Addiction!

I am so very addicted to the show, I hve started waking up at night and thinking about how a mom can give her child and to such an extend Ekta is playing with our emotions. I had planned not to watch, but a ray of hope is always there. I had signed the petiotion like everyone to stop this track. I m so stressed up with what they are showing. I dont know why they have to show that cycle of love and hate everytym. I dont know what else to d now.