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PART-26 TRUST IS YOU...!!
Hello readers...!! So I am back...!! First update this year...!! I know u all must be expecting an update on the new year...!! Even I was willing to give...!! But didn't got the time to write...!! So now let's just move on with the update...!!
😊WISHING U ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!
HAPPY READING...!!😊😊
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Manik: nandini what are u doing...!! U are still not fine... if u needed something u should have called us naa...!! Come on now lie down...!!
( all of them were looking at him with shocked faces as how can he behave so normally with her...!! Nandini was also seeing his care for her...!! She was after a long time feeling that someone is there by her side...!! But again that past came in front of her...!! And that fear that he will again leave her...!! She just jerked away from him...!! And again tried to get up...!! But he stopped her again...!! Then she furiously said...!!)
Nandini: why are u here...?? What do u want now...?? Why are u showing this fake concern... because eventually U WILL LEAVE ME ...!! so just stop all this and leave right now...!!
( All of them were looking at the two lovers... who were in so much pain...!! One was suffering from the pain of rejection...!! And other was suffering seeing his love in this condition that too... because of him...!! Both of them knew that they are each other's need...!! But nandini was not ready to accept it...!! And manik took a long time to realise it...!! But now since he has realised... he will not let her do this to herself as well as him...!! He will not let her go far from him...!! Though he was hurt hearing her words but... that's wat he actually deserves...!! So he just said...)
Manik: Nai nandini...!! Not this time...!! I will not leave u...!! I will be there for u always...!! I know it was my fault that I left u...!! I know I am the reason behind ur this condition...!! But I also know... that U NEED ME...!!U need me to heal u...!! U need me to share ur pain...!! U need me to be there for u...!! And I have realised that I also need u...!! I cannot live without u...!! And this time I will correct all my past mistakes...!! I have ruined it all naa...!! Then I will only make it alright...!!
( Manik was saying this all while tears were flowing from his eyes ...!! And while saying all this he had already settled her on her bed... and he was sitting there kneeling in front of her...!! While she was just staring at him blankly...!! As if he doesn't even exist...!! But then listening to him... she actually looked at him... but with anger filled in her eyes... and in stern voice...)
Nandini: Ohh...!! So u are here to correct all ur mistakes...!! Really...?? ( to this manik nodded his head positively...) So u think u can correct them all...?? So then let's start... GIVE ME BACK THOSE TWO YEARS... THAT I HAVE SPENT LIKE A DEAD BODY...!! BECAUSE OF U...!! CAN YOU...?? BRING MY AMMS BACK TO ME... WHOM I LOST AS... I WAS MYSELF LOST BECAUSE OF U...!! CAN U BRING...?? MAKE ME THE OLD NANDINI... WHICH EVERYONE KNEW... BUT I HAVE FORGOTTEN... CAN YOU MAKE...?? KYA HUA...?? CORRECT IT...!! NOW CORRECT UR ' SO CALLED MISTAKES...'
( As she completed...!! Manik looked down... as his mistakes were now beyond repair... because he cannot bring a dead person back...!! He cannot return her... the precious two years of her life... which were ruined because of him...!! His guilt made him look down in shame... he thought he could make everything fine... but the damage was already done...!! The damage which cannot be fixed...!! The damage that made her loose her everything...!! Then on not getting any answers she continued...!!)
Nandini: AND WHAT U SAID ' I NEED U...!!' HUH...!! THEN LET ME MAKE IT VERY CLEAR...!! I DON'T NEED U...!! ACTUALLY I DON'T NEED ANYONE...!! I M ENOUGH FOR MYSELF...!! AS U ONLY SAID ONCE...!!...''NANDINI IS STRONG... SHE CAN HANDLE HERSELF...!! SHE NEVER GIVES UP...!! I KNOW HER...!!'' REMEMBER...?? SO YES... THOUGH THAT TIME I WAS NOT... BUT ATLEAST NOW I AM STRONG...!! STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE EVEN THE WORST...!!...
(As she said the same lines that once he had told abhi... in pune while telling him about Nyonika's blackmailing...!! He was startled that how come she knew about it...!! Because she was not there... and then it clicked his mind that when she left mangalore she actually went to pune...!! But then if she was there then why didn't she talked to him...!! Why didn't she came in front of him...!! His mind was messed up... so he just asked her out...!!)
Manik : Tumhe kaise pata ye...??
Nandini: ohh... ho...!! Kya hua shock laga...!! Ki mujhe kaise pata...!! Kyuki yeh sab toh tumne kisi aur se kaha tha naa...!! So YESS...!! I was right there...!! Pata hai mai waha kyu aayi thi...?? Do u know...?? ( She shouted ) DO U KNOW...?? TO FIND U...!! YES AFTER ALL THAT I FACED I STILL HAD THAT LITTLE HOPE...!! SO I CAME TO PUNE...!! THEN I FOUND U...!! YESS I SAW U...!! AND I WAS COMING TO U ONLY...!! BUT THEN UR WORDS MADE ME STOP...!! THEN I DON'T REMEMBER... HOW I REACHED THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD AND MET WITH AN ACCIDENT...!! AND THEN EVERYTHING CHANGED...!!( Nandini paused to look at all of them...!! Manik was shocked and so were others...!! On listening she actually found him...!! But left because she was hurt by his words...!! And then it was clear in their minds how Mr. Singhania found her in the hospital...!! Then nandini continued looking at manik...!!) I WAS NOTHING TO U...!! HENNA...!! AH... NAI NAI... WRONG STATEMENT...!! I AM NOTHING TO U...!! BECAUSE U NEVER THOUGHT OF ME...!! U LEFT ME IT WAS UR CHOICE...!! ALL OF A SUDDEN U FIND ME...!! THEN CHOOSE TO GET ME BACK IN UR LIFE...!! BECAUSE U NEED ME...!! IT WAS NEVER US...!! IT WAS ALL ABOUT U...!! UR CHOICE...!! UR DECISIONS...!! DID U EVER TRIED... TO KNOW WHAT I NEEDED...!! WHAT WAS MY WISH...!! WHAT WAS MY DECISION...!! NO...!! RIGHT U NEED ME...!! OR ACTUALLY...!! U PITY ME... THAT BECAUSE OF U I HAVE BECOME LIKE THIS...!! SO LET'S JUST SHOW SOME SYMPATHY AND MERCY ON HER...!! RIGHT...!! THEN PLEASE... I DON'T NEED UR SYMPATHY...!! OR UR MERCY...!! BECAUSE I KNOW ONCE U GET BORED U WILL LEAVE ME AGAIN...!! AND THIS TIME I WILL NOT LET U DO THIS...!!
(Every word from her mouth was stabbing his heart a thousand times...!! He was cursing himself for doing this to her...!! But then he thought he cannot loose hope he need to make her believe in him again...)
Manik: Nandini...!! I know my mistakes are really big...!! I cannot give u back the time u have lost...!! I cannot bring ur amms back to u...!! But I can surely bring u the old nandini...!! Please just give me one chance...!! Pl... plz... j... Ju.. just... one... ch... chance...!! ( he was crying bitterly...!! And so were others...!! Abhi came forward... and kept his hand manik's shoulder...!! And nandini... looked at abhi... supporting manik...!! She already had a doubt that it was abhi to whom manik was talking in pune...!! But now it was clear as manik said to him...)
Manik: Abhi tujhe toh sab pata hai naa tell her naa...!! Ki maine woh sab majboori mai kiya tha...!!
( then abhi was about to say something to her... but she showed her hand to him...!! Gesturing not to say a word...!! )
Nandini: Ohh...!! So my own brother was the one with him...!! That's why all of a sudden u remembered me...!! That's why u started treating me...!! Wow...!! So u are also here to show ur sympathy...!!
Manik: nandini...!! Mai koi sympathy nai show kar raha hu...!! I really want to take away all ur pain...!! I really want to heal u...!! And I will not leave u...!! I can never think of leaving u ever again...!! TRUST ME...!!
( And this was it...!! As manik said trust me...!! Nandini... looked at him in shock...!! And then stood up... with a jerk... she started feeling restless...!! All the blurry past images came running to her mind...!! Her confession...!! ''I WILL ALWAYS TRUST U...!!'' her past was suffocating her...!! And then again after 2 years on listening trust from his mouth...!! Her restlessness increased...!! And with this manik also got up...!! And then nandini composed herself...as it was now enough... she have had enough of him...!! She needs to let it all out...!! Because now her culprit is right there...!! So now she cannot back out...!! She can no more run away from the reality...!! Because trying to forget everything by ignoring is no more helping her...!! But letting it all out may help her to move one...!! So she finally spoke...)
Nandini: TRUST...?? REALLY...!! TRUST WHO...?? U...?? DO U EVEN KNOW WHAT TRUST IS...?? ACTUALLY I THINK...!! IT ME ONLY WHO HAD WRONGLY INTERPRETED THE WORD TRUST...!! BECAUSE... FOR U TRUST MEANS... FIRST PROMISING TO STAY TOGETHER ALWAYS...!! AND THEN LEAVE... THE OTHER ONE FOR DIEING...!! FOR U TRUST IS... PROMISING TO BE THERE IN THE WORST TIMES... AND THEN LEAVING... TO FACE THE WORST ALL ALONE...!! NOW IT'S LIKE TRUST IS JUST A MERE WORD... WHICH HAS NO MEANING IN ACTUAL...!!
( All of them were looking at her...!!as she speaking about her long time fear... that is TRUST...!!! she was actually speaking about trust... though all negative but still she was letting out what she has felt in these 2 years...!! How trusting people is so difficult for her now...!! But then manik's answer stunned them all...!!)
Manik: No Nandini...!! For me trust is not just a mere word...!! I know u no more trust me...!! And infact u shouldn't...!! Yes u shouldn't trust me...!! Because I have always broken ur trust...!! But u know what...!!(saying so manik moved in front of her and held her hand in both of his hands... and continued...) Trust has always been the other word of LOVE for me...!! And since the time I have met u...!! All I have in me about Love is You...!! Because I LOVE YOU...!! So for me TRUST IS YOU...!!
( All were speechless...!! But were having tears... on listening to his pure confession...!! They were thinking how much love he has in him for her...!! But nandini she was shocked listening him... she just took her hand back from his hands... and...)
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Phewww...!! So here I end this part...!! Hehehe... I know... again suspense...!! But what to do...!! I just love doing this...!! And finally revealed... it was manik's words that came to her mind always...!!
Now keep thinking... what will be nandini's reaction on manik's confession...?? What would she do...?? Will she ever be free from the pain...?? Will ever be able to forgive manik...?? Will manik be able to hear his name from her mouth because not for once till now she has taken his name...?? What will happen further...?? To know keep reading...!!
And a big thank you for commenting and voting...!! I will keep writing... but please u all also keep commenting lamba lamba...!! Will be eagerly waiting for ur response...!!
AMAAYA...!! 😊😊
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
