FF: Hostage- PG 45- Part 19 (11/22/09) NEW!!! - Page 17

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Recap: He must be on his way. I sat on the dining table and wondered about how close we both already were. Did he accept me as a good friend? Does he still feel guilty of what he did? Hope not. I laid my arm on the table and rested my head on it. As I was thinking of him, I felt sleep over take me. Soon I was in deep sleep, but in my mind still waiting for him.

PART 14

Prem's POV

Today has to be my day. Even though it started off to be like any other day, everything changed after I talked with Heer. I just can't believe it! Preet is ok now….he is recovering. Damn me for nothing being able to meet up with him today. But today the new boss came and I didn't want to have a bad impression on him. And lucky me….My boss was very impressed with me and he had decided to give me a promotion in just one day. He instantly recognized me as being his best friend's son. Mr. Ram Gupta had been a child friend of bauji. I thought he gave me this promotion because he knew me as a kid but he didn't. He said I have done a lot of hard work as being the advisor and I deserved a promotion. He also told me to call him Ram Uncle and not Sir.

I hadn't had such a day in a while. But in a way or two, all this was because of her. She had stepped into my life bringing so much happiness all at once. But the guilt inside rose once again. What did I give her? Pain……that's it!

I rushed to my car after coming out of the huge hotel building and quickly drove off. As I was driving home, I couldn't over come the eagerness in my heart to meet Preet. He was finally going to be alright. He will be able to do everything pretty soon. I made a promise to myself to meet him tomorrow before going to work. Ram Uncle had allowed me to come whenever I want tomorrow because I did a great job for today's presentation. That meant that I can meet him soon.

As I parked outside my house, I glanced at the watch on my hand.

"1:00 already……she must be asleep….." I told myself. And I made up a decision to thank her first thing in the morning. As Walked up to the porch, while holding on to some important files and documents in one hand, I took out the key to open the house. After stepping inside, I could smell the aroma of delicious food. I quickly took off my shoes, loosened my tie, and took my blazer off, throwing it on the sofa in the living room. Almost all the lights were off except the dim lights in the kitchen. She must have forgotten to turn them off before going to sleep. I placed my files and my key on the living room table and went to the kitchen. I wasn't hungry at all and just decided to drink some water before going to sleep. I walked into the kitchen, took out the bottle of water and drank from it. It was quite refreshing. I put it back into the fridge and turned around to turn the lights off.

But I instantly froze in my spot. There she was. The most beautiful angel I had ever seen in my life. She lotus shaped eyes were closed and her silky long hair was resting over her head. A slight smile was on her face. Her slender figure looked tired but the way she was sleeping seemed to be comfortable to her.

After coming out of my staring session, I realized that she might have been waiting for me. I slowly walked towards her and kneeled down in front of her. She looked like an angel from heaven just way more beautiful. A strand of hair was resting on her cheek. My fingers found their way to it and I slowly pushed it back. But I wasn't able to take my fingers away from her. My fingers slowly caressed her cheek. I tried to control my feelings for her but it was very hard to do that. I brought my face closer to her face and placed a feather-like kiss on her forehead. I saw the saw her smile get wider and I tried to back off. I didn't want her to misunderstand me for being this close to her. But as I tried to move off, I felt her grip around my wrist. I looked at her and found her still asleep. She brought my hand closer to herself and kept it near her lips. I kneeled back down in front of her.

"Don't go away from me….." she softly mumbled in her sleep. My eyes were fixed on her.

"Pappa left me when I was little…..then Mamma left me …" she continued. My heart ached to hear the pains she has been through for losing her mother. I softly pressed her hand to give her some support.

"Then that step-father treated me like and angel in front of the world and like trash when I was trapped inside that mansion…." She said and a frown appeared on her face. My heart broke into millions and millions of pieces.

"He even tried to get that Ranvir to get close to me….at first I thought that he was nice but when he tried to get me drunk at a party and……..and take advantage of me…..I lost trust in everyone……" she continued as I looked at the depressed look on her face. I could feel my blood boil listening to that. How dare he? He tried to take……take advantage of her? I could swear that if he was still in India, I would find her and make the rest of his life a living hell. But I stopped thinking all this when she spoke again.

"To make everything even worse…he sent Meher away to boarding school….and I was left alone in that big house of his to go thought the everyday tortures…." I thought that she would start crying by now but she didn't. A fear came up her face as she felt worried about something.

"I have nothing besides you in my life…..please don't leave me…..I don't know what I will do when I am away from you…..I'll…..I'll just…..just die…" she said in a soft whisper. "I'll die….." she kept saying this. I held onto her hand with both my hands to give her some support of me being there for her…..always being there for her.

I gently placed a soft kiss on her delicate hand and I saw the smile come back on her face. When I knew that she was calm again, I slowly freed my hand from hers, got up, gave her a good, long look, and went straight to my room. I went into my room and tried to straighten everything out in my mind. Even though whatever she said was in her sleep, I could feel her pain, her sorrow. And I only added up to her pain. She thinks that she won't be able to live without me….but why? I only added to her pain. And I can't believe that jerk tried to make her drunk and…..even thinking of it makes my blood boil. I swear if I ever come across those two, I will rip them apart.

As I ran my hands through my silky hair, I couldn't stop from thinking who this Meher was and what she meant to Heer. But I had to find her. She will make Heer feel better…..better then how she might feel around me.

Suddenly, I heard some utensils in the kitchen move. I quickly went to the kitchen to see if she was okay. But I stopped in my tracks when I saw her wider awake, setting the table. I stared at her as she filled up a glass with water. I quickly looked at the clock on the wall which read 1:30. And she was setting the table to eat. As she turned around to get something, she stopped when she saw me.

Her face was looking as elegant and ever and the smile she flashed at me was as graceful as ever. I couldn't stop from giving her my most generous smile. I walked closer to her.

"Sorry……I don't know when I fell asleep….I'm-"she stopped saying anything when she saw me come closer and closer to her. She was nervous but she didn't break the eye contact she had with me. I stood a few away from her and just examined her sober face. She looked confused but still happy.

I couldn't the urge inside me and I instantly hugged her. My eyes welled up from remembering everything she said in her sleep. I broke off from the embrace when I felt that she was confused and maybe even uncomfortable. I looked at her eyes who were now examining mine. I gave her a slight smile and held her hand in mine.

"Thank you…..thank you so much…." I told and looked deeply into her eyes. I saw her eyes also well up.

"Because of you….my brother is still with me…..I-"her delicate fingers cover my mouth and stopped me from saying anything else.

"Please Prem…..stop….you'll make me cry…." She softly whispered.

She slowly took her hand away as she noticed the closeness between us. I also took my hands off her waist which I had been holding onto the whole time. She quickly composed herself and tried to lighten the atmosphere.

"Tum….Tumhe…bhook lagi hogi naa….mai abhi sab garam karti hu…." She said giving me a smile.

"I get it ready…..you can go and change…" she said. I nodded and went to my room to change into a plain blue kurta and white pajama. When I went back into the kitchen, I saw everything ready. She was serving a plate when she saw me. I walked towards he and we both settled ourselves to have dinner.

"Do you always eat this late…?" she softly asked.

"No always…..but whenever I am this late, I don't normally eat anything because I am practically exhausted to do anything…" I answered. "I don't always have someone waiting for me back home…" I said smirking at her.

She raised her eyebrows and looked surprised at me.

"But Maa….." she started to ask.

"She takes her medicine which she has to take and it makes her fall asleep….so when I reach home, she is already asleep. She leaves the food out but I put it away without eating…..this is the first time I will be eating dinner at 2:00 in the morning…." I told her.

We chatted about how my day was and from her I found out that she already met Preet.

"You…..you went to meet him…" I was quite surprised by this. But my heart knew that she would have gone to see him. Maybe because I already know how sweet her heart is. But when I asked her this, a worried look came on her face.

"Actually….you weren't picking up your phone….I tried to get to you get I wasn't able to…..and …and I just left to check up on him…..I hope you…you don't mind….I just wanted to make sure he was ok…." She answered me nervously. Was she expecting me to get mad at her……which was not even an option in my mind? She was just too cute for me to get mad at her. I smiled at her to make her feel at ease.

"Don't be scared…..I'm….Im really happy to know…..that you went to see him…." I told her softly. She gave off a relieved feeling and relaxed.

We finished eating dinner and started cleaning up. I clean the table and she washed the dishes. But you could tell that I paid more attention to her rather then cleaning the table. After I finished, I asked her if she needed help but she pushed her out because she knew I was tried from the day. I unwillingly went to the living room to check over some files. I relaxed on the soft living room sofa, with my laptop on the center table and a file in my hand. I tried my best to concentrate but an over-whelming feeling was distracting me. After a couple on minutes, she came from the kitchen. I didn't have any words to describe her beauty. She had her hair tied in a loose bun and her silky bangs have found their way out. Her delicate figure was tempting me to be close to her, to touch her. I shamelessly stared at her as she went and turned off most of the lights in the other rooms. But as she turned around, she finally noticed me sitting the staring at her.

"Tum…..sooye nahi…?" she softly asked. She might have thought that I already went to bed.

"Nahi…who…..I have some work to complete…….you can go to sleep…." I told her. She gave me a slight smile.

"Sorry about yesterday….I don't know when I fell asleep…..I really didn't-"but I cut her off.

"It's okay…" I said giving her a smile. "You can sleep in my room anytime you want….I can sleep anywhere…"

She seemed to be surprised by this. And why wouldn't she? I have never shared by room with anyone. But she was a different story.

I softly whispered, "Good night…"

She whispered back a good night and turned to leave. Only my heart know how much I wanted her to be close to me….but then I would only look at her and not get any of my work done. After reading a few files, I hit the bed. Tomorrow was going to be a great day. Tomorrow…..I would get to see my chotu, my Preet.

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