Her first day of marriage...
It was really the day she would never forget in her life... she knew she needed to talk to him if she really wanted this marriage to work... him being uneducated was definitely an issue but not bigger than her life... and defo not than her marriage...
Looking at the deepest shade of maroon colour which was the shade of her intricately designed hands... she remembered how she refused to write her husbands name in them... she was stubborn kid for her parents. .. but still she couldn't voice out her opinion... being born as a girl she had certain set of restrictions if stepped out of it... the society we lived will not alow u to breathe. ..
She like every girl loved her family to bits... N though she knew that she could back out from the wedding she couldn't let her family down...
If they were at fault for not telling her anything about him then she was at fault too for not asking!
N now any question or answer couldn't undo the time which is now past...
Looking at his side of bed which was now empty she sighed deeply... she had an idea where her talk would lead to. .. and the fear of the consequences was making her restless
It was late in the night too late for her to be awake too late for her to think in a right direction he wasn't back yet!
She should be feeling relieved but she was not even a bit calm... she knew if she goes back thinking about the recent past events she would be dipped into deep depression...
She was in in a strange dilemma though the logical part of her mind rejected his advances she knew it very well that he her husband would be the only one she would allow being close to her or say intimate. ..
All these thoughts were making her restless tossing n turning on the bed clutching his pillow close to her self she didn't even realise she was crying...
With tears still running from her eyes she gave into her tired eyes...
He was back in the early hours of the day it was exhausting... moving the children out from the houses... arranging for the fire rescue team... shifting their families to the government quarter for the time being... making sure everyone was safe n settled it was already early hours...
He already had his next two days planned his life was always like that too busy with something or other...
But now looking at the delicate beauty sleeping lost in her world he knew now he had someone to take care of too... who would miss him when he was out.. he thought chuckling ... slowly pulling his pillow from her grip he did what he wanted to do from so long!
Tracing his finger on her lips he was shocked to find them so soft... he had never been close to any other female all his life... even when his friends visited those pro******* he never ever looked at them... he valued women n his principles never allowed him to think otherwise!
It so very true when people say the perception of a relationship differs from a man to a woman... A woman would want to connect emotionally first to develop physical bonding where as a man would want the vise versa!
Maan was not behind... he wanted to get so very close to his wife that tomorrow she wouldn't have to hesitate for anything at least when concerned to him... and for that he wanted to take that very step which was still separating them... but curse his luck he was getting too busy to spend a little time with her...
Running his fingers through her hair he placed a small kiss on her hair n moved away in order to stop himself from doing something which he very badly wanted!
His irritation was on its peaks he didn't know when he would be back top of it she was so distracting...
Having a cold water bath he somehow got a grip on himself n walking towards his wardrobe he pulled out a shirt for the day when his fresh cramp from yesterday night's heroism made him moan in pain... Which woke her up from her sleep
Looking at him getting ready she was confused for a while... scratching her hair she peeped out of the balcony but it was still dark... she blinked a couple of times to get out of her sleepy state n looked at him who was watching her amused!
Looking at the clock on the other wall she tried to hide her embarrassment in her messy hair... a hiss of his pain brought her to her toes n she rushed to him seeing all those red scares on his back an few on his shoulders too...
Don't make a scene out of nothing!! It is not your stupid movie that I can't bare a little pain... he was a bit harsh in his tone without realising...
She stepped back feeling offended may be he didn't like being bothered! But she was quite restless see him walk out in a hurry...
He didn't like her moving back. .. why can't she claim her rights on him... oh how could he forget her highness would want her space. ... he pitied the city people n there lifestyle... how robotic they lived close under a roof yet so far!
Reason one needed there own space!!
He hated that word which always leads to an incomplete relationship. .. where u can't share ur self freely to ur own family or partner coz that means they would be stepping into ur space!!
Dam* this i-me-myself culture!
Quickly freshing up she made her way downstairs only to greet an empty house n the sound of his jeep zooming out of the gates!!
The sunrise was still far away!!
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