EHMMBH FF tu mujhmein kahin baki hai by mahuya jaiswal - Page 12

Zindegi sach me ek bhawar me fas gayithi,,,mere ek galti se,,mujhe chork wo rahul k sath chala gaya,,,samajh nahi pa rahi thii agee kya hone ja raha hai ,,sirf ye meri life ki bat nahi thii wo apne life ka bhi ek important baat se rubaru hone ja raha thaa,,,mai bohot tension me thii k akhir jab usko pata chalega wo kaise react karega?mera pyar meri mohabbat to alag wo jab khud apni life ki first love k bareme janega tab wo kya karega???sabse bada bat wo sab sach manega k nahi,,,,bohot sara sawal dimag me ate ja rahataha,,par rahul akhir rahul ,,,mai too sayad puri zindegi uska karz utar nahi paungi,,itni asani se wo sari sacchai ,,sari ghatnaye ,,,meri ,,virat dono ki virat k samne laya k usk jaga mai hoti sirf ro gake rah jati .rahul k liye sabse pahle mai uski bohot badi zimmedari thii mai,,mere liye apne dost ko sach bolnese pahle aj ki bat pe wo focus karneka rai dia.

R>>>VIRAT,,,mai tujhe jo bhi bolunga ,,usk pahle ek bat tu mujhe ekdam sach sach ,,straight batana,,,tu monia k bareme kya feel karta hai

V>>>>mai kya feel karta hu wo bada bat nahi hai rahul ,,jo sach hai wo ye hai k wo ek 18 yrs ki ladki hai,,or mai 36 yrs ,,,isk batd mera sochne k liye kuch nahi rah jata hai

R>>>>jaha soch suru hona chiye dost tu woha soch khatam kar raha hai??umar koi bat nahi hoti yr,,,maine bohot sari ase riste dekha hai jaha asli pyar zada maine rakhta hai tu apne dil se puch k bata ,,,,accha kuch der k liye bhul ja k wo tujhse choti hai or ye soch k wo teri ham umar ki hai,,,ya phir kuch saal se choti hai,,,tab tu kya karta???usee apna life me ane deta ya wo tere liye ek aam rasta chalte ladki ki tara hoti ??

V>>>agar wo mere humumar ki hoti to ab tak ye naubat hi nahi ayi hoti wo mere ghar me hoti meri lifepartner hoti,,,kyuk wo,,,woo sabse acchi hai...usse acchi to koi nahi

R>>>matlab pyar hai??

V>>>hmmm

R>>>are hmm bol raha hai thora zor se bolega to kya bigar jayga ha???sab taraf se soch k bata wo tujhe pasand hai??

V>>>ye mai usko bhi bata chuka hu,,wo mujhe acchi lagti hai,,par mera age ye mujhe sochneka izazat nahi deta hai k mai usk lifeka band bajau yr sab koi kya sochega k itni choti ladki k shadi mere sath ???

R>>>HMM shadi wah wah ,,man se bohot dur tak soch liye yr or apneaap ko kyu rok rakkha hai ha???virat samajh apni dil ko ,,wo tujhe kya bolna cha raha hai,,

V>>>wo sab chor tu mujhe mere life ka asa konsa part batane wala hai jo mai nahi janta hu ,,or sabkoi janta hai...asa kaise ho sakta hai???

R>>>dekh yr pahle ek tufan ko samal ,,wo abhi rahnede,,,wo sunega to mjhe tere pas monia k liye itna sifaris sayad karnahi nahi pare,,par itna yad rakh mai ya monia tere sath koi baccho ka game nahi khel rahe hai ,,ye bhagwan ka kya karaya hai,,to filhal tu ye bata tu monia ko apnayga as a life partner ya nahi???

V>>>>yr mere wajase uska life kharab ho jayga ,,,wo to bilkul bacchi jaisy hai mai

R>>>>yr ab bacchi hai kya hai ye too tu janta hai ,,par itna mai janta hu k wo agar tere lifepartner ban jaye too agle saal tak tujhe bhi koi papa bolnewala ajayga!!

V>>>pagal ka doctor pagal hi hota hai,,apna bakwas bandh karega k nahiha??

R>>>VIRAT mai doctor hu isliye tujhe is tarah samjha raha hu,,kyuk mujhe tere sath monia ka bhi dhyan dena hai ,,kyuk agar wo phir se dil se tut gayi to ab to usko is problem se nikalna namumkin ho jayga!!

V>>>par wo kisi or se pyar karte karte mujhe kaise??

R>>>ye alag story hai par tu mujhe ek bat bata k wo tujhe suru se to pasand nahi thii ,,par wo moment kansa hai jab se wo tujhe matlab

V>>>tujhe mai ab kya batau yr,,,tu mujhe janta hai,,mai ne koi bhi ladki k liye kuch feel kabhi nahi kiaa isk pahle ,,pata nahi kyu jabse usko diwali k din dekha mujhe laga ye wohi hai jo na chate huee bhi kabhi kabhi mere sapno me ajati hai,,sunk sayad ye tujhe filmy lage par ek baat hai jo maine kabhi kisiko bola nahi tujhe bhi nahi...jab engrng parte time mai hostel mai rahta thaa,,aksar ek sapna mujhe ata thaa,,bada ajeeb sa thaa,,,mai ek ladki k sath bhag raha hu or mere pichee jaise bahat sare junglee janwar,,or ye maine kahi baar dekha rahul kahibaar ,,,mujhe kuch samajh nahi ata thaa,,,,ek magazine pe maine ekbar dream analysis leke article para or woha bohot discussion para jaha pe dream ka meaning explain kya rahta tha,,kya tujhe is bareme pata hai??

R>>>ha na pata hone ka kya hai,,dream part to hamare chlti life ka ek ahem part hai,,hum jo karte hai jo sochte hai bohot sare rup k zariye hamare dimag me ate hai or wohi sapna ka rup leke hamare samne ate hai

V>>>HA asa kuch maine para thaa,,or mujhe bhi apna dream ka kya wakia hai ,,or ye ladki sath mai kon hai,,mai kyu bhag raha hu usko leke,,,asa bohot kuch or ek particular colour,,,saffron,,,,mujhe us ladki ko us colour me dekhna accha lagta hai asa maine mere khud k sapne me dekha hai...or pata hai rahul diwali din exat monia ko jab mai apne room me us colour k dress me dekha mere mu se jaise apne aap usk liye tarif naikal gayi,,,maine usdin hi usk liye ek alag sa kuch feek kiaa,,wo jaise has rahi thii,,,mujhse sarmate huee bat kar rahi thii maine itna gahrai se uski har chis ko feek kia k mera pao usk piche chat tak chala gaya.mera dream analysis me jab mai apna ye kuch sapna ka zikar kark letter lika tab oha ka expert mujhe ye answer kia k junglee janwar actually koi darr ka rup leke mere sapneme ara ha hai,,,mujhe usse darr hai or isliye mai bhag raha hu,,,,par mujhe ye samajh nahi aya mai kisse darr raha hu kon mera nuksan pahcha raha hai rahul

R>>>>virat tu mujhe ab tak ye bat bataya kyu nahiii??????

V>>>kyu isme kya khas bat hai???

R>>>>O GODDD virat bohot zada uljha hai tuu or tujhe isliye koi ladki me interest nahi aya ,or...

V>>>>or ha ek bohot major part ,,maine jab usse uski ls suni pata nahi kyu,,,mai bohot zada apne aap ko usme involve hota paya,,,mere dimag se wo hathi nahi raha tha,,,wo jab mumbai ka bat kar rahi thii mujhe lag raha tha ,,kabhi mai bhi too uha rahta thaa,,wo ganpati puja ki bat ki,,uhaka function ,,wo jab bata rahi thi na rahul mujhe humlogoka bachpan ka bat yaad ara ha thaa.

R>>>virat tujhe pata hai tuu kitna bada chis aj mujhe bataya ,,,,yr dil thamk sunna ye teri life ki bohot major part hai,,,virat jab tu class 10 me thaa tujhe pata hai na tu siri se gir gaya thaa,,,or usme tera brain k nervs mai blood clod k reason se tu bohot saal tak coma me raha ,,,,,yr wo ek accident to tha,,par usme tu apni life ka ye main part bhul gaya k tu kisise tab pyar karta thaa,,,sapna me ane wali wo ladki or koi nahi manvi thi,,,jisse tu pyar karta tha,,,,ye bat tujhe batane k liye tere mummy papa ne kujhe mana kark rakhhatha,,so maine bola nahipar jo hakekat samna ana thau a,,wo akhir ahi gaya,,virat tu 16 yrs ka thaa,,jab tujhse manvi ko pyar huaa,,wo ladki jo kashmir se ayithii

V>>>ek mnt yr par ye to monia ne mujhe usk ls kuch asa bolithi

R.>>>>sahi bolithi kyu k wo sirf uska ls nahi thaa usme jo ladka thaa wo tu tha virat TU

V>>>>par mujhe kuch kyu yaad nahi

R>>>HOTA HAI ASAAA ye doctor part tujhe bad me samjhaunga ,,,,

V>>>par ye monia woha kaise thii matlab wo tab to bohot choti hogi are choti kaise wo paida kaha ho sakti hai

R>>>>ye to or magical hai virat,,,,us hadse me jaha tu hamesha apneko ek ladki k sath bhagte dekha hai usme uski life ki the end ho jati hai or uska rebrth hota hai or yahi hai aj ki monia jo pahle kabhi teri manvi hua karti thii,,,or ye monia bachpan se apna nind se jag jag k apni pichli life ka yaaden likti thii,,or
achanak ekdin wo tera naam likna strt ki jab mamla bigarne laga usk papa yaha doc dikhane le aye or uska case mere pass aya ,,mai to sab partehi samajh gaya ye kon hai ,,total magical thaa,,par asliyat thaa,,asa hota hai medical history mai asa rebrth case bohot hai,,wo mujhe dekte pahchan gayi or mai too usk diary sehi jan gaya tha.

V>>> kya ye sach hai rahul ,,mujhe kuch palle nahi par raha hai kahi tu galat kahani

R>>>tujhe mujhpe yakin nahi hai virat???

V>>>nahi yr bada unusual hai ,,,ha ye to pata hi hai tera or mere parai me isliye itna gap agaya thaa,,matlab monia jo kuch boli thi wo sab maine kiyataha,,hum kashmir gayethee rahul??

R>>>hmm humlog gayethe,,tu kolkata wapas chalega to tujhe sara pic dikhaunga ,,tera or manvi ka maine sab abtak samhal k rakhha hai ,,jab tera accident huaa,,matlab tujhe dhakka deke siri se giraya gaya thaa,,tab camera mere pass tha mai kuch der pahle tera or manvi ka ph le raha tha.or ha yr mujhe ek bat lag raha hai tu ,,tu jo monia se ye pyar karne laga achanak wo actually monia k rup me kahi na kahi manvi thi,,,,kyuk jabse tu monia ko chane laga monia usk pahle tak to monia thii par wo apne aap ko badal rahi thii,,kyuk kahi nakahi wo bhi do do identy k sath ulajh rahi thii,,par usko depresson se nikalneme usme manvi ka prencse lana bohot zaroori tha,,jisk liye humsabne bohot mehnat ki or monia bhi.yr hum to samajhte the tu sab bhul chuka monia boltithi k tu usse bilkul bhul gaya sirf wo tujhe yad rakhhi par yr tune to bhulk bhi usko uski ahsas se sahi pahchan liaa,,,apna pahla pyar itnok bhir me dhunbhi liaa!!

V>>>> rahul mujhe usk pas jana hai,plzz rahul chal abhi ,,,

R>>are yr chalna to hai hi tujhe pata hai wo kitni tension me hogi???par sach me tu tu hi raha ha??pata hai jab tujhe pata chalatha wo kashmir me rahti hai asehi mujhe pagal kiatha rahul humko kashmir chalna hai ,,mere kashmir ki kali k pass,,tu bola tha yr tu...

jaha mai rahul baki sab yahi soch rahe thee k hum virat k samne usk life ka hidden hissa leke ayenge woha hum ko surprise mil gaya ,,kabhi sochi bhi nahi thii k jaise wo mere me ek zindegi k bad baki rah gaya mai bhi thii kahi na kahi mai bhi baki thii virat me ,wo bhula hua kuch yaad nahi kar paya usk bad par wo jo sapna dekhta thaa usse usko ye ahsas ho gaya uski manvi usk life lot ayi hai ,,,jo monia ho ya manvi par uska pahla pyar hai bas pyar jo koi naam ka mautaaz nahi hai.