* little thing: gaaali-maa really has no brains -- she is now figuring out why prem was so thrilled with the entire marriage bureau business. and then, later, when she sent heer to get prem to come for the ceremony from his room!!
seriously. she is the mother of all idiots. 😆
* heer thing: whatever else she might be upto, heer is manic-level brave!
she can actually stand to hug gaali-maa when gaali-maa's body language is all ''get-away-from-me-you-little-son-heart-thief''! 😆
'kay -- what is heer upto? is she so desperately besotted with prem down-down that she has forgiven gaali-maa for what she did/made prem do to her brother -- and to her?
either heer is the world's biggest duffer, second only to prem. or she is the bravest duffer. 😆
there is a third alternative: heer is the bravest smartest person -- certainly smarter than the jzoo, or me. heer already knows that gaali-maa despises her. heer already knows that gaali-maa will do anything to keep prem away from heer and close to her. so heer is acting perfectly to make sure that (a) gaali-maa doesn't get prepared to attack her again like she did before and (b) more importantly, gaali-maa doesn't see her phukda** as a threat to get prem away from her.
seriously, i think what heer really wants is that gaali-maa stay away from phukda! ha! it's really perfect if you think 'bout it... *beaming and expecting many pats on the head for solving what heer is upto!*
** phukda: prem-heer-ka-tukda. sooo sweet, na?? normally i hate thinking so well of what i come up with, but this is soooo cute... na? 😍
* little thing: did anyone else burst out laughing when heer was going on and on and gaali-maa just walked away leaving heer in mid-speech?
* little thing: er... when gaali-maa was spacing out and not listening to heer after hearing the magic word ''kasauli'' apparently, did anyone else get creeped out by her thoughts? *'kay, 'kay! even more creeped out by her thoughts than you would normally get creeped out. 😆*
like when she said she dumped her husband to get her son? and that heer will never get her prem? ma-an!! i need to think a new name for this creepy creature -- she's worse than gaali-maa...
* little thing: didn't anyone else burst out laughing when the girl came in to be introduced to gaali-maa, touched her feet -- and then immediately ran into heer's arms for comfort?! 😆😆😆
* little thing: didn't everyone else burst out laughing when pbauji caught sight of gaali-maa in the middle of his fiery tirade that prem-heer-are-one will remain, and suddenly shifted from being a (small) roaring lion-wanna-be to the (even smaller) shivering mouse that he really is?? 🤣
at least, this time, he was shivering in his own voice!! 🤣🤣🤣
* little thing: man, harman was and continues to be a rat abandoning a sinking ship, no?! 😆today also, the moment gaali-maa came shouting at them, he quickly said that it was all ''your husband's plan, not ours!''
but seriously -- why is jzoo so terrified of gaali-maa? it never used to be like this before she turned gementor/gaali-maa, no?
* little thing: i don't know what is scarier looking: gaali-maa with swollen thinking face. or gaali-maa with teeth showing like a row of neat, sharp instruments of nibbling torture. *brrr!*
* little thing: er... did anyone else get confused at kuldi venting about how no-one other than heer can be prem's soulmate? 'cause that felt so much like a filler, no? whatever...
* little thing: it was sweet how they showed heer stepping into jzoo.
she was not hesistant. but just... like it was after a long time gone. like it was to do a job. it felt like she didn't think it was permanent at all, unlike what kuldi's little speech implied, no? *and hey! i meant -- heer in jzoo is not permanent. heer-prem-are-of-course-one. *
* little thing: oooh, creepier and creepier! they've had new pictures framed with the maan's digitally erased out of it??! creeeeepeeee!
* little thing: seriously -- maya's the only sensible person in jzoo about this whole prem-and-heer-are-one so how can prem-get-married-again? i thought she was totally right in that behind-the-back warning shot at heer: heer will get her heart-broken if she is being pulled into playing wedding planner at prem's wedding. it is sooo true.
* little thing: wasn't it interesting how maya-meher came in together, and went out together too? what happened to cement this relationship, i wonder...
* little thing: man, the expressions on gaali-maa's face when she was goading heer to stick around and help at prem's wedding was sickening.
but she is such an idiot -- she knows prem is totally crazy 'bout heer and she sends heer to fetch him. seriously, large-crazy-mother-faker! do you really have fat cells grown into your brain that you can't read prem's eyes anymore?
or are you too ashamed of yourself to look into his eyes anymore? is there anything like the totally human feeling of shame left in your twisted head anymore? *sigh*
* little thing: heer and pbauji scenes have always rocked. i loved how she asked him whether he was happy.
'cause seriously -- it's obvious that heer treats pbauji totally different from gaali-maa now, no? earlier, she treated both of them as if they were her parents. today, she treates pbauji as her own father. but she treats gaali-maa as ... prem's stepmother!
and 'cause of the true daugther-father relationship they share, i loved how he asked her if she was happy right back. and faced down her lie with his truth.
heer is seriously playing several roles just now.. and i'd like to know what they are.
* little thing: oy-hoye! someone was calmly getting ready for his second marriage -- fully confident that it's gonna be to the same girl too. ai hai, mar jawaaaan. 😍
personally, i love that sense of confidence from prem. totally loved the way he said: ''today's my roka.'' looong pause! ''i'm happy!'' ooooh! totally smooth, dude! that killed! ⭐️
only trouble is that i have less confidence in boss-prem-ji's strategies today. 😆 i wouldn't mind getting a peek into what he has cooking in his head to make him that confident. so even though i have no clue about it, what i felt like doing in the show today was: thaaaliyaan! seethiyaaan! huggsie-yaan! *oops. that's not quite possible, isn't it? 😆 but seriously, i'd have hugged boss-prem for that confidence today! er... even though i hate him. don't forget that, 'kay?*
* little prem-heer thing: meanie boss-prem to ask heer if she remembered how they always said they looked perfect when they were together. as if he doesn't know she knows.
but i loved the way she didn't act smart or angry today. heer today was subdued and sad -- as if coming to that beloved house of her beloved prem's was taking a little more energy that she had prepared for.
* pheyeoooh thing: how bitter-sweet was this one, no? boss prem being all tenderly smiling boss-prem-ish. heer being all subdued and vulnerable heer-ish. boss prem being all confident and everything we would expect a boss-prem to be. heer being all... secretive, and making me feel more and more that she's got something up her sleeve that we don't know yet. what was that about? ''no, i can't let myself dream. i can't open even the smallest corner of my heart. i know what i'm doing is the right thing.'' what are you upto, heer?
me? 'cause it's heer, i'll w&w -- 'cause she has always loved prem with the best love there has ever been. i'll w&w. for as long as i will be allowed to.
* big thing: omg! after the fumes of epe/ephe slowly cleared from my head, and i started playing back stuff from the show for the big and little things, i finally found the only big thing today. prem saying ''i'm waiting for the moment when you and chahat come to me and say: come with us!!!!''
come with us! he said ''come with us''. and not - ''we're ready to come home with you.'' he wants her to tell him -- to come to them!!!
omg.
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is prem really thinking that the only way that prem-heer-are-one can happen happily is away from jzoo?!? and (drumroll) gaali-maa!!!??!!
omg!
we are saved! we are saved! 'cause omg! doesn't this mean that prem knows that gaali-maa is wicked to the core -- just like heer (probably) does??!
omg!
of course... all this could just be a figment of my medication. 😆 *ya, i'm still on the stuff..* but man! i hope not! 😃
highlight of the episode: what else? prem thinking ''whenever you come close to me, i can see how every gaze of mine touches your soul, heer. going forward, there are several rasmay where i will gaze upon you again and again, touching you again and again. the only thing left to find out is at what point will you (break and?) ask me to come with you and chahat.'' in that voice. ai haaai, mar jawaaaan.😍
* mod-am khushi thing: babe. are you having phun yet? 😆
you better be. 'cause i see no caps. 😆
should i start a wfmhc count? ''waiting for mod-am happiness' caps'' count. 😆
which we will start from tomorrow. 'cause many years ago, today (well, somewhere in the world, it has to be the right day, no? 😆) you came into this world. and i'm convinced, it was just to make us all smile so much. 'cause i'm convinced that mod-am-happiness-and-us-phorumers-are-one.
and just for that, i believe, my mod-am, that we will get a show that doesn't shift to an afternoon-slot or any slot where we can't get to watch it. seriously. deeply. fiercely. with-all-my-heart-that-is-sitting-somewhere-with-boss-prem-ly.
love you, mod-am. 🤗'cause you are someone who makes it easy to say that i do!
and y'know what i wish for you? i wish that on your b'day show, we will get a repeat of that prem-heer ''tum dekhtay kuchch ho, maantay kuchch ho,....'' scene of may '08 again... 😍 oh forget just doing 😍, i'm gonna ... *thud!* 😆