* big thing: oooooh, attitude heer!! have we ever seen such a heer before??? the only person she has ever butted heads ever before was... her beloved prem. and now she will butt heads with everyone who dares touch that prem's family! first, it's ratpal - whom she still treats like a specimen out of the cdc** freezers... 🤣 i mean, what else is this expression??!

but what really gladdened my heart was heer's face-off with dirtchachi! go heer! *fiercely* go,go,go!
i mean, this makes me weep for joy even when looking at khushi's caps!


* big thing: but y'know? even that would've been a kinda okay price to pay - seeing heer grow up/ag get brilliant for wfp=... 8 days would've been enough, though, i think. what i can't take is dirtchachi - seriously! 🤢 i don't care now how brilliantly ts acts. i can't take dirtchachi. she is unbearable. the only joy in yesterday's episode *well, other the the obvious, of course 😆* was when dirtchachi's face changed to astonishment when heer fired back at her when she demanded how dare you raise your hand to me. the only thrill i got was the sense that no matter how evil she plans, she is still angry enough, hurt enough, bitter enough at her own failures to want to hurt heer and the juneja's this badly! and i'm glad that she is like that. she deserves it. just like she deserves the death she will have to go through when she fails again. and again. and again.
*but i should despise myself as much as i despise dirtchachi - why do i allow her to make me so angry? 😭*
* big thing:as much as i loved heer's fire at dirtchachi's face, what i loved almost more! was meher firing up at dirtchachi! now that really had me going "whoot, whoot, whoot!!" go, go, go, meher! from the first day of the show, she has always been taunted and made fun of by this worm dirtchachi! i loved that something has given meher the strength -- even with all the guilt of having "spoilt" ash's happiness! -- of standing up to dirtchachi! oh go meher!! i love you! 🤗 *just make sure you never call preet preetji, 'kay?? 😆*
* little thing: 'kay, now i really want to know. what are those two young guys - they that showed up on the day that prem-heer got engaged - there for? seriously, i want to know! they always show 'em... as far as i can tell, after that dancing entry of theirs, the only other time they had something to do was ... to lend a shoulder to carry that dead body in the ambulance to the house...
* big thing: that scene with heer-lalit-juneja was beautiful. more than heer's defiance with ratpal and dirtchachi, that was perfectly done by both ag and dq. they are father and daughter! i loved the way she nearly came in and nearly turned away. i loved the way lalit-juneja asked her in without even turning to look at her. i loved the calmness of their conversation - the quiet love and concern - no hysterics, no drama. it made me want to cry badly, it was so beautiful that scene. the second time that heer and laluchacha have had such a lovely scene. o.m.g. i feel the urge to call him laluchacha again... 😭 i loved that scene so badly.... 😭
* big thing: and still that was not the end of ag's brilliance in the show! that conversation with ratpal on the phone. o. m. g! her anger when he first called her heer juneja and corrected it to heer maan! *btw, the first time ever that ratpal said something to make me grin goopily... 😲 am i catching a disease from just watching ratpal??! ew...* the anger that makes the glass shatter in her hand! oh, that poor little hand.

* little thing: er... did anyone get what ratpal said heer would become? i didnt' get it? did he say that she would become like the taj or something? what did he mean by that??! i distrust that rat more than i despise him i think...
* little thing: hmm, that was an interesting precap, donchya think???? 🤣
and only 'cause - for me - it looked like prem-hand heard heer-hand's distress and came to rescue heer-hand!! i mean, look! prem-hand is ahead of everyone else in the action!

highlight of the episode: 😆 you will all snort in disbelief if i say anything other than "what do you think!?!? the precap,of course!" but really, i thought this episode was full of highlights. i lovedheer's defiance. i loved meher's defiance. i loved heer's anger. i adored the heer-lalit-juneja moment.
*sigh* ... yes, okay, fine! as i was leaning over to switch of the tv to get ready for dinner, i am glad my fingers got arrested over the power switch. as i was thrilled to hear that old familar tune. and i was resigned to have have a momentary shimmery indescriable glimpse of a face rising above the dunes imprinted on my brain... so unmistakably, unavoidably, hatefully... prem! *hard sigh* and so, the last thing i leave you with is:

do i have to say "have fun, you lucky wednesday-show watchers, you"? 😆 tc. and i'll see you on thursday...
ps: wfp=38 days! after all, prem's not in the show yet? so... who'll take the bet that wfp will most certainly reach 40 days? and since i never get anything right in this show, i'm not offering any money for this! 😆