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Till You Said You Love Me... Again ... <3
"I suppose the things that you always take for granted, that you don't even notice, are what you miss the most." SO TRUE !!. she sighed heavily closing the book she was reading about a minute ago . She stood near the window on the couch that was attached to the wall below the lunette . She looked out in the sky taking a deep breath , "She was AlOnE ! " , yes quite alone in this BIG white khan mansion .
There was no one in that house , no one to listen her cries , no one to lessen her pain . "How our lives changed in about a year " she thought . It has been a year since she was married to Mr. Khan . A year since she transformed into Mrs.Zoya Asad Khan but she lost everything in her love . Asad was no longer the one Zoya fell in love with he was completely changed or rather I should say went back to his own self . The ruthless , arrogant man . Who cared about nothing .
Asad completely busied himself in his work , was acting like a workholic, travelled a lot , A LOT and I mean it . He was barely home , he never called me up to ask if i was ok or to even ask that am i still alive ? Our lives changed since Dilshad ammi left us Yes this was the sole reason Asad changed again . Ammi chose her love in place of her child , I can't understand why ? . Why she couldn't understand that this was the same man who left her years back for the sake of money .
We had fights quite frequently . Infact just after a month or two after our nikaah these fights started . First I ignored it thinking that we are totally opposites and needed time to adjust but then it became unbearable and at last these fights grew huge . Sometimes he slept in his study while I waited for him to return till late midnight so atleast i could apologize and finish the queralls between us but he never came and defeated i slept alone .
We rarely talked now it was just when he needed something he would say "Zoya actually I ..." and rest was all understood . I cried till hours in that room of ours where no sound was heard after Asad left accept my sobbing and the chirpin' n humin' of birds . I was fed up with my life and this made me question myself about my decision of marrying asad . I had doubts now that did he even love me or not ?...
I shrugged all the thoughts away from my mind and shook my head to get rid of those idiotic thoughts . He was coming back from his yet another business trip tomorrow and i need to get ready for yet another FIGHT . She sighed heavily and turned to get changed for calling it a night . She went to the changing room and came out wearing a white sleeveless night gown with a cover up ( robe ). Since asad was not home she can sleep peacefully without getting a lecture of tameez and tehzeeb .
She went on the bed and lighted the lamp . She took off her robe and kept it aside on the other side of their huge white mosquito netted ( curtained ) bed . She took her pills and lied down , while staring at the ceiling she drifted off to a not so deep slumber .
It was 1:00 pm in the morning when the room door clicked . And there was someone who came in the room .
Asad's POV...
I entered our room quietly with a determination not to disturb my wife . but when i laid my eyes on the beauty that laid on the bed with her eyes closed my mind directly diverted to the thoughts that shouldn't come in my mind . The thought of becoming one crept into my mind again after one year . The things i wanted to do with her one year back came into my mind and I felt a sudden urge of taking her then and there .
But i controlled myself . " Wow " he thought how beautiful she looked right now . Wait what was she wearing ? A night gown ? where the hell did she get that from ?. Well I have Hurt her so much . her tear stained face looked so beautiful right now . I have decided that i will make things work between us . No matter what happened in our lives was past i'll tell her that i love her very much . It was just i was afraid that she may even leave me someday .
Just like my ammi . She left me for a man i hated for the man who caused us so much misery . I was so involved in repairing myself that in the process I hurted my love My Zoya . I ignored her pleas and cries but not now I would not let my past conquer my present . I won't !...
O.*.O
Within no time Asad found himself walking towards her he pulled the curtain out and knelt in front of her admiring her . He touched her cheeks caressing then with his soft thumbs he got up a bit and planted a wet kiss on her cheeks . that was the moment when Zoya woke up she gasped and was about to screem when he kept his hand on her mouth to prevent her from screeming .
After a jiffy he let go and switched on the lamp at the same moment when Zoya uttered " Who the hell are..." . She stopped in middle looking at her husband . But when she realised in which shape she was she understood why he was staring at her . First of all she wore a sleeveless white night gown over this she was not wearing her robe and over this her sleeve being loose as usual was not on her shoulder exposing her long milk white neck .
" AAp?...umm..wo...wo ...i am sorry ...mujhe lga aap kal aane waale hai ...i...wo ac...actually mai...i am sorry...mai change krke aati hu ..." She s**ttered in horor and got up from the bed correcting her sleeve . But when Asad caught her wrist before she could escape she just gasped in horor waiting for the lion Ahmed khan's volcano to irrupt . He pulled her close to his chest and came close to her ear and whispered .
"It's OK Zoya ... go back to sleep" Said Asad intensly while Zoya just shivered under his touch . She couldn't believe it was after 1 year she was seeing the same intensity and LOVE in him ?. She tried to speak further after turning " n..n..nhi nhi...Mr.khan ...mai ...ab...abhi change krke..." but before she could complete she felt his cold fingers on her lips . "It's ok ...go back to sleep " he said while gazing at her quivering pink lips . They just glowed more along with Zoya in that dim light of lamp .
" But ..." and before she could complete he picked her up bridle style and placed her down on the bed . "Sleep ! " he ordered her and went to change zoya was in horor to do anything now so she just turned to the other side of the bed and gazed at the wall . After 5 mins she heard the door click she instantly closed her eyes in anticipation of a fight . "What has happened to him ?..." she thought . He came out wearing his tracks...Wearing ONLY his tracks ( bare chest ) and lied on the bed next to her with his eyes still on her .
He went closer to her and grabbed her from her petite waist . "She's so thin did she loose so much recently ?..." he thought as he never in a year of their marraige noticed this . He placed his chin in the nape of her neck while Zoya was just controlling herself to loose her control and just hug him and shower him with kisses she needed to be firm with him . She cann't forgive him so soon . Yes she came to know by his eyes that he realised his mistake .
He kissed her softly and nuzzled her hair . She was feeling heaven in the arms of the man she loved . The man who was lost in the woods of darkness from a long time . He turned her slowly to face the roof while Zoya being the best actress held her breath and acted to be asleep . Asad pulled her close to his chest and stroked her hair . He planted wet kisses on her forehead and made her hold him from his stomach . Zoya tried hard not to gasp as she felt his warm chest on her hands . Well it was a tough night for her she thought . But luckily Asad even drifted to sleep .
O.*.O
Next evening Zoya was in the kitchen making supper when Asad entered the living room . She looked at him and then went back to what she was doing . "umm...Zoya ?..."she looked up "Get ready !...we have to go out for a business party ..." I took a deep breath and turned . I nodded to him and he...smiled ? . "God ! is this true is he smiling ?..." she thought .
"Get ready soon !..." he siad and walked away smiling ...
Zoya sighed and went to change ...
O.*.O
Zoya came out dressed in a black saree with work on it she wore a red velvet sleeveless and backless clouse along with a dori that of course she wasn't able to tie . She came out and wore her accessories . And at that time Asad entered the room Zoya was combing her hair . He approached her and caught her by the waist . Kissing her nape he whispered " You look beautiful !..." .
But i ruined the perfect moment saying " Umm...A...Asad i think we're getting late ..." he looked at me hurt . And then we went to the party together as a husband and wife .
O.*.O
The party was at full swing when People insisted me to sing a song for Asad just as i sang in our walima . I was not liking the idea as i never sung after that day but when asad insisted me i had to ...
i started humming the song ...
Maahi Ve...
Maahi Ve Mohabaatein Sachchiyan Ne
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur Hain
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur Hain
Maahi Ve Mohabaatein Sachchiyan Ne
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur Hain...
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur Hain...
i looked at asad staring at me and then became a bit teary as I continued . He was giving me goosbumps When i was singing ...
Kismat De Maare Assi Ki Kariye
Kismat De Maare Assi Ki KariyeKismat De Maare Assi Ki Kariye
Kismat Tey Kiskta Zor Hai
Maahi Ve Maahi Ve Maahi Ve...
I was totally in tears by now . Asad looked no less !
Ek Taraf Ishq Hai Tanha Tanha
Ek Taraf Husn Hai Ruswa Ruswa
Ek Taraf Husn Hai Ruswa Ruswa
Dono Bebas Huve Hai Kuch Aise
Kare To Kisse Kare Hum ShikwaMaahi Ve...
i looked at him and he looked at me we exchanged our miseries in a look ...
Maahi Ve Mohabaatein Sachchiyan Ne
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur HainMaahi Ve Mohabaatein Sachchiyan Ne
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur Hain
Maahi Ve Maahi Ve...
Dil Na Tute Khuda Ka Yeh Ghar Hai
Tere Sajde Mein Mera Yeh Sir Hai
Dil Na Tute Khuda Ka Yeh Ghar Hai
Tere Sajde Mein Mera Yeh Sir Hai...
Tere Sajde Mein Mera Yeh Sir Hai
Dil Na Tute Khuda Ka Yeh Ghar Hai
Tere Sajde Mein Mera Yeh Sir Hai...
and before she could complete the line Asad sang the rest !...
Maut Se Darr Nahin Lagta Mujhko
Sirf Tumse Judaai Ka Darr Hai...
Sirf Tumse Judaai Ka Darr Hai...
mahi ve...
and then i continued ...
Maahi Ve
Maahi Ve Mohabaatein Sachchiyan Ne
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur Hain
Maahi Ve Mohabaatein Sachchiyan Ne
Mangda Naseeba Kuch Aur Hain
Kismat De Maare Assi Ki Kariye
Kismat De Maare Assi Ki Kariye
Kismat De Maare Assi Ki Kariye
Kismat Tey Kiskta Zor Hai
Maahi Ve Maahi Ve Maahi Ve
Maahi Ve Maahi Ve Maahi Ve...
Maahi Ve Maahi Ve Maahi Ve
Maahi Ve Maahi Ve Maahi Ve...
I looked up at him and hence not able to control myself rushed out . It was then i realised that it was raining completely soaked in water i cried there . After a frenzy of seconds I found Asad holding my hand and standing very close to me.
"Zoya ...i !" Asad started only to be cut of by her ...
" Please ... Asad just please ...leave !..."
" Zoya ...please ...I ..."
" I said leave !!! ...just go away !!!...chale jao hamesha ki tarah ..."
" Please jus...just Zo listen to me !!..." He said while cupping her cheeks.
"LEAVE ASAD !!! ". ZOya yelled at him and that was it for him he took her for a long passionate kiss . Zoya didn't respond in it as she was too shocked to . Asad pulled her closer and rested his forehead on her's. they were breathing heavily .
" I LOVE YOU ! " said asad to her like a meer whisper ...
"No you don't ! " retorted Zoya ...
" I love you ..."
" no ! "
" You eve love me Zoya !..." Asad said teary ...
" No i don't love you !...And you don't love me either !...pyaar karte hote tho poora ek saal mujhe apne se alag nhi hone dete !...kya galati thi meri bas aapko uss dard se nikaalna chahti thi ...bas !"
"I know , i know I am sorry ... i am stupid Zoya ... but please don't say you don't love me ... Mai jee nhi paaunga itne dino tak tumhe iss dard ki wajah se apne se dur rakhkha ki khi tum bhi..."
"ki kahi mai bhi apko chhor ke naa chali jaaun ?..."
Asad nodded silently ...
"I wouldn't ever do that !..."
"I know !..." asad replied "I am So sorry Zoya !..please forgive me "
And with this he hugged her And they stood there in the rain ...
"I LOVE YOU !" Said zoya finally AGAIN ...
"I LOVE YOU TOO ...And i won't ever hurt you again "
After what seemed like eternity they broke apart and went towards the mansion that was now their home . The ride to the house was silent Zoya being the chirpy one opened the window of the car and relished the rain drops . While asad just smiled at her antics .
O.*.O
They reached home and as Asad was about to go in Zoya held his hand and gave him a hot lip lock . It was sudden , passionate , full of love she poured her happiness , love in that one kiss . They broke apart and Zoya instantly blushed like a tomato . Asad smiled at her and when she tried to escape his gaze he picked her up and walked inside the house .
" Asad!..." ignoring her protests he threw her on the bed . While she giggled Asad too laughed with her and after sometime when Zoya changed he went inside for changing he specially asked Zoya to wear that white night gown as she looked so adorable last night . And Zoya after so much protesting wore it ! ...
Asad came out and searched for Zoya but when he saw her nowhere he panicked . He went out and saw her standing in the heavy downpour with her arms open . He smiled at her and went outside wrapping his arms around her waist he said " YOU'll get sick ...Mrs.Khan ! " she smiled "I don't care ...till my handsome husband is there to take care of me ..." .
Asad smiled and turned her and after giving a good stare at her shivering lips he took her for a intense kiss . Kissing all day lights out of her ,She too responded the same . They broke after what seemed like eternity and looking at her heaving chest asad lost all his control that he had from yesterday . He can't stay far from her now .
He took her inside and placed her on the bed after shutting the windows and drawing the curtains he pulled the string of their bed curtain and covered the whole bed with white net . He knew zoya liked it that way . He came on the bed and saw zoya who looked beautiful even from the most beautiful maiden cleopatra . He laughed at his own thoughts .
Kissing her neck he took off the strap of her night gown and placed it neatly on the floor . There stood Zoya his wife in front of him completely wet and shivering with the duvet covering herself . She was blusing like hell . Asad took off his clothes and went on top of her continueing with the torture while Zoya kept digging her nails in his muscular back .
"Complete me ..." Spoke asad in a husky voice . And with this they broke each other's boundries of hesitation , fear , love and much more. They became one that night . They overcame their fears of loosing eachother . They loved eachother and that was true . Nothing could change that .
"Thankyou !..." said asad placing a kiss on a shivering Zoya who was in his arms .
"Your welcome Mr. khan ...I LOVE YOU ! " and with this they stayed in eachother's arms for the rest of the night ...
O.*.O
For 2 months they continued to live together just like a normal couple . It was one eve when Asad returned from his office and saw Zoya crying profusely sitting in the washroom . He went close to her and hugged her tightly ...
"Zoya?! ...what happened did i do something wrong ?! "
"YES !!!...YOU DID MR. ASAD AHMED KHAN ...I HATE YOU !"
"Wha...just tell me whta's wrong Zoya ?..."
Zoya gets up and smiles at him wipping her tears she hugged him ...
" Nothing is wrong ...MR. ABBU AHMED KHAN !"
it took a min for him to realise what she actually meant and when he did the next moment zoya knew was that she was picked up by mr. khan and rotated like a rolar coaster ...
That day everything in our lives changed . He changed , I changed , WE changed . Now no one could separate us at any cost .we'll live together forever seeing our child grow up . The feeling that when he'll or she'll call us abbu / ammi would be amazing . I am waiting for that day and seriously I was able to heal Asad just because of my love .
It was him who took the first initiative but at last it was me who was patient with him . I won't ever leave him like his mother left him . I hated PHUPPi for what she did to my love . I was deprived from this till 1 n half year . But i would end by a saying ...
I closed my diary writing the past events of a month . I am 8 months pregnant now and asad is taking amazing care of me . After three years it won't matter "Then what he said and how he said it won't be important any more. What will be important are all the things you never got to say."
The End... <3
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hey guys finally wrote this !!!
well like n comment is must i thought when i officially go for hybernation you dont miss me ! 😃😆
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