khao naa ...Muh kyu taak rahe ho ...sari tumhari favorite hai ...her tone was rude ..

Aaliya, yeh kya badtammezi hai, Rehmans gentle voice was filled with anger...he knew she was not well..but insulting Zain everytime ...hurt him too

Kaise dad...aap apne chahte bete koh khana bade shaukh se khilaye...bhale uski Mom waha akeli kyu nahi khaa rahi ho ...isee kya farak padta hai ..

Her words broke Zains smile, almost pondering his heart with Suraiyas sad image...he had kept her snap below his pillow and not even a single day had passed since he had said sorry to her for being away and not calling her ...he had his reasons ...he wanted peace, something that Aaliya was not giving him still..

After every night he felt, now things would be easier but for every step forward he was going three step backwards...he just blankly looked down ...

Her words had broken him ...he pushed the plate aside and stood up...

Zain beta khana toh kha lo...Rehman urged ...pechle chaar ghante se bana rahe ho ...aise utkar mat jao

Nahi chachu rehne dijiye ...he looked towards her face that had engulfed in a shade of hate

Ab samajh mai aaya ...yeh shayad meri aaj ki keemat hai ...har roz ek nayi keemat chukata hu ...aaj yeh tay hua hai ...he turned his face ...

Agar kisiko mujhse itni nafrat hai, mere saamne rehne se itni taklif hai ...toh mujh jaise insaan ka bhooke rehna hi theek hai ...maaf kijiyega chachu, he walked away ...

Rehman walked away too...he couldn't bare the behavior Aaliya was doing with Zain ...and she had refused to listen to him ...refused to take her medicines ..he himself felt it was a losing battle now

That night Zain walked in to give her medicines ...

Bahar ...she warned him...

Da..kya hua ...baat kar lo ..mujhe darr lag raha hai...as he saw her room ...things were lying haphazard ...bahut ghusse mai ho tum...zara shanti se baitho...

Zain ..tum jaate kyu nahi ...

Da...kaha jaao...mai nahi laut sakta ...accha mai anadar nahi aaunga ...yehi khade rehkar baat toh kar sakte hai na ...

Chale jaao ..please ...

Da... davai kha lena ...sorry aise khane se uthkar chala gaya ...

Ek din bhooke rahoge toh kuch ho nahi jaayega tumhe ...pata hai mai kitne din bhooki thi jab mera accident hua tha ...nahi na ...

chale jao ...mere sar mai bhaut dard ho raha hai ...chale jao please ...

He walked away ...he was losing the battle ...her refusal to take medications just made the matters worse

It was 2 am and Aaliya felt she heard some noise downstairs and walked down ...she saw Rehman walking out with a pile of food ...she followed him ...

she had to be hard ...he had to go...her mamis face and fahads voice haunted her now ...and these voices just haunted her ...

He reached towards Zain and woke him up, giving him the plate he sat besides him...

Zain was overwhelmed with his love and was just about to take his first bite, when he saw a pair of legs and looked up, Aaliya was starring at him ...

Kyu bhook lagi hai, andar toh bahut dinge maar rahe the ...she was making fun of him ...he slowly returned the plate to Rehman and smiled at him ...

rehne dijiye chachu ..aaj nahi kahunga ...aaj aapki beti mujhe bhooka sulana chahti hai ...iski har baat manta hu ...toh aaj bhooke hi sahi...aajka mera harzana hai ...aap jaiye ...thank you

Rehmans frustration was evident, as Zain held his hand ...and shook his head...mere khatir kuch mat kahiye usse,

shayad bhai ka phone aaya tha ...ussi baat koh lekar bahut bigad rahi hai ...soch rahi hai ...aisa karne se mai chala jaunga ...jaanti nahi mujhe ...please mat boliye usse kuch ...Rehman just walked off ...

Aaliyas stare from bedroom did not deter Zain ...Goodnight he smiled and pulled the blanket on his face so that the mosquitoes wont bite him ...

When she turned in the room, she cried ...why cant he just walk away, everytime she did bad things with him it hurt her triple...why she was tired of fighting him all day ...and all night ...

I have to push him away, I have to make him walk away...i have to she promised herself that tomm she would do it a bit more ...she wont get soft on him ...

Just like everyday, he had brought breakfast ...she had it and got ready almost 20 mins earlier than her usual time , he had barely got ready and had just sat on the breakfast table ...Seeing Aaliya, he wondered why was she ready so early today.

Bye dad, she started walking towards the car ...

Da ruko toh...while walking she saw Abdul carrying a plate of Sandwich, she intentionally collided with him and coolly walked towards the car, sat inside and started honking ...

Zain said bye to Rehmaan and rushed out, fully knowing what Aaliya was upto...

Once they reached School, it was half day, Zain was excited that he would spend more time with her. His stomach was rumbling no dinner, no breakfast ...he was scared the whole class will come to know he had not eaten anything.

He walked towards the canteen thinking he will have a bite, ordered a good big plate of poha spiked with peanuts and was about to eat the first bite when she walked in with Aalisha and sat in front of him

Hi Cutie kaise hoo, Aalisha crooned

Zain ignored Aaliya and looked at Aalisha, La Mai theek hu aap bataiye...

Hayee tum kitni adab se baat karte ho...so sweet ...

Zain gave his trademark boyish smile for her ...Thank you ...aap bhi toh badi sweet hai ...haa kadve logon ke irad gird rehti ho...par abhi tak unka koi assar nahi hua hai aap par, his taunts were for Aaliya

Aaliya hated when Aalisha was around Zain ...the attack had still not weaned ...

Still smiling and considering his growling stomach, he looked down at his plate and decided to start eating ... A hand stopped him before the first bite could reach his mouth ...

Aree tumhe toh allergy haina peanuts se...Aaliya said almost controlling her anger...

Accha, kab se...

Mami ne kaha tha ...tum bhool jaate ho aur phir bimar pad jaate ho...kya kare mungfali itni pasand joh hai tumhe ...control hi nahi kar sakte na...jaise tumhari jubaan nahi kar sakte ...

Do plate do ...he snatched it back ...as Aalisha looked ...

Rhea khane do na usse ..meri paas allergy ki davai hai mai cutie koh de dungi ...

Aree aise kaise ...problem koh jad se mitana chaiye ...baadme ilaaz se kya hoga

Saying that she took the plate and dumped it in the dust-bin , Zain was starving and the canteen had closed ...he looked towards Aaliya ...

She was smiling at him ...mai bhi dekthi hu Zain Abdullaha tum yaha se kaise nahi jaate ...

Har lamha imtehnaan bas dete rehte hai ...

nikaal teri jeet ka hi hoga ..yehi bas ab dil koh samjhate rehte hai

Pre-cap: A small prank that becomes a serious event ...will Zarroon take his revenge on Zain ...

Originally posted by: KitkitMkb

Empotions . It's about motions , it's about feelings , it's a tale which needs to be felt . Guilt , Fear , Hatred but deep down Inconditional Love , Aaliya is an erased version of herself , it's horrible how pain can damage the soul of a person . But these two chapters prove one thing if he goes away from her she would not be able to beAr it was a small moment yet it spoke so much , another particularity is the characterization be it La , Zain's true friend or Rizwan the one who was with Zain the first time he met Gabbar . Beintehaa Ishq it's about love true love !

P.s if you could make a cover for Bi Ishq what would it be like ?

Originally posted by: arohi_

Sorry for commenting lately actually I was buy but I read your those 3 chapters(22, 23 & 24). I liked those chapters also and today one also as usual you are amazing. Keep going on with the flow of your story as it is you planned. Don't ever stop writing there are lots of readers who admire and liked your work including me. You are really an amazing writer. Good to know that you keep with the decision to continue your work. Without you day is incomplete. Loved you sim and I admire your work, never stop writing. I joined this forum last month and I was a silent reader, your work push me to comment on your work and appreciate your work. I also liked other writers who wrote on Indian forum. All are good in their work but what a writer wants is the apprection from the reader for their work. And you get in good numbers and in very good words who liked your work so carry on with the flow. It's sad that this story is going to end next week. This is one of the story which I don't want to be finished. But I know it's has to be end. But you have to promise that you will come with the new story.

Originally posted by: fariya98

Nice update...

Originally posted by: Priya_arora

great chaps...loved ...im glad to know aaliya spoke her heart out a bit ...bt she still wants him to go back coz she dosnt want him hurt anymore ...bt zain as usual is adamant on his decision ;) ...bt one thing i want to know wat has doc. Das told zain?? ...cont soon !!