RishBala:Pain is my treasure n binds me with U ❤️ - Page 4

Originally posted by: mandy1024

Fantastic analysis Tanzie 👏 Yest's epi was a milestone both in terms of story telling n performance 👏 VD was fab n DD complimented him beautifully 😳 Those who say Vivian cant act should watch this episode. He emoted by his eyes n expressions alone 😃 Kudos to him n loved DD too 👏 Even though she didn have much to do in yest's epi, loved the way she just stood by him when he was pouring his heart out to her 😳 I felt so bad for RK 😭 His grief is beyond imaginable Its not like one incident changed his perspective but there's only so much a person can tolerate in life. He was betrayed thrice n thrice he entrusted himself on another's case n all three times he was shattered beyond repair, just like the way he told Madhu on the night she called him an animal - his life was like the shattered glass pieces that can never be fixed again n now its hard for anyone to do that 😭 He loved his father the most n thought no matter what he wouldn leave him but he committed suicide Had he died in an accident or by some disease, maybe RK's grief wouldn have been tat much but he claimed his life himself. His father had the choice to stay with him but he chose to desert him instead Then he thought his mother would shelter him n mend his brken heart but when she married Kukuji n thought he'll be the father whom her son lost but alas that man n his son were nothing more than a bunch of greedy opportunists Far from being a father figure he couldn even be a decent human being 🤢 n his son was no better either. Then comes Deepali - a woman he loved with all his heart n for the first time he trusted someone not related to him by blood but he bound himself to her by giving his heart to her. But she left him too for fame n money 😡 Now RK has it all - stardom, fame n money but sadly he doesnt have hope to believe in life 😭 He gave life 3 chances n all 3 times destiny failed him 😭 How will he ever bring himself to trust anyone? Then comes Madhu - a girl who doesn't acknowledge his star status, doesn give 2 hoots for his larger than life image, slaps him infront of everybody, drags him to court n she does all this head on unlike those who backstabbed him. She cares for him, nurses him back to health when she has nothing to gain by doing any of that 😳 Unknowingly RK has now begun to trust any other person but yet is hesitant to accept his true feelings for her But hopefully the day isn far when he will realise that his wife is his soulmate n the only one who can do the impossible - mend his broken heart which he thinks is beyond repair but Madhu will no doubt achieve this feat as well 😳

oh my god ... such a looog comment.. it is bigger than the original post... mee marjaungi before i type this long.😳its not possible for me. my brain runs fast with new thoughts but my hands refuse to co operate with my creative brain kya karu...but u said well about rk and madhu. lets see what will happen...

Originally posted by: PurpleHorizon

Commenting after a long time...thanks to you🤣 OMG... first let me look at the comment and blv YOU seriously wrote so much 😲 😲 😲 😲 😲

Anyways yest.'s epi was very high on emotion and much needed too. True it is difficult to understand anyone's pain coz you don't know how it hurts until you are the one bearing it. Like RK said to Madhu...she can rightly think of him as inhuman with no feelings and love...but little does she knew till now what drives his life and actions. So this glimpse into his inner self was much needed...for her understanding of him. Yes, you dont know how it is until you go through it and thats y i told you yesterday most people wont like the episode 😛i always love deep characters so i loved yesterdays episode.. it has lot of depth to understand and to sink in.

In the start of the show I had a discussion with someone (dnt particularly remember with whom) on how his hatred is just not abt hurt ego. It was more...she had hit him at a spot most vulnerable, didn't know what but now its much clear. That case and sending him to jail, in a way turning his life...him loosing control over his life once again, was what had hit him. Though by a starnger but after so many betrayals he never wanted ANYONE else to ever have the reins of his life in their hands and thats why his reactions were so extreme. The marriage too was only to prove that he can control other's life but no one can control his. The marriage reminds me of how Poco had pointed out rightly that he took only his side of the vows...again emphasising that he expected nothing from Madhu. Ok, am going way off topic...and I dnt even knw if it makes sense.🤔 I didnt think of it. thanks so much for mentioning. you have a great point. true. after he has gained control over his life with so much difficult he hated if someone else come n try to destroy it. yesterdays scene, the water surface - smooth and when RK threw the stone the surface had ripple effect like the incidents did on RK's life so Madhu is like one of the effect who tried to destroy the smoothness of the surface again so he got mad n unfair with her. I remember everything Poco said. yea she mentioned he will always carry the responsibility and Madhu will always carry the commitment doesnt matter how they got married.

So back again to yest. epi. Rishabh is hurt and broken from within so much, more so coz it wasn't fate but these people themsleves, who chose to walk away from him...not thinking about his feelings and what will happen to him when they leave. When his father left him...he made his mother the centre of his life...and expected that in return. But his mother failed him...not that her decision of providing a father is to be blamed completely but at that point that was not what he needed. Not understanding his need of a mother that time is where she faltered. I wont blame Radhaji for getting married either but i guess she became a good wife but failed to become a good mother. something like i wrote in BD - Madhu. i wish they show more to how kukuji was to RK that time or how their relationship ruined and specially why did RK's father committed suicide.

Then came love, which is said to heal every wound. How he fell in love, how he could not see Dipali's true colors and all is immaterial..cause firstly when people are innocent and naive and have a good heart they never can even think that someone else does not have a good heart or is out their to betray them. And secondly he was desparate for love, for someone who could be his solace and make his life worth living. So he loved her with all his heart...trusted her with his wounds. So when love betrayed him it shattered him to an extent that he almost lost himself. i know right, doesnt the very thought of it makes you sad.. we have discussed it so many times that i donno what should I write now 😆 and you said everything what i wanted to.. agreed again 👏

And coming to the last part of the epi which is mainly what I started with...he knows the pain of betrayal and broken trust cause he is bearing it...so he could never wish it for anyone. How could he...he has a good heart which wants to protect another soul from breaking down n dying. Everyone thinks him to be inhuman but he is the most sensitive guy yet very very strong. he said even he wont want this for his enemy then how Madhu? so it shows how important Mahdu is he to him and what not. she won it, he deserves the respect, honor and security he has started giving her. and RK can never be a bad person. his sensibility amazes me sometimes. and if he was really inhuman and vengeanceful thn he would have never released Mallick.

At first I was like Madhu didn't react much to knowing abt the third attempt...but later understood tht more than this realisation she was amused by what Rishabh did for her...that he was trying to protect her soul..and that emotion took over her reaction to Malik's doing and prevented her from breaking down. May be the initial steps towards Rishabh being her centre of life and rest all fading away.

@Red, superbly said 👏 thanks for putting it this way.

Regarding you red underlined😆...well I agree. VD was brilliant in bringing out every pain, hurt, helplessness. His broken voice and crumpled face...just amazing.👏 I know 😆

Tanzie nice post

Originally posted by: Escape.My.Love.

so detailed and beautiful tanzie and so true. and if showing emotions means crying buckets to people and not understanding that sometimes having a septic heart is too numb for tears is absolutely their conceited shallow brains fault. so chill. 😃 i love the way you described his pain. 👏 and i think deepali looked amazing in the flashback.rk looked so happy.

Originally posted by: leelaa9

😆 Lord, Tanzie. Such spot-on gentle sarcasm about the clutter effect.👏 I'm sick and tired of the Bhatia carnival eating up screentime.

Will probably make a post in the next few days.😊 Yesterday was a lovely performance from DVD to further bring out the emotional powerhouse of the Rishbala story.😳

Originally posted by: harshdb

oh my god ... such a looog comment.. it is bigger than the original post... mee marjaungi before i type this long.😳its not possible for me. my brain runs fast with new thoughts but my hands refuse to co operate with my creative brain kya karu...but u said well about rk and madhu. lets see what will happen...

Originally posted by: Phoenix.Xeelan

I dont mind seeing other people scenes if they make sense and most of the time bhatia family doesn't i hate seeing too much melodrama and tears 🥱

will surely come to read your post 😳

Originally posted by: Phoenix.Xeelan

<font size="2" color="#660066">Hey Katherine thanks🤗</font>

<font size="2" color="#660066">I agree if you dont expect anything from anyone then you wont be hurt but then we are all humans and despite not trying we do... and sometimes we dont even realize at what point of time we did. She is younger than me and now she lives in Canada for studying. she was so desperate to leave the house as soon as she got adult. true its not easy to give the place of parents to someone else and they are like our role models and we expect everything from them so getting dissapointed with parents can even spoil a kids life. change their perspective towards life.
Madhu's tears when she asked it was deepali right? man just look at her. pain, jealousy and somanythings. she knew still rk loved deepali a lot too hurt her. the fact that RK was in love with another woman hurt her. another woman's place in her man's life. whatever he is.. he is HERs😆</font>

<font size="2" color="#660066">i don wanna argue with anyone Katherine.. now in a mood that someone will jump on me n i will entertain them u know😳</font>

<font size="2" color="#660066">Oh you reading.. it was my first ever written on IF😳</font>

Yep that's the sad part of life we always have expectations and want our dhunya to be perfect when the reality is that this dhyuna is imperfect and the people inside of it are flawed. We all want a paradise or a fairytail but sadly it doesn't exist. Life is really something ur cousn wanted to leave but she was forced to stay till 18 I wanted to stay wid my mom but promised her to always support my father and father got remarried to the woman that ruined my mom's marriage and send his 10 year old kid off to boarding school. Yea I think ur rite maddy isn't very happy that her man loved another woman

SPECIAL ALERT tanzie is in a very very good mood so if anyone wants to come and play now is the time 😆

Tanzie it was an awesome ff I finished it yesterday and I wrote a review on it 😳 I'm too lazy to retype it all here...i really loved it

Originally posted by: Phoenix.Xeelan

oh thats because you havent seen her comments on my FFs. usually my updates are within 3500 to 4000+ words and her comments are always near 2000 words or even more.. she loves to analyze what I write since she is a fabulous writer herself 😆 😆

oh u both are writers is it? that explains the loong comments and the writing skills...