Everything I have, is You||Nibir TS||CHAP 3 page 22||last page-29 - Page 9

He walked through the corridor gloomily, lifelessly thinking about the recent events.

Kya karne jaa raha tha tu kabir...kyun wo pyaar beechme laa raha hain phirse...nahi jaa paayega tu use chodke phir...tujhe jaana hi hoga kabir...tujhe jaana hi hogaa...sirf aur sirf uski khushi keliyee...main nahi chahta ki wo life jisme wo mujhe nafrat se dekhe...nahi seh sakta main uski nafrat...bhale hi wo gussa kitna bhi karle ..main seh lunga..lekin uski nafrat nahi...main kabhi bhi uske nafrat ki wajah nahi ban saktaa...kabhi nahi..." said kabir to himself.

He was walking, when he crashed into someone, that person spoke up,

Arreee...kabir...main bas tumhe hi bulaane aarahi thaa...aajao meri cabin me.." said the person.

Haaann...doc..main bas abhi aapse hi milnee aaraha thaa..."said kabir.

Tumhe nisha ke progress ke baare me, ek bohot badi baat batani hain...chalo jaldi aao...tum khushi se paagal ho jaaogee..."said the doctor all excited.

Kabir smiled a little, and followed her into her cabin.

The doctor, Dr.Mansi, a neurologist,was nisha's childhood friend, and was like a family member, she knew kabir very well, understood him , and also knew how much he loved nisha , in this time span of one and half months, she became a good friend of him . she knew, how he had been since the time nisha was in here, in this white-walled , dull, hospital. Kabir may look cheerful, happy and chubby to the world outside, but in reality he wasn't , he was like a broken seashell, which could not be joined together, in spite of many efforts and give a shelter to the life living beneath it.

Kabir followed her into her cabin , and sat down before her on the sofa, , and asked , being overwrought ,

Sab theek to hain naa...?? nisha ko kuch hua to nahi naa...??mansi nisha theek to ho jaayegi naa..??"

Kabirrr...kabirrr...shhh...calm down...nisha theek hain..."she said trying to assure him.

To kya hua hain use...bataao na ..!"he asked broodingly.

Kabirr...ye dekhoo...ye uske puraane reports aur ye uske nayee reports..!"she said handing him over two files.

Kabir flipped over the pages of the reports...but he couldn't understand them, he could just make a difference of some counts,

Ye kya hain..??mujhe kuch samajh nahi aaraha..??jo bhi hain saaf saaf bataado please.. "asked kabir.

Kabirr...iska matlab hain ki nisha theek ho rahi hain...uss trauma ke baad...uss incident ke baad! Bohot improvement hua hain.." she said with a smile.

Kabir smiled widely ,that happiness had no bounds, but somewhere those words pricked him, deep down inside, what if she gets alright and starts hating him for what he did ..?

Tumhe yaad hain...jab tum nisha ko uss haalaath me yahan laaye the..jab wo anjaan thi sabse...maine kya kahan tha tumse..??"she asked.

Hmm.."he said nodding his head. yahin ke..."

Yahin ke...mujhe nahi pata nisha kab theek hogii...uski haalath thi hi itni buri...maine bola tha yaad hain...ki usko theek honee mein bohot time lag sakta hain...lekin sirf dhedh mahine me wo theek ho rahi hain kabir...medicines ne bhi itna kaam nahi kiya hoga kabir...jitna wo tumhaari wajeh se theek hui hain..!"she said.

Meri nishaa theek ho rahi hain..?" he asked getting happy.

Haan kabirr...wo theek ho rahi hain...ya yun kahun ki tumhaari nisha tumhe waapas milne waali hain...bohot jald!!" she said happily.

His smile faded away.

Haan...tumne bola tha na ki jab bhi tum use story sunaate ho ...to wo kabhi kabhi ajeeb sa behave karne lagti thi...aise jaise usko kuch yaad aaya ho...lekin wo grasp nahi kar paati thi unn yaadon ko...?aur wo kabhi kabhi nisha ki tarah baat karne lagti thi...??"she said furiously.

Haann..."he said.

To ye sab signs hain kabir...uske improvement ke...! Tumhi ne bola tha na ki usne tumse pucha ki use tumhaare alaava koyi milne kyun nahi aata..??"she asked.

Hmmm..."

To jaao...milwaao...usko uski family se...kya pata unhe dekhke ..uski saari yaadein waapas aajaye..?" she said and looked at kabir, who looked sad.

Kabirr kya hua hain tumhee..??tum khush nahi ho kyaa..??"she asked him.

Nahii doc...aisi baat nahi hain...nisha theek ho rahi hain...isse badi khushi ki baat mere liye aur kaunsi hain...lekin main wahaan kaise jaaun...jab uss ghar me ab mere liyee koyi jagah nahii...maine jo kiyaa...shaayad usme meri galti na hoo...lekin anjaane me hi sahi sab kuch cheen liyaa maine...unn sabki wo muskuraahat meri wajah se gayi hain...mujhme unko face karne ki himmat nahi hain...wo sab sirf meri uss galti ki wajeh se nisha se milne nahi aate..ya main ye kahun ki unko nisha ke iss haalath ke baare me kuch pata hi nahi hain...wo sab yahin sochte honge na ki wo mera saath de rahi hain...meri galtiyon ke baad bhi..."he said as a lone tear escaped his eyes,

Kabirr...maine tumhe kitni baar bola hain...ki tab jo bhi huaa usme tumhaari koyi galti nahi thi...wo to ek accident thaa..."she said.

Ekk aisa accident jisne sab barbaad kardiyaa...main bas inn sab ko chodkee kahin door chalee jaana chahtaa hun...ekk aisi jagah jahaan shaayad main apne aap ko hi bhul jaun...jahaan ye dard kam ho jaaye..."he said.

Kabirr...tum samajhne ki koshish karoo...nisha sirf tumhaari wajah se theek ho rahi hain kabir...sirf tumhaari wajah se...tumne kabhi socha hain ki jab wo waapas pehle jaisi ho jaayegi...aur tumhe dhoondne ki koshish karegii...tab..??tab kya hogaa...??" she asked.

I don't know...mujhe bhi nahi pata main uske bina kaise reh paunga...jee bhi paunga ki nahi...but I have to go...I need to go!"he said trying to stop his tears from falling.

Main nisha ki school time se best friend hun kabir...i've never seen her so comfortable with a guy like that...kabir, I won't interfere in your decision...but you should actually think about it again...agar tumhe akele jaane me problem hain nisha ke ghar...I can go with you..waise bhi sab se mile bohot din hogayee..!"said mansi.

Kabir..ab bas kuch hi dino ki baat hain...nisha theek ho jaayegi...usko wo sab kuch yaad aajayega...tumhe shaayad phirse sochna chahiye..!"she said.

Hmm..."he nodded!

Kabir...I am giving her a discharge..le jaao use apne saath...main kabhi kisi ko bhi pata chalne nahi dungi.."she said again trying to convince him.

Yeahh...give her a discharge, main usko uske ghar chodke aata hun...wahi jagah sahi hain uskeliyee...main nahi...mere saath nahi..."he said cleverly.

Mansi face-palmed as, He stood up from there, not answering her anymore, or else she would convince him to not leave nisha, and went back to his house and returned after an hour or so, he went into Nisha's ward, and sat beside her, she looked at him with a confusion.

Tum gaye nahi...??"she asked.

Nahii..wo..m..m..ain..."he stammered.

Kya wo main..?kya bol rahe ho kabir tum...??" she asked trying to join his words.

t..tum mere saath chalogi...??k.kahin le jaana hain tumhe..!"he asked directly.

She nodded her head like a kid.

Lekin kahan..??"she asked.

t..tumhe kisi se milwana hain..!" he said.

She nodded her head.

Tum ready ho jaao..main abhi thodi der me aata hun..."he said.

Lekin mere paas pehnne keliye clothes nahi hain...main to inhi patient ke uniform me rehti hun na..."she said pouting.

His pain vanished away seeing her cute expressions, he smiled and nodded his head and said,

Main leke aaya hun tumhaare clothes...ye lo...!" He said handing her a bag.

She peeped into the bag to see what it was, she took out the dress, his smile faded a little seeing that dress , it was his nisha's dress, which he had gifted her on his birthday, he absent mindedly brought that dress, what if nisha remembers him, and remembers all those things which he had done, she would hate him, for not protecting her, for not protecting their symbol of love,

Ooowww..."she let out this sound wondering the beauty of that dress.

He snatched the dress away from her hand, and made an excuse,

Sorry..wo main galti se ye dress le aaya...ye tumhe pasand nahi aayegi...main doosra leke aata hun..!"he said and packed it back into the bag again,

Lekin ye to bohot beautiful hain...mujhe yahin pehnna hain..."she said being adamant.

Maine bola na nahii..."he said raising his voice a little.

He wanted to leave her, for her own good, but he never wanted her to hate him, her hate wasn't at all tolerable for him, he thought over what mansi said again,

Nooo...you love her, then you'll have to leave her...you've done her so bad, and this is your punishment.."Shouted his inner voice.

Mainee bola na wo dress mujhe do..."she shouted on him and tried taking it from his hand.

He absentmindedly pulled her closer, with she landing on his chest and shouted back,

Nishaaa...yaar maine bola na zidd mat karr...tujhe ye dress nahi milegi matlab nahi milegii..."

He bit his tongue as he called her nisha, she looked at him all confused, some things , or some moments wandered in her head, as if someone called her in the same way, with the same name, with the same voice,,

Tumne mujhe nishaa kyun bola..??" she asked with a mere unknown feelings for him.

Wo...wo...main kuch nahi...galti se boldiyaa...tum jaao ye loo dress ready ho jaao..."main yahin hu...tum washroom me chali jaao.."he said not looking at her.

She nodded and went into the washroom, she changed into that dress, and stood in front of the mirror in the washroom, she looked at her reflection in the mirror with her eyes wide open,

You can look beautiful too nishaa..."she said to herself.

But when she realized that she called herself nisha, she was confused,

Ab maine apne aap ko nisha kyun bola..??"

She dismissed those thoughts and looked at herself more keenly, she touched her hair, so messy it was, she folded her hair up into a bun. She was lost in that beauty, she closed her eyes, some unknown moments flashed in front of her, but the faces were faded, then she felt that someone hugged her from behind, and whispered in her ear, that voice was familiar,

You look beautiful baby...extremely gorgeous...I love you so much... thank you for your lovely gift...the best-est gift from you..."

She felt that someone caressed her belly...she kept her hand on her belly too...

Come soon baby...your papa is waiting for you...with a lot of chocolates..."said the same voice. She smiled a little closing her eyes.

Kabirrr...babies can't eat chocolates...they don't have teeth you see! " she said while giggling.

But there was no reply...she opened her eyes ...to see nothing in front of her...she realized that she was standing in front of the same mirror...with just her reflection and no one else...she thought deeply about what she heard or felt just now...who was kabir...?? In fact what were those voices...?? Those unclear images in her mind were making her insane...she walked away from the mirror when she heard him knocking the door,

Chirppyy...itna der kyun lag raha hain...are you fine..??"he asked.

It was the first time that she didn't take the help of a nurse, maybe she was getting alright...he thought.

She opened the door and stood in front of him,

I am fine jojo...I don't need any help...but just one!" she said.

He didn't reply, in spite of her calling him many times, he was lost, he was so lost , in the beauty, that same beauty...of his love, she looked extremely gorgeous, he felt like hugging her tight, so tight that she would never be able to leave him...but he brushed off those thoughts of getting closer to her, she wasn't his, anymore, he is going to leave her soon, he slapped himself mentally and made himself understand the fact very well too.

Jojoo..."she shouted out loud.

Nish...chirpy..chirpy...yaar tum chillati kyun ho...kaan phat jaayenge mere..!!" he said closing his ears with his fingers.

Help karo meri...karogee...??"she asked.

Haan bolo naa...issiliyee khada hun yahan par..." he said still closing his ears.

She nodded and turned around, and said him to pull up the zip of her dress, which exposed almost half her back, he giggled at her,

Tumhe zip bandh karna nahi aata na...??"he asked giggling.

Nahii...aata hain...mera haath nahi phncha..aur yaha koyi nurse bhi nahi hain..so tum the...yahan..issiliyee...tumko boldiya..."she blabbered without stopping.

He pulled the zip of her dress up...and looked at her giggling, due to her kiddish expressions, while pulling that zip up...he even for once did not look at her as if she was his nisha, instead looked at her as chirpy, he did not advance himself towards her as he used to do his k'pana, in this time span of since she has been here, he never tried to put up his rights of being her husband, instead he took care of her ,like a father, like a friend, how much he loved her, can be witnessed clearly by his care and concern for her, but it was too difficult to not see his love in her, he yearned for her love, her care, her. He wanted her to be with him, beside him, as she used to, but maybe, that was next to impossible, still he managed to smile.

Kyun hass rahe ho..??she asked making her eyes wide in anger,

Tu bohot badi paagal hain pata hain tujhe...??"he asked giggling and pulling her cheeks.

Haan...wo to main hun hi pedaishi pagal..."she said and giggled along with him.

In these One and a half months, she never got to know when she grew this much closer to him, his smile made her smile, his sadness made her sad, his everything, became her everything, why..? There was a very strong bond between the two, in this time span, she never felt alone, he was there, always. Although her mind was blank, she didn't know anything, there was no one she could recognize, and everything was new for her, very new. Always he was there, with her , for her. Although she felt if someone else could be there too, but no one would come up to meet her, she although asked him many times, that why, no one would come to meet her? Was she alone in this world..??was she an orphan..?? but she never got her answers, and she never asked him again, because she trusted him.

Abb chalee hum...tum ready ho achche se...??"he asked.

She nodded her head in excitement.

Tum chalo mere saath ..."he said holding her hand tightly.

They walked out of the hospital, when mansi joined them too, as they reached kabir's car, he offered nisha to sit in the passenger seat, while mansi adjusted herself comfortably in the back seat, she nodded her head and sat in the seat excitedly, as she sat, she said,

Kabirr...mujhe car me achcha nahi lag raha hain...!"

I am there na...nothing will happen this time..!!" he said touching her hair and making her more confused.

What he meant by "this time"?' she thought.

They started their journey, to the gangwal house which was almost an hour away from the hospital, as the time passed, nisha slowly dozed off, she started mumbling something in her sleep, which wasn't audible to the others,

She heard some sounds...which were completely familiar...someone was laughing...some voices of talking ...

Sukku...zara wo juice pass kar na..."she mumbled in her sleep, which was heard by neither kabir nor the doctor,

Haan...haan...tujhe to hasi aayegi hi...ab mujhe chidhaane waala ek aur jo aane waala hain...said the voice .

Nishu...tu na uski baat mat sun...uska to kaam hi jealous hona hain...childhoods se hi aisa hi hain sukku...you knows na.."said another voice,

Dolly di childhoods nahi childhood, aur knows nahi know!" said another voice.

I knows...I knows..!"said the voice again.

Then she heard the sounds of someone giggling, then suddenly she shouted in her sleep, which ,made her wake up,

Kabirrr aage dekh..."she shouted loudly and held her head with both her hands and closed her eyes.

Kabir got shocked and stopped the car immediately at a side, he cupped her face as she started sobbing due to fear,

Kya hua chirpy...kuch hua hain kya...??"he asked all concerned.

Chirpy ...you fine..??"asked mansi keeping her hand on nisha's shoulder.

Pata nahii...aise laga jaise mere saamne kuch hua...kuch awaaze...kuch jaane pehchaane log...phir uske baad saamne se koyi badee si truck aa rahi thi...i don't know...I know nothing..!"she said in fear, while sobbing.

Chirpy nothing has happened..i am here only...dekho saamne kuch nahi hain...!" he said trying to assure her, everything's fine..!"

She closed her eyes in fear...she didn't wanted to talk anymore, she kept her head on his shoulder, and held his arm tightly,

Nothing will happen na...??"she asked looking into his eyes.

Nothing will happen...i promise you that!"he said and side hugged her.

Mansi adored them, and wished that they get their love back...and be happy forever, not as kabir and nisha, but as NiBir, the way they used to be.

Nisha slowly dozed off again with her head on kabir's shoulder, as he started driving again, he secretly and silently adored her.

Within half an hour or so they reached the gangwal house, she was still sleeping like a kid, with her legs folded up on her seat and her head almost in his lap,

Chirpy..."he mumbled slowly to wake her up.

She made some movements in her sleep,

Chirpy..."he again called her sweetly.

Kabirr sone de na mujhee...sona hain...neend aarhi hai..."she said in her sleep.

He couldn't reply, she snapped open her eyes to see her position...she adjusted herself back in her seat, there was a complete silence between the two for a few seconds which was broken as kabir cleared his throat,

To chale andar...??"he asked.

She nodded her head, kabir turned around to tell mansi that they had reached, but found that she was in a deep sleep, he tried waking her up by calling her name.

Mansi..."he said.

Doc..."nisha said.

Mansi..."he said again.

Doc..."she said mocking him.

Mansi...doc...mansi...doc..."soon it turned into a song for both of them, they started repeating it...mansi...doc...mansii...doc... "disturbing mansi's sleep.

Aaee...chup karo tum dono..."said mansi glaring at them'..kabse dekh rahi hun gaana gaaye jaa rahe ho...' and as she saw both of them looking down due to guilt...she said mereko bhi bolte..main bhi gaati na..mere bina hi gaaye jaa rahe ho..!" listening to this kabir and nisha giggled,'

Ab andar chale...?? "she asked.

They nodded..but kabir looked unhappy or lost. He was not completely sure whether he should go in or not. Mansi understood this, she kept her hand on his shoulder and assured that everything will be alright. He three hopped out of the car...and walked towards the house. they stood at the entrance, kabir however dared and rang the bell.

Main abhi aati hun...I think I forgot my phone in the car..."said mansi and went back to the car.

Kabir stood there in fear, in the fear of hurting someone again, nisha hid behind him, as this place was very new for her, she clutched his shirt from back,

Someone opened the door, and looked up at kabir who had his eyes closed, and said,

Tu...?? Tu yahan kya kar raha hain...???" said the person with anger evident on his face.

Itna sab kuch karna ke baad bhi tujhe sharam nahi aayi ki waapas muh uthaake yahan chala aaya...??" said the person holding his collar. Sab kuch cheen liyaa tunee humse.."said the person.

Tauji...please...abhi kuch matt boliyee...please..."said kabir. And that's when nisha peeped a little at the person's face with her eyes above kabir's shoulder and the rest of the face hidden.

The person noticed that someone was there behind him, he said,

Ye kaun hain..??"

Kabir held nisha's hand and made her come forward, nisha was scared seeing her tauji, that she held kabir's hand tightly, and kept sticking to him.

Nishaaa..." Said the person as his eyes became a little moist seeing her.

Nishaa ko kuch nahi huaa..??"asked viren.

Kabir nodded his head in a no. viren slapped him tight, for hiding this fact that nisha was alive, after that incident,tears escaped from kabir's eyes as it hurt him not physically but mentally, it was his samose waale tauji, who slapped him, an unknown pain arose inside nisha, seeing him in pain,

Rameshh...lakshmii...baujii...maaa..."shouted virender., they all came running out as they heard viren's voice, and what they saw was , shocking for them, kabir was not able to say anything, maybe after today, he won't be able to see his nisha, maybe they separate her from him, lakshmi came running to nisha, and hugged her tight, nisha was not able to understand anything, she did not hug her, she left her and hid behind kabir again,

n..nishuu..betaa kya hua..?? aa na apni maa ke paas..!" said lakshmi while nisha dug herself in kabir's embrace,

jojo...mujhe yahan achchaa nahi lag rahaa...please mujhe yahan se le jaaoo..." she said looking up at him.

Nishuu...beta...tu aise kyun bol rahi hain...ye tera hi ghar hain beta..."said ramesh.

Nishaa ko kuch bhi yaad nahi hain papaa..."said kabir.

Viren pulled her away from him...aise kaise kuch yaad nahi hoga...?? Hum family hain uske...??" said viren.

Nishaa...nishaa...tujhe sab yaad hain naa...bolde ye jhoot bol raha hain..."he asked gripping her hand tight.

Mujhee dard ho raha hain...mujhee kuch nahii pataa.."she said trying to free her hand.

Tauji...main sach bol raha hun...nisha ko kuch nahi pataa hain..." said kabir .

Nisha loosened her hand from his grip...and hugged kabir tight...and cried.

Please...mujhe yahan se le jaao...nahi rehnaa mujhee yahan...mujhee achchaa nahi lag rahaa..." she said while crying.

Shh...shh...kuch nahi hua hain...shaant ho jaao...main yahin hun tumhaare saath.." he said soothing her. And suddenly there was no reply from her, kabir looked at her to find that she had fainted , in his arms, gripping his t-shirt tightly.

Nishaa...nishaa..."he tried to get her conscious back, he patted her cheeks.

All the family members present there panicked seeing her condition,

Nisha ko andar le chaloo abhi ke abhii.." said ramesh.

The doctor came there after grabbing her belongings from the car,

Kya hua nishaa ko kabir..?" asked she.

Mansi...pata nahi...achaanak se faint ho gayi hain...!"said kabir panicking.

Panic attack ho sakta hain...tum andar le chale usko...,."said she.

Kabir took her to her room, and made her lie on the bed, and sat beside her, rubbing her hands,

Kabir tum mujhe bataaogee ki ye ho kya raha hain...??"asked ramesh with anger filled in his voice.

Kabir finally had to explain everyone everything about what happened after that incident, everyone was shattered to hear about nisha's condition,

Tunee sab kuch barbaad kardiyaa kabir...uss accident ne..is ghar ka sab kuch cheen liyaa...ho sakta hain ki wo teri galti ho...tune itni aasaani se sab kuch khatam kardiya kabir...kya bacha hain iss ghar me jo tu nisha ko bhi yahan le aaya...kya jataana chahta hain tu kabir...ki kitna concerned hain tu hamaare baare me...bunty...jwalu..kirti...umesh bhaiyya...aman bhabhi...itni aasani se cheen liya tunee..jaan leli unki...?" Said suketu hitting kabir.

Sukku...maine kuch bhi jaan-boojh ke nahi kiyaa tha...ye tu bhi jaanta hain..."said kabir crying.

Main kuch nahi jaanna chahta kabir...ki tune kya kiyaa..kyun kiyaa...bas tu chala ja yahaan se...chod de nisha ko...bas chala jaa...main aur ekk minute tujhe yahan nahi dekhna chahta.." shouted sukku.

After a heated argument, everybody left the places, except kabir , sukku, ramesh and lakshmi. Daadi sat there looking at her granddaughter's condition gloomily, but soon she too left.

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Yes..that accident was the reason of five deaths, kabir was guilty of killing five people, not intentionally, but he was at fault, kabir was drunk that night , but he never knew that he was going to get such big punishment for that, he destroyed five lives, he killed his own child, yes, he was at fault, and maybe all the things turning against him was his punishment, he never wanted to drink that night, as it was the happiest day of his life, the day when he got to know that he was going to become a father, but it was his birthday that day, there was a huge party in the house, and he was forced to drink that night by his friends , kabir hadn't got the after effects of drinking, so, he thought that he was fit n fine to drive, little did he knew that, it was going to be his biggest mistake.

He , nisha and the cousins went over for a drive, towards the highway, he thought that the alcohol wasn't showing it's effect, but it was slowly turning into a poison in his head, blurring his vision partially, he chose not to tell anybody about it, they were having fun in the car, playing games n making fun of each other, that's when they noticed that the car wasn't being driven usually, it's movement was a little hasty, that's when the noticed that, kabir's behavior wasn't usual too, he was behaving weird, by constantly blinking his eyes, and trying to move his hands, his behavior told that he was drunk,

Kabir car rokk..." nisha shouted.

k..kyun..k..ya hua n..nishaa.." he said trying to talk as his body wasn't allowing him to.

Kabirr..tunee peeyi hui hain car rokk.."she shouted at him angrily.

Kabir thought that she was right, he tried pushing the break, but instead he pushed onto the accelerator, what would he do, his brain wasn't functioning properly, not a thing was under his control, he finally kept his leg on the break and pushed it hard, but no use,

Nishaa...b..breaks kaam nahi kar rahe...!" he said trying to form his words as he felt drowsy.

The others in the car panicked,

Kabirr...kuch karr naa...please...breaks lagaa..kuch karr..." they said.

He was trying to tackle with the breaks even in this state, when suddenly nisha shouted,

Kabirr...aage dekhkhhh..."kabir's drowsiness snapped out of his head as he looked in the front, a speeding truck was heading towards their car, and kabir quickly turned the steering to the left...they were about to hit the tree beside, kabir kept his left hand around nisha in order to save her and the baby,and,

Thuddd..." The car hit the three, destroying five lives and injuring the others,kabir's head hit the heardboard , leaving the blood to ooze out of his ears,

Ahhh...kabirrr..."nisha shouted as she hit herself hard in the front, she clutched her stomach and cried, as it pained severly, kabir couldn't save her, as he was in a half asleep condition, he was crying,

I am sorry nishaaa...sab meri galti hain...I am sorry.."he mumbled and tried moving his limbs but couldn't, as it was the complete effect of the alcohol he had taken, that's it he remembered,

The others lay in a brutal condition inside the car with severe injuries, soon, kabir could listen some noises, some known noises, the siren of an ambulance, police alarm, and some known voice, someone was crying, he thought he died, he cried as he couldn't save her maybe, he tried clearing his vision, but it was completely blurred by now, and he was unconscious, next day when he woke up in the hospital, everything was damaged to an extent that, nothing can be made right! Nisha was in coma, after the shock she received, of losing her first child as well as her cousins, the gangwal family broke of all the relations with kabir after that, someone gave them a wrong information that nisha died. That was the worst day for kabir, as once again his birthday has proved to be unlucky for him.

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Sukku...main chala jaaungaa...bas ekk baar nisha theek ho jaaye...aur kuch nahi chahiyee mujhee...please.."said kabir.

They decided not to make it an issue, and let kabir live there but just till nisha gets alright, kabir went towards nisha, placed a kiss on her forehead and left the place, that night, lakshmi slept beside her, taking care of her, nisha still was unconscious, due to the sedatives given to her by the doctor.

It was midnight, everyone was fast asleep, nisha snapped open her eyes, as some nefarious things were roaming in her mind, making her sleep disturbed, she wandered her eyes all over the room, but he was nowhere, she slowly peeped out of the room, searching for him, she roamed all over the house, as she passed through every room, she would get some glimpse, finally she found him, sleeping in the sofa in a sitting position, with his head leaned back . she smiled, as at last she found him, she went near him and sat beside him, she kept her head on his chest and cuddled into him, and drowsed off. Maybe this was the best place in this world for her, that she slept so peacefully like a small kid cuddling into him, kabir kept his arm around her in his sleep, making her more comfortable, finding solace in his embrace. Someone was noticing them from far away, with moist eyes, and cursed the god for complications n hurdles in their lives!

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