Part 5-
"I have nothing to talk about with you" muttered Avni as Neil followed her into her room as they arrived
Ajay looked at Neil as Neil closed the door
"Mama doesnt like the doors shut"
Neil's eyes gleamed with pain
He knew it was because she felt imprisoned, handing Ajay to Neela, Neil turned to face Avni
Avni put her hand up, putting a line of pillows across the bed
"Your side, my side, don't cross it"
Neil huffed loudly
"Avni be reasonable , I havent seen you in 2 years, atleast let me hold you"
"And whos fault is that"
Avni got into bed, turning around
Neil slammed the door shut
"No Neil, open the"
Neil was leaning over Avni as she turned on her back
"What are you doing"
"Im doing what I should have done ages ago, im going to treat you like the amazing wife you are"
Avni pushed Neil off her, throwing him on the other side of the pillows
zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
one shouldn't come in anybody's life, o god
Avni allowed herself to cry, the pain she felt of having the man she loved right next to her and not being able to forgive him was painful
aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba
and if comes, should never go away
Neil watched Avni's back, so close to him yet so far away
dene ho gar mujhe baad mein aansoo-
if somebody want to give me tears later
toh pehele koyi hasaaye na rabba - 2
then one shouldn't make me smile first
Avni remembered old memories with Neil, happy ones, her fingers lifting to the sindoor in her hair
The one he had once wiped away
dil ke jo armaan the, dil mein hi reh gaye
the desires/wishes of heart remained in heart itself
aashiqui jo kee toh ham, ashqon mein beh gaye
i love somebody, and now i drift in tears
gham ka fasaana hai, dard ye puraana hai
this is the story of sorrow, this pain is old
Avni wished she could move past the pain in her heart
But she couldnt forgive the man she loved
itna bhi koyi yaad aaye na rabba
one shouldn't miss somebody so much
Neil wanted so badly to reach out and pull Avni to him
She and Ajay the only thing giving him a reason to carry on
zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba
dene ho gar mujhe baad mein aansoo-
toh pehele koyi hasaaye na rabba
ashq aankhon mein bhare hain, jigar jalta hai
my eyes are filled with tears, my heart is burning
kya qayaamat hai, kya qayaamat hai
what a destruction is this
kya qayaamat hai-
what a destruction is this
bhari barsaat mein ghar jalta hai
in the heavy rain a home is burning
Neil led on his back, looking up at the ceiling, how much he had missed of his son's growing up, his wife's pain
His mother in law's grief
yahi sochta hoon kaise usko bhoolaaunga
i always think that how should i forget them
na woh kabhi aayegi, na usse bhool paaunga
They will never come to me, and i will never forget them
jeene ka thheekaana hai na marne ka bahaana hai
there is no source for what i should live, and there is no excuse to die as well
itna bhi koyi bhi sataaye na rabba
one should tease that much, o god
Neil huffed, his patience lost as he pulled the pillows away and held Avni to him
For now she would allow him to hold her; because she needed it to
zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
aaye jo koyi toh phir jaaye na rabba
dene ho gar mujhe baad mein aansoo-
toh pehele koyi hasaaye na rabba
zindagi mein koyi kabhi aaye na rabba
pehele koyi hasaaye na rabba
But tomorrow, tomorrow it was over
So, Motives, A Mother In Law And Marriage is now complete with an epilogue, also shall I make a pm list for future stories?