FF: MIRAGE part 41pg53Updated 20/04 - Page 5

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It had been a week since Kiran had returned and Saahil had practically stopped going to work,brought his work home,any excuse to spend more time with his daughter and her children.He was trying to pack thirteen years of absence into a week.After a long time he got around to planning to celebrate her coming home.He had organized a party and those of her friends she had met in the time she had been back invited those who hadn't heard and the party was all set to be a reunion.
Tarun and Bani needless to say had started to drive Choti ma crazy as they realized she was soft as sponge cake.The house was always abuzz with noise from one fight or some kind of mischief they were getting into.They had made a few friends in the short time they were and were always off somewhere and excited their grandfather no less when with tales of their escapades.
Later that night as the finishing touches were being put to the decorations,Tarun wandered into the kitchen and Choti ma had just brought a batch of home made biscuits out of the oven.
"Hey choti ma,"he said,reaching to pick one.
She immediately reached over with a ladle and smacked his hand,"Don't touch that!"
"I'm hungry!"he said with a pitiful look on his face.
"Look around you,sooooo much food.Only eat later,"she said glaring at him,"Out!"
He made to go,and when she turned around he snatched one off the platter and dashed out of the kitchen when she raised the ladle to swat him again.
The guests had started to arrive and were gradually filling the parlor.Kiran watched from upstairs with a little trepidation.These were people she had not seen in a long,long time and yet,they were all here for here.
"Mama,how do I look?"Bani asked from behind her.
She turned to see her daughter in a simple white off shoulder gown which was calf length with gold embroidery in diamond shaped designs.
"Breathtaking,"hermother said with a soft smile.
"Stunning,"Tarun said from behind them,"And Mama,you look amazing."
Kiran was in a simple black sari with gold works.Her hair was pulled up in a slick bun,allowing her striking features show.
"Thank you,"she smiled pleasantly.
"You know,they are all waiting to see you,"Bani said.
"I know.But what if they turn out to not be the same people I knew back when we were teenagers."
"Hey,people don't change so much over the years,"Tarun said,"You'd be surprised."
She took his hand and squeezed it.Kamna came up the stairs.
"What are you doing here?Your friends are waiting for you and you are hiding?"
"Nahin ma..."
"Chor do.Chalo meri saat,"she took her hand and pulled her downstairs.
She was greeted with surprise,comments about how good she looked and she didn't look like she had grown up kids.They oohhed and aahhed at her kids and complimented them on how well they had taken care of their mother.She really began to relax when she realized that as Tarun said,people never really changed.They were only an improvement of who they were as young men and women.She had had a wonderful time that night,reminiscing about the past and telling what little she would allow of her personal life in America with Carlos.One female friend had actually cried when she had told her of Carlos' death.It had made her sad,but now,she was content.
It was a few minutes to eleven and most of the guests had left and she was seeing off the last of them.She turned to leave when she noticed someone off to the side in the drive way a huge bouquet of flowers covering his face.
"Kaun hai?"she called softly.
He was walking closer and closer,not a word from him.He was well dressed so she wasn't afraid that he might be a sicko or something.
"Kaun hai?"she asked more authority creeping into her voice.
He stopped a few feet away from her and lowered the flowers so that she saw his eyes.And he just stared at her.
Those eyes,she thought,looking at him more closely.Lines formed at the sides so she knew he was smiling.She obviously knew this person and he knew her well.But who....
"Kamal hai,"he said,"Even after all this time it still takes you a while to recognize me."
That voice,it was...no...it couldn't be.She stepped forward and pushed the flower out of the way,and gasped,her hand flying to cover her mouth in shock.
"Hello Kiran,"he smiled.
"Nishikant!"and then she instinctively raised her foot,grabbed her shoe off her foot and started to chase him,"What do you think you're doing trying to scare me to death."
"Now Kiran,"he said,sidestepping her,"You don't get to chase me around anymore.I brought you flowers after all these years and this is how you greet me?"
"I would greet you better if you came like other guests and not like a thief in the night!"she retorted,swatting his arm with her other arm,then adding after giving him a once over,"An expensively dressed one at that."
"Mama?"
She turned to see Tarun and Bani standing at the top of the stairs,regarding her with a mixture of amusement and surprise.
"Ah,I finally get to meet the children I have heard so much about,"he said,leaving her to put her slipper back on and follow him behind,"I'm Nishikant Dixit."
"I'm Tarun and this is my older sister Bani.Well,technically older sister,"he said.
"Hey,you don't need to confuse him with all that nonsense right now.Come in Uncle,you missed the party."
"Bani?"Kiran said in surprise.
"What?Any friend of yours is a friend of ours,"she said,taking Nishikant by the hand and pulling him inside.
They had seen the display of affection between their mother and this man and no way were they letting him go easy.
"Careful Kiran,I just might switch camps.She's a lot nicer."
They went into the house and Bani rustled up a plate of food and forcefully fed him while they chatted.After a while,she and Tarun tactfully excused themselves and left them to talk.
They walked out into the garden."You look beautiful."
She lowered her eyes,"Thank you.You're not looking too bad yourself."
"Thanks.I put a lot of work into my appearance tonight so..."
She laughed at him,"You still haven't changed."
"Never."
"How have you been Nishi?"
He inhaled deeply,"I have been good.I have had a good life so far."
"Nishikant,"she said,taking his hand in hers and forcing him to look at her,"How are you?"
He looked at her for a full five seconds,"I think you know Kiran."
"Nishikant,"she said his name with so much sadness.
True,she had never bothered to find out how he was after she left him brokenhearted.On hindsight she knew he had loved her dearly.But she couldn't help it,she had loved Carlos and that was a non-negotiable fact.
"No need to feel sad Kiran.I tried to move on...got married,had a family of my own...I have a wonderful daughter."
"Really?"
"Yes.Rano."
"Lovely name."
"She's a lovely girl."
"And your wife?"
He smiled sadly...too sadly,and she knew before he said it,"She died Kiran."
Tears rolled down here eyes and she squeezed his hand in understanding.
"Look how fate dealt with us Kiran,"he said sadly.
"I'm sorry Nishikant,"she said.
He just reached up and wiped her tears,You will not cry tonight Kiran.It's a day to be happy.I get to see an old friend after an eighteen year hiatus."
She smiled and shook her head,"Pagal."
They had talked well into the night and it was almost one in the morning before she insisted on his going home,and he teased her that Bani would have let him stay till dawn.She saw him off and went into the house.She shut the door behind her and leaned against it,yawned and stretched before making her way upstairs to her room.
Bani was in Tarun's room.He was sprawled on the floor while she lay on the bed.
"Almost one in the morning,"Bani said.
"That must have been some reunion."
"I think there is still something there,"Bani said.
"Now Di,you can't go around trying to cause any kind of trouble if you're thinking what I think you're thinking."
"I am thinking what you think I'm thinking silly,but of course I intend to get all my facts straight first.With any luck he'll be available."
"I can't beleive you,"Tarun said,adjusting his pillow so that he was better positioned to fall asleep.
"Well,I think we have to try."
"Yeah,try."

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Turns out they didn't need to do much.Nishikant became a frequent visitor in their home and they finally met his daughter Rano.Beautiful and shy,but they wouldn't let her be until she loosened up and became more relaxed.She was a lot of fun and blended with the family.
"What was your mother like?"Bani asked one day when the three of them were seated outside in the garden.
"She was an angel.The very best there was.I am glad I had all the time I did with her."
"I understand that,having to lose a parent,"Bani said.
"My mother was happy Bani.She loved my father a lot,but he...he loved your mother."
Tarun and Bani went still at that,"I never knew your mother,but I knew she had to be something out of this world for my father to love her that much.He told her before they got married you know."
They were uncomfortable now.
"She got his friendship,"she said with sad eyes,"But she never got his love.Not the kind of love that is passionate."
"I'm sorry Rano,"Tarun said,unable to look at her.
"No,don't be,"she said quickly,"For the first time in a really long time i have seem my father happy.And I want him to stay that way."
They looked hard at her,"Rano..."
"Yes,"she replied to Tarun's unasked question,"I want my father to get what he has always desired.His first love."


That conversation had taken them by surprise and they were both happy to have agreed on the same issue.But doing anything about it right now was impossible as they had to return to the states in a few days to start their freshman year.Fate however seemed to be working to their advantage as both their parents seemed to be getting closer and closer without their help.
In time they had to leave and were seen off to the airport by the whole family-their grandparents,Choti ma,Nishikant and Rano.
"You take care now,"Kiran said,hugging them.
They took their grandparents blessings and hugged Nishikant and Rano,and went through to the departure lounge.



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Krishna Walia wanted to some shopping and had gone to the departmental store.She had the most uncomfortable feeling she was being watched but she never saw anyone.She had turned to the clothing section and had just picked up a sari she thought would look nice on Jigyasa and was admiring it when she heard her name.
"Krishna Walia!"
She turned towards the voice and saw a gruff looking man in a dark trench coat,glaring at her.Before she could speak a word he pulled out a gun and aimed at her.
"This is for your son ruining my life!"
She went pale as people screamed,ran and ducked behind clothing racks.The man was going to pull the trigger when someone shouted a name,she saw him jerk to the side,squeeze off a shot and collapse to the floor in a pile of flesh.
Looking down,she saw that there was a bullet hole in her sari and going white as a sheet,she began to fall when she was caught by someone.She only knew she didn't hit the ground.


"Do you think she's okay?"
"She'll be fine Kiran,she just fainted from the shock of it,"Nishikant said,adjusting the woman's head on his coat so she was comfortable,then he recognized her,"Mrs.Walia?"
"Who?"Kiran asked in surprise,"You know her?"
"Who doesn't,"he said,as the wail of a sirens could be heard in the distance,"You just saved the life of the most powerful woman in Mumbai."
"I did?"
"What's going on here?"a police officer asked coming up to where they were standing.
"I think she needs an ambulance.That man tried to kill her,"he indicated the man that still lay knocked out on the floor but was now restrained by ropes and was being watched by the attendants.
"Take him into custody,"the officer said to his constables,"And how long before the ambulance gets here?"
Just then the siren of the ambulance came to a halting front of the store,blaring loudly as the paramedics rushed in.
They loaded her on to a stretcher and within minutes were off to the hospital.
"Ma'am,you're going to have to come with us to the station to make a statement."
"Of course,"she said.
"We'll follow in our car,"Nishikant said to the officer.
As they walked out,people began to applaud.She grabbed Nishikant's hand and he smiled down at her reassuringly.He hadn't even seen what happened,only the end result as he had been in another section of the store at the time,and only ran towards where he had left her when he heard the shot.
This had turned out to be quite a day after all.



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WILL STOP HERE FOR NOW.I'M SURE THERE WILL BE GUESSES AS TO HOW JB WILL MEET NOW.WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR THEORIES AND COMMENTS.CIAO!!!

Let's see how will Jai and Bani meet.
Well Mrs Walia is indebted to Kiran for saving her life and will become friends with her and then when the kids are visiting, the Walias have to meet them.. and so they meet and it has to be love at first sight for Jai because Bani is still young and is not thinking on those terms yet.!!!!!!
My theory..
But please don't wait too long to post..

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waitin for next update

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Why did you stop???????!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to read more!!!!

I love Rano. She is so sweeet. And those two matchmakers are too much.

Great update.
bye,
Ranjana

HEY GUYS,SAW THE THEORIES ON HOW J AND B WILL MEET.SOMEONE IS KINDA RIGHT,BUT WHEN WAS ANYTHING ABOUT JB EVER EASILY ACHIEVED?HERE IS THE NEXT CHAPTER.ENJOY!!



The call was the kind that every family dreaded.The call to say loved one had passed on,there had been a ghastly accident and a family member was hospitalized,worse still,dead.Tony had been the one to receive the call from the hospital about Krishna Walia's near death experience and shocked was an understatement.He immediately called Uday at work and informed him of the incident.Bad news they say always traveled faster than good news. It was all over the news by the end of the day and the whole Walia clan had assembled in the hospital.
"Doctor,what exactly is the problem?Why hasn't she regained consciousness?"Uday asked with each passing moment.
"She will sir,we have stabilized her and its only a matter of time.I assure you nothing is wrong internally as she is just in shock.There is absolutely nothing to worry about.Excuse me,"thedoctor said and went off to attend to something else.
"How could this happen?How?"Uday asked,in total confusion.At the same moment his cell rang,"Jai beta…"
He was apprehensive as he was far away in England and had arrived only yesterday.A friend had called to let him know what was going on.His heart had literally stopped on hearing the news.
"Papa,what's going on?Mama kaisa hai?"
"She is still unconscious.They say she had quite a shock and probably that is why she hasn't woken up yet.But the doctor says not to worry."
He swore,and ground out through clenched teeth,"Who the hell was responsible for this?"
"Karan D'Souza."
"That bas***d!!"Jai bellowed.
"Calm down Jai,"his father said tiredly.
"Where is he?"
"He's in custody thanks to some woman we are yet to meet.The police said she was really brave to do what she did."
"Thank God she was there,"he breathed in relief,"Call me if anything changes."
"Take it easy."
He hung up and turned to look at his wife who had an oxygen mask on her face.He stoked her hair gently,"I don't know what I would have done if anything had happened to you."
The rest of the family was outside the room waiting for him to come out and hopefully tell them that she had regained consciousness.However when he came out,he could only shake his head in the negative.Jigyasa was crying uncontrollably and Aditya was doing his best to comfort her.Anu was in denial as to what happened.It was a good two hours since they got to the hospital before the doctor in response to a beeper going off in the room,he stopped the family from going into the room as he had to do his job.
About five minutes later he came out with a huge smile and said,'Good news.She's awake.'They wanted to go in but he stopped them saying he didn't want to stress her too much and so he would only allow one person.It was a silent agreement to let Uday go in.
He entered to see his wife looking fragile as she lay in the pristine white bed.She smiled when he entered.He cupped her cheek and couldn't speak as the words wouldn't get past the lump in his throat.
"What is this Uday?"she asked after taking his hand in hers.
"I never thought I would ever see you like this,"he said,unable to hole back his tears,"They almost took you away from me."
"No,"she said softly,"God is not so cruel as to let that happen.Who will be on your case to not work so hard?"
He laughed through the tears at that,but turned serious and said,"You will not go anywhere anymore."
She smiled at that,"You really don't think that is going to happen do you?"
"Krishna,I am not willing to take the risk of receiving another call saying you have been hurt…"
'Uday,what if it were you in this bed and I asked you not to go to work ever again.Would you listen to me?"
"This is different!"
"Because its me in the hospital?"
"I can't believe we're having this conversation!"he said in exasperation,"You are going to fight me on this?"
"Would you rather give the people who don't like you very much to win?Enjoy the fact that they can make you go into hiding?"
"How is that the point?"
"Walias don't run and hide Uday,you taught me that.Will you now go back on what you believe?"
"If its for someone I love dearly…someone I can't live without,I'd change anything."
"I won't let you,"she said,rubbing on his hand,"Where is everyone?"
"Outside,"he said,"Doctor said not to stress you."
"I want to see them,"she said,trying to get up and he helped her up,"I want to see them."
He nodded and went to the door and signaled for them to come in.It was pent up emotions released in a rush as they saw that she was okay and still as chatty as always.She was happy to see them all.Uday called Jai and he spoketo her,reiterating what her husband had said but she tood her ground and would not be intimidated into staying home against her will,but she agreed to be tailed by security.
The doctor came and checked on her and told them they could take her home but ordered serious bed rest for the next few days and absolutely no stressful activities.



Kiran watched the seven o' clock news where she was being touted as Super woman for her role in saving Mrs.Krishna Walia's life,the wife of one of the top ten billionaires in India.
"Hear that Papa?I'm superwoman,"she said with pride in her voice.
"I should have made you come home sooner if this is the kind of press you were going to attract.It's good for business."
They laughed at that and at that moment they vshowed the clip of where she was being asked what was going through her mind at the time.She had described the whole incident as something out of a movie.She thought at first the woman was getting punked or something but the gun and the sound of it corking was what swung her into action.She had been admiring a glass sculpture and was grateful Carlos had forced her to take self-defence classes as he said he couldn't take chances with the queen of his heart.She had thrown the sculpture with all her might, hoping it would hit its target and thankfully it had.The question that had been the one to end the interview was whenone of the reporters asked Nishikant what it was like having his wife save the life of one of the most powerful women in India. Nishikant had taken her away from there as soon as he saw her go deathly still. She had come out of it but he felt…rather knew that something had changed as she had withdrawn from him and was rather silent the rest of the time they were driving back home from the hospital where they had gone to check on the unconscious woman,but had to leave before her family came
It had indeed been quite a day as she had never felt more alive.As she lay down to sleep,she had a smile on her face—and she knew she her life as she knew it would never be the same again….

She was at a temple,dressed as a bride and she was walking towards the fire that was burning…there was someone there too…but she didn't see his face.She got closer and all her fears disappeared as she saw the man was Carlos…she hugged him and they began to take the pheras round the fire….he turned to put sindoor in her maang and lightening flashed…she looked up,but it was not Carlos she saw….it was Nishikant!!


She jerked awake,sucking in air greedily as though she had been drowning.What was happening to her?What was the meaning of this?She had been in India only five weeks and now this?What was her drean trying to say?Was it because they had been together during the shooting that he would appear in her dream?She just couldn't understand it.She reached over to the glass of water beside her on the bed and took a long sip.She lay down but was afraid to go to sleep again,for fear of the same dream reoccurring.



The next day,they had just finished lunch when the doorbell rang and Choti ma had gone to open the door and was taken aback at the people she saw at the door.Didn't know how to react really.
"Good afternoon,"the man said,and she folded her hands in greeting,"We are here to see Kiran Santoro…"
"Aaah,Kiran beti,"she beamed,suddenly recognizing the woman at his side,"Aye na."
She ushered them into the living room and dashed to the kitchen to get Kiran and Kamna.
"Madam,woh a gaye!"she said excitedly
"Ji?"they looked at her in confusion.
"Who TV madam TV,"she said,still bustling with excitement.
"Reporters?"Kiran asked trying to clarify as to who TV-madam was.
Giving up on trying to explain,she grabbed her hand and headed for the living room and stopped in front of the guests,"Yeh TV-madam!"she said,showing her the guests who had risen at their arrival.
She looked from one to the other and slowly raised and folded her hands in greeting which they gladly returned
"I am Uday Walia and this is my wife Krishna.I'm sure you recognize her from yesterday,"the man said,indicating his wife.
Kiran smiled,'It would be impossible to forget.How are you feeling ma'am?"
"Much better,thank you.And please,no referring to me as ma'am.Makes me feel old."
She chuckled at that,she liked the woman already.
"We looked for you at the hospital yesterday but you had already left,"he said,"I have never seen a person who did good shy away from receiving thanks before."
"I'm sorry sir,it's just that the press was going into a feeding frenzy and I just had to get away.'
"I can understand that,"Krishna said,"The headlined speak for themselves."
"Kiran,I came here today to say thank you on behalf of me and my wife.If it hadn't been for you being in the right place at the right time,I really would hate to think what would have happened."
"Don't embarrass me by thanking me,"Kiran said sincerely,"I would want to think that anyone in my shoes would have done the same."
"Please,"Krishna said,"You were there.You saw how they all ducked away from the gun."
At that moment,her mother emerged from the kitchen with Choti ma behind her,bearing a tray of light refreshments.
"Mr and Mrs. Walia,my mother.Mrs. Kamna Mehta."
They exchanged greeting and she joined them in their conversation.They hadn't planned on staying long but ended up doing just that.As they rose to leave,Krishna insisted that they join them for dinner soon which was graciously accepted.When her father got back,he had told them about the courtesy call he had received from Uday Walia earlier on in the day.The kids were all excited to hear of their mother's daring feat which they truthfully did not think her capable of pulling off.They were extremely proud of her.


And so began the friendship between Krishna Walia and Kiran Arseniegas.With it however came the steady decline of her friendship with Nishikant.She began avoiding him,refusing to take his calls and was always unavailable each time he came calling.This had gone on for about six weeks and one day Choti ma had come into her room to talk to her.
"Why are you avoiding him?"she had asked,straight to the point.
Taken by surprise,"What?"
"Don't act like you didn't hear me,"Choti ma was in Hitler mode,"Now tell me why you have been avoiding him."
She sighed and looked away,"I'm a single woman with children Choti ma.I shouldn't be seen with a man who is nt my husband."
"Bakwaas!"Choti ma fired back at her,"Now tell me what is really going on."
She remained tightlipped.
"Don't make me beat it out of you,"she said in a threatening tone.
"Choti ma…"
"You have become the same person who walked through these doors two months ago and I don't like it.Tellme my child,what is bothering you?'
Kiran looked at her and went and sat beside her on the bed,"I don't know what's wrong Choti ma.I mean,up until the day that reporter asked Nishikant what it felt like having his wife do something so heroic…everything just began to feel wrong."
"You mean being friends is wrong because…"
"Because once upon a time he used to love me and…"
"He still does."
""See?"Kiran said as if to validate her point,"If Carlos were here…"
"But he's not Kiran,"Choti ma said,looking her straight in the eye,"He's gone."
"But…"
"But nothing Kiran!"she said,getting up and standing over her as if she were a child again being scolded,"You want to know what I think?I think you're running away.Running away from the fact that you realize you have the capacity to love again."
"That is not true!"she cried.
"But it is Kiran.You have been ready to love for a long time but won't let yourself.Love has come to you and you refer to run and hide in your loneliness."
"I can't betray him like this Choti ma,"she was in tears now.
Coming to sit beside her,Choti ma wiped her tears,"You can't betray a dead person my child,neither can you cheat on a dead person.Carlos rest his soul,was your past.You have a future with a man who has loved you for most of his life.Don't throw it away beti.Don't."
Kiran lay her head on her shoulder and had a good cry.Later that night as she lay down to sleep Choti ma's words kept echoing in her ears.Maybe she was right,maybe she was ready to love again…maybe…


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Tarun and Bani were due to arrive later that week after being gone for almost five months and the house was once again abuzz with activities for their welcome.Kiran was excited and scared at the same time.So much had happened in the three months she had been in India,the biggest being that after she had decided to talk to Nishikant about why she had been avoiding him.It had been weird but they had gotten past that and settled into their routine again.Ultimately when it was obvious to her that what she felt for him was above friendship,they had agreed to start seeing each other.She already knew in her heart where it was headed so much so that when he did ask her to marry him,it had been no surprise.
They wanted to wait and tell the whole family when the kids arrived.
Three weeks after Bani and Tarun had arrived,it was a full house at the Mehta's.Carlos' parents had arrived and Micheal and his parents also arrived India.It was with great joy that Saahil got to meet the people who had made sure his daughter was happy all the years she had been with them in the US.His joy was full to overflowing when finally,he could give his daughter away in marriage,and was glad that even after almost nineteen years,he still got his right as a father.The Walias were in attendance,all except for Jai who had to travel to Goa for a meeting the weekend of the marriage ceremony.

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OKAY PEOPLE,HERE CLOSES THE CHAPTER ON THE EARLY LIFE OF THE DIXITS AND NOW BEGINS THE STORY OF BANI AND JAI.STAY WITH ME,IT WILL SURPRISE YOU!!CIAO!!

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Just caught up, wow, you update fast and that's why as of today you are my favorite ff writer 😃

Excellent update, as always.

Nishikant seems so wonderful and liked how Rano expressed her feelings too. With so many matchmakers, how can Kiran think to escape? 😆

Loved how choti ma counseled Kiran about her feelings, very well written.

Jai in Goa 😭, update soon. Can't wait to read what happens next.

BD

Oh don't make us wait for too long....
I want to read the chapter when Jai and Bani meet.. please post soon and make my weekend!!

I thought I would read something about them in the last chapter.
But alas!!! to my disappointment I have to wait for the next chapter..

Sangeeta

Awesome update.
liked it.
oh good so now it Bani and Tarun going to get another sibling Rano....looks like they didn't have to do much it that case...all are accepted by everyone...so no worries....great that Kiran and Nishikant got married....more fun.
but eagarly waiting for JB to meet...can't wait for the next part.
plz cont. soon

like i said before i would have updated sooner but aside from school I was ill the last few days.just came to let you know i managed to type one new part here and will post it real soon.maybe friday but given hoe sad the real KS is,i
ll find a way tomorrow.please bare with me again! 😭

first take care for yourself then do the update dear.
Get Well Soon hun 😊