Rishab Bajaj : an indestructible persona vs "an inspiration" pg5-23/9

Rishab Bajaj: your opinion about me matters to me (23rd Sept )

Rishab Bajaj : an indestructible persona succumbs to "an inspiration" 18th Sept 2019

"Prerna's niceness is killing me "
"nafrat hain mujhe inn logon se .. still main unki care kyun kar raha hoon .. main aisa kabhi nahi tha .. phir ab .. kya hai yeh kya yeh Prerna ka asar hai jo mujhe effect kar raha hai ?"

someone's positive influence can decimate someone's ruthlessness and bring in the niceness ..... thereby weakening the otherwise indestructible " not so nice" persona , the episode highlights the conflict of niceness and ruthlessness, of heart and mind,

I go back to my earlier topic.. change is the order of life n we see a person changing with an inspiration that's influencing him

let's go back to the day Prerna shed tears, pleaded , begged him to let her go off the deal , but this cold hearted , ruthless person was least affected and on the contrary was gloating on the best deal of his life where he got a priceless possession..

today her one word, or even the very thought of what she might think is affecting him, he sends Mehra back to home because she said so, her one blame, he is willing to surrender for the crime which he may not have committed .. ..

His thoughts and emotions are all over the place, this girl literally decimated all the barricades of ruthlessness, coldness, emotionless and heartless, rigidity around his heart and made him an individual who realized that there is tenderness in his heart which is not what he wanted... he doesn't want to be good, he doesn't like being soft hearted ...he doesn't like people to be nice or extra nice or good with him, he doesn't want others to think good of him, he hides his niceness.. he wants to be ruthless, the bad guy who gloats when people hate him, but her fervent influence on him, he is terribly failing in acquiring or conquering these emotions as swiftly, as smoothly and as meticulously as taking over companies left right center ..

Another of his self thought which was very poignant , is recapitulating the fact .. that he didn't get Prerna to be his wife, she is just kukki's mother and it shouldn't matter to him if she feels or loves or cares for someone else .. he tries to the snip off the initial pangs of any feelings of jealousy or care for her ...

He expresses his guilt about the "deal" in the marriage, ,when he realized his emotions are venturing into the zone which he has no access to, all coz of her extra niceness and reiterates to himself, by conveying it to her to keep this relation to Kukki and nothing beyond that . it was more of reminding rewriting the frontiers in their relation, more for himself than to her.

people accusing him left , right center, none of the voices mattered to him, none of the words made any impact, but her silence did affect him, he turns to her, to see her reaction., which he keenly observes all the time, she downcasts her eyes, avoids looking at him, ignored him, he calls her name "Prerna' not for her to say something for him , not for her to speak on his behalf, not for her to say she trusts him, but he called her name "Prerna" to explain himself .. he wants to come clean with her , he doesn't want her to think him to be "galat" , like always he wants to put his side ,, he wants to give an "explanation" to none but her ... despite him saying that there wouldn't be any further explanation on this, but her one evasive look, and he is ready to clear his side again .... her trusting him or not is not the point of concern for him , but him clarifying or coming clean with her is his need ...if she is thinks/feels he deserves to be punished, he is ready for it .. that's how imperative his other half is in his life .. an "inspiration" that's changing him ....

he calls her name "Prerna" an individual, he didn't refer her as "Mrs.Bajaj" to authenticate or emphasize or made any connotations that she is "supposed" to listen because she is his wife, or expecting her to speak on his behalf or seeking her trust in him as his wife ... it was just "Prerna" , an individual , that girl and inspiration which changed his life and him as a person at this juncture ..

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so this part needs a separate post so here .

the goofy, ubercute, confused, unsorted, messy, innocent Bajaj and Mr.Mehra stole it the first part of it .. right from the phone call accusing Mehra of not giving him enough work to telling his own story as VPs to Mrs.Bajaj knows hypnotism one cannot be soft hearted, one should be ruthless in business .. Mehra ji noticed the changes in him, more talking, more smiling, more expressive , nervous where in he used to be stern and intense earlier .. more like he says aap aap nahin hain sir .. apka judwa hain each line is a cracker ... expressions of Mehra ji and KSG are soo in sync that the chemistry oozes , totally entertaining

KSG what do I even say about him , every expression, body language, words is top notch, be it the monstrous , ruthless businessman or a very intense individual or a heart warming dad or a thoughtful husband or a goofy, uber cute, innocent or even as JKG, every shade of the character he owns with such finesse

Please feel free to discuss, disagree, debate , I may not have time to reply to comments individually regularly, but will make sure to read all and please do NOT fight, if we find any reports on this topic ,,the topic will be locked

First page yayaya

Thank you so much for this post Munni Mod Ji. You have given the accurately described Bajaj and his conflicting emotions and the reason why yesterday he was in a conflict today the reason is clear.

BajRa are my favorite. Still a better love story than twilight. Poor Bajaj has no one to talk to but his PA and he does exactly that. Mehra too loves and understands his boss. And it's very new to him to see this new side of Bajaj.

Prerna's words affect him the most and he is in denial. Poor guy. Hypnotism 😂

all that matters to Bajaj is Prerna's reaction. He is sure that Prerna will take good care of Cookie in his absence already Maasi & Tanvi are there to make sure of it. But he would have given a fought if Prerna showed a bit of trust in him because here he himself is confused if he did the accident or not. But she doesn't. As usual. And also in a dignified way he allows to be taken. Rest he knows he is influential enough to be out of this matter in some time. But when he says if prerna thinks he is guilty he wouldn't even give a fight. Like my heart breaks 💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭

Star Plus Best Bahu award goes to Rishabh Bajaj.

Hopefully Jail brings him back to Bajaj the ruthless and not Bajju the Lattoo mode.

Also I would like to mention

Bajaj sarcastically saying PRERNA.. Means INSPIRATION has come back to bite him 😆

I'm such a big admirer of your posts. 🤗

The mighty has fallen…fallen terribly! His current self offers a stark contrast to the enigmatic man that was introduced to us…with his cigar smoke adding to the tempting mysticism and darkness. I’m irked to behold that the inspiration wasn’t worth this fall. It can never be.

Mr Bajaj portrayed vivid emotions in today’s episode. From a lovelorn lover-boy unable to fathom his newfound emotions to a disheartened man who expected his wife to at least show faith in him without being vociferous. His wife’s evident care for her ex stung him and the sadness on his face was so contagious that it tempted me to dive into that virtual world to share his woes.Damn!

He can no longer bear that emotional infidelity he’s being tormented with. At this point I just want him to retreat to his original self, at least against others. I don't want him to surrender without fight. Let him prove his innocence and grow aloof.

Havent watched the epi but two things on RB

1) Ladki ka chakkar hai Munni Mod ji Ladki ka 😆

2) rah-e-door-e-ishq mein jail hota hai kya

aage aage dekhiye hota hai kyā😆

I am glad for MeJaj Mehra cud really help sir with tricks i saw his potential in my OS only long back 🤣

KSG pe naa hi boloon to theek hai ....uski level ki tareef karne waale shabd mere dictionary mein hai nahi super se upar

And there is this dialog in the old movie Seeta Geeta which goes like ladki jab sui dhaage pe haath chalaane lage to samjho rassi pe nahi chal paayegi ...kind of applicable to Bajaj here 🤣

I am not good with words but you have written everything I felt about today's episode. I am glad, I am not only one, who see what is more significant development is happening between them in between chaos. They are getting involve in complicated bond of love.....

Love that we cannot have is the one, that last the longest, hurts the deepest, and feels the strongest.

Goofy Bajaj was best part of today's episode. Mehra and Bajaj as business-hood cum brotherhood are adorable.

Another one from you

We both know we're on opposite sides of the fence when it comes to Bajaj but I'm here just for your post 👍🏼😃

This time I won't say anything about agreeing or disagreeing with you as we already have done that in your previous post 😉

So here I'll just confine myself to your post that's all 😛

The emotions which he is feeling and going through clearly express that he has already fallen in love with her which probably he isn't able to figure out or rather I would say he might be scared of giving a name to those emotions and moreso accepting them. Doing that would mean the end of the business shark who is a ruthless businessman who is out there to destroy anyone that comes his way... especially the Basus.

So you've brilliantly put those feelings in words and I appreciate your writing skills here.👏👏

Now coming to the other side of the coin.... I would say that although I'm not liking this rush in showing the development of feelings for Prerna but at the same time I'm happy that he has fallen for her sooner than expected because now he himself will get to know how it feels when you love someone and you lose that love or don't get the same reciprocation from your lover.

When he seperated AnuPre he was a ruthless businessman but now that he is falling in love with her he'll be able to understand Anurag's pain and dismay slightly better probably. He'll be able to feel the pain he went through when his life turned upside down just bcoz of him. So I'm waiting for the day when his heart which has already started beating and feeling for Prerna would make him think deeply into the damage done by him. He'll be guilty to the core for doing this to both of them. He shall go through this guilt all through his life and only after a proper redemption track will I be able to forgive him atleast in my pov.

Apne dil mein utha dard to hua yeh ehsaas

Dil to toota tha uska bhi kya hua hoga uska haal

Kis se karu shikwa kisse kahu dil ka haal

Kya hai mere paas jawaab jo pooche koi yeh sawaal

Main hi hu is sab ki wajah kyun hai mujhe ab yeh malaal...

Munni🤗

This post👏

Awesome post Bajaj ❤️

Mehra Nd Bajaj conversation was to awesome..

I m sad when he says prena name she didn't even look at him that hurt. he always support her in everything.😭