CHAPTER 9
'Just get out please everyone leave me alone',she shouted,putting her hands on her ears,blocking all the noises she closed her eyes tight.
Abhi just stared at her she had became so vulnerable in front of all of us yet so brave.
Everyone left the room;leaving her alone.
Absentmindedly,she lay on the bed staring at the ceiling,tears streaming down her face,not wanting to stop.
Why do they all have to come back i don't need them i am still learning to get over them they ruined everything i ever had?why?
she got up in a sitting position.Slowly got back into her wheelchair,got herself her oxygen tank and her medicine box and wheeled her self forward.
She put herself in a plain white top with a black hoodie and put some legging put some trainers,to finish her look her she put her glasses on.Gradually,she was ready to leave,she inserted the oxygen tubes and looked at herself in the mirror.
'look at me miss chasmish look at the state of you you have changed so much aww look how cute your look even though your upset the most beautiful women in the world if i do say so myself',she said to herself through tears and a smile.
She wheeled herself out of the room.
everyone looked at her in shock,she smiled at their reaction.
she wheeled herself further along the corridor.
'Where are you going di you need rest if you don't tell me i will follow you',he said sternly looking straight at her.
'out for some fresh air if you follow me i will commit suicide bhai i just want some time alone before you say any thing else yes i am wearing a top under this hoodie bye love you',she said looking at him with teary eyes.
'di i can't live with out you if you go i go ',he said looking right into her eyes.
'no bro if you die i die just stay smiley but please don't follow me other wise my life is at stake please just phone me i love you',she whispered opining up her arms for a hug.
He ran up to her and gave her a hug and said ' i love you even if the others don't regardless what others think of you in my eyes you are perfect love you so much no one can replace you in my life.Remember to return back at the hospital and i will be waiting sissy kay.I don't want to let go of this embrace i'm scared you are going to do something stupid.She broke the embrace.
Di please don't say such stupid things and don't even think about doing some thing so stupid.Your bhai your Robin bhai and bhabi and Purvi di are always waiting for you, your always wanted di ;love you so much I guarantee you won't fine a definition in a dictionary to describe how much i love you kay',his voice cracked and he burst into tears.
' you got me crying bhai. Remember you will never find a dictionary definition of how much love i hold for you it's eternal okay and i will never do or say anything so stupid. What a selfish bitch i am? I am sorry bhai.I will be back sooner or later kay.Love you so much i will come once i find peace',she sobbed trembling .
Purab stood by her side holding her hand.
she wheeled left turning to say something 'Abhishek your chasmish is back see my chasma. she burst out laughing.Remember chasmish jaise suhke kishmish was always true in it.I know you will miss me the most,if you miss me i will miss you always.Remember when i am gone your fuggy,chasmish will miss you so',she said sweetly with tears and a smile.
He just stared in her big watery eyes,they still had so much love shining through.
She wheeled her self out waving at her Robin bhai,bhabi and Purvi di.
Ahi just stared at her leaving the platform reaching an elevator.
Tears were coming out of his eyes.
'I am definitely going to miss her the most knowing or unknowingly.She was the one who needed me the most but i was never there for her.My actions had always hurt her the most.What had i done to her? I am her villain.What has she done to deserve anything like this;she deserves none of the pain she has been experiencing all her life.',he said to himself repenting everything he had done to her.
A fresh layer of tears stained his face.
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