YIKESS !!! SaJan are SO JANUABLE!! - Page 35

Originally posted by: ayesha_80

Pheww!!! Its a loong task to read all ur posts.. But wat's happening here.. When i left, everything was fine and now mamla seems to b a bit tensed.

Well guys, before going v discussed Sam, his dedication, love, commitment everything. So, i'll share my views on Gunjan now.

i guess in friday's epi., she said "yun roz roz harney se behter hai, mein ek dafa hi apni haar man lun". We know that this is NOT Gunjan at all. She's always been a fighter and has faced every situation wid courage. But now circumstances have totally changed. She knows that no matter how everyone is being normal in front of her, yet things are not the way they used to b.

U guys may not agree wid me, but the way i see her sitution is that since her accident, there have been instances, where she was left wid no other option, except to look out to someone's help. Firstly, we saw her being all strong and say that i won't let anyone have pity on me, i'll always stay happy so that the others around me also stay happy. But soon after that, we saw her will-power shaken, when she realized that she can't even make a cup of tea for herself.

Then i wudn't go into those devraj bro's times, but even in the last week's holi epi., she told Samrat that she can manage things herself, but wat happened was that she fell trying to sit on her wheelchair. So, another reality check for her, that i can't even sit on my chair widout any help. Being so deeply in love wid Sam, she wud have loved to be in his arms her whole life, but now when he picks her up, it shatters her confidence, and makes her feel as if she's a burden on him. While writing this, i've realized that in yest. epi when Sam bends to pick her up, she doesn't want it. She wants herslf to be self-sufficient and she's every right in doing so.

Then she tried standing up and walking wid the walker, but again fell down. Again a set back, that i won't be able to walk ever. How many times more she has to prove it to HERSELF that life is not the same for me.. Everytime she's attempted these things is bcoz of her own will power, but wat she got in return was the mere fact that I CAN'T WALK..

So, it is but natural that she wud never bear that her disability affects any of her loved ones. I do appreciate the fact that Sam is making untiring efforts to make her walk, to bring her back to normal life. But all these efforts wud've died down, if she never tried. Whenever he said to hold his hand and try getting up, every time she did it. Even today, she stood up, but again she was back on her wheel chair with every hope fall and break on the ground like a piece of glass.

The question here is that y, despite so many attempts, despite standing on her own feet for like a couple of times, she can't take the first step. To me, the answer is that whatever happened wid her on the valentine's nite has made her heart lose the will to recover, the will to b back to the normal life. Her body recovered from that gun shot, but her heart had suffered and mayb died even before that happened. Today, when she says "mujhey bar bar is kami ka ehsaas mat dilao", coz i can handle my life wid this disability but ur being around me, mujhey us kammi ka ehsaas dilati hai, which has come in our relationship. And that kammi has taken my whole life away from me. I want the best for u, bcoz i have always loved u, but i myself am not the best for u.. And when she says this, not even a single tear drops from her eyes because i guess she cannot feel any pain, more than the pain she's actually gone through.

Originally posted by: meens1981

@diya ....i agree but wasnt sam in d smae baot....he never wanted to get separated from his chahsmish who gave him d confidence that he's worth sumone's love n if that some1 is going away from u , that wud easily kill as well....coz as per his POV as well he was equally damaged when d love of his life didnt understand d victims he's becum becozof his past nightmares's n even after baring his dirty secrets n soul how will he feel when his chashmish had given him na ulitmatum...yes she dis..."mujhe tab rokna jab tumhe shaadi pe vishwas aa jaye." ...had she been d selfless that we know of she shud have fought out his concerns with him.,...but we understoood she was emotionally fragile n vulnerable so she was broekn....now y cant that apply to samrat as welll....just becoz he appears confidenf from outside,,,,...but we all know he's so opp inside. infact more vulnerable coz gunjan had d secuirty of her sis n dad's love ....but he never had nething but for his chahsmish n imagine his plight when that was being santched away from him....i totally agree they need to talk about it n sort it ou....but she needs to listen to him for once for that....am praying evey great gods whether she finds d strenghgt to walk or not let her listen to him once then nothing else hopefully will matter to her

Originally posted by: ayesha_80

Diya, I'm all wid u in this one. I've seen ppl change drastically after such incidents. I've spent my whole life wid this (as in not in any kind of a relationship, but wid a life-long disease). The word that automatically gets attached to such ppl is "bechari" and to tell u the truth, this word KILLS. Mine is a looong story, wud tell u some other time.

But when i see Gunjan getting up and falling down, i actually see myself falling down. Mayb that's y soon after the episodes, i write updated for u and Mads, coz i have to get out of that trauma myself.

Originally posted by: ayesha_80

Pheww!!! Its a loong task to read all ur posts.. But wat's happening here.. When i left, everything was fine and now mamla seems to b a bit tensed.

Well guys, before going v discussed Sam, his dedication, love, commitment everything. So, i'll share my views on Gunjan now.

i guess in friday's epi., she said "yun roz roz harney se behter hai, mein ek dafa hi apni haar man lun". We know that this is NOT Gunjan at all. She's always been a fighter and has faced every situation wid courage. But now circumstances have totally changed. She knows that no matter how everyone is being normal in front of her, yet things are not the way they used to b.

U guys may not agree wid me, but the way i see her sitution is that since her accident, there have been instances, where she was left wid no other option, except to look out to someone's help. Firstly, we saw her being all strong and say that i won't let anyone have pity on me, i'll always stay happy so that the others around me also stay happy. But soon after that, we saw her will-power shaken, when she realized that she can't even make a cup of tea for herself.

Then i wudn't go into those devraj bro's times, but even in the last week's holi epi., she told Samrat that she can manage things herself, but wat happened was that she fell trying to sit on her wheelchair. So, another reality check for her, that i can't even sit on my chair widout any help. Being so deeply in love wid Sam, she wud have loved to be in his arms her whole life, but now when he picks her up, it shatters her confidence, and makes her feel as if she's a burden on him. While writing this, i've realized that in yest. epi when Sam bends to pick her up, she doesn't want it. She wants herslf to be self-sufficient and she's every right in doing so.

Then she tried standing up and walking wid the walker, but again fell down. Again a set back, that i won't be able to walk ever. How many times more she has to prove it to HERSELF that life is not the same for me.. Everytime she's attempted these things is bcoz of her own will power, but wat she got in return was the mere fact that I CAN'T WALK..

So, it is but natural that she wud never bear that her disability affects any of her loved ones. I do appreciate the fact that Sam is making untiring efforts to make her walk, to bring her back to normal life. But all these efforts wud've died down, if she never tried. Whenever he said to hold his hand and try getting up, every time she did it. Even today, she stood up, but again she was back on her wheel chair with every hope fall and break on the ground like a piece of glass.

The question here is that y, despite so many attempts, despite standing on her own feet for like a couple of times, she can't take the first step. To me, the answer is that whatever happened wid her on the valentine's nite has made her heart lose the will to recover, the will to b back to the normal life. Her body recovered from that gun shot, but her heart had suffered and mayb died even before that happened. Today, when she says "mujhey bar bar is kami ka ehsaas mat dilao", coz i can handle my life wid this disability but ur being around me, mujhey us kammi ka ehsaas dilati hai, which has come in our relationship. And that kammi has taken my whole life away from me. I want the best for u, bcoz i have always loved u, but i myself am not the best for u.. And when she says this, not even a single tear drops from her eyes because i guess she cannot feel any pain, more than the pain she's actually gone through.

Originally posted by: DiyaS

Ayesha, this was truly, truly beautiful ... especially blue@ 👏

@meena, yashi ... good to get diff POV's, this was a great discussion!!!

@ naveen, mads, ayesha, yashi, meens, jia and any other bhoots hanging around ... have to go now, g'nite, all ... let's see what this week brings for us

PS ... do you ppl notice ... they never tell us in any article what's gonna happen to Gunjan ... first it was whether she will recover from coma or not, and now they still "haven't decided about her paralysis" ... don't you find it strange? Are they really writing the track as they shoot? Find it difficult to blv that somehow!