okay guys here goes the next part. i've tried to make it as passionate as possible by staying within the norms of this forum. do let me know about your views and don't forget to comment. you might find a few lines in my ff taken fron estee's btlt. i hope she doesn't mind.
part 5
She quietly entered his room so as to not disturb him. she closed the door behind her but was surprised to find the bed empty. she saw him standing near the window staring at the moon. he had changed in a comfortable white t shirt and track pants. she could see his whole body bathed in the blue moonlight and the sight made her go weak in her knees.it was as if that the moonlight had chosen just to show his facial features, his muscular body and his dark hair to her.She could feel the shiver run down her spine and was unable to understand whether it was the cool breeze blowing in thru the window or.. the sight of him...... whatever it was she was sure of one thing and that was ... that she had to get out of there fast.
She put her hands on his shoulder which made him turn towards her.
heer - kya hua? she could not believe what she saw.. his eyes were red and filled with tears as if he had been crying for a long time Prem looked at her once and just lowered his gaze. heer's heart felt as if it had just missed a beat. what had happened? she decided to ask him-----
heer- kya hua? tum ro kyu rahe ho? kya mujhse koi galti ho gayi hai?
prem- nahin heer.......... galti tumse nahin balki mujhse hui hai.... main chaahe jitni bhi koshish karoo us galti ko sudhar nahin sakta.... maine gunaah kiya hain.
heer-kaisa gunaah?
prem-tumpe haath uthane ka.... maine aisa kaise kar diya? kya main gusse mein itna paagal ho gaya tha ki mujhe ye bhi nahin dikhaai diya ki tum mere saamne ho? jis heer ki taraf kisi ko aankh uthakar dekhte huye bhi main bardaasht nahin kar sakta tha ..... usee heer par maine haath utha diya mujhme aur dj mein koi farq nahin raha...... maine bhi wohin kiya jo usne kiya... aaj mein apne hi nazron mein gir gaya hoonn. main toh tumse maafi bhi nahin maang sakta kyunki tumne mana kiya hai aur naa hi meri galti maafi ke layak hai.
all this while heer was just loking at prem--- shocked!!!!!!!! . she knew that she was the key to his soul and if she did not help him come out of this he would always blame himself for it.
she cupped her face in her hands and told him... maine kaha naa prem aaj se koi puraani baat nahin...... aaj se hum ek nayi shuruaat karenge..... isiliye beeti baatein bhool jaon aur sirf aane waale kal ke baare mein socho.....
saying this she just hugged him and he held her tight...... very close to his heart as if not letting her go away from him.
they both did not realise how it all started but once it had there was no stopping to it. after releasing her from his hug he caressed the marks left on her cheek left by his slap. soon he bent down to kiss that part as to take the pain away from her. he placed a passionate kiss on her eyes and her forehead. after finishing with this job prem looked at heer...... who was all blushing and smiling. he knew that she had understood his passion and how much he wanted her. her smile gave him the indication that she was ready for it....... ready for them becoming one......... at that very moment his eyes felt on her lips. the perfect pink lips which he had wanted to taste from the day he had found her unconcious in the hotel room.how many times he had tried to grab heer and smack her with his kiss ....to make her aware of his passion for her...... to let her know how he felt when he saw her..... how her innocent almond shaped eyes played havoc on his senses and how her presence made his mind go haywire.....
he bent down to taste her lips. as he cupped her face and started nibbling at them heer felt her hands slid up his neck and ruffle his hair. when their lips met it seemed that the wall which they both had drawn between themselves had been broken. their passion and yearn for each other took over their senses. he gently slid down the pallu of her saree and kissed her bare shoulders. he knew what his touch was doing to her. he gently slid his hands down and untied her saree. the moment his fingers touched her bare waist..... she went weak in her knees and when he kissed her near the navel she could not bear it anymore and caught the window behind her for support. he looked at her and got up. he pulled off his t shirt and exposed his bare body to her.... she went red at the sight in front of her and turned her face away so that he could not see the emotions playing within her. but prem was prem..... he knew exactly what heer was going thru... he gently put her open hair on one side of her shoulder and started untying the string attached to her blouse. as he did so he kissed her bare back and felt her shudder. he undid the buttons of her blouse and took it off. she stood there....... her back towards him and her hands covering her chest. he turned her and stared kissing her ..... this time making her hands go around his neck. the moment their bare bodies metit seemed a huge barrel of petrol had been ignited.... he started kissing her all over...... the curve of her neck and downnn........ he made her sit on the bed gently.... she was not meeting his eyes.... he made her lie down and saw her body washed in the blue moonlight.
she was beautiful......... very beautiful. it was not that he had not dreamt of her in this state ....... but she was far more lovely than he had ever imagined. it was as if god had taken his own sweet time to carve her body...... the perfect curves....the lovely hair ..... the beautiful eyes..... the list could go on and on.
he smiled to himself for the perfect and beautiful creation of god which was only his and for his eyes only.oh!!!! how badly he wanted her. suddenly he saw her shiver and not being able to control any longer he gently slid beside her to give her the warmth which she needed and at that very moment they became one............. one forever.....
there was no sense of guilt or lust in their lovemaking........ it was just love .... pure love and trust which they had in one another.she gave herself to him very naturally.... their becoming one was like a force of nature which always made the river go to the sea....... the sun rays fall on this earth... the rain quench the thirst of the soil....... she knew that he would always keep her close to his heart." jag diya rasma ishq nahin jaanta".........these lines were becoming true for prem and heer. although they did not have any formal relationship in the eyes of this worldbut they were everything for each other.
he saw a tear roll down her eyes....... he took the the tear on his fingertips and kept it close to his heart. he knew that the tear was not of any pain or sorrow but of joy.... the joy of them becoming one.
she lay in his arms the whole night and he kept caressing her. they both did not realise when they both fell asleep.
she woke up when the first rays of sunlight touched her face. she looked at prem who was sleeping beside her..... he was lying flat on his stomach.... a gentle smile played on his lips and a satisfied look on his face..... she gently ran her fingers thru his hair and looked at his face. a gentle smile came to her face as she remembered the events of the night before.... which had left her feeling pure.
she tiptoed out of the bed so that he would not be disturbed. she eased the creases on the bed sheet made by their lovemaking. very quietly she dressed and left the room removing all the traces that suggested that she had spent the night there.
no one was awake in the house. she quietly made to room and finding maher fast asleep heaved a sigh of relief..
he had tried to talk to her all throughout the morning .he wanted to talk to her about a lot of things that were going on in his mind after yesterday night but he did not get an opportunity as she was always surrounded by someone or the other.they could only converse with the silent conversation of their eyes. at last they got an opportunity.
it was then that he had told her about his delhi trip and before he could say anything else ..... kuljeet chachi had interupted and she had been left with his last words echoing in her ears........
ALVIDA
