Originally posted by: munnihyderabad
"Prerna's niceness is killing me "
"nafrat hain mujhe inn logon se .. still main unki care kyun kar raha hoon .. main aisa kabhi nahi tha .. phir ab .. kya hai yeh kya yeh Prerna ka asar hai jo mujhe effect kar raha hai ?"
someone's positive influence can decimate someone's ruthlessness and bring in the niceness ..... thereby weakening the otherwise indestructible " not so nice" persona , the episode highlights the conflict of niceness and ruthlessness, of heart and mind,
I go back to my earlier topic.. change is the order of life n we see a person changing with an inspiration that's influencing him
let's go back to the day Prerna shed tears, pleaded , begged him to let her go off the deal , but this cold hearted , ruthless person was least affected and on the contrary was gloating on the best deal of his life where he got a priceless possession..
today her one word, or even the very thought of what she might think is affecting him, he sends Mehra back to home because she said so, her one blame, he is willing to surrender for the crime which he may not have committed .. ..
His thoughts and emotions are all over the place, this girl literally decimated all the barricades of ruthlessness, coldness, emotionless and heartless, rigidity around his heart and made him an individual who realized that there is tenderness in his heart which is not what he wanted... he doesn't want to be good, he doesn't like being soft hearted ...he doesn't like people to be nice or extra nice or good with him, he doesn't want others to think good of him, he hides his niceness.. he wants to be ruthless, the bad guy who gloats when people hate him, but her fervent influence on him, he is terribly failing in acquiring or conquering these emotions as swiftly, as smoothly and as meticulously as taking over companies left right center ..
Another of his self thought which was very poignant , is recapitulating the fact .. that he didn't get Prerna to be his wife, she is just kukki's mother and it shouldn't matter to him if she feels or loves or cares for someone else .. he tries to the snip off the initial pangs of any feelings of jealousy or care for her ...
He expresses his guilt about the "deal" in the marriage, ,when he realized his emotions are venturing into the zone which he has no access to, all coz of her extra niceness and reiterates to himself, by conveying it to her to keep this relation to Kukki and nothing beyond that . it was more of reminding rewriting the frontiers in their relation, more for himself than to her.
people accusing him left , right center, none of the voices mattered to him, none of the words made any impact, but her silence did affect him, he turns to her, to see her reaction., which he keenly observes all the time, she downcasts her eyes, avoids looking at him, ignored him, he calls her name "Prerna' not for her to say something for him , not for her to speak on his behalf, not for her to say she trusts him, but he called her name "Prerna" to explain himself .. he wants to come clean with her , he doesn't want her to think him to be "galat" , like always he wants to put his side ,, he wants to give an "explanation" to none but her ... despite him saying that there wouldn't be any further explanation on this, but her one evasive look, and he is ready to clear his side again .... her trusting him or not is not the point of concern for him , but him clarifying or coming clean with her is his need ...if she is thinks/feels he deserves to be punished, he is ready for it .. that's how imperative his other half is in his life .. an "inspiration" that's changing him ....
he calls her name "Prerna" an individual, he didn't refer her as "Mrs.Bajaj" to authenticate or emphasize or made any connotations that she is "supposed" to listen because she is his wife, or expecting her to speak on his behalf or seeking her trust in him as his wife ... it was just "Prerna" , an individual , that girl and inspiration which changed his life and him as a person at this juncture ..
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so this part needs a separate post so here .
the goofy, ubercute, confused, unsorted, messy, innocent Bajaj and Mr.Mehra stole it the first part of it .. right from the phone call accusing Mehra of not giving him enough work to telling his own story as VPs to Mrs.Bajaj knows hypnotism 
one cannot be soft hearted, one should be ruthless in business .. Mehra ji noticed the changes in him, more talking, more smiling, more expressive , nervous where in he used to be stern and intense earlier .. more like he says aap aap nahin hain sir .. apka judwa hain each line is a cracker ... expressions of Mehra ji and KSG are soo in sync that the chemistry oozes , totally entertaining
KSG what do I even say about him , every expression, body language, words is top notch, be it the monstrous , ruthless businessman or a very intense individual or a heart warming dad or a thoughtful husband or a goofy, uber cute, innocent or even as JKG, every shade of the character he owns with such finesse 
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