*reserved*...
phew.... *pats myself on the back*... i actually was supposed to unreserve after some days, but since i thought u might update, i might as well leave my thoughts... 😆.... need to unreserve heer's secret and sau dard, but this is my fav one, so this first!! 😛
heyyy jazz,
"i'm sorry that i'm happy".... *gives veera a huge huggy*... poor baby, she must be feeling awfully selfish, being so much in love and getting the world's happiness, while her sister lay on bed with tears flooding it!! but it's not her fault! her sister wasnt so lucky to have her choice being approved by those idiots, so she lost all!! at least veera's and the family's choice is the same... but the biggest fact is she is just adorable, and she deserves every ounce of hapiness there is....she's just a perfect sis... and gonna be an even perfect wife... 😃
Aapni zindagi ke bees (20) saal mein maine aapni saari kushiyaan ji li hai'Prem ke saath. .... ooh jaz, this line ne dil hi choo diya!! i literally felt a tear on my cheek!! oh, so true, yet so wrong this line... the true fact being that yes, she did have the best life being with prem pretty much all her life. the wrong fact being she deserved even longer than 20 years to have him close by, protecting her from all obstacles, fighting for her evey hapiness, sharing their lives, loving one another, and dying for each other... prem 'died' (🤣 for the apostraphies), for her when she didnt even have the chance to live for him! he couldnt have a chance to live for her, they couldnt share their hapiness with one another... hapiness that includes an after marriage life, a child.... heer is living in death... she doesnt even have a purpose, a motivation for breathing... she is alone in such a huge crowd! heer and prem deserved much more hapiness than just 20 years, but the fact is (unless ms jaz doesnt do so 🤣) they'll never be together.... never!!
atleast not until after death, then not even can separate them... but no jaz, god doesnt need to do that when u have all authority, does he?? 😉... tum ho na? as long as ur there, no need to trouble him, right? and yes, if you dont do what ur 'supposed to' then i might need his help.... if not his, then atleast i am thinking of a plan 😈......
you know, when preeti screamed "maasi, maasi" i swear i thought somehow she recognised her chachu (prem, duh!! 😆) and was trying to tell heer ke he is back... par tumne toh mera dil hi tod diya.... gosh, i am absloutely hopeless, lekin kya karoon... i miss premu.... but i wasnt even scared for preeti!! i know, i am so mean, lekin all i could think about was "is prem back?" but alas... can u be so nice, woh bhi itni jaaldi? 🤣...
now to the flash back:
i feel for heer, aww, poor girl, could see prem for a whole month and more? i can totally understand... when you love someone even a micro second without him is hard to pass by.... a whole month is almost equal to walking on the sun! karate dialogue was 🤣.... i feel sad even commenting on the FB!! i want prem in the present!! *pouts*... i have a lot to say about maya and prem's relationship, but i just dont want to say that relationship is a 'was'... it's so depressing... but heer being jealous made me see the possesive side of her... oh, to be possesive and protective is the biggest factor in love apart form trust and keeping promise... obv, a limited P& P and abundance of Trust is a must!! par phir bhi, it's not fun without some jealousy, right? 😉.... par jalaan on bhabi.... love bhi kya cheese hai!! 😆
and i just have to comment on the "i missed you" wala dialogue!! omg jaz, it was so simple yet touches to he heart to no extent... that simple line and gesture was enough to describe what they went through for the past month or so... i miss him even more... 😭
for the first time, i thought heer's mom was wrong... i hated her when she said "aisa mat karo"... i know how she must have felt as a mother, and she saw her own family break into peices, par at the same time, her daughter lost her husband due to that same darn family.... if only she'd have done something that night for her child, and not let the men do what they felt like, maybe their family would've been happy... maybe prem would'nt have 'died' (look i put that in quotations!! 🤣)... maybe they'd have accepted him... maybe everything would be perfect.... maybe...
and i simpathize with heer all the way!! she is right when she says it doesnt mean 7 years has passed so she'd forget and forgive all that they have done.... how could she? can 7 years of pain be forgoten? can 20 years of hapiness be ignored? can a whole life's suffering be abandoned?....
and nihaal!!!! 😡 i absolutely wanted to smash a door right on his head!! you think any maafi is enough to forgive what you have done?? but jaz, i hate to admit this, i did feel a little tear when he said those words about asking for forgiveness, but never getting it! i felt sad for a moment, but like i said in my other comment, that moment had passed away!
and the rest that followed was what you were talking about wasnt it? the fact that what we all knew wasnt the whole truth? you're right, and i felt like forgiving them (can u belive??) until what heer said shook me back to reality.... why didnt they let her save him, like he did uncountable times for her? why didnt they atleast call a damn ambulance so atleast he could've been saved!! it was just what they had wanted! even without intention, they probably thought it was better off having him dead, as he was already... instead of saving him, and for what? ta have him come back for her!! or else, they must've lost the ability to think at that moment, but i highly doubt that!! they are just selfish, idiotic, egoistic jerks!!
"mujhe vidva kyun banaya"......ooh, dil hi tod diya iss line ne!! ooh, she was completely broken after saying that nah? but i am happy she got it out of her system... atleast let out her frustrations on her family... they deserve it most definitely... atleast she conveyed to them how she felt in that moment she lost her mere life.,... maybe they'd understand her better... if that's gonna make any sort of difference!!
jaz, ashlesha ki shaadi?? does that mean i can hope this has something to do with the fact that the men were waiting for preet?? oh, can i be more hopeless or what?? .... you totally dont need to answer that!! 🤣... of course *sighing*, he is some business partner they want to meet.... how can i forget that... even for a second... i was so happy reading ash was getting married, haye, this is getting so frustrating... i mean not knowing who that preet mehta (😡... or ❤️ = 🤣) is... or who he is pretending to be? 😉.... me is going to comment on that in the end... long one like i always do!! 😆
Maan se, dil se aur aatma se toh hoon naa... i love this line... althought it's something i have always expected prem to say, it's all the more better when you heart it just another time... 😳.... but i know whenever he says it, or he doesnt, he always means it, that makes him our prem, hai na? *sigh*... no more comments for prem except i hate u jaz... *hmph*
ooh mayaaa bhabhi!!!! *huge huggy*... she is an angel god sent for premeer!! i love her.... who'd have been so caring enough to remember to actually tell the ppl to write a 'P' on heer's hands... i love her soo much.... the "i love you" made me sad... it brought a sad smile on my face... but no, i wont comment on it... u dont care about us jaz... u only want preet to come and take away heer... prem's heer.... u dont care about your reader's feelings... all you do is create more suspense and thus more anticipation... if you cared about us, you'd have revealed the reality of prem's life right now... the fact that he's in some office, earning the whole world's money to prove to heer's family he is worth her!!
🤣 so jaz, how was my emotional blackmail?? kaam kar diya kya? someone did this to me, and i thought why not doing it to you? it workd against me, aur tum itna pathar dil nahin ho sakte ho... hai na? *angel muh*.... *begging and holding jaz feets*.... rehem karo...pls, pity us all.... and no, i dont want your "no comments 😉" or "wait and watch 😉"........ 🤣... u onlt do that aur bhaag jaate ho, i dont want to know anything but the fact that prem must be there when this story ends... alive and hapily ever after with heer.... you did it so successfully in ek paal, why not here?? *pouts*
i am happy you didnt show a weak prem, after his mom's death... i would die, and without any kind of doubt if that happens to me, but i know in reality everyone has to go... one day... sooner or later... i am hoping i am sooner than my mom, par i am so happy prem is strong enough to take the pain... and also, it gives me more hope, coz maybe he really did go and earn a lot of money in the past 7 years, coz he doesnt even have a mother to return to... see, my hopes are growing every minute.... and i dont expect you to give me a positive news with this comment.... i know you all too well by now... atleast regarding prem and his 'supposed' death!! 🤣
aww, and that sleeping together, but not literally (🤣)... did i say pherphect already?? well here i go again... oh, i know how she must've felt... (not that i was ever that close to prem 🤣... iwish i was though!! ☺️)... oh attention is getting diverted somehow!! 🤣... okie, so where was i? yea, heer is just feeling him every moment to live right? it's just his every memory that kept her alive uptill now... all those special 'paal' they spent together keeps her going and prevents her from absolutely breaking mentally! she is the soul of prem to me... even if by any chance prem really is no more (i'm 46448679736% sure that's not the case, but just a scenario!) he cant be actually not there when she's alive.... his soul is right inside her... he is living every moment in her body, breathing through her lungs, and loving through her heart... heer is alive, which is equal to prem being there... there cant be any ifs and buts... it's just a matter of fact, bacause they are one... and no preet mehta can change that.... 😉..... now if he is the same guy i am expecting him to be, then there is nothing to be changed... hai na? 😛
ooh, heer, your prem is coming... preet is prem!! and if he's not, there is no need for time paas jaz, why is he so eagerly being waited for? i bet the maans have no clue he's the person they 'killed' seven years ago!! ooh, i'd love to see the look on their faces!! and i know your reaction to this, and all i have to say is, keep it with you!! i know he's premu!! warna... *vicious look*.... 🤣
finally, to end this lamba comment that took me a week (btw, now i understnd how hard it is to update so soon every week... it can be very tiresome nah? especially when ur busy?) i wanted to ask you a simple direct question, that i am expecting to get a very simple answer on... what is it with you and the heer-preet ki jodi?? it's like you really love them togetehr.... even in heer's secret, i dread to think why i even trust the fact that they'd actually not end up together... preet is just too adorable and perfect... prem is a jerk... so where's the confusion? even if many are baised, sach mein preet doent deserve the pain!! and even here... if he doesnt turn out the way we all expect him to be, i know he'd be either perfect, or someone heer would have a close relationship with!! in short words again (🤣) what is it that u love so much in their jodi... meher and prem is still alive (well technically - prem isnt, 🤔) par phir bhi, i need to get an answer, and u have to give me it.... pls.... *begging muh*... 🤣
chalo, ur gonna get a headache reading all that crap, but u demanded for it, ab dont blame me... 🤣.... will c u in the next update, i hope it's long, and 'awaited' entry of preet aka prem mehta coming up too na? after this such a lamba essay, i am hoping it a long one.... 😉... will c u then 😆.... enjoy the week... or day... whenver u decide to post the update.... tc....
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Edited by Cess- - 16 years ago
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