I never once told him I loved him.
And what about him? I know how much he cares for me.was this just harmone driven teenage crush?
NO!!! Down the lane after 10 years , does our relation will be as beautiful as today, I mean like few weeks ago? Yes, today I'm not happy. Though I would never give up on manik, I'm tired of proving my love and trust. Why do one need to prove it? Can't he see trust in my eyes? I know he can ,may be he can't get over the pain I gave. I opened my eyes and stared at ceiling for few moments and decided what I need to do. Jumping out of my bed, grabbed a note pad and started penning down...
"Surprised??? Yeah i know, no one writes letters in this era.Before you start reading, come out of your room. Confused ? Dont be , just a measure of damage control. Jokes apart , I Love You Manik . I am in love with you truly, deeply and madly.your love is surreal to me. I can never get over you but I guess now we both need space in our relation. You need time away from me to realise what you really feel for me? I don't want to invade your space and force myself on you. Meanwhile, I need a break , for a change to think about me. What I want in my life, my career, Rishab's future. I don't know how long I can stay away from you .
MISS ME.
P.S: Don't be happy that I left , I'm on vacCation. Till then, have fun.
Carefully wrapped it in an envelope and started staring in to the dark Sky. I wanted to say many things but couldn't write what I wanted to tell him. For the first time I feel language is the barrier of emotions. Tomorrow is the big day. Time to leave after fusion concert. Manik please give me one sweet moment , before I leave. Pretty please
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Edited by meghana1reddy - 10 years ago