Samjun OS : From friend to known stranger

From friend to known stranger

When in the late night arjun came back into the room after a long tiring day,he saw a folded paper on his desk with bold letters in the middle 'A. Rawte'.When his chief was not there in his usual place in the morning,he was quite surprised.knowing him as very punctual with time,it rarely happens that he was not on time.but then later he came to know about his transfer.he had left the place without telling him anything.he did not know anything about him.

He instantly realized from whom it is.Only one person has that style to write his name like that.

He opened the letter and started to read it.he could recognized those handwriting even without seeing his name.He was wondering why he left a letter behind him!when he did not consider that is is necessary to tell him about his transfer.

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A. Rawte,

Sometimes it is not easy to live upto someone's expectations,and the day you feel this thing for some one very dear to you,you feel like a total failure in your life.and I have been failed this time to u.

You yourself have some expectation from others and same goes to u.I cant live in the guilt of betraying u.I should have felt that guil but after the convo we had I don't feel it.

Tali ek hath se kabhi nahi bajti.agar mere galti thi kahin,to kahin na kahin tumhari bhi galti thi.

Ifs and buts in any relation make the relation weak.

And when u have blame me for the things that I have never done I feel like I am no longer the friend once I have been or I think I was.

Rawte,mein hamesha se aisa hi hun.jab mein kisi ke liye care karta hun, I would do it beyond the limits.everything is limitless chahe wo pyar ho ya nafrat.and now roshni is gone,I want to be there in your life but u send me far away from ur reach.u blame me for her death! U think I am the one responsible here!

Rawte,she was my friend also.she was here my family away from the hometown and my famiy.u were my family.I have never felt any different for you.but I guess I have failed myself in this realtion.

I have transferred myself from the reason.I cant live here when u are always blaming me for someone's death.in every realtion conversation is the most important thing.I am leaving this city and your life too to never come back.If we again meet in life somewhere we will be the known stranger.

In every relation,whatever we have that should be maintained by us.kahin compromise karne padte hai kahin samne ka insaan kaar deta hai wo.I have always feel that u are my younger brother that I never had.but I guess I have been wrong to thunk that.I have shared those secrets with you that I have never shared with anyone.i have shared my feelings and thoughts with u.I thought u will stay with me for life time. But everything does not happen as we wish in our life.

Hope you have less worry some day in your life ahead.

I know I should have face u rather than leaving behind a piece of paper.but you have not listen to me and only have blamed me so I have to write a letter.

S. Rathore

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He closed the letter and put aside.one more relation has ended today in his life.he just closed his eyes and sat there on the edge of his bed.his eyes fell on the picture on the wall.Its the photo taken when arjun has proposed roshni and sameer had helped him to find the best place and decorated in short time.

Is he wrong blaming him for all that have happened?

Is he losing a great friend for nothing?

Will he ever able to trust him?

Will he ever able to believe sam and himself?

Will he ever able to forgive ?

He cant decide anything right now so he just closed his eyes and sat there for a long time thinking about every word written in the letter.

Thank you for reading! This is my late b'day gift to Goldi di.Hope you will like it.

Dont throw chappals on me after reading this.