One of my Fave songs… Dil mera churaya kyun from Akele hum Akele tum. (If only Anu Malik hadn't spoiled adding his own voice to the English bit of it😡) It suits Milind so much…🥺
Jab yeh dil todna hi tha
Humse dil lagaaya kyoon
Humse muh modna hi tha Dil ko dhadakna tune sikhaaya
Dil ko tadapna tune sikhaaya
Aankhon mein aansu chhupe the kahin
Inko chhalakna tune sikhaaya😭
Seene mein basaaya kyoon
Dil se jab khelna hi tha🥺
Humse dil lagaaya kyoon
Humse munh modna hi tha
Dil mera churaaya kyoon
Uthte the shole jaise jigar se
Saanson se nikla jaise dhuaan sa
Banta tha mujhse jeete na marte
Aag kyoon lagaayi jab
Bujhaaye dil chhodna hi tha
Humse dil lagaaya kyoon
Humse munh modna hi tha
Dil mera churaaya kyoon
Jab yeh dil todna hi tha
Humse dil lagaaya kyoon
Humse munh modna hi tha😭
May not be the right song for Michi but suits Miind to the T😭
I swear I tried to be unbiased and look at both the point of views… but those two drops of tears that fell of Milind's eyes after he heard Prachi… left me numb and shaken. They fell off like life left him at that moment. His moist eyes waiting to unleash was thoroughly killing…and when they finally dropped… It sealed it for me…nothing can justify those tears… NOTHING😭! Prachi, Ayesha & Sukruti… pray I never cross ur path… I wont let u three go without making u all pay to hell for those tears😡. It isnt about crying… Milind has cried before so has Prachi… Prachi was also crying at that time… but there was something too overwhelming about those 1st two tears that silently fell off his eyes…. And that is going to haunt me for a very LONG time and I am not ready to forgive anyone responsible for that… Not Prachi, Not Ayesha, Not Sukruti and def not Shabbo😡.
Prachi tell me one thing, how are u related to Milind😕? Are u his neighbour by any chance😃? His Personal Secretary may be🤔? A Business Associate😕? What😕? By the look of it, you don't seem to realise the fact that you are indeed HIS WIFE😡! What makes u think that Sukruti matters to Milind more than you😡? And that he will be able to handle anything against you? You surely have a short memory…Didn't the guy tell u you matter to him over his family? Don't u remember how he cant handle u being associated with someone else? Have u forgotten how Possessed and Possessive he sounded when he reminded you 'Tum ab bhi MERI PATNI ho' Hasn't he told u anyone questioning your integrity means they are questioning his aswell?(the day he caught burning the briefcase) Hasn't he told you that if he cant trust you, he cant trust anyone else… hasn't he told the world that he trusts you over himself. Then lady what the hell were u thinking before you made the biggest blunder of your life and destroyed everything😡? You didn't want to see him fall from grace infront of Niharika… so your decided to kill him instead… Wah Prachi… only you can do something like this👏.What do u think of your Husband? That some Niharika Shregill has it in her to get Milind Mishra on his knees? If u thought so... U dont know your Husband😡
I don't buy the argument that Milind didn't trust Prachi… he trusted her till her confession came as the last straw. When Ayesha was throwing all accusations at Prachi… he looked highly irritated and didn't once look at Prachi for an explanation… he just waited to see Ayesha's drama unfold. It was only when Kamini said Ayesha threatened to hand her over to the police she had to spill the truth… Milind for the 1st time turned and looked at Prachi. Obviously if Ayesha had got local goons to blackmail her… it is understandable… but with police around… it surely sealed off all possibilities of Prachi's innocence. Yet, he believed that there must be an explanation… he waited patiently for her to answer Premlata's questions… No reply came and he took it upon himself with the belief that Prachi will speak the truth… His Love was at stake, she cant lie now… even then look at the way he worded his sentence. He didn't ask her if what Ayesha is saying is the truth, He didn't ask her if she was the mother of Ritwik… he asked her who the parents of Ritwik were. His eyes were pleading her to speak up the truth… and what does that girl do? Says 'Ritwik mera bacha hai, Milind!'😡 Looking at his face if I was in Prachi's place and if indeed Ritwik was my son…at that moment I wouldn't have thought beyond not letting Milind break… and this girl doesn't think twice before uttering a lie. And she dare not give me 'I did it for your sister, Milind' How about doing something for his wife for a change?😡
Nor will I buy the argument that Ayesha instigated him against Prachi… Ayesha had no effect on him whatsoever… he reacted and broke only at Prachi's confession. You look at Milind in his fave haunt recapping all the events… with every accusation of Ayesha, he backed it with a moment spent with Prachi…. Indicating that it was Prachi who had the last say… and it was indeed Prachi who had the last say… it was her confession that finally had him collapse. And do u really think I will let Prachi go after seeing Milind fall against the tree?😡
I will not hold anything against Milind for the stand he takes now and for what he believes is the truth. I believe Love should be Unconditional, NOT Blind. If Milind had trusted Prachi without questions it would have been blind faith… I do believe they share a relationship where they can question eachother and the other one is obligated to give an answer. It is not that he asked her once and she said something and he believed her. Prachi had enough time to come clean with him… but she chose not to despite the threat looming large by the moment. What trust of Prachi in Milind are we talking about? When the guy made claims infront of the whole world that he trusts Prachi more than himself… wasn't it her duty to uphold that faith in Milind… Milind ended up looking a Class A fool with her confession infront of the same people he had defended Prachi😒. Milind fought himself for Prachi's sake and still believed that Prachi must have had reasons to lie to him…he didn't question her once… hoping she will tell him what was going on… she continued in silence and he battled himself in silence. Did Prachi even realise how Milind would have felt watching her stand silent when her love for him was being questioned… if she really loved him, why didn't she fight for him? Why didn't she fight for the honour of her love for him? What was it that was more important to Prachi than him? Prachi didn't have to tell the truth if she didn't want to… all she needed to do was look into Milind's eyes and say 'just trust me, I will tell u the truth when the time is right' If only Prachi had said so instead of acting being a sacrificing queen… Milind would have unconditionally stood by her and given her the time she wanted without any further questions asked. But she has to behave like the know it all queen😡. If Milind feels let down by Prachi… then he has every right feeling so, because the truth IS that Prachi has let him down.
I find Milind more balanced and more respecting the relationship of Marriage… He tells her about everything that is related to them and their family… except at times when he wants to surprise his wife. And here is his wife, who doesn't care to tell him if not ask him that they have adopted a child. Adopting a child isnt like going shopping and blowing up a huge amount so u hide from your husband till it is time for him to pay off the Credit Card Bills😡. I assume that Prachi found the entire adoption process easy because she was Milind Mishra's wife, a reputed Businessman… and she doesn't care to inform him?
She might have the best of intensions in mind, but there is no denying that the track record has proven that when she goes to implement it… she only worsens the situation. There cant be any denying that it is ONLY Milind who steps in save the day for her by taking the correct course of action. He has come around every single time for Prachi… but now Enough is Enough… Milind will not be come around this time for Prachi… she has to. She has to come around for him and place him and their relationship above all and sundry. I hear 'Es Shadi ko maine apni Zindagi maana hai' once again and I wont spare her😡. What Zindagi is she talking about? When she can talk as if this marriage is a mistake when she sees her sister in pain, then she sees Milind's sister in trouble and she wont think twice about throwing it all up…. and she has the audacity to say that the Marriage & Milind are priority in her life😡. And did she actually say that Milind wont have listened to her if she wanted to explain😡? If only I didn't love Prachi… I swear Prachi would have been killed for making the statement. Did she forget that Milind asked her something and it was SHE who after a long silence had blurted out a Lie? And didn't she shut up Milind when he questioned her on the day of Sukruti's marriage and didn't he listen and understand to every word she said and what was left unsaid? And she says Milind wont listen? She better come up with better excuses to justify herself… Else I am not in any mood of giving her a benefit of doubt. Now I have decided, justified or not… I am forgiving Prachi only on the day she restores the life back in Milind that she took away with her stupidity and sacrificing nonsense😡. I will forgive her only on that day Milind smiles big to wipe out the torturous tears dropping off his eyes.
And Prachi better not give me the crap that Milind cant handle Sukruti's truth. What makes her think that she can take care of Sukruti more than Milind can? Has she forgotten for the past 20 years Milind has taken care of Sukruti like a daughter?😡 And why does she think that Milind cant handle the situations when he has proven beyond doubt that in moment of crisis and in a crunch situation… it is only he who stands the test of time and comes good ultimately? Before anyone questions if Milind hasn't learnt from the past, how about answering if Prachi has learnt from her mistakes😡? I would have felt justified even if Prachi did this to protect an innocent and honourable person. She threw up her marriage to cover up Sukruti's dishonourable act🤢? Maaf karna Main itni Mahan nahi hoon… for me what matters is everyone's happiness over nobility of someone. If everyone happiness is lost as the cost of someone's nobility, it spoils the very purpose.
Just wait and watch the repercussions of Prachi's 'selfless' act. Milind will leave and noone can hold anything against him. Ayesha will be back to torment the Shahs… With Neev swearing Revenge, God knows what he has in store. The truth about Sukruti will come out…. And her brother wont be around to fall back on and I wont be surprised at all if Sukruti blames Prachi. Ritwik future is still in question. And if Prachi's gets pregnant, then what about the future of that Kid😡??? The saddest thing will be even after all this set right say 3 months from now… Prachi wont change😡. She will find a new set of problems to sacrifice her marriage. May be I read too much into Prachi's 'Es Shadi ko maine apni Zindagi maana hai' Normally that means Milind and their marriages rank as No 1 on her list of priorities. But did I forget I heard that from Prachi? If she thinks Milind and their Marriage is her Zindagi… then without a doubt both will feature along side her own self… that is at the bottom of list😡. How I wish Milind had remained a stranger… she would have put him at the top of the list like the way she did when Neev got Milind arrested. The moment she made him her zindagi… usko bali ka bakra banadiya… and if Milind doesn't agree… I don't find him at fault at all.
Milind ki bhi kya kismat hai… Prachi who is all heart no brains, Ayesha has all Brains no heart and Sukruti takes the cake… No heart, No Brain.I hope his daughter atleast has the perfect set of Heart and Brains like him. I seriously cant understand why it has to be Milind of all people who gets stuck with women who are so selfish when it comes to their love for him😡. They don't care about his happiness, do they? Sukruti wants everything perfect of her… if the world has to go take a hike so be it, she would care less. Then there is Ayesha who is so stubborn about her love for him, that she doesn't think of his happiness… she wants him, he wants to be with her out not…. I don't believe she was smiling seeing Milind this shattered😡. And then there is our Mahanta Queen who for the sake of her love will crush Milind's love without for once asking him what he wants😡. She couldn't see her Love bow infront of a woman like Niharika, so what she decides instead… that Milind's love will take the blame, be humiliated and dishnoured infront of the whole world…. She puts herself at stake and disgraces herself… because she cant see Milind being insulted… and this should be termed as Selfless😡? It is the most selfish act Prachi could have ever done in Love😡. Couldn't she see Milind shattered? Milind was right when he wondered how Prachi could see only Neev's hurt and not his. He is absolutely right… How could she not see how tortured he was feeling… if she realized she wouldn't have been so stupid😡.
I find Milind in the worst position in this mess. Atleast Prachi knows that Milind Loves her with all his heart, She can love with all her heart… the memories of their shared Love will be always be with her… for she knows the integrity of the love they shared… the happy moments will always bring a smile on her face. But can one imagine the plight Milind is going through… The memories will only make him disgusted, he will feel like a fool, he will feel like he has been used. He will torture himself with the belief that the woman he loves pretended to love him for some secret gain and that will be such a revolting feeling… the guy cant even respect the woman he loves, but cant stop loving her aswell… he is going to hate himself for that🥺… and to forget this pain, I don't know what kind of stress he will put himself through to keep his mind off Prachi. Milind has always loved Children…he is always shown smiling at the children who play around… and now the guy has to live the fact that a baby is the proof of betrayal vented out to him. There goes his stress buster and his dream…. One cant fathom the trauma he must be going through for asking Prachi for a child. Not only did Prachi spoil the future for them, she spoiled the Milind's memories for him😡. She didnt break only his heart, their relationship... she broke a family😭 She has left him in a state that he cant trust himself... and Milind lossing faith in himself will be the final nail in the coffin... can u imagine Milind Mishra devoid of the supreme faith and confidence in himself? How much i hate the fact that Milind has become so vulnerable😭
Fine, I have lost it… do u blame me, I come back to see this nonsense and I want to bash up everyone who is responsible for this state…. Shabbo included. All was atleast tolerable till those tears fell off his eyes. Now get used to me being fiercely protective about Milind, I have a reason or no…I am not ready to see another tear drop off those eyes like it did. Now all responsible will pay for it…Sukruti, Ayesha, Prachi & Shabbo😡. Who the hell asked him to put in so much of intensity into his performances in the 1st place😡? I feel like picking on him more… all this is happening because of his Mission Istanbul😡. And Shabbo if we have to deal with this crappy track and do without Milind for God knows how long… you better make Mission Istanbul worth all that we are put through and what we miss. Jitna pyar uspe kal aaraha tha seeing his nomination, aaj utna hi gussa araha hai… need sometime to get used to the fact that he will disappear for a long time… anyone knows when is he back?
And i wonder how they will send him off? A Business trip is what it will be mostly...because Milind isnt a guy who will run away from things esp leaving his family (his dad & Sis) behind and i doubt they will shift with him. He is going no where with Ayesha because they have to justofy Milind being out of focus not Ayesha. Sanjeeda will be very much around to shoulder the show with Panchi and Jay. So? The tried tested... accident formula? Fake Death and Return?😕 Do u think with Neev's challenge if something happens to Milind, Neev will be blamed for it... Neev was supposed to look dangerous with that challenge... but kahin par it wasnt chilling. Lets see... how they wind up Milind's track for this season... and then it is season break time for Shabbo and his fansEnough of my ranting... I surely have more to complain and crib... but shall keep it for the next time. Sorry for the long post once again... adath abhi tak waisi hi hai.