|| SS: 40 Lakhs Later || Part 11A Pg 53 - Page 31

After long time.. Fabulous update 👍🏼

I read all the 9 parts in one go.. Gosshh they were amazing..! I just love ur way of writing..! M feeling too bad for RK and at the same time m falling for this l'il krishy.. Aww he's so adorable..!
Pleaseee pm me when u update the nxt chapter.. Pleaseee!

40 Lakhs Later...

Part 10

"Snap"

6:30 am. It was time to go.

I got into the car, not bothering to give the mansion another look. Goodbyes were harder when you saw what you were leaving.

"Kahan jaana hai saab ji?" The new driver asked from the front seat adjusting the heater.

"Oh yeah, hold on..." I said reaching in for my pocket, "...let me call that damn producer," I struggled checking my other pocket when the previous loony driver slumped onto my shoulder.

This was going to be a long trip and with this snow...

"I think I left it inside, be right back," I informed the driver closing the door not worrying if I woke up the nutcase who was beginning to drool.

The mansion was pretty quiet, I guess even the help got to sleep in on Sundays. I tiptoed up the stairs trying to be as quiet as possible.

I was almost up the stairs when I heard a silent sob, coming from my room. As I got closer I recognized those silent cries to be none other than hers.

I pressed myself against the wall cursing myself for her state. But its better this way. Or is it?

I listened to her cry for a while before I heard the first crash, followed by audible frustration and then more sobs that became softer as time went on.

Finally went the frustration seem to have plateaued, I opened the door and saw pieces of a broken vase on the floor.

Carefully avoiding them my eyes fell upon her. She lay on the bed, face buried in the pillow I laid awake on.

She reacted to the sound of my entrance and her alerted face sharply rose up from the pillow as she quickly tried to compose herself before she saw that there was no point in the false stance as the room pretty much spoke for itself.

I gathered her in my arms before while she struggled but then accepted defeat shortly.

"Why!!! WHY!!! WHY RK WHY??? Why!!! Why-hy-hy..."

I didn't know how to answer her.

There were reasons why I left her, they were for the best. And then my world ended when she was announced dead. But today I still believe my reasons are valid. She doesn't belong with me. Someone like me.

"I told you that night." I replied coldly letting go letting my back face her accusations saving my weak eyes.

"No," she shook her head, "My question is why you left me in the middle? What did I do to deserve that? You hovered over my chastity and then let it go untouched, yet you bared me leaving me the most vulnerable I've ever been in my life. I wondered for days, months, every second of my life so far. If you wanted to ruin me, you could have had me and then left me alone, I would've loathed myself but I would've gotten through it. But you," she reached for my collars demanding my eyes to face hers.

This was dangerous.

Let's hope all those filmfare awards actually were worth something.

"'you left me but ruined me to the point of no return. Love is something not to be lied about Rish' RK. You must have really hated me to drive you to that point." She corrected herself.

"Why did you hate me enough to tell me you loved me? And then leave me? And not even be kind enough to tell me the real reason? I want to know why I deserved that much hate. What did I do that was bad enough to drive you to this!"

I felt hollow in my torso, and guilt and sorrow flood into my stomach while pain speared my heart.

"I told you that night and I don't think you have any right to ask me anymore," I said hating every word but hoping this really did it for her. She needed to forget about me, for her.

"Any right? I don't have any right! Do I need to remind you that you took my'" before she reminded herself it was only figuratively and emotionally.

"'I didn't." I cut her off grabbing my phone off the side table, heading for the door.

"Fine," she shouted as her dupatta fell to the floor. "Finish what you started and tell me, I desire a peaceful last breathe"

I was disgusted.

Not with her, but rather with myself for pushing her to this.

I took each step with much thought, eyes beginning to form tears of guilt. I stopped in front of her and gave in. Listened to my heart for the first time in a really long while.

My cold hands made their way to her face, as I felt her warmth seep through. Brushing her familiar loose hairs back, I pressed a kiss of assurance and strength to her forehead.

Bringing myself closer I wrapped the forgotten dupatta around her like a shawl.

This winter was going to be cold. She needed it.

I am rather confused. What exactly is happening? Did they or didn't they? Also, did she attempt suicide or is she just throwing words in the air?

Originally posted by: DonnaHarvey

I am rather confused. What exactly is happening? Did they or didn't they? Also, did she attempt suicide or is she just throwing words in the air?

And thank you for changing it. I feel speci---aaal😳

thanks for nothing

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NO! RES!

"Why!!! WHY!!! WHY RK WHY??? Why!!! Why-hy-hy..."

I didn't know how to answer her.

There were reasons why I left her, they were for the best. And then my world ended when she was announced dead. But today I still believe my reasons are valid. She doesn't belong with me. Someone like me.

"I told you that night." I replied coldly letting go letting my back face her accusations saving my weak eyes.'

I liked that little part there ^.

'This was dangerous.'

LOL I don't know why but that made me laugh ^.

Update the next part quick this time woman. I need to know what happens next, and I'd like to find out soon, not 10 years from now!

Ahaha I'm kidding! <3 Take your time...

AWESOME UPDATE DEAR...