I don't really think I should say anything before this one shot, so basically enjoy and tell me what you think, and please BE HONEST! đ
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As she adorned herself slowly with the jewels given to her by her was to be mother in law, Gayatri, she couldn't stop the tears. She was stuck in such a complicated situation. Ever since Prem had gone to Delhi two months ago and mysteriously disappeared, she had fought with everyone with the faith that he was still out there somewhere. If he wasn't breathing, she wouldn't be alive right now. But no one would listen, not even Preet, the one person she thought she could count on the most. Now here she was, staring down at her mehndi with someone else's name.
heere moti main na chahu,
main to chahu sangam tera,
main to teri saiyaan,
tu hai mera....
Slowly she took her bridal dupatta and placed it over her head, staring at her reflection through the mirror. She couldn't even recognize that person standing across her now. That wasn't Prem's Heer. Not the girl he had left behind, giving her the responsibility of her family. Still the ache in her heart told her he was there. Waiting for the right moment to come back to her, come back to the family. Even closing her eyes she could feel his presence with her, tucking away a stray strand of hair, or just lightly caressing her face with his thumb circling on her cheek.
tu jo chule pyar se,
aram se mar jaaon,
aaja chanda baahon mein
tujh mein hi gum ho jaaon mein,
tere naam mein kho jaaon,
Heer wasn't ready to believe it when Lalit and Gayatri had taken her to the terrace to talk about "her future," She had always believed she'd stay in this house waiting for her Prem to come back and finally make her his. But when they had told her that she was to marry another of their family friends, Heer didn't know what to think. Her would be in laws, her father's best friend was giving her away to someone else, knowing how much she and Prem loved each other?
mere din khushi se jhoome....gaayein raatein
pal pal mujhe dubaye.... jaate jaate,
tujhe jeet jeet haru,
yeh pran pran waru,
haye aise main niharoon,
teri aarti utaaroon,
tere naam se judee hain, saare naate
She slowly walked away from the mirror, letting the tear drops fall down her soft cheeks as she walked to the window.
saiyaan....saiyaan....
She continued staring at the moon, waiting for the answers to appear. What should she do now? Prem had instructed her to take care of his family and to abide by their wishes; did that include this too? Should she let herself belong to someone else?
banke mala prem ki, tere tan pe jhad jhad jaaon,
bethu naiyaan preet ki, sansar se lar jaaon main
tere pyar se tar jaaon
"Heer di," Meher appeared at the door. "Chalyein,"
Saiyaan...... Saiyaan.....
It was timeâshe was about to belong to someone else.
Someone who wasn't her Prem.
Someone who didn't love her like he did, someone who didn't know her as well as he did. He just wasn't HER Prem.
yeh naram naram nasha hai badhta jaye
She started walking down the long flight of stairs with Meher clutching her hand.
koi pyar se ghunghatya deta uthayein
She sat down with him in the mandap, the tears threatening to spill over as she looked over all the faces of her family. Gayatri Ma, Lalit Bauji, Harman, Ashlesha, Preet, Meher, Kul di, Kiran jiju, Tannu, Vikas, and Prem. His picture shining back at her, making her feel guilty as she placed her hand in the other person's whose name she didn't even want to remember.
ab baawra hua mann, jag ho gaya hai roshan
She felt her eyes closing as he looked into her eyes, carefully applying sindoor in her maang, claiming her as his.
yeh nayi nayi suhagaan,
It was done.
She wasn't Prem's. She could never belong to him truly.
Yet there was a piece of her that knew no matter what she'd be his.
Just like Heer Ranjha.
ho gayi hai teri jogan
koi prem ki pujaran mandir sajaye
Meher and Ashlesha helped her up from the mandap as they both walked to take ashirwad from everyone. The look in ma's face was clear. She was proud of Heer for taking this step. She knew Heer would be upset with them, but it was for the best. Suddenly the door opened and they all turned to see who had invaded their house but when Heer turned her heart stopped.
Saiyaan...... Saiyaan.....
He stood thereâstaring at her. At the red coloring on her forehead, knowing she was gone. She wasn't his anymore. She had to prove him wrong...
Their love hadn't won against the fight of time.
heere moti main na chahu, main to chahu sangam tera,
She started walking towards him, letting the 'ghat bandhan' trail behind her as she stopped in front of him.
main na janu to hi jaane, main to teri, tu hai mera
Without waiting for a word of rebellion from anyone she threw her arms around him, claiming him for all the world to see.
main na janu to hi jaane,
Whatever happened in the last two months was irrelevant to what she felt right now, his arms closing around her back, telling her that he was there, and he'd be there with her forever now.
main to teri, tu hai mera....
I couldn't do it...it was supposed to be kinda like Bhav's "Red" but in mine Prem would have an accident as he was coming home to his family, but I couldn't do it....I know it might seem kinda rushed near the end, but I still hope you all liked it! đł
Love you all loads,
Meerađł
Arjun
