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Hey guys, sorry for not replying to all of your comments. Feeling very tired and lazy at the moment.😆 But I want to thank all of you guys and really am glad you all are enjoying it so much!😳 I want to dedicate this part to Preet! 😃Without her, this update wouldn't have been possible!😆 Thank you so much, mausi!😉
Part 13 B:
Jai continues to glance down at his watch every few seconds, noting that they will become late if they don't get a move on. He sits up from the bed and walks around a bit, letting out an exasperated sigh. She had been in there forever, keeping him restlessly waiting for her. He had already received two phone calls from Akshay, his good old friend that he had happened to bump into on their stay in Goa, to ask where he was and whether he will be coming to the party. Of course Jai reassured him, telling them that him and his wife are on their way.
His patience running very thin, Jai trots over to the bathroom door and knocks hard onto it.
Jai: (angrily) Would you honor me with your presence already? Because of you I am running late..
On hearing no response, Jai knocks once again.
Jai: Bani… will you jus------
Jai stops midway in his words as he hears the doorknob unlock and he steps away as he sees the bathroom door open. His irritation and frustration seems to disappear as soon as his wife appears before him, revealing herself to him. He sucks in his breath and feels his heart skip a beat. His eyes wander down and up, taking her all in.
She looks amazingly beautiful in Georgette-mix cream saree, with printed silver polka dots all over and along with the fusica pink border, that fits her all in the right places. Her hair is in perfect loose curls, resting neatly on her shoulders. Her kholed soft light brown eyes meet with his dark gray ones. A small nervous smile forms on her pink glossed lips. She fiddles with the pallu of her saree.
Bani's Outfit:
Bani: Woh... I'm sorry, Mr. Walia... I am ready now.
Jai doesn't reply as he is still stunned by her appearance, trying to digest it down. Bani burns under his gaze.
Bani: (shyly) Mr. Walia?
Jai looks up at her as she addresses him. Her cheeks flush.
Bani: Kya hum chale? (quietly) (trans: Shall we go?)
He quickly snaps out of it and clears his throat. Jai nods his head in agreement and moves out of the way to let her get through. He walks over to the door of their room and opens it. Moving to the side, he holds the door and motions for Bani to go through. She smiles meekly at him and passes through, walking into the hall. Jai takes in a deep breath and steps out of the room also, closing the door behind them.
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Throughout the whole drive, Jai and Bani sat in a very uncomfortable silence. In fact, so far on their honeymoon all they ever had experienced was awkward silence, so they have become a little used to it. Bani kept her eyes fixed out of the window, making sure not to look over at Jai, and all Jai ever did was try to keep his eyes off of his gorgeous looking wife, who was hell bent on not making eye contact with him. Jai switches his gaze over to the road and steers the car to he left.
What is wrong with me?-Staring at her like a pathetic idiot. I've lost it… I've definitely lost it.
He shakes himself out of his thoughts and forces himself to focus his attention on the road ahead of him and not to the person next to him…..
Soon the both arrive at the hotel where the Christmas Eve party is being held at, hosted by Akshay, and Jai parks the car nearby. He tucks in the keys into his pocket and walks on towards the front entrance, Bani following behind him nervously. As they enter through the glass doors, they are greeted by the sight of elegant decorations hung everywhere, green and red curtains, wreaths, candles, etc. Bani looks around, staring at all the unknown people to her, happily associating with one another. She stares over at Jai's direction and sees him acknowledge someone.
Jai finds his friend Akshay and smiles friendly in his direction. Akshay approaches them both with a wide grin on his face, his classily dressed wife also walking by his side.
Akshay: Jai! You're finally here!
Jai: Yes, I know. Sorry for arriving so late.
Akshay: You came! That's all that matters! --- This must be your wife, isn't it?
Jai glances over to his side at Bani, who smiles lightly at his friend. He nods his head in agreement.
Jai: Yes, she is.
Akshay: Lovely meeting you. --- This is my own wife, Tanvi.
Tanvi: (sincere smile) It's nice to meet you both.
Both Jai and Bani smile politely in her direction.
Akshay: Come on in! (cheerful) Join the party!
Jai and Bani make a movement to proceed on forwards, but are startled to be unexpectedly stopped by Tanvi.
Tanvi: (excitedly) Oh no! Don't move!
They two halt immediately and stay put. Both stare at Tanvi strangely, not understanding the reason for her stopping them. She looks over at her husband, giggles cutely, and points towards something with her eyes. Akshay follows where she indicates to and begins to chuckle. Jai and Bani continue to look confused and even glance at one another, wondering what the problem is.
Jai: What's wrong? (curiously)
Akshay: Jai. You two are standing under a mistletoe. (smiling)
Worried and panicked, Jai and Bani look up together at the ceiling and their faces pale as they see that they are indeed standing under a mistletoe. They stare at one another awkwardly.
Tanvi: Well what are you two doing just staring at one another? You two know tradition--- if a couple are standing under a mistletoe, it's a must that they kiss. (friendly smile)
Bani's cheeks turn bright red and she looks down at the floor.
Jai: (hastily) Mistletoe's are a stupid tradition. Why don't we just go along and get to the party?
Akshay: No, no, Jai Walia. You're not getting out of this one.
Tanvi: Yes, you must follow the rule. Go on and kiss your wife. It's perfectly okay.
Akshay: Come on yaar, don't be a such a Grinch.
Together Jai and Bani stare at one another and their eyes meet. Bani's heart races rapidly and Jai feels nervous himself. His eyes lower onto her pink lips and wonders what it would be like to kiss them.
Akshay: Today be would nice, Jai.
Akshay's voice interrupts into his lost thoughts. Jai snaps out of it and looks back into Bani's eyes. He watches as the blush in her cheeks deepens. Knowing very well that he can't get out of this one, Jai slowly nears close to her, reducing the space between them. Bani feels butterflies begin to roam in the pit of her stomach and a tightening in her chest. He pecks her softly on her cheek and then backs away, not taking his eyes off her as he does this. Bani burns red and switches her gaze elsewhere, not able to meet his anymore. Both Akshay and Tanvi smile delightfully at them. They don't push it further and decide that they probably will not feel comfortable in public.
Akshay: That's the spirit. Now it's okay for the two of you to come in. (chuckles)
Akshay and Tanvi rushed them in and introduced them to many guests as the Mr. and Mrs. Walia. Jai was polite and all Bani did was stand quietly by his side, smiling and saying a few words when addressed to. Tanvi wanders off joining her other girlfriends.
Jai takes a glass of champagne off from the tray of a passing by waiter and sips on it as Akshay casually talks to him.
Akshay: So how long have you two been here in Goa?
Jai: …For about three days I think.
Akshay: What brings you guys here? -- Are you two on your honeymoon? (winks)
Bani blushes scarlet red and looks up at Jai, who just smiles it off.
Jai: No. Just another business trip.
Akshay: Good idea. Goa is a lovely place! How do you like it so far, Bani?
Bani: (smiling softly, polite) It's truly beautiful here.
Akshay: (chuckling) So you're glad your husband brought you along, eh? (teasing)
Bani continues to silently turn pink in the cheeks, which makes Akshay laugh even more. Jai turns his attention else where as his wife and good friend begin to chat about the places in Goa. He takes another sip out of his drink and scans around the room with his eyes. Instantly he stops drinking and lowers his glass down as he sees something that catches his full attention.
Akshay: Make sure to check that out before you and Jai leave.
Bani was positive that Jai wasn't going to take her out anywhere, but to please Akshay, she agrees.
What the bloody hell is she doing here?, his mind races. Jai watches with careful eyes as she laughs along with her little snobby friends, whom she fits so perfectly with. She casually glances up and seems to catch his eye. He sees her smile fade and her face bear a look of surprise. She looks at him tentatively, as if to check whether it is really him or not. On recognizing him, she smiles seductively and walks away from her little group and comes towards him, swaying her hips back and forth.
Swearing under his breath and not able to believe his awful luck, Jai digs his free hand into his pant pocket and turns around back over at Bani and Akshay, who continue to talk about whatever they are discussing of. He stands stiffly to himself, expecting her arrival any moment.
"Jai Walia… is that you?", a feminine voice speaks with disbelief. Both Akshay and Bani stop midway in their conversation and look over to the woman dressed in an elegant black dress, showing off her slender body. She flicks her brown hair and smiles brightly at Jai. Curiously Bani looks over at Jai, whose jaw begins to tighten.
Roshini: Long time no see….
Bani watches them both closely, noting her husband's body behavior and the woman's teasing, mocking tone.
Akshay: (confused, light smile) Roshini… You know Jai?
Roshini now stares over at Akshay and flashes her big white teeth at him.
Roshini: Why of course! Me and Jai go waaayyyy back. Kyon, Jai?
She nudges him with her elbow and winks in his direction. Jai stands rooted in his spot, looking disgusted and annoyed.
Akshay: Wow. I had no idea you two knew each other.
Roshini: Yes… we were quite close, weren't we Jai? (in a sing song tone)
Jai just gives her a cold stare. Bani continues to look confused yet amused at the same time.
Roshini: But that was years ago… Five I think…. Anyways. (turning to Jai, smiling seductively) How are you Jai? It's been so long since we've last met. What brings you here to Goa?
Jai: (curt) Business.
Roshini: Ah, I should had known. You always were working and I guess you haven't seem to have dropped that habit yet.
Roshini continues to fix her eyes on him as she wraps her arm around his and clings to his side. Jai raises an eyebrow at this. She bats her eyelids at him as she speaks in a flirtatious voice.
Roshini: Sooo… while you're here.. Why don't you and I go out for lunch or something?--- Catch up on each other. Hm?
Slowly a grin forms onto Jai's lips and he takes his arm out of her hold. Roshini watches confused as Jai wraps his arm around the waist of the women next to him, pulling her securely against his side.
Bani stares up at her husband, surprised by this gesture of his. Her skin tingles from his touch and she can feel her cheeks turn slightly pink.
Jai: Sure… that sounds lovely… My wife and I both would enjoy going out to lunch with you…. Right, Darling?
Jai looks down at Bani and smiles charmingly at her. Bani dumbly nods with his talks, too mesmerized by his smile, touch, and the heavenly smell of his cologne.
Roshini stares from Jai, to Bani, and back to Jai, looking completely blown over by this new piece of news. She wears an expression of disbelief.
Roshini: Wife?
Jai: (looks back over to Roshini, continuing to grin) Why yes… My wife… Mrs. Bani Walia… Surely you knew, didn't you?
Roshini shakes her head quickly in a child like manner.
Jai: The press went crazy once they heard of our marriage…it was all over… television, newspapers, magazines…
Roshini: (regaining herself) I'm afraid I was in London…. I just got back a couple of weeks ago.
Akshay: (smiles) Well now you know!
Roshini looks back over at Jai and sees him smirk as he sips on his champagne, his left arm still wrapped securely around his uncomfortable, confused wife's waist. She clears her throat.
Roshini: Well… Congratulations. I'm certainly surprised, but nonetheless… very….very happy for you Jai. I hope you and Vani have a happy married life.
Jai: Bani. (quick, curt)
Roshini: Yes, yes. Bani.
Bani grows alarmed by the dirty look Roshini casts at her and already now knows that she has formed another enemy, for which she does not know why. Suddenly the DJ announces that the dance floor is open for all couples and begins to play sweet romantic songs. Roshini seems to brighten up on this and looks excitedly towards Jai. She takes a hold onto his arm, momentarily startling Jai.
Roshini: Jai, come on. Let's go dance- for old time's sake.
Jai: No thank you. I'd prefer to stay right here.
He coldly says to her. Bani feels Jai's hold on her loosen and finally release her. He digs his hand into his pocket.
Roshini: Oh don't be such a rotten sport, Jai. Come now, they're even playing our song.
Bani looks over at Roshini as she says this, her full and complete attention now on her.
Akshay: Your song?
Akshay seems to ask the question that was beginning to linger in Bani's mind. Roshini smiles sweetly at him.
Roshini: Yes, mine and Jai's. This was the song that we first danced to. Remember Jai? Our first Valentine's Day?
Jai just scowls to himself and doesn't bother replying to her. The last thing he wanted was to be reminded of bitter memories… of the past the he shared with this woman. A woman he absolutely despises.
Bani is taken aback by this. She looks from Roshini to her husband, in shock. So this woman was an ex?
Roshini: Kher… Let's go before it finishes.
Jai: (frustrated) I told you, I do not----
Akshay: Come on, Jai, go on. She's asking so politely and she really wants to dance with you. What's so wrong with one dance?
Roshini: Here, I'll even ask your wife! ---- Bani, you wouldn't mind if I stole your husband from you for a little while, would you?
Bani stares into Roshini's perky looking face and doesn't know what else to say, but to agree.
Bani: … No, I don't min----
Roshini: Perfect! See, Jai, I've even gotten your wife's permission. Now you'll come to share a dance, won't you?
Before Jai can even say a word, Roshini whisks him off towards the dance floor, hanging close to his side, and leaving Bani standing alone, looking on after them curiously. She turns around expecting to find Akshay behind her, but instead sees him somewhere else, chatting with a few guests. She finds herself completely alone with no one by her side.
Not knowing what else to do, Bani stands loitering around, looking at her husband dance with another woman. She didn't know why… but seeing another woman in his arms deeply upset her and made her feel painfully jealous.
Who am I to feel that way?…. I am no one to him….He has perfectly made that clear to me… So why should I care? He can go on and dance with his stupid little ex flames all he wants… It doesn't matter to me.
She crosses her arms against her chest and stands rooted to her spot, her eyes fixed on the two. Bani stares closely at how Jai's hand rests at Roshini's waist and how Roshini has her arms wrapped securely around his neck. Seeing a waiter pass by from the corner of her eye, Bani immediately stops him and requests for the juice on the tray. Taking it into her hand, before sipping onto it she takes out the small purple umbrella in it.
"Oh my God, is that Jai with Roshini?", she hears someone speak behind her with surprise. "…That is her… What is Jai doing dancing with her?-- Do you suppose that they're back together?", the same woman speaks. "No… not at all… Not after what she did to him. I don't think Jai will ever be able to forgive her after that. Besides, I heard that Jai is married now," another woman speaks. "Oh… what a shame. They make a nice couple and they once had loved each other a lot."
Bani catches a glimpse of the gossiping women and feels herself burn more with envy. She stares back over at Jai and Roshini dancing and goes back to drinking her juice. A few minutes go by and they continue to dance, which frustrates Bani. She deeply regretted letting Roshini take her husband away from her. Seeing that her drink is over, she requests for another from the same waiter. Bani begins to feel strange and a little woozy, but in a good way. She feels herself lighten up and relax.
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Jai stares into Roshini's smirking face with anger.
Jai: (bitterly) What the hell do you think you're doing--- acting like everything is dandy and perfectly alright?
Roshini: (coyly) Why… isn't it?
Jai: You perfectly damn know that it isn't. You expect that after you go run off to become a model and find yourself a charming little French guy, things between us are absolutely fine?
Roshini: Oh come on now, Jai… I would think that by now you would be over that. Considering that now you have a wife of your own.
Jai: (sneers)…. What are you even doing back here? I thought you were busy being a model in London. Did your agency finally pick up how big of a b*tch you are and kick you out?
Roshini: Ouch, how harsh of you Jai.
Jai: Indeed harsh, but completely true.
Roshini's jaw tightens but she lets his remark pass.
Roshini: I don't see why we can't be friends, Jai.
Jai: Because I do not associate with lying backstabbers.
Jai now lets go of her and takes her hands off of him. He fixes the front of his coat and peers at her hard.
Jai: Now if you will excuse me, I have better things to do then talk to a worthless person as yourself. Nice seeing you again, Roshini. (firm, short)
Jai walks off the dance floor, leaving Roshini fuming to herself. Stomping her foot, Roshini scowls and marches off from there. The DJ changes the mood over to fast songs, which pumps up a lot of people and bring them over to the floor. Jai looks back to where he had last left off Bani and Akshay but finds neither of them there. Curiously he searches around for any sign of Bani, but finds her nowhere. He grows confused. Feeling a hand on his shoulder, Jai turns around and finds Akshay smiling at him.
Akshay: Done dancing?
Jai: Yes, I am…. Have you seen Bani anywhere?
Akshay: (also looking around) Last time I checked, she was nearby the bar.
A sudden sound of cheering builds among the guests, but Jai ignores it as he is too preoccupied of the wonder of where Bani can be. His eyes look over to the bar, but he doesn't see her there. Where can she be? He runs a hand through his hair.
Akshay: Jai…..
Jai: (his back faced towards him) Yes, Akshay?
Akshay: Jai… is that your wife over there?
On hearing this, Jai quickly turns around and follows to where Akshay points to. What Jai sees astonishes him and nearly causes him a heart attack. He watches as his wife dances in the midst of the people on the dance floor, swaying her hips along to the beat of the catchy music, resting a hand on one of them, and the other hand by the side of her head. She enjoyably dances to it and sings along with the lyrics.
(Bedi chalayi leh jigar se piya
Jigar maabadi aag hai) - 2
Wadaa nikari o lab se piya aah aa
Wadaa nikari o lab se piya jeh duniya badi dhank hai
Haan bedi chalayi leh jigar se piya
Jigar maabadi aag hai
Stunned, Jai looks on, not able to believe his eyes, thinking that he is hallucinating. He closes his eyes momentarily, hoping and praying that this isn't true, but as he opens them he finds her still dancing and being cheered on by many of the guests.
Akshay: Jai… I think that is Bani…. (amazed, laughing) Boy can she move!
Without waiting for another moment to pass, Jai quickly goes over to Bani's side, pushing through people in order to reach her. He hears a bunch of men whistle at her which infuriates him with anger. After he settles his wife down, he would see to them.
During the middle of her dance, Bani feels a sudden grip on her wrist and feels herself being pulled around. She finds herself face to face with a disbelieved looking Jai. Bani smiles warmly at him and rests a hand on his chest.
Bani: Mr. Walia!… (she says with a slur)
Jai: (hastily) Bani, what do you think you are doing? (demanding)
Bani: (smiling goofily) I'm dancing, silly!
Feeling a distinct smell of alcohol, Jai sniffs around and finds that it is coming from Bani. He looks at her with more shock and disbelief.
Jai: Bani, did you drink?
Bani: Yes! I had juuuuuiiccee!-- With a reallllyy cute puuurple umbella in it!
Jai: (pulling onto her hand) Where did you get it from?
Bani: …Hmmm….I got it frommmmmm------ him!
She points over at the waiter boy serving more of the same juice Bani described, with the purple umbrellas. Jai follows over into the direction and looks at the waiter. He feels anger rise in him and he has the want to beat the hell out of the waiter boy for allowing Bani a drink. As the waiter begins to walk past them, Jai grabs onto the collar of his shirt, pulling him back. Startled, the waiter looks at an enraged Jai Walia.
Jai: What the hell do you think you're doing giving away drinks without even saying what is in it?! Are you a fool?!
Waiter: (frightened) S-s-sir, I don't know what you are talking about.
Jai takes out a purple umbrella out of from one of the drinks on his tray and presents it towards the waiter, practically shoving it into his face.
Jai: These little drinks that you're passing around!--- Did you even care to tell anyone what it was?!
Bani becomes excited on seeing the delicious drinks and steps in between them, looking like a six year old who has seen ice cream.
Bani: Ooooooh! Can I have another one of these? (excitedly)
Jai pushes the waiter away with force, nearly causing him to tumble.
Jai: Get lost. (angrily)
The waiter scurries off in the other direction, scared for his life. Jai looks over at a pouting Bani.
Jai: Bani, how many did you have?
Bani: (thoughtful)… I thinkkkk….two…or even three…
Jai: Three? You've had three of those? (astonished tone)
She begins to look woozy and Jai holds tightly onto her, resting a hand on her back. She giggles.
Jai: (concerned) Come on, let's go back to the hotel.
Bani: Hmmmm….nahi….
Jai: Bani. You're coming with me.
Bani: Nahiiiii, I want to stay….
Bani pushes him away and begins to walk away, but Jai quickly stops her by holding onto her hand. He takes her by surprise as he lifts her up in his arms.
Bani: Mr. Waaliiaaa…mujhe chordo….Mr. Waaallia!
Jai ignores her protesting and proceeds to carry her, walking towards the exit of the hall. Bani draws attention with her whining as Jai carries her out of the hotel, passing through the front lobby. He places her in the backseat of the car and shuts the door after her…..
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"Bedi chalayi leh….jigar se piya…..wadaa nikari o lab se piya aah aa…..", Bani sings drunkenly as she lays almost unconsciously in Jai's arms. "Wadaa nikari o lab se piya….jeh duniya badi dhank hai……". Jai looks down at his drunk wife, her arms dangling and her head bent back, eyes closed. He shakes his head at her and continues to look ahead of him, walking down the hall. He finally approaches their room and struggles with getting the keys out.
Pushing the door open, Jai walks in and is careful with not banging Bani's sinking head against any of the walls. He gently places her on their king size bed and pulls the covers over her.
Bani: Hmmmmm…..
Bani lets out a pleased sound as she feels soft pillows under her head and a warm comforter over her. Jai lets out a sigh and sees that her eyes are still closed, but now she has become quiet. Thinking that she is drifting off to sleep, he makes an attempt to get off the bed, but is stopped as he feels a haste grip on his hand. He turns and looks down at Bani, who now peers at him with worried looking eyes.
Bani: (cutely) Mr. Walia… where are yooou going?
Jai: (startled) ….Nowhere… I-I'm… I'm not going anywhere, Bani.
Jai feels her fingers slide into his and stares down at their joined hands, resting on top of her chest.
Bani: Hmmmm…..
He looks over to her, not knowing what to say or react. A long period of silence passes by them… Jai had thought she was sleeping, but he was proved wrong once she spoke in a watery voice.
Bani: I'm so sorry, Mr. Walia…
Jai: ….(confused) For what?
Bani: For the both of us…..
Jai raises an eyebrow at this. He feels her tighten her hold on his hand.
Bani: ….(sleepily) Humari dono pyaar….humko mile nahi hai….
Jai stares at her, his full attention now on her. He doesn't say anything… finding himself speechless. He peers at her closely….he watches her lips move once again as she speaks.
Bani:… Pia neh aapko chordke chaalege…Pushkar neh bhi mujhe chordke chaalagaye. ….Pia ke liye….
Jai looks at Bani, thunderstruck. Her words seem to echo throughout his ears…. Her words that are equivalent to a stinging slap. He watches her now with a hollow expression…. A tear escapes from Bani's left eye.
Bani: ….Abh aap please mujhe chordke maat jaaye….maat jaaye… (she whispers)
Jai continues to stare at her face, absolutely floored and aghast by what he has just learned. Moments later he feels Bani loosen her grip on his hand….. Minutes fly by with Jai sitting besides a now sleeping Bani on the bed, his hand still entwined with hers, trying to comprehend it all… feeling cold and numb.
Bani had loved him…….Bani had loved Pushkar…..
Slowly he releases his hand from hers……takes a good long look at her sleeping peacefully…sits up from the bed….and walks over to the front door of their room. Pulling out his car keys from his pocket, Jai opens the door and steps out into the hallway….
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I am not too happy with the outcome of this update. But I tried.
Love,
Dil
Part 13 B:
Jai continues to glance down at his watch every few seconds, noting that they will become late if they don't get a move on. He sits up from the bed and walks around a bit, letting out an exasperated sigh. She had been in there forever, keeping him restlessly waiting for her. He had already received two phone calls from Akshay, his good old friend that he had happened to bump into on their stay in Goa, to ask where he was and whether he will be coming to the party. Of course Jai reassured him, telling them that him and his wife are on their way.
His patience running very thin, Jai trots over to the bathroom door and knocks hard onto it.
Jai: (angrily) Would you honor me with your presence already? Because of you I am running late..
On hearing no response, Jai knocks once again.
Jai: Bani… will you jus------
Jai stops midway in his words as he hears the doorknob unlock and he steps away as he sees the bathroom door open. His irritation and frustration seems to disappear as soon as his wife appears before him, revealing herself to him. He sucks in his breath and feels his heart skip a beat. His eyes wander down and up, taking her all in.
She looks amazingly beautiful in Georgette-mix cream saree, with printed silver polka dots all over and along with the fusica pink border, that fits her all in the right places. Her hair is in perfect loose curls, resting neatly on her shoulders. Her kholed soft light brown eyes meet with his dark gray ones. A small nervous smile forms on her pink glossed lips. She fiddles with the pallu of her saree.
Bani's Outfit:
Bani: Woh... I'm sorry, Mr. Walia... I am ready now.
Jai doesn't reply as he is still stunned by her appearance, trying to digest it down. Bani burns under his gaze.
Bani: (shyly) Mr. Walia?
Jai looks up at her as she addresses him. Her cheeks flush.
Bani: Kya hum chale? (quietly) (trans: Shall we go?)
He quickly snaps out of it and clears his throat. Jai nods his head in agreement and moves out of the way to let her get through. He walks over to the door of their room and opens it. Moving to the side, he holds the door and motions for Bani to go through. She smiles meekly at him and passes through, walking into the hall. Jai takes in a deep breath and steps out of the room also, closing the door behind them.
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Throughout the whole drive, Jai and Bani sat in a very uncomfortable silence. In fact, so far on their honeymoon all they ever had experienced was awkward silence, so they have become a little used to it. Bani kept her eyes fixed out of the window, making sure not to look over at Jai, and all Jai ever did was try to keep his eyes off of his gorgeous looking wife, who was hell bent on not making eye contact with him. Jai switches his gaze over to the road and steers the car to he left.
What is wrong with me?-Staring at her like a pathetic idiot. I've lost it… I've definitely lost it.
He shakes himself out of his thoughts and forces himself to focus his attention on the road ahead of him and not to the person next to him…..
Soon the both arrive at the hotel where the Christmas Eve party is being held at, hosted by Akshay, and Jai parks the car nearby. He tucks in the keys into his pocket and walks on towards the front entrance, Bani following behind him nervously. As they enter through the glass doors, they are greeted by the sight of elegant decorations hung everywhere, green and red curtains, wreaths, candles, etc. Bani looks around, staring at all the unknown people to her, happily associating with one another. She stares over at Jai's direction and sees him acknowledge someone.
Jai finds his friend Akshay and smiles friendly in his direction. Akshay approaches them both with a wide grin on his face, his classily dressed wife also walking by his side.
Akshay: Jai! You're finally here!
Jai: Yes, I know. Sorry for arriving so late.
Akshay: You came! That's all that matters! --- This must be your wife, isn't it?
Jai glances over to his side at Bani, who smiles lightly at his friend. He nods his head in agreement.
Jai: Yes, she is.
Akshay: Lovely meeting you. --- This is my own wife, Tanvi.
Tanvi: (sincere smile) It's nice to meet you both.
Both Jai and Bani smile politely in her direction.
Akshay: Come on in! (cheerful) Join the party!
Jai and Bani make a movement to proceed on forwards, but are startled to be unexpectedly stopped by Tanvi.
Tanvi: (excitedly) Oh no! Don't move!
They two halt immediately and stay put. Both stare at Tanvi strangely, not understanding the reason for her stopping them. She looks over at her husband, giggles cutely, and points towards something with her eyes. Akshay follows where she indicates to and begins to chuckle. Jai and Bani continue to look confused and even glance at one another, wondering what the problem is.
Jai: What's wrong? (curiously)
Akshay: Jai. You two are standing under a mistletoe. (smiling)
Worried and panicked, Jai and Bani look up together at the ceiling and their faces pale as they see that they are indeed standing under a mistletoe. They stare at one another awkwardly.
Tanvi: Well what are you two doing just staring at one another? You two know tradition--- if a couple are standing under a mistletoe, it's a must that they kiss. (friendly smile)
Bani's cheeks turn bright red and she looks down at the floor.
Jai: (hastily) Mistletoe's are a stupid tradition. Why don't we just go along and get to the party?
Akshay: No, no, Jai Walia. You're not getting out of this one.
Tanvi: Yes, you must follow the rule. Go on and kiss your wife. It's perfectly okay.
Akshay: Come on yaar, don't be a such a Grinch.
Together Jai and Bani stare at one another and their eyes meet. Bani's heart races rapidly and Jai feels nervous himself. His eyes lower onto her pink lips and wonders what it would be like to kiss them.
Akshay: Today be would nice, Jai.
Akshay's voice interrupts into his lost thoughts. Jai snaps out of it and looks back into Bani's eyes. He watches as the blush in her cheeks deepens. Knowing very well that he can't get out of this one, Jai slowly nears close to her, reducing the space between them. Bani feels butterflies begin to roam in the pit of her stomach and a tightening in her chest. He pecks her softly on her cheek and then backs away, not taking his eyes off her as he does this. Bani burns red and switches her gaze elsewhere, not able to meet his anymore. Both Akshay and Tanvi smile delightfully at them. They don't push it further and decide that they probably will not feel comfortable in public.
Akshay: That's the spirit. Now it's okay for the two of you to come in. (chuckles)
Akshay and Tanvi rushed them in and introduced them to many guests as the Mr. and Mrs. Walia. Jai was polite and all Bani did was stand quietly by his side, smiling and saying a few words when addressed to. Tanvi wanders off joining her other girlfriends.
Jai takes a glass of champagne off from the tray of a passing by waiter and sips on it as Akshay casually talks to him.
Akshay: So how long have you two been here in Goa?
Jai: …For about three days I think.
Akshay: What brings you guys here? -- Are you two on your honeymoon? (winks)
Bani blushes scarlet red and looks up at Jai, who just smiles it off.
Jai: No. Just another business trip.
Akshay: Good idea. Goa is a lovely place! How do you like it so far, Bani?
Bani: (smiling softly, polite) It's truly beautiful here.
Akshay: (chuckling) So you're glad your husband brought you along, eh? (teasing)
Bani continues to silently turn pink in the cheeks, which makes Akshay laugh even more. Jai turns his attention else where as his wife and good friend begin to chat about the places in Goa. He takes another sip out of his drink and scans around the room with his eyes. Instantly he stops drinking and lowers his glass down as he sees something that catches his full attention.
Akshay: Make sure to check that out before you and Jai leave.
Bani was positive that Jai wasn't going to take her out anywhere, but to please Akshay, she agrees.
What the bloody hell is she doing here?, his mind races. Jai watches with careful eyes as she laughs along with her little snobby friends, whom she fits so perfectly with. She casually glances up and seems to catch his eye. He sees her smile fade and her face bear a look of surprise. She looks at him tentatively, as if to check whether it is really him or not. On recognizing him, she smiles seductively and walks away from her little group and comes towards him, swaying her hips back and forth.
Swearing under his breath and not able to believe his awful luck, Jai digs his free hand into his pant pocket and turns around back over at Bani and Akshay, who continue to talk about whatever they are discussing of. He stands stiffly to himself, expecting her arrival any moment.
"Jai Walia… is that you?", a feminine voice speaks with disbelief. Both Akshay and Bani stop midway in their conversation and look over to the woman dressed in an elegant black dress, showing off her slender body. She flicks her brown hair and smiles brightly at Jai. Curiously Bani looks over at Jai, whose jaw begins to tighten.
Roshini: Long time no see….
Bani watches them both closely, noting her husband's body behavior and the woman's teasing, mocking tone.
Akshay: (confused, light smile) Roshini… You know Jai?
Roshini now stares over at Akshay and flashes her big white teeth at him.
Roshini: Why of course! Me and Jai go waaayyyy back. Kyon, Jai?
She nudges him with her elbow and winks in his direction. Jai stands rooted in his spot, looking disgusted and annoyed.
Akshay: Wow. I had no idea you two knew each other.
Roshini: Yes… we were quite close, weren't we Jai? (in a sing song tone)
Jai just gives her a cold stare. Bani continues to look confused yet amused at the same time.
Roshini: But that was years ago… Five I think…. Anyways. (turning to Jai, smiling seductively) How are you Jai? It's been so long since we've last met. What brings you here to Goa?
Jai: (curt) Business.
Roshini: Ah, I should had known. You always were working and I guess you haven't seem to have dropped that habit yet.
Roshini continues to fix her eyes on him as she wraps her arm around his and clings to his side. Jai raises an eyebrow at this. She bats her eyelids at him as she speaks in a flirtatious voice.
Roshini: Sooo… while you're here.. Why don't you and I go out for lunch or something?--- Catch up on each other. Hm?
Slowly a grin forms onto Jai's lips and he takes his arm out of her hold. Roshini watches confused as Jai wraps his arm around the waist of the women next to him, pulling her securely against his side.
Bani stares up at her husband, surprised by this gesture of his. Her skin tingles from his touch and she can feel her cheeks turn slightly pink.
Jai: Sure… that sounds lovely… My wife and I both would enjoy going out to lunch with you…. Right, Darling?
Jai looks down at Bani and smiles charmingly at her. Bani dumbly nods with his talks, too mesmerized by his smile, touch, and the heavenly smell of his cologne.
Roshini stares from Jai, to Bani, and back to Jai, looking completely blown over by this new piece of news. She wears an expression of disbelief.
Roshini: Wife?
Jai: (looks back over to Roshini, continuing to grin) Why yes… My wife… Mrs. Bani Walia… Surely you knew, didn't you?
Roshini shakes her head quickly in a child like manner.
Jai: The press went crazy once they heard of our marriage…it was all over… television, newspapers, magazines…
Roshini: (regaining herself) I'm afraid I was in London…. I just got back a couple of weeks ago.
Akshay: (smiles) Well now you know!
Roshini looks back over at Jai and sees him smirk as he sips on his champagne, his left arm still wrapped securely around his uncomfortable, confused wife's waist. She clears her throat.
Roshini: Well… Congratulations. I'm certainly surprised, but nonetheless… very….very happy for you Jai. I hope you and Vani have a happy married life.
Jai: Bani. (quick, curt)
Roshini: Yes, yes. Bani.
Bani grows alarmed by the dirty look Roshini casts at her and already now knows that she has formed another enemy, for which she does not know why. Suddenly the DJ announces that the dance floor is open for all couples and begins to play sweet romantic songs. Roshini seems to brighten up on this and looks excitedly towards Jai. She takes a hold onto his arm, momentarily startling Jai.
Roshini: Jai, come on. Let's go dance- for old time's sake.
Jai: No thank you. I'd prefer to stay right here.
He coldly says to her. Bani feels Jai's hold on her loosen and finally release her. He digs his hand into his pocket.
Roshini: Oh don't be such a rotten sport, Jai. Come now, they're even playing our song.
Bani looks over at Roshini as she says this, her full and complete attention now on her.
Akshay: Your song?
Akshay seems to ask the question that was beginning to linger in Bani's mind. Roshini smiles sweetly at him.
Roshini: Yes, mine and Jai's. This was the song that we first danced to. Remember Jai? Our first Valentine's Day?
Jai just scowls to himself and doesn't bother replying to her. The last thing he wanted was to be reminded of bitter memories… of the past the he shared with this woman. A woman he absolutely despises.
Bani is taken aback by this. She looks from Roshini to her husband, in shock. So this woman was an ex?
Roshini: Kher… Let's go before it finishes.
Jai: (frustrated) I told you, I do not----
Akshay: Come on, Jai, go on. She's asking so politely and she really wants to dance with you. What's so wrong with one dance?
Roshini: Here, I'll even ask your wife! ---- Bani, you wouldn't mind if I stole your husband from you for a little while, would you?
Bani stares into Roshini's perky looking face and doesn't know what else to say, but to agree.
Bani: … No, I don't min----
Roshini: Perfect! See, Jai, I've even gotten your wife's permission. Now you'll come to share a dance, won't you?
Before Jai can even say a word, Roshini whisks him off towards the dance floor, hanging close to his side, and leaving Bani standing alone, looking on after them curiously. She turns around expecting to find Akshay behind her, but instead sees him somewhere else, chatting with a few guests. She finds herself completely alone with no one by her side.
Not knowing what else to do, Bani stands loitering around, looking at her husband dance with another woman. She didn't know why… but seeing another woman in his arms deeply upset her and made her feel painfully jealous.
Who am I to feel that way?…. I am no one to him….He has perfectly made that clear to me… So why should I care? He can go on and dance with his stupid little ex flames all he wants… It doesn't matter to me.
She crosses her arms against her chest and stands rooted to her spot, her eyes fixed on the two. Bani stares closely at how Jai's hand rests at Roshini's waist and how Roshini has her arms wrapped securely around his neck. Seeing a waiter pass by from the corner of her eye, Bani immediately stops him and requests for the juice on the tray. Taking it into her hand, before sipping onto it she takes out the small purple umbrella in it.
"Oh my God, is that Jai with Roshini?", she hears someone speak behind her with surprise. "…That is her… What is Jai doing dancing with her?-- Do you suppose that they're back together?", the same woman speaks. "No… not at all… Not after what she did to him. I don't think Jai will ever be able to forgive her after that. Besides, I heard that Jai is married now," another woman speaks. "Oh… what a shame. They make a nice couple and they once had loved each other a lot."
Bani catches a glimpse of the gossiping women and feels herself burn more with envy. She stares back over at Jai and Roshini dancing and goes back to drinking her juice. A few minutes go by and they continue to dance, which frustrates Bani. She deeply regretted letting Roshini take her husband away from her. Seeing that her drink is over, she requests for another from the same waiter. Bani begins to feel strange and a little woozy, but in a good way. She feels herself lighten up and relax.
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Jai stares into Roshini's smirking face with anger.
Jai: (bitterly) What the hell do you think you're doing--- acting like everything is dandy and perfectly alright?
Roshini: (coyly) Why… isn't it?
Jai: You perfectly damn know that it isn't. You expect that after you go run off to become a model and find yourself a charming little French guy, things between us are absolutely fine?
Roshini: Oh come on now, Jai… I would think that by now you would be over that. Considering that now you have a wife of your own.
Jai: (sneers)…. What are you even doing back here? I thought you were busy being a model in London. Did your agency finally pick up how big of a b*tch you are and kick you out?
Roshini: Ouch, how harsh of you Jai.
Jai: Indeed harsh, but completely true.
Roshini's jaw tightens but she lets his remark pass.
Roshini: I don't see why we can't be friends, Jai.
Jai: Because I do not associate with lying backstabbers.
Jai now lets go of her and takes her hands off of him. He fixes the front of his coat and peers at her hard.
Jai: Now if you will excuse me, I have better things to do then talk to a worthless person as yourself. Nice seeing you again, Roshini. (firm, short)
Jai walks off the dance floor, leaving Roshini fuming to herself. Stomping her foot, Roshini scowls and marches off from there. The DJ changes the mood over to fast songs, which pumps up a lot of people and bring them over to the floor. Jai looks back to where he had last left off Bani and Akshay but finds neither of them there. Curiously he searches around for any sign of Bani, but finds her nowhere. He grows confused. Feeling a hand on his shoulder, Jai turns around and finds Akshay smiling at him.
Akshay: Done dancing?
Jai: Yes, I am…. Have you seen Bani anywhere?
Akshay: (also looking around) Last time I checked, she was nearby the bar.
A sudden sound of cheering builds among the guests, but Jai ignores it as he is too preoccupied of the wonder of where Bani can be. His eyes look over to the bar, but he doesn't see her there. Where can she be? He runs a hand through his hair.
Akshay: Jai…..
Jai: (his back faced towards him) Yes, Akshay?
Akshay: Jai… is that your wife over there?
On hearing this, Jai quickly turns around and follows to where Akshay points to. What Jai sees astonishes him and nearly causes him a heart attack. He watches as his wife dances in the midst of the people on the dance floor, swaying her hips along to the beat of the catchy music, resting a hand on one of them, and the other hand by the side of her head. She enjoyably dances to it and sings along with the lyrics.
(Bedi chalayi leh jigar se piya
Jigar maabadi aag hai) - 2
Wadaa nikari o lab se piya aah aa
Wadaa nikari o lab se piya jeh duniya badi dhank hai
Haan bedi chalayi leh jigar se piya
Jigar maabadi aag hai
Stunned, Jai looks on, not able to believe his eyes, thinking that he is hallucinating. He closes his eyes momentarily, hoping and praying that this isn't true, but as he opens them he finds her still dancing and being cheered on by many of the guests.
Akshay: Jai… I think that is Bani…. (amazed, laughing) Boy can she move!
Without waiting for another moment to pass, Jai quickly goes over to Bani's side, pushing through people in order to reach her. He hears a bunch of men whistle at her which infuriates him with anger. After he settles his wife down, he would see to them.
During the middle of her dance, Bani feels a sudden grip on her wrist and feels herself being pulled around. She finds herself face to face with a disbelieved looking Jai. Bani smiles warmly at him and rests a hand on his chest.
Bani: Mr. Walia!… (she says with a slur)
Jai: (hastily) Bani, what do you think you are doing? (demanding)
Bani: (smiling goofily) I'm dancing, silly!
Feeling a distinct smell of alcohol, Jai sniffs around and finds that it is coming from Bani. He looks at her with more shock and disbelief.
Jai: Bani, did you drink?
Bani: Yes! I had juuuuuiiccee!-- With a reallllyy cute puuurple umbella in it!
Jai: (pulling onto her hand) Where did you get it from?
Bani: …Hmmm….I got it frommmmmm------ him!
She points over at the waiter boy serving more of the same juice Bani described, with the purple umbrellas. Jai follows over into the direction and looks at the waiter. He feels anger rise in him and he has the want to beat the hell out of the waiter boy for allowing Bani a drink. As the waiter begins to walk past them, Jai grabs onto the collar of his shirt, pulling him back. Startled, the waiter looks at an enraged Jai Walia.
Jai: What the hell do you think you're doing giving away drinks without even saying what is in it?! Are you a fool?!
Waiter: (frightened) S-s-sir, I don't know what you are talking about.
Jai takes out a purple umbrella out of from one of the drinks on his tray and presents it towards the waiter, practically shoving it into his face.
Jai: These little drinks that you're passing around!--- Did you even care to tell anyone what it was?!
Bani becomes excited on seeing the delicious drinks and steps in between them, looking like a six year old who has seen ice cream.
Bani: Ooooooh! Can I have another one of these? (excitedly)
Jai pushes the waiter away with force, nearly causing him to tumble.
Jai: Get lost. (angrily)
The waiter scurries off in the other direction, scared for his life. Jai looks over at a pouting Bani.
Jai: Bani, how many did you have?
Bani: (thoughtful)… I thinkkkk….two…or even three…
Jai: Three? You've had three of those? (astonished tone)
She begins to look woozy and Jai holds tightly onto her, resting a hand on her back. She giggles.
Jai: (concerned) Come on, let's go back to the hotel.
Bani: Hmmmm….nahi….
Jai: Bani. You're coming with me.
Bani: Nahiiiii, I want to stay….
Bani pushes him away and begins to walk away, but Jai quickly stops her by holding onto her hand. He takes her by surprise as he lifts her up in his arms.
Bani: Mr. Waaliiaaa…mujhe chordo….Mr. Waaallia!
Jai ignores her protesting and proceeds to carry her, walking towards the exit of the hall. Bani draws attention with her whining as Jai carries her out of the hotel, passing through the front lobby. He places her in the backseat of the car and shuts the door after her…..
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"Bedi chalayi leh….jigar se piya…..wadaa nikari o lab se piya aah aa…..", Bani sings drunkenly as she lays almost unconsciously in Jai's arms. "Wadaa nikari o lab se piya….jeh duniya badi dhank hai……". Jai looks down at his drunk wife, her arms dangling and her head bent back, eyes closed. He shakes his head at her and continues to look ahead of him, walking down the hall. He finally approaches their room and struggles with getting the keys out.
Pushing the door open, Jai walks in and is careful with not banging Bani's sinking head against any of the walls. He gently places her on their king size bed and pulls the covers over her.
Bani: Hmmmmm…..
Bani lets out a pleased sound as she feels soft pillows under her head and a warm comforter over her. Jai lets out a sigh and sees that her eyes are still closed, but now she has become quiet. Thinking that she is drifting off to sleep, he makes an attempt to get off the bed, but is stopped as he feels a haste grip on his hand. He turns and looks down at Bani, who now peers at him with worried looking eyes.
Bani: (cutely) Mr. Walia… where are yooou going?
Jai: (startled) ….Nowhere… I-I'm… I'm not going anywhere, Bani.
Jai feels her fingers slide into his and stares down at their joined hands, resting on top of her chest.
Bani: Hmmmm…..
He looks over to her, not knowing what to say or react. A long period of silence passes by them… Jai had thought she was sleeping, but he was proved wrong once she spoke in a watery voice.
Bani: I'm so sorry, Mr. Walia…
Jai: ….(confused) For what?
Bani: For the both of us…..
Jai raises an eyebrow at this. He feels her tighten her hold on his hand.
Bani: ….(sleepily) Humari dono pyaar….humko mile nahi hai….
Jai stares at her, his full attention now on her. He doesn't say anything… finding himself speechless. He peers at her closely….he watches her lips move once again as she speaks.
Bani:… Pia neh aapko chordke chaalege…Pushkar neh bhi mujhe chordke chaalagaye. ….Pia ke liye….
Jai looks at Bani, thunderstruck. Her words seem to echo throughout his ears…. Her words that are equivalent to a stinging slap. He watches her now with a hollow expression…. A tear escapes from Bani's left eye.
Bani: ….Abh aap please mujhe chordke maat jaaye….maat jaaye… (she whispers)
Jai continues to stare at her face, absolutely floored and aghast by what he has just learned. Moments later he feels Bani loosen her grip on his hand….. Minutes fly by with Jai sitting besides a now sleeping Bani on the bed, his hand still entwined with hers, trying to comprehend it all… feeling cold and numb.
Bani had loved him…….Bani had loved Pushkar…..
Slowly he releases his hand from hers……takes a good long look at her sleeping peacefully…sits up from the bed….and walks over to the front door of their room. Pulling out his car keys from his pocket, Jai opens the door and steps out into the hallway….
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I am not too happy with the outcome of this update. But I tried.
Love,
Dil
