💔♥️The Fault in our stars✨: Shivi OS prt5 pg3

"Kaka, iss dil aur dimaag ki ladaai mein naa, sab kuch haarta jaa raha hu mein,"said Shiva...

Kaaka: Tu..tu.. dukhi Matt ho Shiva! Yeh sab naa raavi ki glti hai.

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Shiva: Aise..aise hi gir raha hu mein,

Dekh raha hai na tu!

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words rang in his mind,"Shiva khud toh naukaron waale kaam krta hi hai, bichari Raavi bhi abb ghar ke kaam krti rehti hai..".

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Raavi:abbb mujjjse nahhhi hooo raaha mumma-papa.....

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Raavi: (angrily) Shiva! tu fir se sharaab pi ke aaya?

Shiva: bass ittu si pi Raavi! bass ittu si.... please Dhara bhabhi ko matt bataana! please?

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Part-1: pg1

Part-2: pg1

Part-3: pg2

Part-4: pg3

Part-5: pg3

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~Tanu

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Part-1

As Shiva reached the godown. He went to kaka... His

mind playing all the flashbacks of the day.. the women insulting him, insulting Raavi... His heart was breaking every now and then... He sits down on the stack of sacs.... Talking to Kaka.. Who just listened to his griefs... Shiva's words keep ringing in his ears.. "Kaka, iss dil aur dimaag ki ladaai mein naa, sab kuch haarta jaa raha hu mein," The boy is really really broken, thought Kaka.. Mera Shiva kitna khush rehta tha, aur aaj dekho...

Kaaka: Tu..tu.. dukhi Matt ho Shiva! Yeh sab naa raavi ki glti hai.

Shiva: (hastily) Nahi... Nahi kaka! Ismein Raavi ki koi galti nahi hai... Haan mujhe bhi aaj hi ehsaas hua hai iss baat kaa.... Par agar uski koi bhi glti hoti toh woh. Lie detector naa use krti, woh itni insult ke baad bhi nahi rukti ghar pe.... (He grabs the bottle of alcohol, though Kaka tried to stop him but all in vain, he drank all of it) (he was completely drunk) Kaaka.? (He placed his finger on his heart) Mer..mera naa bohot mann krta hai... Mera na bohooooot, mann krta hai Mer..meri Raav..Raavi pe vishvaas krne kaa, par...par naa... Mein kar paa raha... Kaka.. mer..mera na..mera..naa... Bohot mann krta hai... P..par (starts laughing) Kaka.. aap aise kyu ghum rahe ho!... Arrey Kaaka ruko.. giir jaaoge... (He tries to stand up, but falls)

Aise..aise hi gir raha hu mein,

Dekh raha hai na tu!

To which Kaka just noded... He decides to keep Shiva at the store itself.

Kaaka: Accha Shiva? Tu..tu aaj yahin soja beta haa.. mein gaumbi ko bata dunga...

Shiva: Nahi! Mein..mein ghar jaunga... Mujhe ghar jaana hai... Mein toh ghar jaunga... Mera ghar hai, mein toh jaunga...

Saying this he leaves..

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Yaara...

Manzilein ruswa hain

Khoya hai raasta

Aaye le jaaye

Itni si ilteja

Ye meri zamaanat hai

Tu meri amaanat hai aa...

In Pandya niwas, All had the dinner and left for their room except Raavi. Raavi's heart was still pierced by Dhara's blaim that all of the things happening in the house were because of her. Her haert was sobbing for Shiva, nobody waited for him... Just Suman asked about his whereabouts... To which Dhara answered that he had work at store so he would be returning home lately...

Mujhko iraade de

Kasamein de, waade de

Meri duaaon ke ishaaron ko sahaare de

Dil ko thikaane de naye bahaane de

Khabon ki barishon ko mausam ke paimane de

Apne karam ki kar adaayein

Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein

Was she really the only reason for all those happenings at the house?

Was there no-one in this place, who trusted her?

Wasn't she the one who warned them about Anita?

Wasn't she the one whose husband didn't tell her the plan?

Was it really her fault?

Sun raha hai naa tu

Ro rahi hun main

Sun raha hai naa tu

Kyun ro rahi hun main

Kyun ro rahi hun main

Yaara..

No it's not her fault, it's not Shiva's fault, it's the time, the situations and their own families, who are creating hurdles in their marriage.... It's their lack of talk, it's their misunderstanding, it's their lack of trust.. It's when she heard a door opening, her eyes had a shine. Her face lit up, at least Shiva was home, She could see him... But no it was Rishita's rooms gate being opened... And Dhara was seen entering in... Seeing her face, the face which brought smile on her face just some months ago... Now brought pain, anger, and.... Disappointment....

Waqt bhi thehara hai

Kaise kyun ye huaa

Kaash tu aise aaye

Jaise koi duaa

Tu rooh ki raahat hai

Tu meri ibaadat hai

Raavi had never thought.. that her dhara di would not stand by her, but in this marriage, she saw that too... She thought getting tied in a proper relation would increase their love to many folds but no, it didn't happen... This marriage distanced her, distanced her from her Gaumbi and Dhara di. She couldn't bear more, tears pooled up her eyes.... Nose reddened... She, she couldn't hold, she ran into the room sitting their holding her parents photo... Hugging it, crying softly and silently.....

Apne karam ki kar adaayein

Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein

Sun raha hai naa tu

Ro rahi hun main

Sun raha hai naa tu

Kyun ro rahi hun main

Kyun ro rahi hun main

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Kise Poochun Hai Aisa Kyun

Bezuban Sa Yeh Jahan Hai

Khushi Ke Pal Kahan Dhoondun

Benishan Sa Waqt Bhi Yahan Hai

That's when Shiva entered the house, stumbling on his feet, though less intoxicated as the last time.... But he was intoxicated.... As he was about to go to his room, to get the answers from Raavi.... He heard Rishita bhabhi and Dhara Bhabhi taking his and Raavi's name. He went ther stood out of Dev-rishita's room.... And what he listened next further broke his heart...

Jaane Kitne Labon Pe Gile Hai

Zindagi Se Kai Faasle Hain

Base Jitte Hain Sapne Kyun Aankhon Mein

Lakeerein Jab Chhoote In Haathon Se Yun Bewajah

His bhabhi's were talking about Their relationship, his and Raavi's... They were blaming Raavi for all the things going on at their place, They were talking about how both of them have spoilt their marriage life, for the sake of Family.... That's when It rang in his mind, they had been fighting with each other.... In love of their families... they were speaking how, both of their's selflessness is affecting their relation... Rishita's words rang in his mind,"Shiva khud toh naukaron waale kaam krta hi hai, bichari Raavi bhi abb ghar ke kaam krti rehti hai.." and to his surprise his bhabhi maa just noded... That means she too agrees with Rishita bhabhi. Shiva's heart broke, but he left for his room to get his clothes.

Jo Bheji Thi Duaa

Woh Jaake Aasman Se Yun Takra Gayi

Ke Aa Gayi Hai Laut Ke Sadaa

Jo Bheji Thi Duaa

Woh Jaake Aasman Se Yun Takra Gayi

Ke Aa Gayi Hai Laut Ke Sadaa

Shiva stood there at the gate as he heard Raavi sobbing...... he couldn't think anything, veing toxicated he barged into the room...... unnoticed by raavi was sitting curled up in a balll crying.. while the moonlight fell on her form........ Shiva couldn't resist himself from........ going and sitting besides her.......

Saanson Ne Kahan Rukh Mod Liya

Koi Raah Nazar Mein Na Aaye

Raavi: (unaware of shiva sitting to her side was just complaining about the situations to her parents) Paa...papa de....dekho naa! Mein naa bilkul akeli pad gayi hu, papa abb mujhse nahi ho raha, I cant bear with the situations now....... Kya mein pyaar deserve nahi karti? kya mein itni buri hu ki koi mujhpe trust hi nahi kar raha?.......... mumma? I swear! meine kuch nahi kiya, dhara di ne humesha mera saath diya tha, par abb shaadi ke baad woh badal gayi hain.... papa? mein kaise samjhau shiva aur kaaki ko ki meine kuch nahi kiya......... divorce papers bhi maasi ne banwaaye...... par woh log meri baat maan hi nahi rahe..... Maana ki hum mein pehle bhi misunderstandings hui thi..... Par mumma meine kabhi kisi ko bhi! sabut dene ke liye nahi kaha! fir aaj mujhse begunaahi ke saboot kyu maange jaa rahe hain?....... aap toh kehte thei naa! ki pyaar doh toh badle mein pyaar milta hai....... mila bhi hai shaadi se pehle....... divorce papers sign krne se pehle......... par abb sab badal gaya mumma! maasi bhi mujhse pyaar nahi krti... agar woh krti toh aaj mujheaise haalatmein dekh kekhud hi sab kubool kar leti....... abbb mujjjse nahhhi hooo raaha mumma-papa.....

Dhadkan Ne Kahan Dil Chhod Diya

Kahan Chhode In Jismon Mein Saaye

Yehi Baar Baar Main Sochta Hoon Tanha Main Yahan

Mere Sath Sath Chal Raha Hai Yaadon Ka Dhuan

Jo Bheji Thi Duaa

Woh Jaake Aasman Se Yun Takra Gayi

Ke Aa Gayi Hai Laut Ke Sadaa

Jo Bheji Thi Duaa

Woh Jaake Aasman Se Yun Takra Gayi

Ke Aa Gayi Hai Laut Ke Sadaa

That's when a knot of distrust opened in Shiva's mind, he's sure now that raavi hasn't done anything...... Nobody lies to her died parents right? just like he always speaks truth when he addresses to his father........... he couldn't hold himself and hugged Raavi.......that's when Raavi realised his presence..... and got shocked......... Shiva had never hugged her.......... never in her lifetime..... A ray of hope poped up her mind.....

Jo Bheji Thi Duaa

Woh Jaake Aasman

Jo Bheji Thi Duaa

Bheji Thi Duaa

Bheji Thi Duaa

Bheji thi Duaa

Bheji thi Duaa...,

May be Shiva has seen something that made him trust her?

Maybe maasi told all the truth to shiva? would she? maybe.......

May be........ wait what is this smell? it smells like alcohol........ Did Shiva drink once again?

That's when She broke the hug.

Originally posted by: sandrasheron

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Part2

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Raavi: (whispers) Shiva? tune sha....sharaab pi?

Shiva: Nahi!...... meine kahan pi sha....sharaab.......

oh meinu chadh gyi oye,

farrrate naal..........

ooo meinu chad gyi oye......

Raavi: (angrily) Shiva! tu fir se sharaab pi ke aaya? ( she gets up, but he holds her hand)

Shiva: (he makes a pinch with his index finger and thumb in air) bass ittu si pi Raavi! bass ittu si.... please Dhara bhabhi ko matt bataana! please? Sorry Raavi.... Mein..mein sachmein bilkul thodi si pi..

Raavi: (smiled) Haa...... nahi bataungi tu ek kaam kar bed pe soja...... mein baahar chali jaati hu.....

Shiva: I am sorry Raavi!....... mein.... mein nahi chahta tha teri beizzati karna...... mein tujhpe bharose krna chahta tha...... mein......mein ek acc..accha pati nahi hu naa?......... meine kitna bura kiya tere saaath..... Rishita bhabhi sahi keh rahi thi..... meine tujhe bhi meri taraah naukar bana diya.......... Raavi? Kya tu mujhe Maaf karegi?........ Pata hai? mein naa nahi sun skta tere baare mein bura..... mein nahi sun skta koi tere baare mein bura kahe..... Hum..hum dono milke teri begunaahi ka saboot dhundenge.. Raavi I am sorry....

Raavi: Koi baat nahi..... hum kal baat krte hain.... chal tu bed pe soja.....

he gets up and lays down on the bed..... that's when she started to leave.. but he pulled her beside him.......

Shiva: Raavi? please matt jaa!......

Raavi: Shiva tu so jaa....... dekh zidd matt kar mein baahar so jaungi..... (think: tu abb toh bol raha hai shiva..... par kal jab tu uthega toh...... pata nahi kya bolega..... abb nahi hai mujhmein aur himmat)

Shiva: Raavi? Please.......... Please yahin soja naa...

Raavi: accha chal mein gate toh band karke aa jaun..

Shiva: (gives a million dollar smile with his eyes twinkling) Haa...

Raavi closes the door and lays down on her side of the bed. A sence of happiness in her heart... That She has gained his trust... He trusts her. Shiva just admires her.. though all of her features were by heart to him.. but he couldn't help himself.. from admiring her.. She says Right.. RAAVI IS REALLY SOMNATH KI NAHI DUNIYA KI SABSE SUNDAR LADKI..



I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Without You Baby

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Here Raavi was just thinking how Would Shiva behave the next day... Will he be on his words, or will he remember those words of his?...

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Without You Baby

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

That's when she felt his weight on herself.. his right hand on her waist.. while arm lied on her stomach... He was lying on his stomach.. facing towards her... Raavi felt butterflies in her stomach as his breath blew her neck.She turned her face towards him in surprise. He was sleeping hair coming till his eyebrows covering his forehead. A pout adding to that cute face of his... Raavi couldn't control herself from brushing his hair aside... While a smile broke from her lips...

Khairiyat Bhi Puchte Nahi

Na Baat Karte Ho

Khairiyat Bhi Puchte Nahi

Na Baat Karte Ho

As she came out of her trance she tried getting out of his hold... But no, she couldn't instead he snuggled more into her. After some attempts she got tired and slept...

Narazgi Kya Hai

Narazgi Kya Hai

Kyun Naraz Rehte Ho

It was around 3am when his sleep broke... And the sight he saw made his eyes twinkle... His arm was on her's which lied on her stomach. His face just inches away from her cheek... Her lips had a smile... Hair blocking his sight to her face. He brushed them aside.

Narazgi Kya Hai

Kyun Naraz Rehte Ho

Narazgi Kya Hai

Kyun Naraz Rehte Ho

But then his pain and distrust returned to him... In his headache.. That's when he stood up from the bed holding his head in his hands... She sleep broke on the losse of his warmth.. she hurried sat up...

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Without You Baby

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Without You Baby

I Feel So Lonely Yeah

Raavi: Shiva? Tu ek minute yahin beith mein samjhaati hu.. please tu yahin beith haa.. kisi ko pata nahi chlna chahiye tu kal sharaab piike aaya tha haa.. tu yahin beith

Aankhon Ne Aankhon Se

Keh Hi Diye The Dil Ke Jazzbaat

Bhool Gaye Shayad Tum Humari

Pehli Mulakaat

Shiva though wanted to argue but kept mum because of his headache and sat back on the bed.. remembering all of the incidents of last night...

Aankhon Ne Aankhon Se

Keh Hi Diye The Dil Ke Jazzbaat

Haan Bhool Gaye Shayad Tum Humari

Pehli Mulakaat

His bhabhi's convo, Raavi's complaints, his words... Him asking her to sleep beside him... A smile broke from his lips... How innocent his wife was! She was saying to sleep out because he would feel bad the next day.. how much big mistake has he done by not trusting her.

Patthar Ho Gaye Ho Kya

Jo Na Pighalte Ho

Mujhe Dekhte Hi Kyun

Mujhe Dekhte Hi Kyun

Raasta Badalte Ho

That's when she entered the room with a glass and a plate with food in her hands..

Raavi: (giving him the lime water) yeh le... Pehle yeh pi le fir baat krte hain..

Shiva drank it in one go.

Raavi: abb better feel ho rha hai?

Narazgi Kya Hai

Kyun Naraz Rehte Ho

Narazgi Kya Hai

Kyun Naraz Rehte Ho

Shiva: hmm... Par yeh khaana kyu laayi hai?

Raavi: woh.. kal tuune khana nahi khaya tha naa.. toh.. mujhe pata hai tujhe bhookhe peit abb neend nahi aati.. thoos le..

Shiva: (smiling) haa de..

As he started eating..

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Without You Baby

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Raavi: Shiva! Kal sachmein... Meine kuch nahi kiya.. woh..woh tuune zidd ki... Toh mujhe laga ek baar tu sojaayega toh mein baahar chali jaungi.. meine koshish bhi kari thi.. par mujhse hua hi nahi... Tu Raat mein bhi itni taaqat kaise rkhta hai.. mmmhshsjsisj.... (he stuffed a morsel in her mouth)

I Feel So Lonely Lonely

Without You Baby

I Feel So Lonely

Shiva: Chup hoja gadhedi...kitna bolti hai tu.. Mujhe apni galti kaa ehsaas ho gaya hai Raavi... Mujhe tujhpe poora bharosa hai... Mujhe maaf krde Raavi... Tujhe akela mehsus krwaane ke liye, Tujhpe trust naa krne ke liye, tera saath naa dene ke liye.. meine tujhe bhi apni taraah naukar bana diya naa? Sab meri glti hai Rishita bhabhi aur dhara bhabhi keh rahi thi..

Loved it. Eagerly waiting for the next part. Please keep the next update a bit longer.

Originally posted by: sandrasheron

Loved it. Eagerly waiting for the next part. Please keep the next update a bit longer.

Thank you...❤️✨ And yaa next part update kr rahi hu... I is gonna be longer than this

Part3

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To which Raavi just noded a no as tears made there way from her eyes down her cheeks. As she gulped the chewed bite..

Raavi: Mujhe pata hai Shiva.. ismein teri bhi poori glti nahi hai... Haalat hi aise thei... Par Shiva abb mujhse nahi jhela jaa raha.. mein khud hi uss jaal mein fass gyi jiss jaal se mein dhara di ko bachaana chahti thi... Meine Navaratri par hi... Sabko bataya tha... Par dhara di ne utla mera tere saath, dev ke saath, krish ke saath jo rishta tha bachpan se ussi par ungli utha di.. par sachi Shiva? Mujhe just fasaya gaya hai... Mein uss din sachmein Dhara di ke saath, unka dhyaan rkhne ke liye hi saath mein gyi thi... Sachmein mujhe toh pata bhi nahi tha ki anita di bhi waahan hain... Mein toh khud bhi shock mein thi.. Divorce papers pe bhi maasi ne mujhse dhokhe se sign krwaaye... Unhone upar complaint waapis lene ke kaagaz rakh diye aur uss jhoote eligations waale paper pe bhi sign le liye... Mein sach keh rahi hu... Meine much nahi kiya..

Shiva: (smiles) tujhe khud ko explain krne ki zarurat nahi hai raavi..

Raavi: Shiva? Tu..tune sachmein mujhpe vishvaas krliya?

Shiva: Haan gadhedi! Kitni baar bolun... Mein toh pehle bhi tujhpe vishvaas krna chahta tha... Par haalat hi kuch aise ho gye...aur mujhe bhi pata hai koi apne duur jaa chuke parents se jhoot nahi bolta... Bass abb yeh shiva Pandya... Naashte se pehle hi teri begunaahi saabit krdega.. (smirks)

Raavi: Shiva? Tu kya soch raha hai?

Shiva: chinta Matt kar... Kuch nahi hoga teri maasi ko..

Raavi couldn't control the tears from flowing down her cheeks... Shiva stood up from bed, and made her stand up too. cupped her face in his hands and brushed away the tears with his thumbs..

Shiva: abb kyu to rahi hai Chipkali?

Raavi: (Chuckles) I can't believe ki ek hi Raat mein sab theek ho gaya.....

He kissed her forehead... Though he was hesitant but he didn't drop it.. a blush rose her face... It was his first kiss when he knew she was awake... She hugged him... To hide her blush from him she buried her face in his chest... He too wrapped his arms around her.. both of them stood there in the moonlight hugging each other... Shiva mumbled,"I...I..Iloveyouraavi." closing his eyes... To which Raavi got another surprise... It was his first confession to her.. did he say I LOVE YOU?

Raavi: (keeping her chin on his chest) kya? Firse bol?

Shiva: Ek baar mein samajh nahi aata gadhedi?

Raavi: Shiva... Bol naa! Itni fast boldiya tuune toh..

Shiva: I. LOVE. YOU. MRS.RAAVI SHIV....OH MS.RAAVI

Raavi chuckled as she adored his face..

Shiva: Jawaab de?

Raavi: kya? Mein kyu du jawaab? Tu deta tha? Mein nahi deti jaa...

Shiva: uske liye meine sorry bola toh... Aur upar se meine toh maami ko expose karne ki responsibility bhi khud ke upar le li... Abb toh maaf krde!

Raavi: matlab uske pehle kuch nahi hua tha?

Shiva: kya?

Raavi: (breaks the hug) oh really... Mr.Chattan Pandya, tujhe sach mein yaad nahi?

Shiva: oh haan.... Uske liye bhi sorry... Abb se tujhe sab kuch bataunga... Par uske pehle waadah kar kisi ko kuch nahi bolegi... Chahe kuch ho jaye... Tere muh se woh baat nahi nikalni chahiye...

Raavi: promise... Tu bhi promise kar ki meri bhi har baat aaram se sunega aur apni bhi batayega...

Shiva: Promise...

Raavi: I. LOVE. YOU. TOO. SHIVA..

Both of them again hugged....

Raavi: Shiva?

Shiva: hmm?

Raavi: abb tu kabhi mujhe firse chodega toh nahi naa?

Shiva: kabhi nahi.... Mein kabhi nahi chodunga tujhe raavi... Agar tu bole toh bhi nahi..... Abb humaare beech koi nahi aa payega... Chal abb khaana khaate hain mujhe toh bohot bhookh lagi hai... Aur mujhe pata hai tujhe bhi lagi hai... Kyuki tuune bhi nahi khaya hoga khana...

Raavi: tujhe kaise pata?

Shiva: mujhe pata hai.. tu jab mein khaata hu tab hi khaati hai...

Raavi: par khaana toh thanda hogya.. Rukk mein firse garam krke laati hu...

Shiva: rehne de..

Raavi: abhi toh bol raha tha bhookh lagi hai toh abb kya hua?

Shiva: wahin chlte hain... Jaahan tu shaadi se pehle mujhe zabardasti leke jaati thi... 4 bjne ko aaye hain.. uncle aa gye honge...

Raavi: wow... But wait Mr.Shiva Pandya.. are you asking me on a date?

Shiva: abey yeh chochle mujhse nahi hote.. chal naa yaar Raavi.... Kyu aise sawaal pooch pooch ke dimaag khaa rahi hai... pata nahi log saath mein khaana khaake aane ko date bol dete hain.. yeh kya baat hui... Gadhede... Aise toh pata nahi tu mujhe kitni dates pe leke chali gyi hogi zabardasti.... Kyuki Raat ko toh tujhe meri hi neend kharaab krli hoti thi chipkali!

Raavi: Haa chal.. abb lecture Matt jhaad.. unromantic kaddu!

Shiva: mein? Unromantic? Kaddu? Tu Rukk chipkali...

(Starts chasing her) pehle mein confess krne waala tha... Aur meine kara bhi pehle hi tha, pehle kiss meine kiya... Aur unromantic bhi mein hi... Tu Rukk.. gadhedi abb kya bhaag rahi hai..

Raavi was running around the room giggling, and chuckling at his each word.... But confused too... When did he made the first confession? Soon he catched her and she was sandwiched between the walls and his body... Raavi shyly lowered her eyes... As his hands rested on the wall on her either sides caging her...

Shiva: abb bol? Mein unromantic hu!

Raavi: woh sab toh theek hai... Par tuune confess kab kiya pehle? Woh toh pehle meine kiya naa?

Shiva: wo..wo... Hehe... T..tu cho..chod naa... Chal hum Jalebi faafda khaake aate hain....

Raavi: please naa Shiva bata naa.. (as tears started brimming her eyes)

Shiva: abb tu rone kyu lagg gayi? Ismein rone waali kya baat hogyi.... Chipkali? Accha bataata hu..

Raavi: Gadhede.. mein iss liye to rahi hu... Kyuki tuune first time confess kiya aur mujhe yaad bhi nahi..

Shiva: abbey gadhedi... Tu tab hosh mein nahi thi... Tab toh tu uss van mein thi... Khaayi mein girne waali thi... Gadhedi tu...

Raavi: accha tab bola! Oh! Chal naa... Jldi bhookh lagi hai bohot...

Shiva: Chal...

They went out of the room... And sneaked out... While they were driving to the stall... Shiva's mind clicked the fact that Raavi didn't ask about the kiss... Did she not hear? Or She was awake then? Or she didn't want to know? Naa.... The first and third question are really really not true... Pkka yeh gadhedi ko pata hai kiss ke baare mein.. abb tu dekh Chipkali.. mere saath chalaki?

Shiva: Raavi?

Raavi: hmm?

Shiva: pakad ke beith... Gir wir gayi toh?

Raavi: pakad ke toh beithi hu aur kya tere saath khud ko baandhu?

Shiva: oh haa... Waise ek baat puchni thi poochu?

Raavi: haan?

Shiva: Jab meine tujhe pehli baar kiss kari thi? Toh tu jaag rahi thi?

Raavi: ka..kab..? M..mujhe nahi pata... Mein bhi sochu tu itne pyaar se kyu baat kar raha hai... Yeh maksad tha naa tera!

Shiva: (speeding up and slowing down the bike to frighten Raavi) bata... Tu jaag rahi thi yaa nahi?

Raavi: (wrapped her hands around his stomach clinging to him) yeh kya kar raha hai.... Shiva? (Closing her eyes)

Shiva: bata haa yaa naa?

Raavi: Shiva theek se chala bike..

Shiva: haa? Yaa naa?

Raavi: haa.. mein jaag rahi thi.. bass? Yahi sunna tha naa... Tujhe please abb bike ki speed kam kar...

Shiva: abb aai naa line pe! (Slowing down the bike) badi shaatir hai tu toh chipkali haa!... Shiva Pandya ko chakmein de rahi hai!

Raavi: woh toh mein hu hi... Tujhse toh mein starting se jeet ti aayi hu Bhootnath..

Shiva: Haa par cheating se dhara bhabhi ya gaumbi ko beech mein laa ke...

Raavi: Chal chal Ave.. jldi khaake ghar pohonchein...

As they reached the stall. They ate the jalebi-faafda's and left.... They were silent during the ride.. A peacefull silence... But Raavi broke it when Shiva didn't stop the bike infront of Pandya Niwaas...

Raavi: Shiva? Abb kahaan jaa rahe hain hum?

Shiva: Kahin leke jaana hai tujhe... Accha chal guess kar..

Raavi: umm! Subaah subaah.. tu koi aisi jagaah jaahan nature bohot ho?

Shiva: Okay!

Raavi: matlab sahi hai! (Happily) wow..wow... I'm so smart..

Shiva: chal chal Ave.. abb aage bata nature waali konsi jagah?

Raavi: Beach?

Shiva: uhm... Galat..

Raavi: ummm...... Garden?

Shiva: again a wrong guess..

Raavi: (thinks for sometime) Ae Bhootnath kahin jungle wgera toh nahi hai naa?

Shiva: who knows🙄... Yeh nahi bataunga mein..

Raavi: uhu..uh... Shiva? Shivaaaaaaa! Yeh..yeh raasta to..toh sacchi Jun.. jungle ki taraf jaata hai...! Hei bholenath iss Bhootnath ko akal doh...

Shiva: (as they reached the place) Chal utar.

Raavi: Shiva.. please tu aise kyu kar raha hai.. tu..tujhe pata hai naa mujhe darr lgta hai... Please chal naa ghar..

Shiva: Ae Chipkali! Mein hu naa.. Mein yaahan tujhe woh tree dikhaane laya hu jaahan mein tab aake beithta hu jab mein pareshan hota hu... Yeh meri secret jagaah hai..

Raavi: (holds Shiva's forearm tightly) ch..chal..

Shiva: Raavi? Itna kyu darr rahi hai... Dekh agar tujhe nahi jana hum ghar bhi jaa skte hain waapis..

Raavi: accha nahi.. nahi mujhe koi darr wrr nahi lag raha..... (Still holding onto his hand tightly, Shiva smiled seeing their entwinted Hands)

Shiva jumped up and sat himself on tree.

Raavi: Oye Bhoothnath meri bhi help kar... Mein koi teri tarah bandar thodi hu.. jo mujhe bhi ped chadhna aata hoga!

Shiva: oh haa.. aaja...

He gave her his hand and helped her sit up on the tree. His hand travelled towards her waist as her hands wrapped around his left arm and head rested on his shoulder. Next two hours went by talking about the misunderstanding since their marriage day, apologizing for their mistakes, supporting each other and assuring of being always at each other's side.. those two hours just cleared away all of their misunderstandings, which had been looking like Mt. Everest by now.. all their pain was drained into their talk..

Raavi: Shiva?

Shiva: Hmm?

Raavi: abb hum kabhi alag nahi honge naa?

Shiva: (as his head went on her's) kabhi nahi.. abb yeh shiva Pandya ka waadah hai ki.. mein kisi ko bhi humaare beech nahi aane dunga Raavi! Naa kisi insaan ko, aur naa hi koi bat ko.... Mein humesha tujhse baat krke sort out krne ki koshish karunga.. Meine pehle bhi baat naa krke Humaare rishte mein itni badi daraar laa di.... Raavi sachmein mera tab sachi tere character ko question krne ka iraada nahi tha..

Raavi: Shiv..

Shiva: aaj please hum dono bolenge bhi aur ek doosre ki madad bhi karenge... Raavi abb naa sab mujhe ghutan deta hai.. mein..mein sab kuch tere saath share krna chahta hu. Sab kuch...

Raavi simply tightened her grip on his arm gesturing him to continue as she separated herself from him and made an eye contact with him...

Shiva: Raavi? Mujhe kabhi bhi farak nahi pada koi mujhe kuch bhi kahe.. mujhe koi faraq nahi pada.. par jab koi yeh kehta hai naa.. ki Shiva se shaadi krke Raavi ki zindagi kharaab ho gyi... Toh mein nahi sun pata hu... Uss din bhi mujhe Sneha ke unn shabdo se problem thi... Sabhi ne mera yeh roop toh dekha hai.. par kabhi kisi ne mujhe poochne ki koshish nahi ki... Sivaay tere... Par meine tujhe bhi nahi bataaya.. kyuki pehle mein tujhe sirf MAAMI KI BEHEN KI BETI samajhta tha... Kabhi tujhe raavi samajhne ki koshish hi nahi ki... Toh kabhi nhi bataaya... Aur jab takk raavi ko pehchana toh pehle himmat nahi hui.. aur fir misunderstandings aa gyi..humaare beech... (As a tear escaped Raavi's from Raavi's eye) Raavi! Muj..mujhe na aaj tak kisi ne nahi poocha ki Shiva tujhe kya problem hai! Kisi ne nahi.. yaahan tak ki bhabhi ne bhi nahi.. par sirf tu thi jo ki mujhe poochti thi. Pata nahi ki kisi ko pata hi nahi chalta tha yaa.. jaanboojhke mujhe poochte nahi thei.. lekin sirf tuune tab bhi mujhe poocha hai.. jab hum dost bhi nahi thei shaayad! Raavi! Papa ke jaane ke baad naa. Meine apne andar ke bacche ko.. uss Shiva ko jo Humes khush rehta tha, sabse acche se baat krta tha, jo sabka favourite tha.. ussey maar liya.. aur surprisingly pehle pehle toh sab ne mujhe pyaar se poocha.. par di baadmein.. sab mujhe jangli bolne lage.. har koi raah chlta mujhe gawar bolke jaata tha.... Mein bhi toh insaan hu bura lgta hai mujhe.. par gaumbi aur bhabhi ko khush dekhke mein apna dukh pee jaata.. sach batau raavi? Par tu yeh baatien kisi ko Matt bataana... Haa! (To which raavi nooded assuring him that she won't repeat the mistake again)

Raavi: Apr Shiva? Tuune padhayi chodi kyu? Jab ki tu toh engineering karna chahta tha naa?

Shiva: Raavi? Tuune toh dekha hai naa gaumbi ko... Kitna kaam krte thei woh aur dhara bhabhi... Par jab raat ko woh dono ghar aate thei naa.. unke haatho pe nishaan, gaumbi ki peeth pe bore uthane ki wajaah se nishaan mein nahi dekh pata tha... Mu..mujhe unpe bojh jaisa feel hota tha.. Raavi bass issi kaaran meine apni padhaai chodh di... Aur sach kahu toh aajtak mujhe kisi ke mujhe gawaar kehne par bilkul apne decision pe shaq nahi hua.. par agar koi apna bole toh mujhe bhi bura lagta hai... Mujhe pata hai tuune kabhi bhi mujhe gawaar nahi kahaa... Par jab koi tera dost, ya maami tujhe bolte thei naa ki teri Zindagi kharaab hogyi.. mujhse shaadi krke toh mein tut jaata tha...

Raavi: Shiva? Par meine har baar unhein sabko mod ke jawaab diya hai... Par afsos tu tab takk gusse mein chala gaya hota tha...

Shiva: (as tears maid their way down his cheeks) uss din Sneha ki baatien sunke mujhe khud pe gussa aaya.. bohot jyada... Toh meine sharaab pi li.... Uss din mera koi iraada nahi tha teri diary padhne kaa.. par glti se padh li meine... Aur khud ko teri khwaaisho se bilkul hi ulta paa ke mein..kyuki mein dev ke jaisa bilkul nahi hu...meine decide krliya ki mein khud hi tujhse duur chala jaunga... Kyuki Raavi! T..tu mere saath compromise kar rahi thi.... Aur mujhe laga tu kabhi mujhse pyaar nahi kar payegi... Aur mein tab tak tujhse pyaar krne laga tha... Tujhse pasand krne laga tha Raavi mein!... Aur mein tujhe mere saath ghut-te hue jeete nahi dekh skta tha....

Raavi: (cups his face, wipes away his tears) Shiva pehli baat toh tu meri har khwaaish ko puura krta hai... Bataau kaise? Meine kya likha tha? GENTLEMAN.... Aur tu gentleman hai Shiva!... Jo ladka apni khud ki biwi ko touch krne se pehle bhi so baar sochta hai.. woh gentleman hai.. aur tu khud ko dev se toh hargis compare Matt kar.. jo insaan apni wife pe haath tak uthaane takk jaa skta hai.. woh gentleman nahi ho skta... Shiva! Tuune kabhi bhi mujhpe haath nahi uthaya.. fir chaahe situation koi bhi ho... HANDSOME.. woh toh tu hai hi...jo insaan itne saadharan kapdo mein itni accha lagta hai... The most handsome munda of Somnaath lgta hai.... Woh toh handsome hoga hi naa... Tujhe pata hai jab tu competition mein 3 piece pehnke aaya tha naa. Toh sabhi tujhe hi dekh rahi thei... Aur Isi liye meine tujhe woh kapde pehnne se mana kardiya... Kyuki yeh haq sirf mera hai mein kisi ko yeh haq nahi dungi.. Samjha? (To which Shiva Chuckled, making raavi smile) PADHA-LIKHA. Yeh hi tha na mera 2nd last dream! Toh tu bhale kamm padha likha hai... par Shiva tere paas har kaam ko samajhne ki art hai... Tu jo bhi kar raha hai usmein perfect rehke krta hai... Aur sabse last dream ki woh mujhse sabse zyada Pyaar krta ho.. Woh bhi checked hai... Kyuki jo insaan mujhe khush dekhne ke liye apne pyaar ko duur krde naa.. uss se zyada pyaar tumhe koi nahi kar skta... Tu har baar meri care krta aaya hai Shiva... Toh isliye tu meri har checklist mein fit beithta hai... Aur Shiva compromise krna bura nahi hota.. haa mei compromise krna chahti thi.. par tere saath.. tujhse nahi.. balki tere saath compromise krne chahti thi mein.. tere saath aage badhna chahti thi mein... Samjha?

Originally posted by: sandrasheron

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Actually Wattpad pe meine ne saara OS ek hi update mein diya tha... It was around 10,000 words aur yahaan mujhe laga ki itna bada.. update krne mein mushkil hogi... So copy-paste mein pata nahi chala ki updates zyada hi chote hogye.. sorry... But abhi lambe update krungi

Part4

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Shiva: (happily noded) Toh fiir uss din tuune mujhe apne dosto se kyu nahi milaaya.

Raavi: (pouts) tuune hi toh mana kiya tha mujhe... Aur mein chahti thi humaari aur ladaai ho.isliye nahi milwaya.

Shiva: Raavi? Kaanwad yaatra waale din na meine tere doto ko aise hi nahi peeta tha.. par unhone kaha tha ki woh Rahul tujhe bhagake le jaaye... Aur mei. Yeh nahi sunta tha..

Raavi: Woh toh sab aise hi bakwas krte hai... Mujhe par iss baat ka nahi pata tha shiva!

Shiva: Raavi? Kya hum dubaara se sab start kar payenge?

Raavi: obviously.... Par pehle abb tu mera bhi toh suun... Shiva pata hai jab tu mujhe ignore krne laga tha na.. toh mujhe usne kahi naa kahi apni glti lgti thi... Mein...meine issi kaaran apni diary bhi jala ji... Sneha se dosti bhi tod di... Shiva! Mein har baar tujhe jab bolti thi naa ki mujhe baat krni hai aur tu mana kar deta tha... Mein bhi tut jaati thi... Haa tab mujhe apni feelings ka koi ehsaas nahi hua tha.. par mein tere saath apni zindagi ke pal, saari zindagi tere saath bitaani chahti thi mein.. Uss din jab tune divorce papers bheje thei naa! Toh mein....mein bilkul tut gyi thi... Shiva? Logon ne sirf tujhe hi nahi mujhe bhi sunaaya tha... Ki Shiva bichara.. yeh Raavi pata nhi kitne ladki ke saath.. Chee Shiva.. mein mein bhi tut jaati thi... Jab hum alag hue thei naa.. ek din aise nahi agay jab mujhe acchi neend aayi ho.. ghutan hoti thi mujhe.. ek taraf maasi maa doosri shaadi ka pressure de rahi thi.. doosri tarf mein apni feelings se confuse thi... Fir mei Dhara di ke liye waapis aa gyi.. Shiva? Jaise tu nahi sun saka mere doston ki muh se woh baat... Meri soch.. mujhe Disha ko tere saath dekhna padta tha... Mera self doubt badte jaa raha tha.. udhar se kaaki ke taane.. mein yeh nahi keh rahi ki woh mujhe kuch nahi bol skti par... Shiva mein bhi toh insaan hu naa.. har baat pe woh mujhe teri patni naa hone ki baat kehti thi... Jabki humaara divorce hua bhi nahi tha... Shiva! Iss sab mein jo insaan humesha mere saath raha hai naa. Woh hain Gaumbi... Woh hai krish... Par unse bhi mein aisi personal baatien nahi kr skti thi... Ek ko pehle hi itni tension thi. Doosre ko mein tension dena nahi chahti thi.. Shiva! Har baat pe Disha ko tere naam se joda jaata tha... Mei..mein sirf mujhe taana dene ke liye... Tab takk naa meine kabhi helpless feel nahi kiya hai... Apr tab kiya tha... Tab mujhe helpless feel hua hai... Fir chalo end pe sab sahi ho gaya... Disha chali gyi... Humaari engagement ho gyi... Sab kuch track pe aa gaya tha. Par fiir Dhara di ke IVF waali baat pe mujhe doshi thehraaya gaya... Jabki mujhe toh pata bhi nahi tha ki aisa kuch hone walaa tha.. woh toh bass mujhe anitadi ne phone krke bulaaya toh mujhe laga pata nahi kind operation hai issliye mein wahaan chali gyi... Bass yahi meri glti thi... Mein galat samay pe galat jagaah pohonch gayi... Aur anita di ne mujhe fasa diya... Fiir abhi woh mein clear bhi nahi kiya tha ki divorce... Shiva? Yeh divorce ke paper naa mujhse maasi ne sign karvaaye hain pakka... Tujhe yaad hai jis din tu mujhe bachaane laaya tha.. uss din mein ek baar maasi ke ghar gyi thi.. tab hi unhone mujhe bola ki complaint waapis lene ke kaagaz hain toh meine sign krdiye.. sirf upar waala paper check krke.. Aur Shiva.. Iss baar meri glti sirf itni thi ki meine apni mother figure pe trust kiya.. bass yeh glti... Abb naa Shiva! Mujhe woh feeling aati hai jo aaj tak kabhi nahi aayi... Mujhe sachmein Anaath feel hota hai...

Shiva: (hugs Her) tu Anaath nahi hai raavi.. mein..mein hu na.. mein tujhse waadah krta hu ki aaj ke baad tujhe kabhi Anaath nahi feel hone dunga. Raavi mein... Meine dekha tha kal... Tujhe...tu apne mumma-papa ki photo lekar bol rahi thi raavi... Bass tabhi mujhe teri baat pe vishvaas hogaya tha... Raavi.. mein tujhe kabhi bhi akela feel nahi hone dunga..

Raavi: Shiva? Uss jail bhi meine tujhe tera gussa shaant krne ke liye bhej tha.... Par Shiva! Tera itna gussa krna sahi nahi hai Shiva! Bilkul sahi nahi hai... Kal tere haath mein scissors aayi toh tuune anita di ke baal kaat diye.. agar kuch aur aaya hota toh ky atu unki jaan le leta? Shiva? Mein jaanti hu woh galat hain... Par ek haiwaan ke saamne hum toh haiwaan nahi naa bann skte! Shiva pehle naa tera gussa alag tha... Kuch bhi hojaaye tu kabhi apni limit nahi bhoolta tha... Par Shiva abb jo tu kar raha hai woh galat hai bohot galat... Tu khud soch agar tere haatho kuch aisa waisa hi jaata toh? Mein kahaan jaati? Iss poori duniya mein sirf tu hai jisse mein apna keh sakti hu... Dhara di ke saath bura hua isliye gussa aaya na tujhe? Par agar tujhse kuch aisa ho jaata toh woh.. kaise face krti duniya ko? Kaaki.. kaise reh paate hum sab? Shiva? Mein nahi reh paati tere bina.. issliye mein uss din tujhe rokne ke liye police ko bulaaya tha... Naa ki tujhe jail bhejne... Par abb tu promise kar mujhse.. ki jab bhi gussa aayega.. tu lambi saanse lega... Aur uss insaan ko.. yaad karega jiss se tu sbse zyada pyaar krta hai... Apne parivaar ko yaad karega... Jo ki tere bina nahi reh skte.. mujhe.. jo tujhse pyaar krti hai... Jiss se tu pyaar krta hai... Krega naa aise.. krta hai naa promise mujhse?

Shiva: Haan raavi... Mein..mein pkka karunga aisa

He breaks the hug and looks into her eyes full of tears. And a silence crept between them.. their eyes still talking.. their souls meeting up.. them seeking peace with each other.. the thing, the feeling, the peace they have been craving for almost an year now...

Raavi: Shiva?

Shiva: hmm.. (still gazing her face with utmost love)

Raavi: Ghar chalein?

Shiva: tu theek hai abb?

Raavi: hmm.. chal

Shiva jumps down and helps raavi too to get down.. both of their forms shiver as his hands press on her waist giving her support.

They leave on the bike.

Raavi: Shiva? Time kya hua hai?

Shiva: Saadhe chei baj gye hain..I think..

Raavi: oofo.. jaldi chala bike.. mujhe kaam bhi krne hai... Dhara di toh uth gyi hogi...

Shiva: itna kyu panic ho rhi hai.. koi nhi abb jaake jitna asaani se ho paaya kr lena teen Jan toh ho.. hojayega..

Raavi: kaahan! Rishita ko office jaana hota hai.. Dhara ke pata nahi khud ke koi kaam hote hain woh kabhi kabhi hi aati hain kitchen mein.. toh saare kaam ki responsibility mere par hai jldi chal... Aaj toh dhara di aur kaaki se daant padegi...

Shiva: Dhara bhabhi aur Rishita bhabhi bhi hain ghar mein... Raavi tu ghar kaa saara kaam nahi karegi... Maami jaisi bhi hai.. usne kabhi tujhse ghar mein itna kaam nahi karwaaya.. aur jaise woh bahuyein hain tu bhi Pandya niwas ki hi bahu hai... Toh kaam sirf tu kyu kare!

Raavi: Par Shiva ghar kaam koi bhi kare kya fark padta hai...

Shiva: (angrily) fark padta hai... Rishita bhabhi yaa kisi ko bhi koi haq nahi hai tere baare mein aisa bolne ka ki Tu bhi shiva ke jaise naukaro waale kaam karti hai...

Raavi: (she kept her hand on his shoulder, while the other on his waist) Shiva? Tu koi naukaro waale kaam nahi karta.. apni dukaan mein koi bhi kaam ho.. dukaan ka kaam hi hai.. abb tu yeh hi soch.. koi bhi deal ho hmesha tujhe hi jaana padta hai... Kyu? Kyuki bina padhai kiye hi tujhme order lene ke skills hain.. dev yeh nahi kar pata.. Aur yeh baat Rishita kabhi nahi samajh payegi...

Shiva: (smiled) Accha chal fir bhi... Waise toh bada krti thi.. Shaadi se pehle ki mera pati mujhe ghumaane lejaaye wagera wgera... Abb leke aa raha hu toh itne nakhre.. this is not done haa chipkali.. aur tu abb se apna stand liya kar..yeh koi baat nahi hui ki agar Rishita bhabhi job pe jaati hai toh koi kaam nahi karengi... Woh office se aane ke baad free hi hoti hai kar skti hain.. aur dhara bhabhi bhi... Sirf tu sara kaam nahi karegi... Iss se pehle ki mein kuch bolu.. khud hi sirf apne hisse kaa kaam kiya kar... Theek hai?

Raavi: Accha chal theek hai... Abb daant kyu raha hai... Kaam mein sirf apne kisse ka hi karungi... Par abb ghar toh jaana hai hi naa fiir bhi chal naa..

Shiva: Hmm...

And they drove off to Pandya Niwas. Only to be welcomed by their angry family..

Shiva: kya hua? Aaj sabhi itni jldi kaise uth gye... Wrna toh iss time takk sirf Dhara bhabhi uthti hain naa?

Gautam: Saari raat kahaan thei tum dono?

Raavi: Gaumbi hum..hum bass abhi 2 ghnte pehle gye.. wo..wo.. Shiva ka sarr dukh raha tha toh meine kahaa ki baahar chlte hai.. nature mein Beithenge toh theek ho..hojayega.. hai..haina Shiva?

Shiva: Hmm? (Received a glare from Raavi) Hmm..(Chuckles) haa.. yahi toh hua tha.. gaumbi yehi baat hai..

Dhara: Tum log bataake nahi gye.. chalo maana par phone bhi nahi utha rahe thei...

Shiva: accha.. woh? 2oh me..mera phone toh switch off ho gaya tha..

Dhara: raavi tera bhi switch off hua tha?

Raavi: wo..wo. nahi di... Woh haa me..mera phone silent pe tha.. toh pata nahi laga...

Suman: Tum sab side hwo.. Haa toh Abb mere bete ko kahan lekar gayi thi tu maarkundi gaay.. saaf saaf bol... Aur Shiva? Tu bhi iske saath chala gaya?

Shiva: maa.me..(was cut off by Suman)

Suman: Toh bol Raavi... Abb konsa plan banaya tha tuune! Raavi! Bol! (Shouts)

Raavi: (shivers and holds Shiva's hand as she closes her eyes) Kaa.kaaki sacch mein hum baahar tehnle hi gye thei...

Suman: Tu chod tu toh hai hi ganda khoo...

Shiva: (angrily) Maa... (Calmly) Maa meri baat su..

Suman: Ohh... Toh kaala jaadu kiya mere bete par...

(A/N: 🤣🤣 Typical ITV thing)

Dhara: Maa..yeh aap kya...

Suman: Tujhe kisi ne beech bolne bola? Toh chup reh..

Rishita: (murmurs) iss ghar mein shaanti hi nahi hai... Dono pati patni hai.. agar kahin chale bhi gye toh kya kardia.. bichaaro ke beech pata nahi kab sab theek hoga.. agar hota bhi hai toh yaa toh maa beech mein aa jaati hai... Yaa maami..

Dev: (holds Rishita's hand) (whispers) Rishita..

Suman: (turns behind and glares Rishita) Sab suna meine.. (and again faces Shivi) bol! Mere bete ko peticoat chaap kaise banaaya tuune..

Raavi: Kaaki meine kuch nahi kiya...