"If you aren't guilty for what u did,why would i be angry with u,but yes-i am hurt.Ashar,you were all she had.She loved you.More than that,she trusted you.Did you even think twice before labelling her as a characterless woman?" she said irritatedly.
"but i apologized to her,I am trying to make it up to her"
"but that's not enough Ashar.Your apology does not makes up for 4 years of her life.Do u have any idea how hard she worked to feed Hareem,to arrange for her medicines.She would starve herself but make sure she fed her daughter.How will u make up for the loss that you missed your daughter's growing years.You weren't there for here when she said her first words,her first day of school.You missed Everything."
Batool Khala's words had stabbed him hard.At that time,he needed someone to talk to.He went up to his dad's grave
"Dad,i have to make a confession.I broke the promise i made to you,i didn't fulfill your last wish.I was a fool,i always have been one.How did you always make the right decisions.Look at what i have done,i am a horrible person.I should have looked for Khirid,asked her the reality.I was blinded by the lies.I wish you were here to show me the right path Dad,I miss you" & he broke down into tears
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"Khirid please,I apologi..."
The feeling was coming again.The feeling i got when dad left me.The thought of being with Khirid made me better & now the thought of her leaving me was coming back again.I coudn't understand what was happening.It felt like someone had stabbed me hard.In a few years,my life had turned upside down.I knew Khirid,she would never agree once she commits herself to something.I guess i had lost her.I decided to pay my regards to her & let her move on with her life,leaving me lifeless.
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"Batool Khala,please give this to Khirid,i am leaving for sometime.",He handed her a letter.
To the person whom i considered my soulmate,
When u came into my life,i told myself i would love u & never hurt you.You were my best friend my love,my everything. . . till 1 day when i screwed things up.
Later on you told me the reality.I refuse to believe you at first but when i saw it in ur eyes,it spells out the truth what u really feel inside.You were deeply hurt and troubled.
You didnt even look straight in my eyes when you said "Stay out of my life".My life has changed from the very moment.I just found myself on bended knees asking God why?.I was down completely but i had to be strong for you,Strong enough to let you go.It was just hard to accept.Letting you go was the hardest thing ever and now i am writing this letter to set you free.Well,plan A would have been better-Growing old with you but never mind...I love you Khirid,i always will
Ashar
Khushi smiled and stepped in her new life,a life which would have hurdles as it was hard to forget him but she knew she coudnt.He was part of her happy memories.
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While i was on my way back,i realised one important thing.Living happily ever after wasn't the important thing,living in the moment was the most important & i was glad that atleast i had done something right.
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Relationships are like glasses,if they break let them stay broken,you'll only hurt yourslef trying to fix it,atleast the pieces still remain
~unknown~