'Ek berang zindagi sahab ke naam' conclude p95 - Page 23

Originally posted by: buttbhai

hi jagurti, dutta leaving so deprissive need 2 relax so plssssssssssss update soon. raising our curoisty 2 the peak then u go 2 sleep and want us 2 wait is not fair.is it

Originally posted by: buttbhai

hi jagruti, still waiting hello hello no reply.

Stopping at the door of duttas office naku knocks on the face of a wood surface and then after a short pause she carefully pushes open the door.

Holding open the door with one hand naku carefully steps into the room…looking into the close distance of duttas of nakusha sees dutta sitting at his desk in the centre of the room. With his chair facing in the opposite direction nakusha could see only the back of his head from where she was standing…stepping in naku made dutta aware of her presence. Sahab chai… dutta didn't reply and nakusha thought it best keep quite. She walking closer to his desk she left the white cup and sourer on his desk. Looking around the room for an insight into how she should approach the conversation …naku drops her sight..begins playing with the blue pallu of her saari nervously. - "Sahab mere ko maaf karo…"

Hearing nakus words which were out of context dutta realizes that maybe she knew of last night. Having his chair turned back to her..he couldn't see her yet her tone of voice he knew very well. She was apologizing with regret…maybe for something she didn't even know of..closing the file that he was looking over dutta turns his armchair to face naku…putting the file down on the desk in front dutta takes a glance at naku and is blown away. She looked beautiful…her simplicity was her perfection. She didn't raise a glance at dutta yet he could sense her feeling. Continually gazing at nakus beauty.

Dressed in a role blue shade..naku's tone glowed..the green in her eyes carried a sparkle. Her simple touches, sindhoor…light make up, all added to her look..it was the simple things he loved about nakusha.

Dutta snapped out of his phase when he heard an stubborn yet silent tone from nakusha. Dutta softy examined the way nakusha was humble yet stubborn. There was a kind of fear in her tone of voice yet it was all accompanied by a wife's nature of endurance. She didn't lift her gaze and her presence was submissive yet dedicated to her words he knew she would only act upon her words.

"Sahab jab tak aap muje meri galti nahin baatayeygi, maaf nahin karenge…mein yaha se nahin jaayeygi."

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Chapter 9

"Tu ne kuch kiya nahin hai..ab jaa apna kam kar." Nakusha didn't accept, the way he didn't make eye contact..or didn't look at her naku knew he was hiding the matter from her but this is what she was so annoyed about. What was it that she had done for him to react this way and why?

Dutta remains silent yet his eyes work out the type of determination naku was carrying. She was stubborn and if she was he was going to be too. reaching out for that cup of tea dutta pulls it closer infront of him on the desk and picks up the cup. Drinking from it slowly…looking at naku as he takes the fluid down he sees a child like mannerism that would take a lot to convince. But he did it his way…in silence…because silence was always more effective.. he drank from the cup continuously .and nakusha waited passively for him to react. To speak but nothing of the sort happened.

Dutta even finished his tea off and then began again to flick through his file which arose more nerves and tension in naku.

Mein nahin jaayeygi sahab.. naku looked up to dutta with hope of a reply..

Lifting his eyes up from reading his file dutta gave an apt reply "Toe meine kab kaha ke tu yaha se jaa…tu yaha kadhi reh aur mein teri kubsurti niharta rahunga" nakusha new it was sarcastic..his tone was to blunt for it to be a line of romance and his eyes were fixed on paperwork.

Dutta tired to avoid it yet when 15 minuites had passed with a constant ticking of the wall clock and naku was still in his presence he had to give up.

Tu aise nahin maanegi naa?

Naku looks up at him and then nodds negativity but beging sure not to provoke anger she quickly reminds dutta about her feelings for him just by using the term "sahab". For dutta that refrence to him remined him of the sort of love she had…it was full of devotion, respect, purity.

Shaking his head in annoyance at the way Nakusha's one word could melt him so much dutta regained a firmness.. standing from his chair he slowly walked around..stepping around his desk keeping a glowing tint in his eyes as he watches naku his footsteps could be heard on the tiled floor as he approached and every footstep made a mark on nakus heart. His approach his influence the way he placed his hand behind his back in an very masterly manner always left naku with a feeling of nerves. As she felt his close presence stop before her heart began to thud with anticipation. She never knew quite why this was however his every closeness seemed to play on naku. The sent of a musky masculine aftershave around her filled the air. Before she could raise her expression up to him he spoke…and she happened to glance up..capturing that deep look in his eyes as he spoke. With soft pauses in-between his phrases dutta spoke with that strong edge to his voice.

"Tu muje vada kar ke tu royey gi nahin.

Tu udaas nahin hogi..

Tu is ke bare main kuch syaada nahin sochengi"

Naku looks up at dutta with an innocence and nodds.. dutta knew that some of these promises would be void even before he had spoken yet had added them as a precaution.

Reaching over his desk…dutta picks up what looks like to be a remote and flicks a button..nakusha watches him walk away A few steps and turn his back. Before she could question him she hears her own voice playing in the background and turning around realizes that a cctv recording is playing on the multiple screens…

Turning to watch…nakusha watches lastnights incident..silenlty and realizes what her so called mistake was. From dutta providing a bandage to her drinking ..and the incidents that follow.

Having watched it in slience the tape stops and silence walls in the room. Nakusha is overhelmed in surprise at her behaviour and as ever she reacts in silent tears. Deep down she was ashamed of herself for having acted what to her was disrespectfully in duttas presence. Somewhere she was confused and shocked that she could do this. Overall she reacted how dutta had predicted…a little over the top with a wifely regret. After an intial shock nakusha realized and turing to dutta who still had his back to her..she felt like she could no longer face him. she was embarresed..upset and remosful of the way she had acted..

Walking a little closer she stops behind duttas figure…fidderling her hands in an tense nervousness she on looks dutta who has his back to her is silent..but as naku looks on at his diverted figure she takes his diverted gesture as anger and apologies … with tears running down her eyes nakus speaks with innocence..

"Aap ki narazgee sahlegi sahab lekin chupi nahin bardash hoti…Maaf karo sahab"

Dutta turns to nakusha realizing that she as ever was using her tears for the mimal of matters..his expression is of deep comfort and ease. There was no disspointement..no anger no reaction just love. If there was anything it was a playful amusment .. there was no doubt he had found nakus incident..innocent..loveable. looking at the way in which nakus expression failed to look up at him..the way in which her cheeks were lined with embarresemet and tear droplets..dutta picked up nakshas expression and gave a comforting smile…wiping away her tears with his thumbs he cupped her face lovingly and his eyes glowed with love..

"Ey naku..koi narazgee nahin hai..koi ghuza nahin..ab yey rona band kar.. as nakusha wipes away her tears she drops her expression as dutta gazes are lovingly into her."

satch kahu toe muje tumari yey naadangi pyaari lagi..

naku looks at up at dutta and his loving gesture feels her with embarresment..dropping her expression onto his chest dutta smiles at nakus reaction...and then listen ins on her silent words as she rests upon him.

"meri galti ko pyaar ka naam de kar nazarandaz kar rahe ho sahab.."

dutta denies it and his tone of voice again turns firm bilkul nahin. Har galti ki saza hoti hai naku..

naku feels a little worried at the way dutta mentions punishment and she parts from his chest at once…looking up at him with innocent eyes… as always she devotes herself to his words..his wishes. Timidly dropping her sight she becomes passive something which dutta likes to take advantage of in naku.

"Aap joe bhi saza doe muje manzoor hai "

Dutta looks down at nakusha with a certain playfulness in his eyes that she doesn't notice. For nakusha..she took his words in the form of an commandment.

Taking advantage of the moment duttas expression creases into a smile as he plays the moment his way.. as his eyes point to the open door of the room he talks with an seriousness to his words, something that worries nakusha even more.

"Jaa..aur darvaasa band karke aa.." without lifting her expression nakusha does as he asks..walking a length across the room she stops at two wooden faced doors closes one of the partially opened ones..

and is about to turn to walk back when she hears duttas further instruction…

-"tala laga.."

She does as he instructs, bolting the door shut she turns to walk back..but contrary to her action she sees dutta approaching which stops her in her tracks. His approach, his footsteps sound as he closes the distance between them …nakushas heart delves as he gets closer.. his expression was blank..there was a certain rawness in his eyes that scared her. knowing not what to expect in fear she shut her eyes tighty. There were the rare times he had hurt her in anger, raised his hand only with the fustration of love ..she had felt his wrath before and pain was something that nakusha was used to be that emotional..or physical..duttas anger never hurt, contrary it provided her with comfort a feeling that even his anger healed many scars of hers. It showed his intensity of love which he could never put in words.

Little did nakusha know..that dutta's punishment nothing other than love..stopping a heartbeat away dutta looked at a fearful expression tightly shut eyes that anticipated something very different to what he was about to do. Smiling at the innocence of his wife dutta moved his expression over nakushas slowly..

As nakusha held a fearful posture she felt soft touch upon her lips.. dutta had kissed her.. Opening her eyes out of shock of the moment nakusha fell into embarrassment as she caught glance of those mischievous eyes.. Dropping her expression shyly naku finally put two and two together and realized the intentions of her husband…"sahab"....dutta shushed naku as he moved closer galti ki hai toe sazza toe banti hai naku, naku could say nothing nor did she want too for she had committed to his choice of punishment and more so an affection of love grew as he grew closer.

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Later on in the day as dutta walked the rounds of patil niwas..there was just silence..he looked a little like a guard watching over his property. Walking with a certain trend to his posture..hands rested behind his back..he walked every inch of the house and his eyes searched for nakusha..but she was no where to be seen. From the bedroom..down to the kitchen..the lounge..the garden…puja room. Wondering where nakusha had got to dutta happens to walk across the landing and sees naku sat on one of the steps of the staircase. Finding a little strange..duttas face creases with a certain smile. Not too expressive but just enough to acknowledge naku. Walking softly in her direction dutta is surprised that nakusha does not hear him approach. Silently pausing dutta takes a seat next to naku on the stairs and watches the way she seems silently lost. "Apne bhai auri aayi ki jaane par udaas hai.?" baabi and sethji had left the house and nakusha seemed quite ever since..hearing duttas voice close to her nakusha realizes that dutta is close to her..and there is a certain jolt in her posture. Snapping of her phase nakusha tries to frame that lost motion into to a smile.. Observing the way in which dutta sitting next to her ..something in nakusha flinches as she thinks of duttas wholeheartedness…

he ruled realms of people..people that wouldn't let his feet touch the floor..people that put him on a throne yet here he was sitting at floor level next to her. Nakusha always kept a certain formality when it came to respect for dutta..but maybe sometimes she over looked it..maybe she should pay more attention. With that thought.. nakusha..moved away subtly and onto one stair beneath dutta. now he was at height level above her and she sat close to his feet. Dutta noticed the way she had moved in a deep tone his voice was silent yet firm looking down at her his eyes question "..kya hua? Mere pass behtne mein kya taklif hai.?"

Nakusha looks up at Dutta with that particular tint in her eyes..and smile on her expression.

"koi takleef nahin hai sahab..lekin meri jaaga yaha hai". There was a complexion of devotion in nakus words..and at times dutta worried weather he would be able to live up to her expectations. But there was an innocence to nakusha that was simple, pure..no matter what he would tell her dutta knew nakusha would only stick to her in devotion.

There was a softness to his eyes..to his words as she looked down at nakusha

"tuje samjane ka koi vaida nahin hai naa?...tu nahin badal ne wali."

Nakusha nodds In agreement and her smile is contagious and leads to dutta smiling..

As naku puts her head into duttas lap…dutta looks on at her with love..stroking her hair dutta was aware that these were going to be the moments to savior.

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Patil Niwas members are home and in the norms of a long day Dutta and baji enter patil niwas after a days traveling to various meetings. As dutta enters..aayi sahab and and kishore sit amongst the lounge. Duttas eyes trail off in search of nakusha…

'His expression seems trailed with tiredness…taking off the overcoat of his blue pathani aatire he is about to swing it off his shoulders when he feels a touch to his right arm from behind. Taking a glance back..nakusha stands to his side..and a comforting streak takes to that stren look of duttas. It hadn't been a good day yet seeing naku was like washing it all away.

Nakusha helped dutta out of his overcoat..dutta turns to look at nakusha. Just because she was the ease in his life.. just her presence made things better. Feeling his eyes looking down at her nakusha wraps duttas overcoat in her hands..taking a soft glance.."mein pani lati hai." dutta felt comforted by nakus small gestures and even baaji and kishore where pleased to see the good effect naku had on dutta.

Dutta takes a seat amongst the rest of the family. Just as a sense of relaxation was begging to comfort dutta a patil house guard enters.

"Bhao wadi se koi aurat aap se milne aayi hai."

Even though being strained by various business stresses dutta couldn't neglect his people. –"Use andar ane doe".-

When the woman enters, Dutta realizes that this was going to be more than just a few quite words. She was the same old woman who had cursed him for killing her son. She was always to make a scene. As dutta sees her entering ...his gaurds on either side.. baji gives dutta a certain look as if he would get rid of her now yet duttas eyes deny baji any right to do so. Dutta wanted baji to keep calm..

Even aayi and kishore were aware of this woman and a sudden worry grows but dutta doesn't give it a chance to effect aayi. He asks kishore to take aayi sahab away and he does so.

Left In the room is Baaji who stands at dutta's side and dutta seated on the sofa ..apt of his authority he watches the woman walk into the house… and stand in front of him…and as usual her entrance was not a quite one. Again she had entered with bad words for Dutta. There was certain crazy look about this woman…dressed in very raggy appearance… her white saari signified her loss for her son. Her hair scraggy..her appearance messy. It was obvious that she had crossed all lines of decent living.

Acknowledging the woman's age..close to his aayis,dutta folds his hands as a gesture as in respect. 'Bolyey kya kar sakta hoon mein aapke leiyey." Despite the sniggering insults from this woman dutta keeps calm..yet. it was never long till a lion would wake in irritation.

"Appne bete ka badla chahti hai ek maa.

Tume duki dekhna chahti hoon.. dutta shri ram patil tume tadapte hue dekhna chahti hoon."

Baaji's blood begins to boil at the way this woman carries on insulting dutta. his expression creases and keeps hold just because of dutta.

Nakusha unaware of what is going on walks in to the lounge..and is shocked to see the woman..the words that were coming from her were painful in every sense. Dutta realizes that Nakusha is present when she puts a glass of water onto the table in front of him. duttas eyes find nakus sight immediately…"Tu jaa yaha se.." naku nods, Just as she is about to leave the old woman talks of naku which hits a certain soft spot in dutta and his anger begins to arise.

"Tu..uski patni hai naa…" Nakusha turns around but says nothing, tries to ignore it and walk away but this woman's words are far too intense.

"Khooni hai tera pati..Hatyara hai..

Tu uske saath kush nahin rahegi… woah tume koi kushi nahin de sakta.."

Nakus eyes were filling up in tears at this womans taunting and dutta had lost all patience. Seeing tears in nakus eyes was unbearable for dutta and with an intensity dutta arose from his seat…pulling naku away from this woman pushing her behind him. Dutta made who he was clear.

"Ey.aurat..mein aabtak tera maan rakh raha tha kyun ke tu meri aayi ki umar ki hai.

Ek baat sunle…tuje khatam karne mein muje vakt nahin lage ga."

Dutta didn't touch the woman…baaji had surrounded her with a gun yet duttas one gesture and baji put it down.There was furious anger that could drown anyone yet this woman was laughing and she had more too say. she looked at naku who was hidden behind dutta in a very strange and intense manor.

"Kyun dutta shri ram patil… shaadhi karne se phele tumne apni patni ko yey nahin batayay ke tu pita nahin ban sakta. Shaap joe diya hai meine tujko." Naku was horrified by the womans words, a flashback of this woman and her words at the time of supriya came to naku and she was frightened.

Duttas face was evident of uncontrollable anger but he was too much offa man for it to take a physical form on a woman, that too of his mothers age.

With as much intensity and anger to his voice duttas remains tact..

"Baaji ise phele ke mere haatho se kuch galat ho jayey isko bhar kar." Baji does as dutta asks and the woman is dragged away.

The intensity of anger fills dutta as he watches the woman leave…but from behind him dutta hears ..a sound of weeping….nakusha was crying.

Turning around…dutta is confronted by a frightened, timid broken naku in tears. Hurt by the way naku was inflicted by this duttas eyes melt into concern seeing her this way. Stepping closer he gives Nakusha way to drop into his arms and comforts her as she weeps.

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Originally posted by: shallymann

very nice update ..... just loved dutta's punishment 😳

Originally posted by: rubal223

great going....................