SaAz:I M Sorry,I Cant Stop Loving You

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Why Did I stop her today ?? I should hv let her go as that was best for her to go far away from this pain .. But still I stopped her today .. Why ??


Is it because I knew Zaki will bring her back again and will refuse to marry Sam ? ..

Or is it because I never wanted her to go away from me ? ... I want her with me .. I may not let her come close to me but I cannot see her going away from me either 😭 .. Did I really fell in love with her ? 😳


I guess above self-talk of Sahir says it all today 😳 .. Today was his true love realisation as he realised his mind and heart's contradiction for the first time and accepted the fact that mayb he has fallen in love with Aarzoo and so her sudden decision to leave... bothered him so much despite knowing that mayb it was best for all but yet he stopped her because his heart was not ready to loose her 😳...

Sahir sat in the same place where Aarzoo always sits whenever she feels emotional because he wanted to feel the same pain that she is going through right now ... He touched the lamp post which at some point Aarzoo too might hv touched just to feel her touch and relive the pain that she might hv felt after he broke the news of his marriage to her in that same place 😭😭 ... The guilt of causing so much pain to Aarzoo was eating him from inside but he found some solace in that place where Aarzoo always sits whenever she feels lonely ...

Sahir even confessed that Aarzoo actually healed his wounds by making him smile again and also bringing love back in his life but in return all he gave her was pain and betrayal .. Its a sad irony to b honest ... Sahir showered unconditional love on Zeenat but in return she gave him pain and betrayal ... After 7 years Aarzoo showers similar unconditional love and warmth on Sahir and brings his smile back again which he himself confessed today but in return Sahir gave her pain and betrayal because of his prior commitments .. I guess this is the guilt which is eating Sahir from inside .. He might b suffocating from inside with the thought of whats the difference between Zeenat and Me .. No wonder yesterday he hits himself with the belt and punishes himself this way for the sin that he feels he might hv committed by giving so much pain to a innocent and honest girl 😭😭 ...



Today when Aarzoo suffered this huge setback , Sahir might hv finally realised that he too has fallen in love with her and it was never a game or else he wont b feeling so much of guilt and pain inside to an extent that today he could not even sleep at night and felt restless till he went upto Aarzoo's room to say her sorry 😳... Once he goes to Aarzoo's room , did I just see anger and jealousy in his eyes seeing Zaki holding Aarzoo's hand and sleeping almost besides her 🤔 ; The way Sahir came close to Aarzoo in a seductive way as if he wanted to just kiss her 😳 , it almost looked as if he was trying to prove a point to his own self that he has the right to b close to her and not anyone else because owns her 😉☺️... He then slowly wispers in her ears "I m sorry ..I know I have given you lots of pain , I know I hv broken your heart in most ruthless manner for which I will b punished , but today I m sorry from the bottom of my heart and this is real" ; The way he apologised with his moist and love filled eyes spoke volumes about his feelings for Aarzoo 😳 ; I wish Aarzoo was awake that moment and could see the reality in Sahir's eyes and words .. sighhh ; He was so close to Aarzoo that time that for a moment I felt he might just kiss her cheeks or forehead after his hearttouching apology 😳 and I feel Sahir too wanted to kiss away her tears badly but somehow he resisted himself since he knows that its not the right time 😳...


Once his apology was over , he instantly noticed Aarzoo's hand in Zaki's hand and thats it , the possessive Sahir was back in action 😎 ; Loved the way he grabs Aarzoo's hand with full authority and separates it from Zaki's hand making sure there is a clear distance maintained between both their hands 😉 ; The anger and jealousy was so visible in his eyes while separating the hands 😳 ; He knows that only he has the right and authority to hold her hand , noone else 😳 .. He sees Zaki as a competitor here and not a younger brother when it comes to Aarzoo and I m glad for once we hv a male lead who does not go around sacrificing his love for family but instead he claims his right on his girl with full authority 😎.. But this possessiveness of Sahir is a bit scary too .. I mean if not Zaki then someone else might come in her life tomorrow now that he freed Aarzoo from their real/fake relationship , so will Sahir oppose that guy too when he himself is not ready to accept Aarzoo in his life but at the same time dont want anyone else to come in Aarzoo's life either 😕🤔.. I m sure Aarzoo will raise this question to Sahir in future and then he wont b able to run away from it 😉😛


Somewhere Sahir too knows that only his words and his touch gives comfort and peace to Aarzoo , the way she was sleeping like a little baby with a peaceful and serene look on her face when Sahir was wispering sorry in her ears with his seductive voice 😳😳 ; Before that Aarzoo was so restless as the cab incident was nonstop haunting her which was quite natural .. She just could not come out of that nightmare 😭 ; Even Zaki's hand touch shook her up as she got up all frightened remembering the cab incident which means she could not even recognise Zaki's touch and thought its the cab driver whereas Sahir's voice gave her the much needed peaceful sleep without any haunted memories of the last night and it almost looked like someone is singing a sexy lori near her ears to make her sleep peacefully and she was positively responding to it 😆😳 .. This is what makes them true Humsafars ... They can recognise each other's presense even in sleep and respond to it positively 😳 ; Sahir too felt at peace after his apology to her or else he too was restless before and just could not sleep but once he apologised to her and saw her sleep peacefully , he felt relieved 😳


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Posted: 11 years ago
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The moment Sahir separates Aarzoo's hand from Zaki's hand , he becomes a normal elder brother again and covers Zaki with a blanket too like a protective brother 👍🏼 ; He is fine with Zaki as long as Zaki maintains a safe distance from Aarzoo 😉😆 ; In fact he even took a decision not to force Zaki for the marriage if Zaki has doubts on Sam's pregnency but I guess he was forced to change his decision the moment Rehman scared him about showing the factory DVD to Aarzoo ... Again I felt he fears that Aarzoo might want to leave again if she finds out about Lucknow factory case and so changed his decision once again 🤔 ; Rehman is smart enough to guess that Aarzoo is Sahir's weakness now more than the deal and so he smartly uses this blackmailing technique involving Aarzoo ; Now its clear that Sahir will mainpulate Zaki for marriage not because of deal or promise but because he fears Aarzoo might find out about the Lucknow factory case otherwise ... Will all this lead to SaAz marriage because I dont get how will Zaki on his own agree for marriage 😕..Or will Sahir himself change the pregnency results of Sam to make sure results come positive even if they r not positive so that Zaki is forced to marry Sam .. I m hoping against hope that Sahir does not commit another mistake of changing or manipulating the paternity test results 😭 .. Already Sahir is on the hitlist for many other mistakes/sins , not another one plss 😕...All this just reminds me of what KA prediction about how Aarzoo will destroy Sahir ..Well Sahir's possessiveness for Aarzoo is indeed destroying him .. Now only Aarzoo can lift him up from this Rehmaan mess I feel as predicted by SBS when they aired this segment 🤔 .. Mayb she sees the DVD , finds out about Sahir's past story related to Zeenat and supports him against Rehman's blackmailing .. Wishful thinking , but we can always hope na 😆😳




I can understand Zaki's concern for Aarzoo but Zaki need to realise that Aarzoo is not meant for him .. I mean she still wakes up in the morning and the first thing she remembers is she is getting late for office and her duties towards her Sahir Sir 😳 till reality strikes and she feels demoralised again remembering his betrayal .. Aarzoo looks upto Zaki like a good friend but she can never fall in love with him especially when she still seems to b in love with Sahir only despite knowing the truth .. So I hope Zaki is not caring for her with the hope of Aarzoo falling for him .. As long as his care and concern for her is selfless and he is not expecting anything in return from Aarzoo , I m fine with it .. I will love to see Zaki in future trying to reunite Saaz after realising that both r made for each other and only they both can heal each other's wounds 😳 ...



Only issue I hv with the episode was the inconsistency of dialogues in the beginning ... Sahir wanted to stop Aarzoo from leaving but I dint get how his words about releasing her from a fake relationship and then walking away rudely will stop Aarzoo from leaving and the weird part is Aarzoo actually stopped .. Hein .. why ?? 😕 .. What Sahir told her , after that she should b more determined to leave na 😕😆 .. I know she fainted that time but after coming back to her senses too , it looked as if now she has no plans to leave but I just dint get how Sahir's words changed her mind as those words were more hurtful na 😕 ; Even Sahir was sure that she wont leave now .. but how and why ?? 😕 .. Is it because both thought that after the release dialogue , they both will b indifferent to each other now , I mean no more attachments and so no more expectations or hearttbreak , he continues to b her boss and she continues to b just an employee , in short both will b strangers again , thats it 🤔... Whatever it is , the part was just not clear as I was expecting Sahir to say something more there which can justify why she stays back but errr CVs messed it there 😆...


As of now the show is at a point where its very difficult to predict which way it might go .. Sahir is left with no option but to go for Sam-Zaki marriage but at the same time he cannot afford to give any further pain to Aarzoo here and Rehman seems to hv recognised this fear of Sahir now and so he will nonstop blackmail him with DVD video ... So where is it all heading .. SaAz marriage as per spoiler video where HC-Shivya hinted about it ?? But then what exactly leads to this marriage ? Another manipulation by Sahir or fear of lossing Aarzoo or Alvira's manipulation with ghar ki izzat excuse ?? 🤔 ...


Overal lthe episode has few loopholes in the start but I liked the rest of the episode especially Sahir's self-talks and his heartfelt apology to Aarzoo 😳 .. Harshad stole the show today with his intensity and raw passionate display in apology scene 👏👏 .. Shivya was good too in showing her emotional turmoil as the victim 👏👏


Collages credit goes to ultimaterudra aka Swetha 😳
Edited by jyoti06 - 11 years ago
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He says he freed her from their fake relationship. Then? What does that have to do with her staying or not staying in the house😕? That scene was incomplete, wasn't that?

What type of mother is Nausheen ? She left her daughter who had just been molested alone. Yes Zara was there but where was the mother ? Doesn't she feel the need to be beside her daughter? And she didn't even try to know what happened when she was away and what they all were talking ? Nausheen 😡

Sahir's self-talk was much needed, for him and for viewers😊.

Arzoo still loves him, the first thing she remembers waking up is ' im late, I need to get things ready for Sahir sir otherwise he will be angry 😭😭' and then she remembers about him freeing her.

I'm really confused, she doesn't remember his betrayal, his fake love, harsh words, not even the truth about his marriage😕. Doesn't she feel the betrayal😕? I agree her love for him wont go easily, but there should be at least anger. I fail to connect with that😕.

Sahir is turning into a freaking possessive lover! Where is this leading?

  • The piercing eyes he had when he saw Zaki-Arzoo together. That background music is more of a stalker than of a sweet lover. And the way he took Arzoo's had from Zaki's.

  • He behaves almost like an obsessive lover, remembering the bday night.

  • He refuses to compromise with his brother's consent, BUT the moment Rehman mentions Arzoo will see the video clip, he immediately changes his decision and agrees for Zasa marriage just because he doesn't want Arzoo to know that he is the one who w^burnt their factory.

  • As per the location videos, Sahir insists Zaki shoud marry Samaira, even after Zaki proves his innocence by paternity test😲. He was ready to abandon that deal, but after Rehman threatens him about showing the video clip, he is hell bent on hiding it from her.

  • Other location video showed Arzoo ignoring him; I believe he is going to cut his wrist something like that to get her attention.

I still feel nihah is on the way!

They have purposely kept Daadi and Myra away! And Nausheen is here ! The head of all manipulators Alvira is waiting for a moment to make Arzoo Sahir's wife, Rehman is ready with his blackmailing AND SAC is is getting insecure, Arzoo's hatred and her friendship with Zaki will add the fuel. The stage is set !

Edited by -Rojaa- - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago
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I will crib and complaint first. CVS left the last scene adha adhoora Mein tumhe riha karta hoon? From what and why?? 😲 😲 Seriously Sahir who are you to free her and from what? To me it was more like he was freeing himself from all the guilt😕. It was such a half baked scene.

Other than that it was a beautiful episode. Sahir with his self realization of what he had done was the highlight of the show. You said it all so am not going to repeat it. But then him reminding their hug while laying on bed was just not unlike Sahir. I am still wondering if she was not molested last night would he have broke? How far would have still gone before his self realization😕 is something to ponder upon. His speaking Sorry to Arzoo and shedding all those tears are the sign of good time coming soon😃 It will surely shed some of his darkness from his inner shell.

But then the last scene with Raheman and his gun on his head the guy is on self destruction.
His personality is shown to be yo yo - and Sahir is playing with fire while sitting on explosives.

his possessiveness is going to be brutal thats all i can predict for now.


Arzoo's trauma and her reaction were👍🏼

Shocker of the day was Nausheen😲 😲 Is she a mother 😲 😲 How on earth can she just live her traumatized daughter with a younger girl and then the younger sibbling to Zaki😲 😲 At these times any men would haunt her forget friend or brother or father👎🏼

Nevertheless - Shivya and Harshad aced their performances today.👏 👏 👏
Edited by BHAVII - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Just see the look that Sahir gives Aarzoo here .. almost the look of "u r mine" .. these r signs of extreme possessive or obsessed love 😲 ... though the look is hot 😳


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Originally posted by: jyoti06

Just see the look that Sahir gives Aarzoo here .. almost the look of "u r mine" .. these r signs of extreme possessive or obsessed love 😲 ... though the look is hot 😳



According to SAC, he can get so close to Arzoo but Zaki can't even hold her hand😆 SAC ji you aren't her Shauhar, remember ? 😆

He is indeed a possessive lover, this possessiveness is turning into obsession😲 And its scary ! The situation is such that possessiveness is only increase not the other way ! SAC is said to be a ruthless arrogant yet passionate Lover, that he is !

HC is fabulous , Man how can he be so good, its illegal 😆!
Edited by -Rojaa- - 11 years ago
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Happy new year Jyoti .
Beautiful post yet again I just loved about sahir 's voice comforting arzoo while sleeping wow well said .

For me today episode was a let down why means sahir's words to arzoo of giving freedom didn't go well and abrupt to me .
Secondly zaki in aarzoo's bedroom what family does arzoo have it should be sahir comforting her .
Since we know zaki is in love we hate it but as a friend he is cool he made her smile comforted well.
Third thing I didn't like is sahir confused state of mind still he wished arzoo away from him but zaki is just excuse he can't come close to her nor allow her to go e kaisa sadist sahir hai .
One scene caught my eyes was anger jealous seeing zaki and arzoo on same bed holding hands the way he removed her hand shows he will not let zaki take away her it will be him who comes in the middle .
Sahir I think is split personality one moment jealous of zaki next moment big brother placing a comforter on zaki .
No wonder arzoo calls him psychotic .
One more scene when sahir is not able to sleep he places his hand on the heart and remembers arzoo means arzoo already entered his heart but he is ignoring it and he ran out to just see her and say sorry .

Rehmaan sam scene no effect these days only repetitive this deal dvd and shadhi is stretched beyond irritating us .
Writer should end this sam track at least now .
Saaz marriage is on or off depends on sahir's state of mind why I think both saaz mothers will play to hook them up .
But zaki the parallel latest fav for writer what will be the track can't say or guess.
Hate the weekend .
Spoiler says nausheen will get the truth but what can that glycerine do??? Why alvira giving her confidence why I see a force marriage sahir game not over yet .
AsLi maza shadhi ke badh arzoo will show sahir the real stars in his room .
Edited by rockstar29 - 11 years ago
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The major theme of episode was the conflicted Saahir. He cant accept her openly with whole arms (perhaps because he knows he is not in the right state for a healthy relationship OR because his martial status.) But he can not see her going away from him this includes leaving the house, getting closer to Zaki or seeing the video.

What is bothering me the most even after everything Arzoo went through Saahir still cares about possessing her and not seeing her smile. I agree with Roja Saahir is getting SCARY. I dont want to see Arzoo helping him in any way. He has already done enough for him and look where it got her. Saahir was right he gave her what he had pain. She gave him her happiness. That way when the cups use to get exchanged in the past it was symbolic and foreshadowing. Arzoo gave Saahir some of her sweetness (sweet tea). He gave her is bitterness (bitter coffee. )

I completely didnt notice Saahir lying on his bed remember the birthday sequence when Arzoo was in his arm. His arms were imagining Arzoo in his arms when he was in his bed. But when he goes to Arzoo's room he sees that she was with Zaki. Kurti Appa was right by trying to add some sweetness in his life Arzoo brought out a scary side to Saahir. Who knew this was what was hiding behind the gentle,composed only some what different Saahir.

Nice post Jyoti! Waiting for Shweta's collages!

Edited by redviolet - 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: redviolet

The major theme of episode was the conflicted Saahir. He can accept her openly with whole arms (perhaps because he knows he is not in the right state for a healthy relationship OR because his martial status.) But he can not see her going away from him this includes leaving the house, getting closer to Zaki or seeing the video.

What is bothering me the most even after everything Arzoo went through Saahir still cares about possessing her and not seeing her smile. I agree with Roja Saahir is getting SCARY. I dont want to see Arzoo helping him in any way. He has already done enough for him and look where it got her. Saahir was right he gave her what he had pain. She gave him her happiness. That way when the cups use to get exchanged in the past it was symbolic and foreshadowing. Arzoo gave Saahir some of her sweetness (sweet tea). He gave her is bitterness (bitter coffee. )

I completely didnt notice Saahir lying on his bed remember the birthday sequence when Arzoo was in his arm. His arms were imagining Arzoo in his arms when he was in his bed. But when he goes to Arzoo's room he sees that she was with Zaki. Kurti Appa was right by trying to add some sweetness in his life Arzoo brought out a scary side to Saahir. Who knew this was what was hiding behind the gentle,composed only some what different Saahir.

Nice post Jyoti! Waiting for Shweta's collages!



@bold this scene and bg music showed plain obsession
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Originally posted by: -Rojaa-


He says he freed her from their fake relationship. Then? What does that have to do with her staying or not staying in the house😕? That scene was incomplete, wasn't that?

thats what I dint get .. did they edit out anything .. i mean that dialogue should hv made Aarzoo more determined to leave the house na .. so why does she stop and how Sahir too assumes she wont leave after this .. heinnn 😕


What type of mother is Nausheen ? She left her daughter who had just been molested alone. Yes Zara was there but where was the mother ? Doesn't she feel the need to be beside her daughter? And she didn't even try to know what happened when she was away and what they all were talking ? Nausheen 😡

mayb she went to meet Sarfaraz again chupke se 😆😆


Sahir's self-talk was much needed, for him and for viewers😊.

true 👍🏼

Arzoo still loves him, the first thing she remembers waking up is ' im late, I need to get things ready for Sahir sir otherwise he will be angry 😭😭' and then she remembers about him freeing her.


I'm really confused, she doesn't remember his betrayal, his fake love, harsh words, not even the truth about his marriage😕. Doesn't she feel the betrayal😕? I agree her love for him wont go easily, but there should be at least anger. I fail to connect with that😕.

I think she has gone more on her mother in this case /// Nausheen still cares for Sarfaraz and we wonder why after all that he did against her .. similar scenario ... Aarzoo knows he betrayed her and wants to hate him for it but dil hai ki manta hee nahin

Sahir is turning into a freaking possessive lover! Where is this leading?

  • The piercing eyes he had when he saw Zaki-Arzoo together. That background music is more of a stalker than of a sweet lover. And the way he took Arzoo's had from Zaki's.

  • He behaves almost like an obsessive lover, remembering the bday night.

  • He refuses to compromise with his brother's consent, BUT the moment Rehman mentions Arzoo will see the video clip, he immediately changes his decision and agrees for Zasa marriage just because he doesn't want Arzoo to know that he is the one who w^burnt their factory.

  • As per the location videos, Sahir insists Zaki shoud marry Samaira, even after Zaki proves his innocence by paternity test😲. He was ready to abandon that deal, but after Rehman threatens him about showing the video clip, he is hell bent on hiding it from her.

  • Other location video showed Arzoo ignoring him; I believe he is going to cut his wrist something like that to get her attention.

Your pointers r bingo .. I too got the same feel .. he did look like a stalker while entering Aarzoo's room and that background music was scary too ... I hope CVs r not planning to make him some Darr ka SRK here while Zaki become sunny deol 🤢 .. Hope they remember SaAz r suppose to b humsafars 😕 ...

I think Sahir is more insecure than possessive mayb ... its like Aarzoo brought hope and happiness in his life after so long yet he cannot accept her for various reasons and so when he sees her going away from him in almost Zaki's arms , he is reminded of that 7 yrs of void in his life and how he rejected this new found happiness with his own hand and feels miserable about it

Another reason could b he might hv seen Zeenat going in another guy's arms when she felt he could not fulfill my wishes .. so those memories might still haunt him and so we saw that reaction today when he sees Aarzoo's hand in Zaki's hand 😕

I still feel nihah is on the way!

They have purposely kept Daadi and Myra away! And Nausheen is here ! The head of all manipulators Alvira is waiting for a moment to make Arzoo Sahir's wife, Rehman is ready with his blackmailing AND SAC is is getting insecure, Arzoo's hatred and her friendship with Zaki will add the fuel. The stage is set !


yes marriage is hapening for sure or else neither Sahir nor Aarzoo will want to come near each other .. so how can it progress 😆 .. marriage is only solution now to get them under same roof and progress the love track 😉

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