Originally posted by: Ananya.
Okay, I am going to post it on MF anyway, still because the concentration of SoTin shippers is in this thread.. I would rather have you guys take a look at this. Take it as a prologue and tell me your views whether I should post this FF on MF or not..
Happy weekend and your respective festivals guys!
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It still seems hard to believe. I have, after all, survived those twisted Dixits and vice-versa to give Soha her complete family. Not that it had been so hellish like I had imagined. Things had apparently calmed down, since my best friend had pulled the sudden-magical-disappearance-act. Which was, may I add, unusual and utterly bothering. Even with those weekly phone calls he makes to Baba and the keeping-you-posted-on-business chats, he is distant and lost than ever, leaving me with an unwanted void that no one can fill. Nor would I let anyone.
In short, these three months had been a peculiar kind of hell.
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Perfect.. Just Perfect! That's how my world has become! Ma is happy. Soha is happy. I may have just achieved the whole world, I think. My family is complete, perfect and content than ever. After those hellish 7 years of loneliness and grief, I have found another reason to live life to the fullest.
And my only promise is that I would never let anything, and I mean anything, take it away again.
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If three months aren't enough, then what is?
It can't be this tough. It shouldn't be.
How ridiculous does this insane need of running back to your supposed-best-friend and hear her laugh or squabble with her or even play our infamous tickling trick on her, just to seek another chance at seeing her, sound? How stupid it is that I can't stop missing her?
But I have to. For I can't have this. Damn it all to hell, but I am certainly not allowed this...