Originally posted by: Phoenix.Xeelan
Hi there,
Remember me 😆 After a loonnggg time made a topic.
Its easy to say I know what are you feeling but its actually impossible to understand what you are really feeling when people closest to your heart hurt you or disappoint you with something that may change your life. specially for a 12 years old kid. First, the father. He left Risabh breaking the promise and surely at some extreme lonesome moment of his life, RK felt why did he left him all like this? without any support? he was so lonely
Then the healer his mom.i think their the disappointment came because he didnt understand the importance of getting married of Radhaji. I dont expect him to. he was so young, hurt and naive. and as a kid he didnt want to share the love and attention from his mom. it was painful for him. a stranger suddenly intervened into their lives. my aunt remarried aft my uncle was died and my cousin was 15 years old back then. she was revolted and distressed to the point of nervous breakdown bcoz she was not ready to share her mom with anyone else. thought the step father was good and till date she cudnt except him properly. so I understood the situation totally. and in RK's case it was worse because Kukuji never seem to treat him as son anyways. so bitterness gathered into his heart and the unison of heartache and bitterness molded into the shape of a stone barrier outside his heart and make him who he is.
Then comes Deepali, i always said RK loved deepali with all his heart once. She was once his healer, his support. a flame of fire and love in his extremely lonely life. He thought finally someone came who loves me unconditionally and aint gonna leave me alone in the darkness. loneliness is a curse and even worse is if there's noone who truly love the person. what they feel, how the face the world alone, how they survive..most of the time the world wont be able to even understand it. The betrayal of trust and love from the closest people in your lives can break you, destroy you completely and turn you into someone else you never were and that's exactly RK is. third time he got betrayed when deepali left him for money and fame he couldnt provide that time. then look the fate, what an irony... he has everything now.. money, fame, name, popularity, fans but is he happy? NO he is not. he cant be. no person can be happy without love. its essential to one's soul for survival otherwise you become empty. like a machine or like a dementor the loneliness.. craving for love sucks the life out of you turning you into a corpse like living being.
Madhu is the only person who has till now was honest to him, cared for him, performed her duty as wives though here RK didnt expect anything from her so it was totally surprising for him to see someone can be loving, caring to him without a benefit or return. so how could he let the same person get hurt and go through the same pain he went once? he understand the father child relationship so well and values it and he has seen how much Mallick means to Madhu that to save him she got married to him. so if Madhu comes to know Mallick being the attacker, she would be shattered and RK cant let Madhu go through the same pain. he fiercely protected her because she is the only thing he has now and he is holding onto it blindly and probably RK doesnt even realize what Madhu IS TO HIM ❤️ his solace in a strange way. someone he can rely. can you see in some tiny corner of his heart he is still in HOPE someday someone will love him unconditionally and without hurting him again. Just HOPE. he is being human and nothing else.
Madhu was overwhelmed with the revelation, warmth she didnt expect and the security she felt. like her heart got secured... she is safe because no1 can hurt her anymore. her character is a nice combination of vulnerability and courage. 😳
Note: Those who said VD sucks in emotional scene sud check their eyes again and see yesterdays episode. his face was crumpled in pain and best was when he told Madhu he couldnt let him get hurt again like he was. he was fabulous that time. 👏 👏 If someone still cant see how amazing he was in yesterdays episode is either used to with seeing too much flat face acting or doesnt understand what pain is. PERIOD.
PS: NO BASHING because Im not in a mood to argue with you so if you dont agree just stay away and don't come to fight with me 😎