i have written first time on Vivaan n Avni...this is my first write up n the forum..hope u all like it..
The Girl I Loved...
"And the award goes to Dr Vivaan for his awesome wrk in field of medicine..he had been a god's boon in this field..his research has made many patients to live a life they dreamt..he has been a ray of hope to many patients..ladies n gentleman please put ur hands together for this brilliant n exceptional man...Dr Vivaan.." the anchor clapped himself too..
sitting in the dark corner of hall..wearing a complete black suit..he was listening evry wrd..evry wrd that came from anchor's mouth sounded a joke on him..as if he was trying to make fun of his life..how could he be a boon when his own life is a bane for him..ppl dream of life...they dream of life..but his only dream is to die..he wants to be mortal..he wants to set himself free of pain he has been living for years..he dont want this lifeless life where he himself is confused that whether he is living or dead..on listening his name..he stood up..spot light shifted on him..he dont like lights...for him..andhera ek sach h..aur roshni ek dhokha..its darkness which remains at the end..
all heads turn to him..all eyes were fixed on him..he fixed his coat n took slow but long steps towards the stage..he had no expression on his face..just a stern face..his lips were drawn in thin line..his eyes void of any emotion..totally justifying the name given by his patients.."sadu..monster" he shooked hands with the sponsers n other authorities present there..he took hold of the award..n glanced it..
"we would love to hear something from u Dr Vivaan.."
He nodded n kept the award on lecture stand while he took hold of mike..he leaned on the stand..as he started speaking..
"Thank u evryone..m really glad ki apne mujhe is kaabil smjha p mein apko btana chaunga ki ye research galti thi..it was an accident..it was not wat It intended to be..
Docter ek insaan hota h jo dusre insaan ko zindagi deta h..zindagi..hmare liye sabse kimati cheez hoti h..hr insaan ki chah hoti h zindagi..ek 99 saal ke insaan se bhi agar aap puchenge ki use kya chahiye..uski aakhri khwahish kya h..toh vo yhi bolega "Zindagi"..
Kyu humein Zindagi naam ke is jhoot se itna pyar h..Zindagi toh sirf ek dhokha h..jis hum jeete h..aakhir anjaam toh maut hi h..hum chahe kitni koshish kr le maut ko nhi rok skte..
Aaj ye award mujhe mila h...kyunki meine logo ko ek haseen dhokha dia h..zindagi ka dhokha..mein toh maut dhoondh rha tha aur dekho zindagi mil gyi..
Zindagi humein kitni dokhe deti h..kitne dard deti h..aur maut humein in sabse azaad krti h..
Mein docter hun zindagi dena mera kaam h..pr death is the truth of life.."
"shh..dr Vivaan wat r u saying..u can't say these things at public forum..stop this non sense rite know.."
The sponser tried to stop him but he continued ignoring them..
"bina pyar ke...dard ke sath jeena...mushkil hota h..namumkin hota h...zindagi kyu chahte h hum jab maut toh aani hi h..
Zindagi ek chocolate ki trh hoti h..jise hum khana toh chahte h pr uske nuksano ko hum ignore kr dete h.." before he could continue he was interuppted by a young docter present there..the reporters face was in dark..
Docter: pr un khushiyon ko jo zindagi humein deti h..
Vivaan: khushiyan dhokha hoti h..aati h aur chali jati h,,,
Docter: gum bhi toh aata h aur chala jata h..change is the only constant thing in life..
Vivaan: dard hamesha rehta h..kabhi nhi jata..
Docter: kynki hum dard ko jane hi nhi dete..zindagi ke diye hue mauke ko dekhte hi nhi..
Vivaan: dekhiye Dr...
Docter: Dr Avni..Dr Avni Patel..she stepped ahead making her face come in light...giving him the biggest shock..she was Dhara..his Dhara..but hows that possible..wait a sec wat she said Avni..her name is Avni..
Docter: u know wat is ur probem dr Vivaan...u want to see the negative in evryhting..u don't want to think positive..u just don't want to accept it..for u evrything has bad side to it..but dont u think we should be thankful to the positve side of it..maut toh aani hi h..pr usse pehle zindagi ko jeena zaruri h..
Vivaan was just standing there with a lost expression..is it possible she is his Dhara..his trance was broken by claps for Avni...
Avni smiled n thanked evryone for supporting her by bending a little forward...
Avni: Dr Vivaan apko zindagi ko dekhne ka nazariya badalne ki zarurat h..ab koi cheez itna bhi buri nhi hoti..aur rhi baat maut ke sach ki toh..Zindagi ke bina toh maut ka astitav hi nhi..she smiled one last time to him beore picking her bag to leave..
She moved out as the function ended..
Vivaan ran behind him as he wanted to be sure..he wanted to be sure she is not his Dhara..
Vivaan: wait...listen Dr Avni..
Avni stopped in her tracks listening her voice...
They both were standing outside in the open area..it was a full moon nite..only moonlight was the source of light in the dark nite...her face glowing under it..Vivaan stood their taking his every feautre..looking at her face with longing..all these years he had longed to see this face..to feel her presence around him..
Aur aahista kijiye baatein, dhadkanein koyi sun raha hoga
Aur aahista kijiye baatein, dhadkanein koyi sun raha hoga
Lafz girne na paayein hothon se, waqt ke haath inko chun lenge
Kaan rakhte hain yeh dar-o-deewaar, raaz ki saari baat sun lenge
Aur aahista kijiye baatein
He so wanted her to be his Dhara.he had been waiting for that one day when he will b able to meet her..a ray of hope was finding a place in him..he was feeling like she was answer of his so many struggle...
Aise bolo ki dil ka afsana, dil sune aur nigaah dohraaye
Aise bolo ki dil ka afsana, dil sune aur nigaah dohraaye
Apne chaaron taraf ki yeh duniya, saans ka shor bhi na sun paaye
Na sun paaye
Aur aahista kijiye baatein, dhadkanein koyi sun raha hoga
Lafz girne na paayein hothon se, waqt ke haath inko chun lenge
Kaan rakhte hain yeh dar-o-deewaar, raaz ki saari baat sun lenge
Aur aahista kijiye baatein...
he just stood their seeing her..looking in her eyes..all the past moments coming infront of him..Avni feeling weird clicked her fingers infront of him to bring him back to present..
He blinked his eyes few times before asking.."who r u?"
Avni: m Dr Avni..the new intern..i have heard lot of things about u..u r an inspiration to everyone in this field but I was disappointed listening ur views today..being a docter how could u value death more than life..?
Everything was gng unregistered to Vivaan..
Vivaan: khn se ho tum?
Avni: m from Vadodra..completed my studies there..her phone rang..she pulled it out of her bag..
Vivaan saw her wallpaper..there was a small girl with a man..
Vivaan: ye kaun h?
Avni: this is me n my father..she picked the call answering him..
Avni: haan papa..mein bas nikal rhi hun..dont wry..ji papa mein car aaram se chlaungi...acha papa bye..
Vivaan proceeded evry information given to him..all things indicating to only one thing thatshe is not his Dhara..she is Avni..the small ray of hope which had li in died..
Avni: aap docter h..insaan h..kabhi apne bhi kisi se pyar kia hoga ya kisi ne apse pyar kia hoga..zindagi khoobsurat hoti nhi h Dr Vivaan..use khoobsurat bnana padta h..hr cheez mein khoobsurati dhundhni padti h..apne liye na shi un logo ke liye khush rehna seekhiye jo apse pyar krte h..unhe bhi khushi hogi..with this signed off from him..sat in her car n went away..leaving a Helpless Vivaan behind..he just kept looking in her direction for some more time..
He too sat in car n drove to some farther place..she was not the girl he loved...they both had same face...but it was not the face he loved..it was the girl..the girl who left him alone..the girl whose pain of separation he is still carrying with him...the girl whose memories still haunts him...the girl he loved...Dhara !!
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