PART 5
Entering through the window the sun light flooding the room welcomed us to another day. This morning was like every other morning but something within it was different which felt so content... and opening my eyes with this beautiful feeling I yawned and stretched my arms... closing my eyes and snuggling more to the warmth of which I was habitual of by now , suddenly something strikes my mind and I opened my eyes and within seconds my cheeks turned deep red realising that I was wrapped in sheets trapped within his arms that secures me in his embrace. Yes that's why this feeling of contentment has occupied me today ... After our confession every second passed brought us more closer to each other our love keep strengthening every passing second and as the result two weeks before yesterday and a week after our confession that night came where he claimed me to be his forever his love always make me feel special something beautiful ... and yet again after spending another beautiful night we both were lying wrapped tangled to each other in the blanket.
I turned to the other side facing him and to my shock he was awake.. " good morning jaan " he spoke in his loving voice covering me more with the blanket we were wrapped in, tightening his grip on me and nuzzling his nose with mine ... "good morning " I replied lowering my gaze .
Sensing my shyness he kissed my forehead and spoke " nishu why u blushing " and chuckled...
" how come u r awake so early today? " I enquired ignoring his question..and slightly slapping his cheeks...
" kyu mai subha jaldi nai uth sakta ? Mera mann kabhi b uthu" He replied...
"achcha phir aaj se pehle ye mann kyu nai hua...except the days u had some important office work or meetings... baki k sare din I had to wake u up wasting my half an hour ... aur phir aaj to Sunday h ... aaj kaise ?"questioning I raised my eyebrows...
" haan to aaj mere paas aur b jada important kaam h " he said In a serious tone but I could sense him smirking ...
" aur vo kya h ?" I enquired again keeping my hands on his bare chest and pushing him slightly away with my furrowed eyebrows... and as the words escaped my mouth within seconds I was beneath him ,he completely leaning over me ... "kabir ... what " even before I could complete my sentence his lips were over mine kissing me and I lost all the track and i also don't know when I started responding... I could feel him smiling in between .. "the ... important work... today... is to love .. my wifey" he spoke in between and I laughed... the kiss got deeper every passing second and I lost was lost within the moment I don't know but how he always manages to make me forget everything except us ...lost in the moment with raging breaths we parted and soon his lips were over my neck ... closing my eyes again I was lost ... lost in my own world.. lost in this happiness ...
and suddenly his phone started ringing ...I snapped open my eyes and seeing his irritated face started chucking ... trying to sit on the bed making faces he received the call ... the call was from his office i knew this as I was able to peek into the caller ID ... " hmmm ... ya ... ok ... fine " that were the only words I could hear ,rather only words he spoke ... keeping the phone aside he started nearing me again... but I could sense some disappointed from his face though he tried to cover it up with his smile turning towards me... " let's continue wifey ... where were we ..."
keeping my right hand on his shoulder "what is it kabir ?" I asked him ... " kuch nai jaan ... just a call from the office" he tried to convince me and started nibbling my neck again ... " it's 6:30 in the morning.. who gets just a call at this time ?sach sach batao ?what are u upto ?" ... sensing me adamant... sighing he spoke " promise me u'll not get angry ?" He spoke looking directly into my eyes... and made me more curious " kabir tell me now or I'm not talking to u " ... " ohk ohk bata raha hu ... I need to go to London ... some official work ... " he spoke taking my both the hands in his ...
" ... hearing him I got angry immediately and was about to step down from the bed ... when he pulled me towards him and hugged me and spoke softly near my ears " plzz gussa mat hona nisha I promise kaam khatam hote hi jldi se wapis aajaunga ... it's important maa busy h that's why she asked me to go .. " and placed a kiss below my ears ... his kisses will make me mad one day " kitne bje ki flight h ? " ... "3 hrs bad " ...and it was then I could sense his helplessness "hmm get ready I'll prepare the breakfast... " speaking I left for the bathroom to freshen up... it was not that I was angry or I don't understand the importance of his profession,it was just that I was disappointed... disappointed with these situations after so long we got some quality time and also he had a one week break from office ... he promised to spend the complete time with me ... we had so many plans but this trip ...
after preparing the breakfast I was setting up the table when he came and back hugged me and spoke... " pakka naraaz nai h na ?" I tried to ignore and continued my work his grip tighten on my waist " I remember my promise ...and after returning back from this trip it will be only u and me ..." he spoke in his husky voice making me week on my knees ...and simultaneously the very thought of spending days without him made me week and a drop of tear escaped from my eyes.. somehow controlling my emotions i tried hard to ignore him and again continued my work " have breakfast or you'll get late " I spoke gulping the lump of emotions formed in my throat... he made me turn and face him ... my eyes still bent low not making contact with him and those stubborn tears flowing from my eyes he cupped my face and sucked those drops away " don't make it more difficult for me jaan " he spoke and it was then our eyes met and i could see the same pain in his eyes too ... realising my mistake I elevated my self stood on my toes and pecked his lips cupping his face " only if you promise to call me daily and will comeback soon " that brought an instant smile on his face and kissing my forehead he spoke " sure .. order accepted madam "
The tour was scheduled for a month ... everyday he used to call me and we talk for hours...it was almost a month and two days later he was about to return .
By this time I realized i was expecting at first this news was a shock for me all different kind of thoughts occupied my mind like wasn't this too early?, how will he react?,what if he's not ready? , am I ready? ,are we ready?and don't know when my hand reached my belly and started caressing it and that reminded me of his love and that feel was something different all the thoughts flew away within seconds no more doubts left and my happiness had no bounds I wanted to tell him this as soon as possible i couldn't wait anymore... but I also wanted to see his reaction when I will tell him this ... his priceless smile those shine in his eyes ... so I decided to wait and tell him only when he'll return... but It seemed destiny had some other plans.
Due to some reason the tour extended for another couple of weeks...
" nishu yrr plzz speak something ... I know u r upset but try to understand..." he spoke over the phone
" Kya bolu mai ... " I replied lying on the bed
" Yrr plz don't do this maine jaan kar to nai extent Kia na ... don't be angry .. I love u .."
" Hmm... I'm not angry kabir ... you had ur dinner?"
" Han "
" Ok then i m sleepy and tired... take care goodnight... "
Yes I was upset ... and I wanted him to be beside me right now ... buy what can I do .. neither he was at fault..
None of us hanging the call kept silent for some time...
" Sorry jaan " came his voice after few minutes
" I miss u " giving up I spoke with a heavy throat and teary eyes ...
" aree after two weeks I'll be back na baba ... then no office till u say ok? ..only u and me ... now stop crying and give me a goodnight kiss " he spoke to lighten the situation ...
Wiping my tears from one hand and sniffing I spoke "I m not crying... and you'll get nothing... ask you laptop to give u a good night kiss" I heard him laugh and that automatically brought a smile on my face ... I knew he was working hard and definitely must be tired... and here I was showing him tantrums ... but what can I do ... I wanted to tell him about the news and I could never make up my mind to reveal this thing on phone... should I tell him ? Or should I wait ? what if he'll be angry on not telling him before... What if it diverted his attention and his work suffers... I was again in the delima when he spoke again ... " achcha nisha tujhe kuch batana tha na ... batana ... tu bol rahi thi surprise h ... bolna .." ...
" Han to bola na jab wapis aoge tab bataungi " I said blushingly ...
" Oh ho so wifey on revenge mode "
" Haan ... and u better be back on maa and papa's anniversary or else you'll pay for it " I said threatening him ..
" Han baba I'll have to be back on that day pakka promise ... pata h na uss din project announcement b h itni mehnat karke Jo quotations di h hope we get the project this time "
" We will definitely get it .. this time you'll get the project"
" u know that's why i Love u more you're always so positive" he said chuckling
"Love u the most.. and u should thank papa for this" I said between my laughs...
" So I'll give the gift I'll be bringing for u to papa ... haina superb idea "
"Ya sure but just be careful you and ur cheesy gifts " and both of us laughed
Like this few more days passed with our late night chit-chat ... I being nervous and excited all together for his arrival...
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