Aye Pyar teri pehli nazar ko salaam......July 6.

July6:

Dear diary,

Besotted...Aahil Razaa Ibrahim knows he has lost it. He has lost his heart ...this is a new experience for him. He cannot take his eyes off Sanam- he can see only her in any room...

He is not a fool to not know what this is aboput...what he does not know yet is, just how powerful this emotion is going to be. Right now, he is flowing with the tide. He has no petty thoughts regarding class differences. He can accept Sanam as who she is...only, Sanam does not seem to know anything. Why is she like this?

Why can't she understand? Why is it that things have to be spelled out clearly to her? Is it not clear enough???

An angry outburst which has probably not even registered in his head, since he was under the influence...Aahil does not know that he has shooed a scared Sanam away from him. What he notices instead is that she is growing closer to Rehaan. Coming after his realisation that Rehaan himself had probably started weaving dreams around Sanam, this new development alarms him.

Why does he waste so much time thinking about a woman who can't even remember the most poignant moment in his entire life... Is he not a busy man?

But Aahil cannot help himself. He knows he will not know peace if he let Sanam out of his sight. Hum kahaaniyon ko nahi, kahaaniyan humein chunti hai...sounds really nice as a heavy duty dialogue...(lovely, BTW...)..But when kahaaniyan seem to go a little haywire, one could not be blamed for manipulating things to one's advantage. He comes up with the cutest excuses to keep Rehaan away from Sanam...and finally even chauffers up in desperation...at least he could kee an eye on them through the day! Despite Nida's intrusion, Aahil embarks on a journey into discovering himself...and Sanam...their past and their future... A few nights before, Aahil had experienced an inner healing, thanks to Sanam. The healing process grows...the man who was an atheist has become a believer..in his khudaa...in love...

Inside the dargah, he is mesmerised by the innocence...her tears could drown him...

Sanam explains her parents' love story to Rehaan...and Aahil can see the same love mirrored in their relationship... the confrontations that laid the foundation to their love...

She speaks about the threads that could bring him his destiny...and proceeds to do the same, to find that by all means his fate is already entwined with hers...

...they are bound by the threads of destiny...and he implores her to let it be...the threads would stay strong together. The moment they were unwinded, they could break...they belonged with each other...one could probably not exist without the other...

Aahil knows it somewhere in his heart- Sanam belongs with him. But sometimes love demands beyond blind trust...it yearns for proof...affirmation. It is still love...in its raw, emotional stage.

Title inspired from Ek Duje ke liye song...as the first glimpses of love grace Aahil... Of course, the essence should be taken...

Koshish Kar Ke Dekh Le
Dariya Saare Nadiya Saari
Dil Ki Lagi Nahin Bujhti,
Bujhti Hai Har Chingari

Solah Baras Ki Baali Umar Ko Salaam
Aye Pyar Teri Pehli Nazar Ko Salaam

Duniya Mein Sabse Pehle jisne Dil diya
Duniya ke Sabase Pehle Dilbarr ko Salaam
Dilse Nikalne Waale Raste Ka Shukariya
Dil Tak Pahunchne Wali Dagar Ko Salaam
Aye Pyar Teri ...

Jis Mein Jawaan Hokar Badnaam Hum Huye
Us Shehar Us Gali Us Ghar Ko Salaam
Jisne Humein Milaaya, Jisne Juda Kiya
Us Waqt, Us Ghadi, Us Pal Ko Salaam
Aye Pyar Teri...

Milte Rahe Yahan Hum Yeh Hai Jahan Likha
Us Likhavat Ki Jero Jabar Ko Salaam
In Mast Gehri Gehri Aankhon Ke Jheel Mein
Jisne Humein Duboya Us Bhanwar Ko Salaam
Ghoonghat Ko Todkar Jo Sarse Sarak Gayi
Aisi Nigodi Dhani Chunar Ko Salam
Aye Pyar Teri...

Ulfat Ke Dushmano Ne Koshish Hazar Ki
Phir Bhi Nahin Jhuki Jo Us Nazar Ko Salaam
Aye Pyar Teri...

Originally posted by: Prags_Sociopath

Res baby res!! 😆

Unres.

Read it two times to get in deep 😳 Gorgeous post yet again! Lovely play of words, description of the feelings and emotions, is just marvelous. Such a deep meaning this post gives, you can't help but feel every word its in there. You owned it.⭐️

Coming to the post.

ARI. Aahil Raza Ibrahim. He has been sucked into this thing called LOVE so hopelessly, irrevocably, truly, madly and deeply

He himself doesn't know how deep he has gotten himself into this. Maybe knows? Just isn't able to realise it or deny it. This is such a confusing state for him, for he doesn't know what is happening to him.

He wants to stare at those pairs of eyes forever. His heart stops at one single glance form her. His breath stops when she comes near him. He isn't able to even speak properly in front of her. He wants to be with her, care for her. He can't see her in pain. Her tears melt his heart down. He is just not able to forget that night, when she held her, called his name so tenderly for the first time. He wants to know what these feelings are, where are they coming from? He wants to know if she feels the same about it? He is hurt, angry, frustrated, why she doesn't remember that night. That night which has changed his life altogether. And she. She calls it a mistake. 💔

He is not able to digest the fact that she doesn't even know what happened. He can't digest, that she is affecting him so much, and she doesn't even have a clue what she is doing to him. He wants to listen from her that she is feeling the same too. He wants to hear those feelings which are being dwelling up in him, from her. He wants her to know, that the reason of these feelings is her only. He wants her to reciprocate them in the same way that he is.

He is hurt, so hurt, torn apart from within. The hurt of being not able to realise what is being happening to him, The hurt of not making her understand what he is going through. The hurt of not able to face what he is going through. The hurt of not able to build back that WALL he had built around him. Coz that seems impossible now. The wall has been broken, with no hope to build it again, for the foundation has been detached.

He can't resist these feelings which are driving him more and more closer to her, only to know that she is not even that close as of now. He can't see her with anyone else. He can't see any other's eyes eyeing her. He can't see some other;s arms around her. He can't see any other's feelings in her heart. He can't see any those feelings of her for someone else other than him. Coz he wants HIS arms to be around her to protect her. He wants HIS eyes to be on hers. He wants HIS feelings to be in her heart. He wants HIM whom she would laugh, cry and share sorrows with him.

He is in a dilemma, such a big dilemma that he would break down one day in his own turmoil, until and unless, SHE gives her hand to him to bring him back from those fears and darkness. ❤️

HE. IS. OWNED. Now and forever. By HER.

Sigh! 😆 Such a long post, finally its the end.