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i ...um....can't think.
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so its finally over...in all its meaning. *Sigh*
It was a roller coaster ride. Especially this last one...with every paragraph...first would begin with "neesha are getting together" and end with "no they aren't" ...and i kept doing that don't know for how long...guess till the very end when Ayesha gave that determined and very cold answer. Though there was a bit more left after that i'd given up hope at that point....tho the title of the update would kinda throw you off...still at that point i knew it was a kiss goodbye.
You know there is a rational mind that says it was better this way and that together they would have never had the "dream" and might not even be happy. but then i hear a voice inside saying..."they'd have been together"đ„ș I cant explain that feeling. Choosing between a life of numbness vs destruction...i guess i'd have chosen destruction unless i had someone like Arjun in my life. And thats where i find myself forgiving you. Because you know what takes top priority on my list.đ For him i guess this was the best option instead of witnessing the tensions between his parents.
however, i think in this whole fic....Neev gets my sympathy...Ayesha gets my pity...and Priya gets a sad smile.
Neevu meri jaan...i feel really bad...how must was he holding onto that last shred of hope that she might just give him a single glance that would give him reason to stop...but alas...and to think he is marrying Priya but what does he get out of it. I'd be very presumptuous ot say that he won't be happy with her...he could be if he gives that marriage a chance...but at the point that you ended the fic...he just is this tragic character...and the way he thought... the decision was made for him...if he couldn't be happy with Ayesha he'd have to live a life making Priya happier...that was called putting a knife thru my heart. he always tries to do his part correctly...and that i think is the most unselfish thing...but sometimes makes him so....tragic.
Ayesha you poor poor soul...and really she is poor...not in wealth. She is poor because she will never have the one thing she craves for...and thats her own doing. I can't say more...cause i think she was the sane one at the end...and what she did was a bit mature...she thought of the future and not of the present. Maybe she'll redeem herself...and maybe she'll have what she seeks ...from her son.
Priya...just a sad smile because she doesn't deserve to be in a relationship where she doesn't get what she puts in...still she got into it with full knowledge so no sympathies...just a sad smile.
for you Rima...i think i want to đ because you forced me to think about relationships in a much more realistic context than i prefer to do. And if it had been someone else writing this story i don't think i'd have stuck around till the end. I would have given up the moment i realized that its going to be a tragedy cause i likes my happies endings. But you managed that too...get me to read a tragedy. I've only ever read Shakespears's tragedies only because of his writing style...i am a fanđł...and still I gave a miss to a few.
So it really was because it was a story well told by an awesome writer that i am still here and find myself not wanting to kill you.đ But thats all...you get no hugs..because after all you did kill my Neesha dream.
I better get a notification the next time you decide to write something.
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so its finally over...in all its meaning. *Sigh*
It was a roller coaster ride. Especially this last one...with every paragraph...first would begin with "neesha are getting together" and end with "no they aren't" ...and i kept doing that don't know for how long...guess till the very end when Ayesha gave that determined and very cold answer. Though there was a bit more left after that i'd given up hope at that point....tho the title of the update would kinda throw you off...still at that point i knew it was a kiss goodbye.
You know there is a rational mind that says it was better this way and that together they would have never had the "dream" and might not even be happy. but then i hear a voice inside saying..."they'd have been together"đ„ș I cant explain that feeling. Choosing between a life of numbness vs destruction...i guess i'd have chosen destruction unless i had someone like Arjun in my life. And thats where i find myself forgiving you. Because you know what takes top priority on my list.đ For him i guess this was the best option instead of witnessing the tensions between his parents.
however, i think in this whole fic....Neev gets my sympathy...Ayesha gets my pity...and Priya gets a sad smile.
Neevu meri jaan...i feel really bad...how must was he holding onto that last shred of hope that she might just give him a single glance that would give him reason to stop...but alas...and to think he is marrying Priya but what does he get out of it. I'd be very presumptuous ot say that he won't be happy with her...he could be if he gives that marriage a chance...but at the point that you ended the fic...he just is this tragic character...and the way he thought... the decision was made for him...if he couldn't be happy with Ayesha he'd have to live a life making Priya happier...that was called putting a knife thru my heart. he always tries to do his part correctly...and that i think is the most unselfish thing...but sometimes makes him so....tragic.
Ayesha you poor poor soul...and really she is poor...not in wealth. She is poor because she will never have the one thing she craves for...and thats her own doing. I can't say more...cause i think she was the sane one at the end...and what she did was a bit mature...she thought of the future and not of the present. Maybe she'll redeem herself...and maybe she'll have what she seeks ...from her son.
Priya...just a sad smile because she doesn't deserve to be in a relationship where she doesn't get what she puts in...still she got into it with full knowledge so no sympathies...just a sad smile.
for you Rima...i think i want to đ because you forced me to think about relationships in a much more realistic context than i prefer to do. And if it had been someone else writing this story i don't think i'd have stuck around till the end. I would have given up the moment i realized that its going to be a tragedy cause i likes my happies endings. But you managed that too...get me to read a tragedy. I've only ever read Shakespears's tragedies only because of his writing style...i am a fanđł...and still I gave a miss to a few.
So it really was because it was a story well told by an awesome writer that i am still here and find myself not wanting to kill you.đ But thats all...you get no hugs..because after all you did kill my Neesha dream.
I better get a notification the next time you decide to write something.
Cricket
