RishBala:Pain is my treasure n binds me with U ❤️

Hi there,

Remember me 😆 After a loonnggg time made a topic.

Its easy to say I know what are you feeling but its actually impossible to understand what you are really feeling when people closest to your heart hurt you or disappoint you with something that may change your life. specially for a 12 years old kid. First, the father. He left Risabh breaking the promise and surely at some extreme lonesome moment of his life, RK felt why did he left him all like this? without any support? he was so lonely

Then the healer his mom.i think their the disappointment came because he didnt understand the importance of getting married of Radhaji. I dont expect him to. he was so young, hurt and naive. and as a kid he didnt want to share the love and attention from his mom. it was painful for him. a stranger suddenly intervened into their lives. my aunt remarried aft my uncle was died and my cousin was 15 years old back then. she was revolted and distressed to the point of nervous breakdown bcoz she was not ready to share her mom with anyone else. thought the step father was good and till date she cudnt except him properly. so I understood the situation totally. and in RK's case it was worse because Kukuji never seem to treat him as son anyways. so bitterness gathered into his heart and the unison of heartache and bitterness molded into the shape of a stone barrier outside his heart and make him who he is.

Then comes Deepali, i always said RK loved deepali with all his heart once. She was once his healer, his support. a flame of fire and love in his extremely lonely life. He thought finally someone came who loves me unconditionally and aint gonna leave me alone in the darkness. loneliness is a curse and even worse is if there's noone who truly love the person. what they feel, how the face the world alone, how they survive..most of the time the world wont be able to even understand it. The betrayal of trust and love from the closest people in your lives can break you, destroy you completely and turn you into someone else you never were and that's exactly RK is. third time he got betrayed when deepali left him for money and fame he couldnt provide that time. then look the fate, what an irony... he has everything now.. money, fame, name, popularity, fans but is he happy? NO he is not. he cant be. no person can be happy without love. its essential to one's soul for survival otherwise you become empty. like a machine or like a dementor the loneliness.. craving for love sucks the life out of you turning you into a corpse like living being.

Madhu is the only person who has till now was honest to him, cared for him, performed her duty as wives though here RK didnt expect anything from her so it was totally surprising for him to see someone can be loving, caring to him without a benefit or return. so how could he let the same person get hurt and go through the same pain he went once? he understand the father child relationship so well and values it and he has seen how much Mallick means to Madhu that to save him she got married to him. so if Madhu comes to know Mallick being the attacker, she would be shattered and RK cant let Madhu go through the same pain. he fiercely protected her because she is the only thing he has now and he is holding onto it blindly and probably RK doesnt even realize what Madhu IS TO HIM ❤️ his solace in a strange way. someone he can rely. can you see in some tiny corner of his heart he is still in HOPE someday someone will love him unconditionally and without hurting him again. Just HOPE. he is being human and nothing else.

Madhu was overwhelmed with the revelation, warmth she didnt expect and the security she felt. like her heart got secured... she is safe because no1 can hurt her anymore. her character is a nice combination of vulnerability and courage. 😳

Note: Those who said VD sucks in emotional scene sud check their eyes again and see yesterdays episode. his face was crumpled in pain and best was when he told Madhu he couldnt let him get hurt again like he was. he was fabulous that time. 👏 👏 If someone still cant see how amazing he was in yesterdays episode is either used to with seeing too much flat face acting or doesnt understand what pain is. PERIOD.

PS: NO BASHING because Im not in a mood to argue with you so if you dont agree just stay away and don't come to fight with me 😎

Fantastic analysis Tanzie 👏 Yest's epi was a milestone both in terms of story telling n performance 👏 VD was fab n DD complimented him beautifully 😳 Those who say Vivian cant act should watch this episode. He emoted by his eyes n expressions alone 😃 Kudos to him n loved DD too 👏 Even though she didn have much to do in yest's epi, loved the way she just stood by him when he was pouring his heart out to her 😳 I felt so bad for RK 😭 His grief is beyond imaginable Its not like one incident changed his perspective but there's only so much a person can tolerate in life. He was betrayed thrice n thrice he entrusted himself on another's case n all three times he was shattered beyond repair, just like the way he told Madhu on the night she called him an animal - his life was like the shattered glass pieces that can never be fixed again n now its hard for anyone to do that 😭 He loved his father the most n thought no matter what he wouldn leave him but he committed suicide Had he died in an accident or by some disease, maybe RK's grief wouldn have been tat much but he claimed his life himself. His father had the choice to stay with him but he chose to desert him instead Then he thought his mother would shelter him n mend his brken heart but when she married Kukuji n thought he'll be the father whom her son lost but alas that man n his son were nothing more than a bunch of greedy opportunists Far from being a father figure he couldn even be a decent human being 🤢 n his son was no better either. Then comes Deepali - a woman he loved with all his heart n for the first time he trusted someone not related to him by blood but he bound himself to her by giving his heart to her. But she left him too for fame n money 😡 Now RK has it all - stardom, fame n money but sadly he doesnt have hope to believe in life 😭 He gave life 3 chances n all 3 times destiny failed him 😭 How will he ever bring himself to trust anyone? Then comes Madhu - a girl who doesn't acknowledge his star status, doesn give 2 hoots for his larger than life image, slaps him infront of everybody, drags him to court n she does all this head on unlike those who backstabbed him. She cares for him, nurses him back to health when she has nothing to gain by doing any of that 😳 Unknowingly RK has now begun to trust any other person but yet is hesitant to accept his true feelings for her But hopefully the day isn far when he will realise that his wife is his soulmate n the only one who can do the impossible - mend his broken heart which he thinks is beyond repair but Madhu will no doubt achieve this feat as well 😳

Originally posted by: harshdb

beautiful post .. u finally got an inspiration to create a Post. and yes both did great job. really impressed with their performance. they are improving each day.
p.s. many red and underline warnings😆 whatz the matter... 😉

Originally posted by: me_shreeya

Tanzie🤗

Beautiful.. It was such a pleasure reading your analysis❤️

I loved loved the episode and ofcourse whatever you said about it in your post.I was literally speechless after the episode. It was amazing.

Originally posted by: Phoenix.Xeelan

Thanks so much. Im still not inspired but my friends requested me to make one so I did 😳 and i m a bit free today actually so I did 😆 yeap they keep improving.. i love how DD's eyes expresses the emotions.
underline lines are you never know.. was just protecing myself 😉 there's a lot of people who dont like me and Im not in a mood to fight with anyone .. 😊