okay guys here goes the next part
part 4
She stood near the window staring at the moon. Her maang was filled with sindoor----- a mangalsutra tied around her neck.she could not understand what fate had in store for her. . she had decided to end her life just after her marriage with RR coz no one but Prem could touch her when she had got the news. the doctor's words kept ringing in her ears"you are six weeks pregnant . you should take care of yourself and not stress yourself". this should have been the happiest moment of her life but noe she could not understend whether to cry at her misfortune that Prem was not there to share the joy of this news with her or to be happy that he was still there within her body--- a part of him breathing with her.she could not end her life now -- she could not let prem die again with her-- she decided to live --- live for her Prem and his part who was still to be born. She put her hand on her stomach and smiled to herself--- she understood why she had always felt Prem's presence even when he was physically not there anymore.she could feel him always because he was inside her ---- breathing with her. she still remembered the night when Prem had told her about Sanjana.he was broken--- and when she told how he was not the one who was responsible for sanjana's death -- he had felt as if a heavy weight had been lifted fron his heart. he felt relieved .......and complete because from that moment onwards he had taken heer as his wife. it was as if Heer understood the language of his eyes----when he put the necklace around her neck she silently accepted the new relationship that he had established with her. Heer was very tired that day. the party was over and after settling everything downstairs she decided to go to her room. everyone had gone off to sleep long back and the house was dark.tomorrow would be her mehndi and her marriage with prem would be solemnized with prem after 3 days. she smiled to herself as she thought about prem. although she would officially become his wife after 3 days..... she had already accepted him as her husband. she blushed at the thought of herself as "mrs. heer prem juneja" ... and also of all the moments that would be "theirs" only theirs. While going to her room she decided to check on prem...... whether he was asleep or not.she knew that he had a very bad day ---but as alls well that ends well ... she was sure that his mind was at peace now. he would sleep peacefully tonight without any guilt in his heart. thinking all this she quietly tiptoed towards his room.
sorry guys. i know it's a short post and not a long one as i had promised. actually my daughter has fever so i couldn't type the whole part. i'll definitely update tomorrow and i promise it will be a treat for premeer fans.
Edited by riks1 - 16 years ago
