The pain that is in me ,
The grief that enfolds me ,
It's as if there is only
darkness and gloom ,
The wound in my heart ,
Only grows deeper ,
With each start ,
Even word written ,
Every hysterical speech ,
Just drives the knife deeper ,
Into my heart ,
As if to tear it apart ,
No solace do I find ,
It's as if every smile is haunted ,
Your ghosts surround me ,
Wonder if I am dead ,
It's as if life is a twilight zone ,
From where neither left nor right ,
Can I turn ,
As if all roads are blocked ,
With the beast still at large ,
My dragons who will slay
As my strength slowly ebbs away ,
I watch the dark clouds in the sky ,
And then I see that faint silver lining ,
Which I cling to as I make my way ,
As the dawn slowly comes after a dark night ,
I stand on unsteady legs ,
But each step I take ,
My resolve firmer , my feet steadier ,
Yes I will find a way ,
To cross this night , to find the light ,
Dear God , just help me on the way
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