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Dedicated to my most favorite character of this week đ¤
Yes I was born out of accidental love but was never a love child! I realized my healing power the moment I came into this world when I was embraced by those broken hands, who was looking for that one lifeline to continue his existence and I realized my purpose of birth to be that lifeline. Entered that mansion squirming in his arms with the promise to be his best friend and support system he ever got and in return expected just that pure love which none of them in that mansion was capable of giving me.
Years grew, so is our bond stronger and stronger until she entered ! Some unspoken emotions bonded them and I felt my hold dripping away to her. I felt insecure even jealous ready to put her down for trying to take my sole place but when I realized she is indeed his lifeline whose existence he was unaware off, I cried for him ...and for myself too for just being a replacement all these years!
But unlike other's I like to keep my promises and I am striving hard to be his best friend to bring smiles on his face by bringing her near him!! I am even ready to share him for her because she too deserves his magical hugs and love which she missed all these years like am missing from rest of my family.
Yes am very scared when he comes to school nowadays only to enquire about her, when he drops home only to rush to see her leaving me outside, when he avoids my questions "Won't you miss me like her?" but I will never falter in my duty of pepping him as a great father which mine never was, cheering him with the promise that I will always be his side no matter what and choosing him over any relationship in this world in the blink of an eye !!
BIGCHA I hope you never forget me even for your own daughter but ...even if you do, I will always be waiting for you in your room to be that first comforting best friend !!
Yours GOLUđ¤
P.S:
Ever since I rewatched last week's episodes, inspite of so many beautiful moments, Dev avoiding Golu's question after he drops him outside IN brought me lumps. This post is the result of me being in Golu's shoes đł. Somehow I felt Dev treats Golu as Sonakshi of S1, his best friend with whom he would literally shares anything, loved like anything but to please his Mom he took her for granted and expected her to stand by him thick and skin. Now to please Suhana, hope he doesn't take Golu down the same path. I really want to see CVs making use of this track for some redemption because Golu doesn't deserve another negligence!!
P.S.S:
Due to spring holidays, my existence in forum is almost NILđ, so "maafi" to all my followers đ¤.
BTW am loving this unique "live in" concept in our show..looks like full paisa vasool episodes on the wayđ.
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