PART 46 :
He places his left hand on her left cheek while his right hand still held her waist. They stay in the same position for a while closing there eyes and then he slowly opens his eyes and leans forward to kiss her but he feels something on his left hand and his eyes fall on it. He soon realises that the thing on his hand was not something else but were tears yes tears of his princess which were not at all ready to stop.
He slowly bends down and nandiniii
She slowly opens her eyes and looks him. He looks straight into her eyes which were totally filled with tears.
MANIK : gussa ho
She looks him without saying anything.
MANIK : naraz ho and cups her face
She removes his hands and then
"Har bar baar baar hamesha hamesha,tum aisa kyu karthe ho ha ek pal ek pal main mere itne paas hothe ho itne" and points towards them. He moves a little back and looks here and there. She sees him & "phir dusre hi pal main apne nazre churathe ho". Listening this he immediately looks her. she continues looking his eyes "ajnabi ban jathe ho" and tears start rolling her eyes. He raises his hands to wipe her tears but she jerks them & continues "kyu karthe ho ha kyu karthe ho aisa, agar main pasandh nahi hoon tho mere kareeb aathe hi kyu hoo aur jab main tumhare kareeb ane lagthi hoon tho mujhse achanak door kyu chele jathe ho mujhe mujhe kuch samaj nahi aara hain main main strong ban neki koshish karri hoon par par mujhse nahi hora hain aur aur ye sab ye sab tumhari vajah se hora hain tum kyu karthe ho aisa haaa" and hits him on his chest hardly saying kyu kyu Kyuuu. He doesn't say anything & while hitting him continuously along with crying she slowly settles herself on his chest and closes her eyes. He hugs her tightly and closes his eyes. No one wanted to break the hug so both remained in same position for sometime. Nandini slowly opens her eyes and breaks the hug. He too opens his eyes and they both look each other for some time. They were still very close to each other and then
NANDINI : It hurts it hurts deep inside to see you walk away from me, it hurts when you don't look back to me while walking away, it hurts when you don't talk to me, it hurts when you ignore me, it hurts it really does hurts to stay away from you , it hurts it hurts
MANIK : shhh and nods his head as no
He cups her face and mujhe mujhe kuch samaj nahi ara tha main main aur kya kartha mujhe abi bi samaj nahi aara hain ki kyu kyu main baar baar tumhare paas aa jatha ho kyu lakh koshish karne ke bawajud khud ko rokh nahi patha ho aur tumhare paas tumhare paas & places his forhead on hers and closes his eyes.
He continuous it hurts,it hurts to walk away from you, it hurts not to look back you while walking away,it hurts while controlling myself not to talk to you, it hurts to ignore you and yes it hurts deep inside to stay away from you acting as if I really don't care about you and tears roll out from his eyes.
Nandini wipes his tears and kisses his forhead cupping his face.
MANIK :
"SORRY"
Holds her hands & kisses them.
"SORRY"
He cups her face and kisses her forhead.
"SORRY"
He kisses her both the eyes
"SORRY"
He kisses her both the cheeks
"AM REALLY REALLY SORRY"
He caresses her cheeks with his thumb.
"AM AM EXTREMELY SORRY"
He slowly very slowly places his lips on hers.She slowly places her hands around his neck while he places his both hands around her waist. They kiss each other trying to let go all their pain and forget everything for a while pouring out their feelings to each other. He kisses her softly not because he wanted to but because he needed to calm down his love who was drenching in pain. she kisses him back more softly knowing that he too had gone through the same pain due to which even she has to calm him down. Both were feeling relaxed & even though both of them needed oxygen no one was ready to apart. Their kiss was their oxygen for them at that particular moment and slowly after a while both breaked their kiss.
They looked into each others eyes and once again hugged each other tightly. He slowly opens his eyes & realises what had he just done.
MANIK POV : I have to do this
He pushes her away & shouts angrily "get out of your dream land damn itt!!!!"
NANDINI : manikkk!!!!
MANIK : what manik haa kabse tumhe bulara hoon par tum tum tho patha nahi konse duniya main apne sapne sajathe baiti ho hmm
Nandini looks around and then remembers everything
NANDINI : manik wo sapna nahi tha tum tum sach main the aur
MANIK : mujhe nahi patha ki wo sapna tha ya nahi par haan main yaha tumhe utathe hue pichle das min se tumhara naam bulara hoon
NANDINI : manik jhut bolre ho na aisa ho hi nahi saktha hain
MANIK : you know what why am I even wasting my time here and starts walking away
Nandini was hell shocked and was watching him walking away not able to believe her eyes.
He reached near door and was about to open it but all her words repeat in his mind and he slowly turns back and look her.She looks him and have tears.
They share an eye lock which reflected equal pain in both of their eyes.
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
She gets up and slowly starts walking towards him but he simply walks out closing door angrily.
She falls on floor and cries loudly
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
He leans to the wall outside & starts crying
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni
They both cry like hell
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye...
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai...
Kabir and dhruv get shocked seeing manik and try to talk to him but he simply walks away. They slowly open the door and feel very bad seeing nandini too crying like hell.
KABIR : hame abhi isi vakth usse bath karni hogi
DHRUV : haan chel
Manik goes and sits in manan room
Main kya karo kaha jao mujhe kuch samaj nahi ara hain and then nahi nahi main ye galthi nahi kar saktha & punches the wall.
DHRUV : buddy thu ye kya karra hai
MANIK : leave me alone
KABIR : bilkul nahi
MANIK : (shouts) I said leave me alone.
Kabir and dhruv walk towards him.
KABIR : dekh thu gusse main hain
DHRUV : haan pehle thu thodi der Shanthi se bait ja phir hum bath karenge
MANIK : laughs and shanthi naam ki cheez meri zindagi main na hi kabhi thi aur na hi kabhi ho sakthi hain
DHRUV : buddy thu aisa kyu bolra hain
KABIR : aur thuje achanak se ho kya jatha kal thak tu teek tha normal tha phir aaj kyu aisa behave karra hain kal rath aisa kya hua
MANIK : kal rath and laughs and then kya hua naa ye pucho kya nahi hua sunoge kal rath ko kya hua ha kal rath kal rath mujhe patha chela ki meri so called mom jisne mujhe paida kiya wo na hi mujh main aur na hi mere dad main interested hai
KABIR : kya matlab
DHRUV : tu saaf saaf bolna
MANIK : kal dad gar peke aye the aur mom ki unki puri story bathayi aur phir bathaya ki meri mom sirf aur sirf paison ke liye papa se shadi ki thi unhe papa se bilkul pyar nahi tha aur jab wo papa se hi pyar nahi karsakthi tho mujhse matlab un dono ke pyar ke nishan se kaise pyar kar sakthi hain and falls on his ground crying
Kabir and dhruv hold him and hug him and calm him down
MANIK : nahi nahi main teek hoon don't you know am the MANIK MALHOTRA main kisiki vajah se bi nahi ro saktha nan uski vajah se bi nahi
DHRUV : nandini
MANIK : nandini kya ha
KABIR : nandini ne kya kiya
MANIK : usne kuch nahi kiya aur main use kuch karne bi nahi dunga
KABIR : thu saaf saaf bol na
MANIK : kabirrr main usse mujhe dhoka dene nahi dunga
DHRUV : wo kyu thuje dhoka degi
MANIK : guys you don't know yar mom ne bi dad ko dhoka hi diya tha
KABIR : yaha teri aur nandini ki baath hori hain ek min ek min tu ne aaj suba wo jo bi natak kiya wo iski vajah se tha matlab kyuki
DHRUV : tu nahi chahtha ki nandini thuje dhoka de aur isliye usse pehle tu ne usse dhoka dedi
KABIR : manikkk have u lost it
MANIK : guys relax yar tum log kuch nahi janthe ho sari ladkiyan ek jaisi hi hothi hain wo sirf Wo sirf paise ko importance dethi hain feelings ko nahi
KABIR : ladkiyan haan
DHRUV : tho tu alia aur mukthi se dosti kyu kara hain
MANIK : goddd jo alia,mukthi aur mere beech hain wo dosti hain aur jo jo uske aur mere beech jo hain wo alag hain wo dosti se zyada hai
KABIR : smiles and chel khushi huyi jankar ki kam se kam thuje patha tho hain ki jo tere aur nandini ke beech hain wo kuch aur hain dosthi se badkar
He gets up and starts walking and don't even try to make any plans to get us together
KABIR : hame aur bahuth kaam hain apne life main aur vaise bi tum usse already bahuth pareshan karre ho hum usse aur dhuk nahi pahuncha sakthe hain
DHRUV : haan vaise buddy tum dono ke beech kuch bi hone ke liye kisiko plan karne ki zarurath nahi hain.
Manik leaves closing door with heavy force making loud sound.
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Shiv Shakti
