...Guzar jaate hai jo makaam,
Voh, phir nahi aate...Voh, phir nahi aate.
Phool khilte hai, Log milte hai
Phool khilte hai, Log milte hai magar,
Patjhad mein jo phool murjha jaate hai,
Voh bahaaron ke aane se khilte nahin.
Kuch log ek roz jo bhichad jaate hai,
Voh hazaaron ke aane se milte nahin.
Umra bhar chahe koi pukara kare unka naam,
Voh, phir nahi aate...Voh, phir nahi aate.
Subha aati hai, Shyam jaati hai
Subha aati hai, Shyam jaati hai
Waqt chalta hi rehta hai rukta nahi
Ek pal mein yeh aage nikal jaata hai
Aadmi theek se dekh paata nahin
Aur parde pe manzar badal jaata hai.
Ek baar chale jaate hai jo din raat, Subah-o-Shyam
Voh, phir nahi aate...Voh, phir nahi aate....
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I couldn't decide if I wanted to write tonight...aaj forum pe mood hi kuch aisa hai.
Was up late last night in speculation about this whole thing with Aditi...I know my thoughts on the
matter are no different from you guys'. Everything that can possibly be said about the topic has been
said. We've all stated our concerns, vented our frustrations, and cried/complained our hearts out.
I know for a fact that I won't be watching the show much longer. Its sad, but no matter how much I
would like to continue to watch it for Harshad's sake, I just don't think I'm going to be able to.
Without Heer, the essence of Prem will die and therefore, Prem will die. I for one, do not have the
strength to sit and watch Prem break down once he learns of Heer's demise. I don't have it in me to
see Prem in such pain, so shattered....mujhse uska dard nahi dekha jaayega.
I think after seeing today's epi, what shocked me the most is how fast it was over. I mean, Heer
literally blew away in the wind. I was right in thinking last week that the "pyaar karne wale" scene
between Premeer last week was the last one. Whats sad is that these two never had a moment with
one another where they were truly happy...they never had that one pal in which they were content,
without something else weighing on their mind. Never did we see these two openly smiling or laughing
in one another's presence. Its so very tragic.
I have never watched a Kekta show before...I would never allow myself to because I know that she finds
some way or another to ruin each and every one of her shows...its just a matter of time before she kills
the magic, the beauty of it all. I began watching Desh by request of good friends. Against my
apprehensions, I trusted that they knew me well and would not ask me to give it a chance if they didn't
think I would fall in love with it. They were right...I fell in love with it instantaneously. But now, I'm
kicking myself for having thought that maybe just this once, things were going to be different...maybe
just this once, Kekta would change her formula, and really deliver something substantial without messing
it up. How I stand corrected.
But for some reason, I just can't seem to make myself accept that Heer is at fault here. I just can't believe
that she would do anything to ruin her standing with BT because I've only ever seen her and Harshad sing
BT praises and go around saying how very lucky and thankful they are to have bagged the lead roles.
Anyone that feels as such towards their work will never do anything to jeopardize it, right? Why do I have
a feeling that BT is using this "temper tantrum" bit (which, we've heard time and again) as an excuse...I mean,
I just can't seem to shake the idea that they're only saying it was temper tantrums to save themselves.
If that's the case, it is utterly distasteful (ok, down right disgusting) for them to do it at the cost of someone
else.
Not only does Aditi not deserve this, but Harshad doesn't deserve this. He will lose viewers now, only because
Aditi is no longer his Heer. He will suffer for something that he hasn't done. I really would like to know what he
has to say about all of this.
Not just Harshad though, the entire team, the show as a whole will suffer. TRPs will plummet. Even if
Heer is alive and they bring in a new actor to assay the role, Premeer will never be the same again. The show,
the essence will never be the same again.
Whatever happened to predestined, eternal love? Whatever happened to mannat's at the dargah being granted?
I think I'm still in shock over the fact that Heer is gone. It hasn't sunk in yet. I don't think it will really hit
me until I see Prem learn that his Heer is gone. Bechara Prem...he's lying unconcious and doesn't even
know that when he regains his senses, his world will never be the same agian.
I couldn't decide if I wanted to attempt to churn out an analysis today...quite frankly I'm exhausted by it all today.
I've been turning it over in my head since late Sunday night, I've hardly slept since we first got the news, when it
wasn't even confirmed yet. I keep trying to figure it out...get to the bottom of it...try to decide what really could
have gone wrong. All I can come up with is that at the end of the day, its Ekta...she just can't be trusted.
Finally, a while ago, I decided to write my thoughts on the episode. If for no other reason than to simply give
myself the opportunity to say goodbye to Aditi, Heer, as I knew her.
So, this one is for Aditi....Our Prem's Beloved Heer.
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Ever since I saw the episode this afternoon, this song has been stuck in my head. I think its quite apt not only
for today's episode, but for Aditi's unfortunate boot from the show as well.
I was so very happy to see that Premeer did have one more chance to come face to face again today. They
had one more chance at being hand in hand before the life-long seperation.
The sad part was that Prem was too distracted by Lalit to really savor the moment.
From that moment on, from the time that Heer withdrew her hand from Prem's, I felt as though I was riding
Top Gun at the amusement park. It was the fastest roller coaster ride of events we have witnessed in the show yet.
Heer turns and walks away from Prem while he's preoccupied with Lalit, the winds get to fierce and encompass
everyone and everything around. Prem loses sight of his family, and then realizes Heer is gone too. Thats it.
That was the end of our Premeer. It was so painful to see Prem frantically call out for his Bauji - you could tell then
that all he wanted was to help his family find shelter...and then, it hit him. Heer was no longer by his side.
Did you realize how quickly he went from calling for Lalit to desperately, frantically calling for Heer over and over again?
He called for Bauji once...but for Heer over and over again until he fell unconscious. It was painful to see that in
his concern for his Bauji and his family's safety, somehow, he momentarily forgot about Heer...or, didn't expect that
she wouldn't be there the next time he turned his attention to her. The thought makes me incredibly sad.
I finally fully understand the Dupatta thing. Thank god that got cleared up. I actually have to give Lalit credit for
willing to risk his life to go back out in the storm to find it.
I don't understand Beeji's hatred towards Nihaal's mom. I was very confused by it...not to mentioned annoyed at her
stubborn idiotic refusals to let the woman help her. If she is in fact Ullu's mom, I see where he gets it from.
Loved seeing Meher slap Ash today for some reason. I mean, even if she was just trying to bring Ash back to her
senses, that slap was a long time coming.
Is it sheer coincidence that Heer bumps into Lalit and tries to save him? I do think Beeji must be his mother because
they were both equally stubborn in their attempt to turn away help.
Loved our Heer today. Just loved her. Despite everything, she refuses to let anything happen to Lalit. Not only because
he is Prem's father, but because he is her father's best friend. She still believes Lalit hates her father, but because her
father loved him so much, she wouldn't let anything happen to him. Loved her fearless spirit today.
I also loved seeing Lalit give in and, despite his hatred for her, try to save her as well. Atleast thodi si toh insaanyat
bachi hai usme.
Loved the way Lalit slightly noded negatively when Heer disclosed her awareness of his hatred for Balraj. It was a
frantic "no, thats not true at all" nod.
I don't understand Heer's screaming Bauji and pushing him to safety just before literally being blown away by the
wind. Did she SEE a gush of heavy winds coming their way? I mean, it wasn't as if she saw a huge peice of debris
that could hurt them, unless I missed that. I just didn't get it.
It was shocking how quickly it was over. I mean, just like that, she was literally 'gone with the wind'.
Kudos to the cameraman and whoever else was in charge of the scene where she's blown away...it looked very
believable. Actually, the whole storm was done well what with the debris and all. (But where were the heavy rains?)
I'm glad he finally learned the truth of Heer's identity...It was good to see him pachtavafy. It was good to see him break
down and cry at his ill fortune.
His flashbacks were great...why? Because he realized that DJ and Balwant have something to do with the
misunderstanding about Heer's identity.
The only thing I dread is seeing Prem shattered. I also worry for Meher. I hope Prem comes out of his injury safely.
I hope that Prem and Meher will be able to be each other's strength and comfort in face of this tragedy.
Here's to Aditi Gupta, Prem's Heer. Even if Heer lives and Aditi is replaced, Premeer will never be the same.
Sorry for the horrible post today....its all I could muster up.
Love,
~Payal
BTW....I would like to thank Estee, Vibha, Sid, Raks, and everyone else for helping me through this, letting
me vent out my frustrations. You guys are the best...š¤
...This sideways scroll thing is really irritating me...š