Nandini OS - Looking Within

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MKrayZee

@MKrayZee

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Posted: 10 years ago

This is dedicated to Sara aka PrincessAshvik because she always encourages me to write and especially because I Love Her more than she will ever understand. *insert kiss emoji*

Also, NPS, wherever you are, this is for you.

Looking Within

She stood still, her feet planted firmly in the water and her eyes staring into the horizon, completely oblivious to the surrounding as the sun set bathing her in its soft rays. She was thinking about everything that had happened in her life.

Her life, as a child, in the USA. Her father was a scientist, forever busy but always making time for his baby girl. Teaching her about planets and the twinkling but very powerful stars. Her mother taught her about fireflies and true love. She remembered the love her parents had shared. Always smiling at each other. So much laughter in her home. And then on one fateful night, everything was taken away from her. A white flash, a dreadful accident and her parents were gone from this world forever. She was left alone to take care of herself and her baby brother. Then Amms had taken her in and brought her up. But as much as Amms had been there, Nandini had pretty much single-handedly taken care of Rishab, ultimately taking the decision to move to Mumbai.

Mumbai, the city of dreams. And hers had been to become a scientist. But fate had again intervened. And she joined SPACE instead. And Pandit had happened. A teacher. Her teacher. Her Amms ka favourite student had turned out to be a lecher. He had tried to sexually molest Nandini. He had tied her up. And gagged her. And locked her up in a guitar case. The darkness. And he touched her. With his vile filthy hands. She was shaking uncontrollably and could feel her body going cold as she relived those moments.

But space was also the place where she met Manik. Volatile, broody, courageous, bully but so sweet, so caring, so loving. Her Manik. Thinking about him filled her heart with equal amount of love and pain. What she was doing to him right now was necessary. If she did not pull away now, she would never find herself. She would never be whole again. And it scared her. A tear rolled down her cheek. When would he understand that she was not sure of herself anymore? That her belief in everything was shaken? When?! She did not even have the energy to explain this to him anymore.

Why? She wondered. She had never wronged anyone. Then why was she going through this. She was only 17. Only 17. A teen. But she had already gone through so much in her life. She was so tired. She needed to sleep. Wake up anew, to find herself back in their small apartment in New York, to see Rishab talking, to see her parents alive. As if all that had happened, never happened.

She then felt his hand on her shoulder. She turned her head slightly, to find him right behind her. The sun, she discovered, had set. She had been standing like that, with her feet in the water for too long. Manik did not wrap his arms around her. In fact, he let his hand on her shoulder drop. He looked deep into her eyes. She knew he saw the unshed tears. And she saw in his, an understanding. He took one step back, still holding her gaze. And then gave a small smile, sad but filled with understanding. And she smiled back. He then retreated, giving her the space she so much needed.

THE END Below are links to my other works:

Hot & Cold: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/kaisi-yeh-yaariaan/4385991/manan-os-hot-and-cold

From the Kiss to the Punch: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/kaisi-yeh-yaariaan/4316243/from-the-kiss-to-the-punch-a-manan-os

I Hate Her: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/kaisi-yeh-yaariaan/4311985/i-hate-her-manan-drabble

MaNan Drabble: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/kaisi-yeh-yaariaan/4302120/manan-drabble-updated

Note: It is impolite to plagiarise or copy other people's works. Please be conscientious.

Edited by MKrayZee - 10 years ago

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nymphadoratonks

@nymphadoratonks

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Posted: 10 years ago

You're amazing MKrayZee! Exactly what we all want to see happening in the show. You wrote really well. :)

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Hera Flames

@Flame.Of.Rose

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Posted: 10 years ago

Yayyy.
Beat that Bro and Sara *sticks out tongue*

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RoohPay

@RoohPay

Dazzler

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Posted: 10 years ago

Zee <3

i just logged in to comment on your writings (which was a longgg due) and found another OS from you.

WOWy. :D

you have penned down nandu's inner turmoil beautifully. :) this is what needs to be shown into the show, instead of lame plans of harshad.

Amazing Zee!

*rushes to comment on your other works* 😳

Payal.

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Shreya Pokharel

@-Loq-

Dazzler

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Posted: 10 years ago

Zee🤗

IF needs to have a kiss emoji😳
THIS IS BRILLIANT
We just need this in the show.Just this..

And why is that you never dedicate any of your work to me??😡
But still I love your writing and you

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PrincessAshVik

@PrincessAshVik

Sparkler

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Posted: 10 years ago

I am really really sorry for unresing this late, but you know why.
Can I just first dance? Please? You can join me!!
You dedicated this to me!!! Finally!!😛😆 Thank you so much🤗 I can't tell you how happy I was😳 And I loved it!!! We need to see a Nandini who is like this. I have loved Nandini's character and the last few episodes have really upset me. CVs, I know you stalk, please see this. We want something like this. A proper reason for why she is doing what she is doing. CVs can we get a kind of a breakdown or a lashing out? It's high time we get one. The girl has gone through a lot at a tender age of 17!
Api, as usual, beautiful writing😳 Nandini has gone through a lot and you captured it beautifully. Would love to read more😳😆
And I Love you too kay?😳🤗🤗

Edited by PrincessAshVik - 10 years ago

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@Ribelle

Rocker

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Posted: 10 years ago

Damn! Missed the res.

Anywho, reserving. :P Please forgive me; I will unreserve them all, hopefully.

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drnidsur

@drnidsur

Rocker

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Posted: 10 years ago

woahh! u write soo beautifully ...

and i love the fact that u wrote about nandini and loved it even more, that u wrote about her childhood , for i srsly believe that writers need to pay heed to those facts and bring theme forward soon .

also ur writing skills are so amazing , for the way u described their relation indeed they don't need words , they understand each others weaknesses more than they understand their own

hope we get more to read from u sooner 😳

Edited by drnidsur - 10 years ago