I am still in lala land after yesterday's episode. But something is giving me nasty vibes from Ishwari. Her resistance to accept her fault feels like a forewarning. She is a very strong woman. But most of her life she have deliberately blocked her conscious mind regarding her unfair treatment of her daughters since it didn't go well with her conviction of being a good mother. But she knew it and felt guilty mainly because Neha never let her off the hook. But it was still acceptable to her since even her son was of the opinion that she didn't have a choice and that it was Neha's nature to crib.
But even after admonition from her son, she still tries consciously to avert the blame. The moment she saw Sonakshi she knew why she was there. And she was trying her best to avoid him. Her dialogue that Sonakshi looks so different and short hair style doesn't suit her at all had me in splits. What was she thinking? She knew her son. She was trying to divert his attention by pointing out that Sonakshi have changed. She doesn't care for him anymore. So it was useless carrying that lamp burning for her.
But just like her, he also knew his mother. He understood what she was trying to do and confronted her with the truth. When he shouted that she was interfering that shook her to the core. She was still playing team-team and he was continuously crying foul. But instead of getting shattered, her subconscious took over and she blamed Asha. I am scared of the day she will accept her truth.
Now Sonakshi, please enlighten me on why you really came to Delhi. Though you maintain that perfect daughter image in front of your father, it is not the same as before. You are now closer to your mother and though she considers you her best friend, you don't. You are lying to her. Are you done with, punishing Dev or did you want to see how he survived without you? Did you believe that you are strong enough to face him and return the favours? Or did you want to confirm that he is now happy and have really moved on and has a family of his own so that you won't feel guilty anymore regarding Soha. But you were not prepared for this Dev. Were you intrigued again like before? Is that why you want to stay close to him? Whatever it is what you say and what you feel are so different. May be it is time you ask yourself what you want.
Dev, you tried to do what Sonakshi did during your first break up. You believed she might have moved on since she is the stronger one and have tried to do it once before and might have if you hadn't interfered. But this new Sona is still single. She seems to have the one quality you admired in your wife, her dedication to her Job and that seems to be her identity. Did you want to see why she didn't have anyone in her life when you have kept your distance this time. You are now the Dev she wanted you to be. Then why are you taking her taunts calmly? Do you want her to find out herself? Why did you feel all of a sudden that you have that haq over her?
Tumi ekdom impossible have now changed to you are impossible😆 The horizontal lift and the eye lock❤️. His caring nature which have always stumped her yet again did its job. She was looking at him in wonder, with an accusing eyes asking him if he cared that much why did he ask her to go. Why he said those horrible things to her? The love and tenderness in his eyes spoke to her heart. She thought she had control over that organ now. But heart wants what it wants. You can try all you want but you won't be able to keep ignoring it once it starts speaking.
These two love each other to bits still. But being vulnerable is something these two fear the most now. They know how much they have hurt each other. Now they knew, what they have tried all this while to hide from each other. And tomorrow Dev is going to fall injured and Sona will hear each and every cry of his. Both are vulnerable now. How long will they try to shut out their heart's cry?
Edited by gmgi - 8 years ago
