I cried after a long time

Hey guys. Its been long since I made a post here. I stopped watching qh quite a long time back, since ksg left. I do come on the forum and comment on some stuff occasionally but that's abt it. So yeah, I knew asya's nikaah was today coz of the promos n posts n stuff. I seriously have nothing against raqesh, I've watched nb n he was really gud, but today I cried, after a very long time. The last time I cried was when ksg left the show n that was once, I even resented karan for a while, for leaving the show, I guess that was stupid of me. Just to convince myself that karan wasn't the part of the show anymore, I read today's WU n after that I locked myself for a couple of minutes and cried. I don't hate raqesh at all, I just miss ksg like heck. I remember the 1st time asya's nikaah news came out(last yr around june, when karan was there), n there were all these confirmed spoilers abt the nikaah not going to happen, I was so sure that the nikaah will happen n obviously it didn't happen. I was so upset. I dunno if I'm more upset today than I was on that day. I'm happy that asya got married but I can't help but remember karan. I just wish he hadn't left the show. When karan was there, I was so excited abt when the nikaah wud happen but wen he left, that was seriously it for me. Almost every night I used to go to bed thinking abt how asya's nikaah wud be wen it happened n sometimes even I had dreams. I was that excited abt something which was probably months away from happening. I know that its just fiction but being the person that I am, I get attached to almost anything, very soon, fiction or not. I used to watch PV before QH and there was the ms in January, a cross of qh and pv, the magical mangalpur episode, I literally fell in luv with qh wen I watched the scene where asad dug zoya out of the mud. I've luvd the show ever since. I miss qh so much and ksg of course. I just karan was there today. Its so hard for me to believe that karan actually left the show even though its been nearly 2 months since he left. N I'm saying this again, I have nothing against raqesh, I'm sure he's doing a good job in qh, I'm just a really hurt and upset fan who's venting out her frustration. Plz don't bash me guys, I just really wanted get some words out, coz I was that upset. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone here. That was not my intention, I'm really sorry if I have. I just miss ksg a lot.

Ramya

Yea i still follow a lot of ffs. They're pretty much the very few things I luv abt this forum now, sadly.