Is it because I knew Zaki will bring her back again and will refuse to marry Sam ? ..
Or is it because I never wanted her to go away from me ? ... I want her with me .. I may not let her come close to me but I cannot see her going away from me either 😭 .. Did I really fell in love with her ? 😳
I guess above self-talk of Sahir says it all today 😳 .. Today was his true love realisation as he realised his mind and heart's contradiction for the first time and accepted the fact that mayb he has fallen in love with Aarzoo and so her sudden decision to leave... bothered him so much despite knowing that mayb it was best for all but yet he stopped her because his heart was not ready to loose her 😳...
Sahir sat in the same place where Aarzoo always sits whenever she feels emotional because he wanted to feel the same pain that she is going through right now ... He touched the lamp post which at some point Aarzoo too might hv touched just to feel her touch and relive the pain that she might hv felt after he broke the news of his marriage to her in that same place 😭😭 ... The guilt of causing so much pain to Aarzoo was eating him from inside but he found some solace in that place where Aarzoo always sits whenever she feels lonely ...
Sahir even confessed that Aarzoo actually healed his wounds by making him smile again and also bringing love back in his life but in return all he gave her was pain and betrayal .. Its a sad irony to b honest ... Sahir showered unconditional love on Zeenat but in return she gave him pain and betrayal ... After 7 years Aarzoo showers similar unconditional love and warmth on Sahir and brings his smile back again which he himself confessed today but in return Sahir gave her pain and betrayal because of his prior commitments .. I guess this is the guilt which is eating Sahir from inside .. He might b suffocating from inside with the thought of whats the difference between Zeenat and Me .. No wonder yesterday he hits himself with the belt and punishes himself this way for the sin that he feels he might hv committed by giving so much pain to a innocent and honest girl 😭😭 ...

Today when Aarzoo suffered this huge setback , Sahir might hv finally realised that he too has fallen in love with her and it was never a game or else he wont b feeling so much of guilt and pain inside to an extent that today he could not even sleep at night and felt restless till he went upto Aarzoo's room to say her sorry 😳... Once he goes to Aarzoo's room , did I just see anger and jealousy in his eyes seeing Zaki holding Aarzoo's hand and sleeping almost besides her 🤔 ; The way Sahir came close to Aarzoo in a seductive way as if he wanted to just kiss her 😳 , it almost looked as if he was trying to prove a point to his own self that he has the right to b close to her and not anyone else because owns her 😉☺️... He then slowly wispers in her ears "I m sorry ..I know I have given you lots of pain , I know I hv broken your heart in most ruthless manner for which I will b punished , but today I m sorry from the bottom of my heart and this is real" ; The way he apologised with his moist and love filled eyes spoke volumes about his feelings for Aarzoo 😳 ; I wish Aarzoo was awake that moment and could see the reality in Sahir's eyes and words .. sighhh ; He was so close to Aarzoo that time that for a moment I felt he might just kiss her cheeks or forehead after his hearttouching apology 😳 and I feel Sahir too wanted to kiss away her tears badly but somehow he resisted himself since he knows that its not the right time 😳...

Once his apology was over , he instantly noticed Aarzoo's hand in Zaki's hand and thats it , the possessive Sahir was back in action 😎 ; Loved the way he grabs Aarzoo's hand with full authority and separates it from Zaki's hand making sure there is a clear distance maintained between both their hands 😉 ; The anger and jealousy was so visible in his eyes while separating the hands 😳 ; He knows that only he has the right and authority to hold her hand , noone else 😳 .. He sees Zaki as a competitor here and not a younger brother when it comes to Aarzoo and I m glad for once we hv a male lead who does not go around sacrificing his love for family but instead he claims his right on his girl with full authority 😎.. But this possessiveness of Sahir is a bit scary too .. I mean if not Zaki then someone else might come in her life tomorrow now that he freed Aarzoo from their real/fake relationship , so will Sahir oppose that guy too when he himself is not ready to accept Aarzoo in his life but at the same time dont want anyone else to come in Aarzoo's life either 😕🤔.. I m sure Aarzoo will raise this question to Sahir in future and then he wont b able to run away from it 😉😛
Somewhere Sahir too knows that only his words and his touch gives comfort and peace to Aarzoo , the way she was sleeping like a little baby with a peaceful and serene look on her face when Sahir was wispering sorry in her ears with his seductive voice 😳😳 ; Before that Aarzoo was so restless as the cab incident was nonstop haunting her which was quite natural .. She just could not come out of that nightmare 😭 ; Even Zaki's hand touch shook her up as she got up all frightened remembering the cab incident which means she could not even recognise Zaki's touch and thought its the cab driver whereas Sahir's voice gave her the much needed peaceful sleep without any haunted memories of the last night and it almost looked like someone is singing a sexy lori near her ears to make her sleep peacefully and she was positively responding to it 😆😳 .. This is what makes them true Humsafars ... They can recognise each other's presense even in sleep and respond to it positively 😳 ; Sahir too felt at peace after his apology to her or else he too was restless before and just could not sleep but once he apologised to her and saw her sleep peacefully , he felt relieved 😳


