srry guys for the RLLY RLLY BAD HINDI! i dun speak the language 😭 . anyways-- do enjoy! kinda crappy, but i was rlly busy! srry! will update tom. or monday!
PART4
Jai stared up at the ceiling plunged in a web of thoughts and desire. He laid motionless on a bed in the guest room, which was dimly lit. He was, of course, thinking about her. Those few precious moments were flashing in his mind. It was as if she just saw rite thru him, as if she understood him. He was thinking about their relationship of understanding, pain…and of...of...
It seemed as if a whole new world had opened up for Jai Walia with a simple gust of wind that brought a new meaning to both destruction and life.
His ajnabi lay awake thinking about the events of the night. She blushed while recalling their intimate moment in the dark. One part of her was felt angry and depressed when the lights came back on. She wanted him alright. She had shared her pain with him and taken in his own. She felt so connected to him, as if she never wanted to see that pain in his eyes. Suddenly she realized what she was thinking. She cursed herself, hating herself for even considering what could never be. Tormented, she grasped for air as tears streamed down her cheeks. She tightly held the blankets and murmered to herself.
Girl: Bani… Bani what is wrong with you? Tum… tum.. Koi nahi ho… u r a nobody with nothing. Tum sab kuch kho chuki ho… pyar karne ki galti maat karna.
She winced in pain. She shut her eyes tightly and told herself nothing had happened. It was just a beautiful dream that had ended once she woke up. When reality hit them… tho unwillingly.
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The sun peered thru the windows and hit Jai's eyes. Jai opened them hesitantly and smiled. This morning seemed so much more beautiful then the last. Half expecting his angel to just pop with with a warm smile and kiss, he slowly got up from the bed and made his way to the bathroom. He couldn't wait to see her again, HIS ajnabi, HIS angel. Now and forever, only his. Little did he realize how true those words rlly were.
Jai walked across the long hallway into his room. He pushed the door open and found him gaping at the site. There was his ajnabi, dressed in her simple white salwar (the one she was wearing last night when he had first laid eyes on her), kneeling on the floor, eyes shut tight and hands together, praying to the small ganesh murti near his bed. She looked as if she was praying with all her heart and mind and Jai was wondering what his petite jaan was asking for. Whatever it was, he wanted to give it to her. He couldn't take his eyes of of her. Jai's heart had skipped a beat seeing his ajnabi so simple, beautiful and innocent. Her soft and silky dark brown hair came down to her shoulders and her dupatta was carelessly drapped over her right shoulder, spreading across her body.
She finished her pooja and stood up. The girl glanced towards Jai, sensing his intense gaze upon her. Her eyelids drooped and a slight blush crept up her cheeks despite how hard she tried to control herself. He looked quite sexii in that casual blue shirt and dark navy blue pants (imagination ppl…. Imaginaaaaaaaaation! Remember, my babii is only 22).
Girl: mujhe… mujhe chal na chahiye…
Jai walked toward her. He didn't want her to go. It hurt him somewhere, deep inside, when she had uttered those words.
She looked up and saw those gorgeous eyes only to get lost in them once more. He wasn't making this easy for her.
Jai: Kyon?
She looked up. She had to face him and get over with it.
Girl (with slight chuckle): Kyon matlab? I can't stay here forever now can I( yes u can hun! Stay with my babii!) Aap ne mere liye bohut kuch kiya… thank u soooo much. Aap ne meri izzat bachae, mujhe sahara di.
Jai looked at her puzzled. Was she just… just going to leave him?
Jai: Hmp. You're welcome. To ab aap…?
Girl: I should go.
Jai (with a knot in his throat): Atleast… atleast tell me ur name.
Girl: Mein AAP ka ajnabi hoon… sirf aap ka. And you.. You are my… superman. Saving me lyk that… shukriya.
She let out a little chuckle, trying to hide the little droplets of water that had formed in her eyes.
Jai stared at her, nodding slightly. There was an uneasy silence between them.
Suddenly, the girl put her arms around jai tightly. She hugged him with all her might, as she did the night before. Jai held her, equally strongly and they were engulfed in each other once more. He never wanted to let go of her, sensing her inner turmoil and feeling her warmth.
She back away slowly, eyes now filled with tears, rage, vulnerability. She wiped her tears before breaking their intimate moment.
And with that the ajnabi walked away. From jai's life, from a part of her soul. Just lyk that. And never looked back.
Edited by angad4life - 18 years ago
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