22.Building Blocks...
*Knock knock*
"Sanyukta is everything alright?" It had been almost an hour since Randhir had come back home, and found it very weird to see Sanyukta lock herself in the bathroom since then! The way she ran out of the company building were giving birth to all sorts of scary thoughts in Randhir's mind, and her lack of response currently was not helping either.
"I..I am fine Randhir..." She rubbed her shoulders with her palms, forming a cross across her chest while the water droplets
leaving the shower soaked her completely, making her light blue shirt stick to her curves.
Randhir sighed in defeat, he was certain that something was bothering her, though she was not intending to disclose what. The door
of the bathroom was open, all he was unable to decide was whether she would be fine with him entering in, or no. Mentally deciding to go ahead, he slowly stepped inside the bathroom, and was surprised to see Sanyukta stand under the shower, her back facing him.She shuddered on feeling his hands slip around her waist, his head buried itself in her wet neck, sending jitters in her stomach. She opened her tears filled blood shot eyes.
"I thought u were having a shower..." He whispered in her neck, observing her expressions from the corner of his eyes.
"I..I...was no feeling good...so.." She stammered, her hands placing themselves on his , gently caressing them.
"What is it Sanyukta?" He gently twirled her around, his hands not once leaving her waist.
"What is it?" She repeated, rolling her eyes, gulping in fear- How could she ask him why wasnt he making love to her? He gently pushed her closer, to feel her restless heartbeat against his normal one.
"Sanyukta..." He caressed her drenched waist , having no intentions of letting her go without receiving answers. Her blood shot eyes and restless body language were enough for him to know something was wrong, and deep down he knew it was in relation to him.
Shutting her eyes as a fresh set of tears made their way, Sanyukta clenched her fists in pain. May be a direct chat with him would be a better way to clear her thoughts, rather than just dying with her on assumptions.
As it is, the expression on his face stated that he was in no mood to leave without answers. She slowly opened her eyes, her fingers
began fidgeting with his shirt buttons, her gaze was stuck on his perfect abs which were clearly visible through his now wet transparent white shirt.
Taking a deep breath, she blinked her eyes way too many times, while Randhir's eyes were stuck on her face, trying to read her expressions.
"I..I can satisfy u right?" Her disappointed voice accompanied with her unsteady breath made Randhir stare at her in horror.
"What. are. u. talking. about?" Randhir stared at her blankly, wanting to ensure he had not misinterpretated or misheard her words.
Sanyukta's teary gaze shifted from his buttons to his questioning eyes.
"I..I.." She was just not able to get herself to say it. How could she? She had never spoken about the very feeling called love to anyone, and here she was, trying to ask a guy why wasnt he making love to her!
Shutting her eyes tight, she finally uttered, "I...I am not good in bed? I cant satisfy.."
"Sanyukta shut up before I slap u!" Randhir tightened his hold around her waist in disbelief, an instant urge to slap her right across her
cheek for thinking such nonsense took over him. Though her broken voice was enough for him to control his urge.
He calmly glared at her, indicating her to complete her sentence.
"Then why didn't u...Why dont u make love to me Randhir?" She whispered in one go, slowly opening her eyes to look at him, a fresh
set of tears escaped her already red eyes.
"Sanyukta..I...Shit!" Randhir's one hand left her waist and clutched his forehead, as he mentally stabbed himself a hundred times for acting like a complete moron. No, the craving in Sanyukta's eyes was not his bloody imagination! He should have guessed that, now since they had confessed their love, Sanyukta obviously wanted to feel his love for her.
"Randhir..I...I..wil..Improve..I.." Her cries became louder, while her hands clutched his collar for support, her head was beginning to feel giddy due to the continuous crying.
"Sanyukta...Please...just..shut up!!!! What rubbish? Who put all these wrong thoughts in ur mind?!!! I love U! Making
love to u was the happiest moment of my life!!" He caressed her cheek.
"Then why arent u making love to me Randhir?" Feeling calm on listening to Randhir's words, Sanyukta buried her head in his chest, wrapping her hands around his waist. He gulped on realising that now it was his turn of confessing.
"I was scared...that u might again end up thinking that..I..I lust u.." Randhir's words were almost inaudible, while his fingers stroked
her hair. Sanyukta placed a kiss on his chest, as a sense of satisfaction and realisation gripped her- Randhir was far away from keeping
his insecurities aside, and she had to do something before his insecurities ruined their relationship completely.
"Randhir...I love u..." She inhaled his intoxicating cologne, bringing her one hand to unbutton his shirt.
"The next time u dont make love to me..I wil conclude that you dont love me.." She unbuttoned all the buttons of his shirt.
"And the next time you get such thoughts kill them before they enter ur brain.." He pulled her hair, bringing her lips to his, and placed
his lips on hers, the water droplets from the shower mixing with their saliva, his tongue wanting to enter her mouth, while hers wanting to enter his. Desperate to feel her skin, his hands entered her shirt, caressing
her back, travelling all the way to the hook of her bra, unhooking it, making Sanyukta bite his lower lip hard in pleasure.
His hands brought themselves to her shirt, unbuttoning her buttons in a hurry, while she managed to unbuckle his belt and undo his jeans button, arousing Randhir a little bit more. He let go off her lips to attack her neck, his hands forced her hands to move away from his abs, to allow her shirt along with her bra to slip off her body, while she did the same for his shirt.
*Achoo* Sanyukta rubbed her nose, making Randhir smile.
"Ab itni derr shower main rahogi toh aisa hee hoga.." He laughed, picking her up in his arms, turning off the shower and walking
towards the bed. He gently placed her on the bed,removed his jeans, boxers and her skirt, and made love to her till they were completely
tired.
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He opened his eyes on feeling the warmth of the sunlight peep in through the open window, and turned around expecting to find Sanyukta. But she was no where in sight. Assuming she must have got up early, he quickly made his way to the bathroom, he had to get ready and prepare breakfast too!
"Morning!" Randhir gripped her waist and nuzzled in her hair, inhaling the beautiful scent of her shampoo.
"Morning.." She smiled, turning around to face him.He immediately placed his lips on hers, sucking on her lower lip.
"Hmmm..Randhir..breakfast.." She muttered in between the kiss, leaning on the kitchen counter for support, for Randhir's kiss was quite agressive.
"M not hungry.." He murmured, picking her up, he made her sit on the counter, not once breaking the kiss. Her hands automatically clutched his hair. Feeling her want for air, he let go off her lips, and went down to her belly, lifting her shirt to feel her skin. Sanyukta wrapped her legs around his waist, a tingling sensation taking over her.
"I thought we were goin to shower together.." He rubbed his nose on her navel, Sanyukta shut her eyes on feeling intoxicated due to his touch, trying to ignore his shower comment
"Randhir...v..cant do it right now.." She tried gaining control of her senses, though Randhir's kiss right above her skirt zip, was making it impossible. The touch on her skin were clearly voicing his intentions.
"Why?" Randhir brought his face to look at her, raising his eyes brows, while Sanyukta's legs unwrapped themsleves from around his waist.
"Because...Because..M not feeling well..." She nervously smiled, looking away from his eyes.
"Really?" His one hands caressed her long slender legs, moving all the way to her thigh, on the verge of entering into her skirt.
"Randhir please dont!" She placed her hand on his to halt it right there, the fingers of the other hand played with his shirt buttons. Sensing her uncomfortableness, Randhir immediately withdrew his hand, and placed his lips on hers.
"As u say..." He breathed against her lips, increasing Sanyukta's respect for him- He was not pestering her to divulge the reason, neither was he forcing her to do it. She brought him closer, wrapping her hands around his waist, and placed her head on his chest.
"We cant do it for a week..." A blush crept over her face, and Randhir's could feel her lips curve into a smile.
Sanyukta's smile widened on realising what the topic of discussion was- She had never spoken about it even to Kasutugi! But somehow, Randhir managed to make her feel at ease, always.
Randhir too couldn't help but smile listening to her words.
"I hope it gets over before a week.." He slipped his hands inside her shirt, placing a kiss on her head.
Randhir had noticed Sanyukta's mood swings the entire day, and had tried hard to keep up with it- one moment she was happy, the next
she was filled with anger. Knowing that she was not feeling to well due to her periods, he happily agreed to cook dinner too, though her mood swings were slowly getting onto to his nerves.
"Sheee!! Yeh kitna ganda hai!" Sanyukta stuck her tongue out in disgust, her face forming a wierd expression.
"What the hell Sanyukta! First of all dinner was on u. Fir bhi main ne banaaya coz u r nt feelin well and upar se.."
"Ehsaan nahi kiya!" Sanyukta angrily stood up, throwing the spoon in her hand on the table.
"Kuch acha nahi bana sakte the?" She stomped her foot and ran to the room, leaving behind a shocked Randhir, who was wondering what
the hell had gotten into her- As far as he was aware, she loved pasta! Anger taking over, he too followed her to the room, ready to blast- he had enough for the day! Though upon entering the room, his anger disappeared within seconds on seeing Sanyukta sitting on the floor, her back resting on the wall, knees curled up, with her head buried in them, the sound of her sobs clearly audible.
Without making a sound Randhir silently walked towards her and settled in front of her, gently placing his hand on her head, he
called out,
"Sanyukta..." His loving voice was enough for her to raise her head from her knees, she immediately flung her arms around his waist, holding it tight, burying her face in his chest.
"It..It...It..is paining...My..stomach..hurts.." She managed to utter in between her sobs, her tears wetting Randhir's t-shirt. Randhir felt broken on seeing her condition- He had always heard that periods were a difficult time of the month for a girl, but had never bothered to measure the level of difficulty.
"Shhh!! It wil be fine.." He gently rubbed her back to sooth her and picked her up in his arms. Sitting on the bed, he placed her on his lap, her head buried in his chest, knees curled up, touching her face.
"Il get u pain killers..." He caressed her hair with one hand, the other entered into her t-shirt, lovingly caressing her stomach.
"No!..Dont go..." She clutched his t-shirt in her fist, her head trying to push itself inside his chest.
"Dont goo...please...its...paining..." She burst into a fresh set of tears, making it almost impossible for Randhir to control his tears. He shut his eyes attempting to not allow his tears from falling down, though her next statement ruined all his attempts,
"U know..the first time i got my periods..." Her sobs began subsiding as Randhir's hand continued to caress her stomach.
"I cried the entire night due to the pain..But there was no one there for me..." Suddenly silence took over the entire room,
as Sanyukta began feeling better, while Randhir avoided talking to not let her know he was crying. Finally calming down, he placed a kiss on her head,
"I am right here Sanyukta..for u, with u,...always.." He pushed her closer into him. Thanks to the hectic day, her emotional tiredness, and Randhir's warmth, Sanyukta fell asleep within minutes in his arms. He gently placed her on the bed, covered her with the blanket,switched off the lights, pecked her lips and walked towards the hall to complete her quote of work along with his.
The beauty of love lies not only in physical intimacy, but it truly lies in the emotional bond and silent support that two individuals
develop. It just ends up strengthening the individual as well as creating a beautiful, unbreakable and unconditional relationship...
I hope u enjoyed the chapter! xD
Edited by winchesters - 11 years ago
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