I am knowingly boycotting you am sure being intelligent and observant you
are aware of it.and i am over confident also that you care a dam about my
absence as am insignificant in your life which is bestowed with many
worthy admirers π
of all the things that i am in life , i never learned to fake.and i try best to
not hurt anyone by my brutal bluntness.yet the title and the words of
your this post made the personality in me give you my valid
reasons before telling you a final goodbye knowing that
perhaps you don't even need to know about those reasons.π³
first comes acquaintance then comes buddyship then comes
companionship.friendship comes last as this stage is
unreachable without common taste common principles
mutual trust faith and understanding concern and love.i admired your
intelligence that shone from your each posts.i loved
your depth that reflected with your chosen sentences and wordplayπ
i sought your buddyship hoping to better myself as a person in life
in the matured company of you i had hoped to draw some
inspiration learn a few more things.sharpen my limited perceptions.
but alas i could not interest or impress you to acquire your
approval and you denied me your buddyship.
for three days i kept checking the waiting list.
i consoled myself that you are busy.that you receive tons of buddy request
so you are taking time to respond favourably to every tom dick and harry π.
you made many beautiful posts in the meantime.doubt crept in my mind.i realized
am a pest and un-welcomed in your list π
now as i have certain principles in life , amongst which falls
that do not throw yourself to someone forcefully who does not like you
do not disturb her don't piss her beyond her tolerance π , give her 72 hours
to consider her options else decide to walk away silently at the end of that 72 hours
,i moved away from you with a heavy heart.i am new to IF.you successfully instilled the
fear of being turned down from sending buddy request to others in this forum too π
after all once bitten twice shy right?π³
who likes to be shurpanakha after all? π
i had sought your buddyship not your bank account but you
ran away π€£
thank you for giving me this opportunity to bare my heart to you
i shall always herald your every wise post by hitting the like button
but i guess i must selfishly guard my self respect by preventing
my active participation in your epic posts.stay blessed always π€
and sorry for this thesis of mines π€’
Edited by I... - 10 years ago